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Her Secret Dom

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Table of Contents

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Epilogue

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Samantha Cote

HER SECRET DOM

 

Samantha Cote

 

 

 

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Her Secret Dom

Copyright © November 2014 by Samantha Cote

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eISBN 9781623000660

Editor: Kerry Genova

Cover Artist: Valerie Tibbs

Published in the United States of America

 

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Dedication

I dedicate this book to all the women who have repressed their desires in order to conform to the expectations of others. May this work and others like it help them explore their inner depths.

Acknowledgment

I would like to thank my editor for holding my hand, diagnosing my addiction to purple prose and clichés, and then beating them right out of me. Thanks, Chris, for your dedication and hard work. Same goes, Kerry.

Chapter One

While listening to the prattle of the man seated across from her at the upscale restaurant, Pamela Abernathy acknowledged that it was now official: she had lost her mind.

Brian Shuttleworth was an asshole.

So why was she on a date with him?

Because he was a
persistent
asshole.

From the day she’d started her shiny new career as a paralegal at Danforth, Dobbs, and Shuttleworth, Brian had been a constant presence. He was always underfoot, scheming to get her attention. His favorite method was holding court outside her tiny office and pontificating upon legal matters as his adoring minions hung on to his every word.

She watched as Brian buttered a dinner roll, somehow managing to perform the everyday task with easy elegance. Everywhere he went, Brian attracted people. Pam figured his good looks didn’t hurt, but she concluded that his privileged air had more to do with this than his pretty face.

As if to underscore this insight, their waiter arrived with the hors d’oeuvres, then spent an inordinate amount of time fussing over their plates, glasses, and candles. No doubt he’d caught Brian’s aura of specialness and was determined to impress. After a few minutes of his dithering, Pam was ready to scream. Her date, though, took it all in stride, as if such attentions were his due. To her never-ending relief, Brian soon nodded his thanks to the waiter, effectively dismissing him.

As the man stepped away, one of the hostesses sauntered by, taking the opportunity to pause at their table.

“Good evening, sir,” she greeted Brian in a thin, girly voice. As an obvious afterthought, she nodded toward Pam. “And you too, miss.” Turning her attention back to Brian, she asked, “Do you have everything you need? May I assist you in any way?”

Pam almost rolled her eyes when Brian dimpled up at the well-endowed blonde, whose posture dramatically improved in his presence. “Thank you, but I’m fine.” He looked across the table. “Pam?”

“Just hunky-dory,” she replied.

Nodding, the young woman left them to themselves.

Brian offered Pam an indulgent smile and then launched into a monologue about a recent case. As usual, he’d won, and Pam felt a twinge of annoyance at his smug attitude. Brian certainly liked to win and viewed his rare defeats as unpleasant, temporary conditions that time and perhaps a little money could remedy.

In short, Brian Shuttleworth always got what he wanted. Even she, who’d held out from dating a coworker for so long, had eventually caved in to him.

Pamela had often wondered why Brian wanted her so much. She suspected the firm’s resident playboy couldn’t bear being rejected by a nobody, especially when finer specimens of femininity with toned bodies, impeccable manners, and Ivy League degrees fawned all over him.

He’d let up in the chase somewhat after several attorneys spotted her climbing onto Jared’s Harley a few months earlier. Office gossips spread the word she had a new boyfriend, thus gaining her a bit of reprieve from Brian’s unrelenting pursuit. Even so, he continued to hover in the wings, waiting for her to give up the good fight so he could descend on her like a hungry buzzard.

Now, after she’d endured fourteen months and five days of soulful eyes, “accidental” meetings in the copy room, and manly posturing, Brian had triumphed and gotten his dearest wish: a date.

It was mortifying how quickly she’d capitulated after all the effort she put into keeping him at arm’s length.

Brian had made his move earlier in the week. Pam had been sitting alone at her desk, brooding over another weekend spent pining for Jared. Brian paused to make some passing remark about a new client, but for once Pam had little to say and started fiddling with her stapler.

Such indifference was out of character for her, and Pam now realized how tired and listless she’d been that day. Brian must have caught on too and knew the fight had gone out of her.

Never one to pass up an opportunity, he pounced.

All it took to neutralize her was a sweet compliment, a little joke—and before Pam knew what happened, she agreed to have dinner with him.

From that moment on, a nagging guilt had settled in the pit of her stomach and plagued her conscience. She spent the rest of the week trying to drum up the nerve to cancel, telling herself that if it was a harmless dinner date, why hadn’t she mentioned it to Jared? What would he think?

Pam snapped out of her reverie in that instant. No. She was not thinking of Jared tonight. He’d royally screwed up this time. Their six-month anniversary had come and gone last week without a mention. This, on top of him neglecting her for weeks. Damn him.

Brian glanced up. Something in her expression must have made him pause, because he stopped talking in the middle of some amusing anecdote. He lifted his water glass and peered at her over the rim. “Everything okay, Pam?” he asked.

“I’m great, Brian,” she lied. “The scallops are wonderful, don’t you think?” She offered up a cheerful smile, wanting to set him at ease.

Now beaming, Brian nodded, returning to his meal and his favorite topics—his work and himself.

Pam let her thoughts turn inward again. Strange how something as minor as Jared’s forgetting their six-month anniversary had finally tipped her over the edge. Not his secretive nature or reluctance to communicate. Not his emotional and physical withdrawal in recent weeks.

In other words, not the real issues. Heaven forbid.

After some thought, she’d concluded that confronting him was too risky. No matter how hard she tried convincing herself otherwise, she couldn’t shake the fear that if she created a fuss, he would walk away.

Wasn’t that what men did whenever a woman needed them or if things got too complicated?

So, instead of addressing any of it, she reproached herself for being clingy and overly sensitive. In the end, she figured it was better to endure and hope things improved with time.

Big mistake.

After the anniversary date came and went, she wallowed ever deeper in her resentment. Jared continued burying himself in work, seemingly oblivious to her torment. Incensed, she started ignoring his calls or cut their conversations short. Pam knew she was pushing him further away, but resentment spurred her on.

Despite her anger, part of her yearned to tell all, to have a heart-to-heart. Yet she couldn’t bring herself to ask him for more of his attention, time, caring. To her, it felt too much like begging.

And she refused to act like some high-maintenance attention whore. She didn’t need him, or any man for that matter. Her mother’s mantra—to never rely on a man for anything—had been instilled in her from birth. And hell, she loved her quiet time and personal space. That was one of the reasons she and Jared got along so well. She had her little apartment. He had his condo. She hadn’t so much as left a toothbrush at his place—not even after they started sleeping together six weeks ago.

Problem was, he hadn’t left anything at her place either. She kind of wished he had. But he was so controlled and courteous—exactly the kind of upstanding citizen the fancy military school he’d graduated from years ago wanted its cadets to become.

They never fought—which to her seemed unnatural. Jared deferred to her whims all the time, his teasing smiles making her feel like a bratty kid who required pacifying rather than a mature, twenty-four-year-old woman who craved a challenge.

Sometimes, she hated it when Jared treated her like a porcelain doll—just because she was a diabetic. Not that she didn’t appreciate his concern, but his overprotective ways were beginning to wear on her nerves.

As was the lack of communication on both ends. To her, even a knock-down, drag-out fight was preferable to such cool civility. She’d heard a good argument could sometimes end in angry, passionate make-up sex. In other words, the opposite of polite, gentle sex—the boring kind with no sweating. No grunting or moaning. And no orgasms.

She was
not
going there.

Pam continued nodding at Brian, trying to look fascinated with his self-important drivel. She issued a soundless sigh of frustration and shifted.

Brian paused for the briefest moment and, with a rueful expression, shook his head. “Now listen to me talking shop while we’re on a date.” He gave her another one of those dazzling smiles designed to melt the panties of the firm’s female populace. “Oh, Pam, I almost forgot to tell you. Earlier this week, I told Mr. Danforth how highly I think of your work. Honestly, I don’t know how we ever got along without you. Those errors you caught in the Wilding document last month saved the firm untold aggravation and quite possibly thousands of dollars. Nice catch.”

“Thanks, Brian. I appreciate the good word.”
Yeah, right.
When the mistakes were brought to Danforth’s attention, the evil old bastard had an epic meltdown, his roars of fury filtering through the paneled oak door of his office. It was a truly spectacular event, and Pam had remained glued to her chair, riveted by the colorful stream of expletives reaching her ears.

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