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Authors: S. L. Farrell
Tags: #Fantasy, #Young Adult, #Science Fiction
After their conversation a few days before, she’d hoped he might come to her, that he might begin the conversation again, that he might kiss her and she would let herself open to him. She’d also feared the same thing, not knowing what she wanted. There was an awkwardness now when they were together, when their arms accidentally brushed. She wanted to be next to him; she was frightened to get too near.
Not now. Not this way
. . . she thought as she moved to the door.
No! Let him in. You want the feel of his body on yours, his mouth . . .
another part of her shouted. She opened the grille in the center of the door and peered through, and all the voices inside died as she saw his face.
“Ennis? What’s the matter?”
Ennis’ face, candlelit, filled the opening on the other side of the grille, serious and unsmiling. “Máister Cléurach would like to see us in his rooms immediately.”
“What’s wrong?”
His lips twitched under the beard. “Nothing’s
wrong
. We have . . . a visitor. A Riocha from Inish Thuaidh, from the Rí’s court in Dún Kiil. He’s on his way up from the village; a runner was sent ahead to alert us.”
Jenna felt her stomach lurch.
You can’t escape the politics, even here . . .
“I’ll be there as soon as I’m dressed.”
Her stomach settled, and the voices returned. She could do it; she could unlatch the door, let him slip inside . . . But Ennis gave her no chance to act on the impulse.
“Good. I’ll tell Máister Cléurach that you’re on your way. Quickly!” With that, Ennis turned, and she saw the yellow glow of his candle moving off down the corridor.
Máister Cléurach glanced up from his desk as they entered. One of the acolytes was already there with a tray of tea and scones, placing it on a table to one side of the room. He bowed out as Máister Cléurach waved toward the tray, taking a sip from his own cup. If Máister Cléurach knew about the attraction between Ennis and Jenna, he gave no indication, though he looked at them strangely, standing close but not too close to each other. “Have some tea. Get yourselves warm and awake.”
“Who’d they send, Máister?” Ennis asked.
A single shoulder lifted. “The runner didn’t know. All he said was that it was a tiarna who claimed to be here at the Rí’s request. And who was anxious enough to get here that he crossed the water at night. He’ll be here soon; I’ve been told the carriage is already at the main gate.”
Jenna cupped her right hand around the welcome warmth of the steaming mug. “What does he want?”
“There are still other allegiances among the Bráthairs and acolytes,” Máister Cléurach answered. “We haven’t been able to eradicate all the spies among us. I’m certain that rumors have left the White Keep and gone to Inish Thuaidh as well as the mainland, saying that the Holder of Lámh Shábhála was here. At least our visitor’s from Thuaidh and not another troopship from one of the tuatha. I’d hoped to have another few weeks to prepare before this started, but it would seem—”
There was a knock at the door. Máister Cléurach sighed. “Would you let him in, Ennis?”
There were a quartet of people in the corridor: three gardai in blue and white, and one other who stepped in through the open door, leaving the gardai behind.
It wasn’t a him. It was a woman.
She was tall, with long white-blonde tresses trailing from underneath a hood the color of spring grass, and Jenna decided that the woman was older than Maeve by several years. Her large eyes were the same deep green as her overcloak, dominating a round face networked with fine wrinkles. She shrugged out of the overcloak and tossed it uncaringly over the nearest chair. Her clóca was a lighter shade of green and finely embroidered; the léine underneath snowy white. An ornate, thick torc of beaten gold hung around her neck, and rings adorned her fingers. Máis ter Cléurach came hurrying from behind his desk to greet her, and to Jenna’s surprise, bowed low as he approached. “Banrion,” he said. “I would not have thought that Rí MacBrádaigh would send
you
on this errand.”
“I insisted, Máister Cléurach,” the woman said. “Or do you think that the return of the Holder of Lámh Shábhála to Inish Thuaidh isn’t important enough for me?” Her voice was pleasant and low with a hint of amusement just below the surface. But there was a careful posturing to her tone and stance, as if she kept her emotions well concealed and intended them to remain so. She glanced at Jenna and Ennis, and Máister Cléurach coughed.
“My pardon, Banrion. This is Holder Jenna Aoire and Ennis O’Deoradháin, both cloudmages of the Order.” Jenna, startled at the title given her, looked quickly at Máister Cléurach, but his eyes told her to say nothing. He nodded at the woman. “And this is Banrion Aithne Mac Bradaigh, wife of the Rí Thuaidh, lonhar MacBrádaigh.”
The woman’s verdant gaze rested on Ennis for a breath, then went to Jenna, cool and appraising. Jenna, unlike Ennis, didn’t politely lower her head, meeting the woman’s eyes. “Ah,” the Banrion said with a slight twist of her lips. “So very young. I expected someone older and more . . .” she paused, as if considering the next word, “. . . sinister in appearance,” she finished. “For being the Mad Holder who gleefully murders Banrions, you look innocent enough.”
Jenna flushed, taken aback. For a moment, she could not speak at all though her mouth opened in protest as Banrion MacBrádaigh continued to stare at her. “That wasn’t my intention. Truly. Banrion Cianna was ill and weaker than I thought. I wish it hadn’t happened.”
The Banrion gave a slight nod at Jenna’s protest. “Then the rumors of the destruction of the bridge to Rí Gabair’s Keep and the death of twenty or so gardai are, no doubt, exaggerated as well. Or were also not intended.”
“There is some exaggeration there, aye, Banrion.” Jenna blinked. “But I won’t deny there was also intention—it was my life or theirs. I chose mine.”
Again the lips curled in a slight smile. “A choice most of us would make, I think. So you
are
more complicated than you appear.” The heat on Jenna’s face increased as the Banrion’s gaze dropped to Jenna’s right arm. “The marks of the Holder . . . May I see Lámh Shábhála?”
Her tone held the expectation of obedience. Reluctantly, Jenna pulled the cloch out from under her léine. The Banrion took a step toward her and leaned closer to examine it, but made no move to touch the stone. After a few moments, she stepped back again. “It’s plainer than I would have thought.”
“That’s an oversight others have made,” Jenna answered, “mistaking an ordinary appearance for weakness.”
The Banrion laughed aloud, clapping her hands twice, the sound loud in the cold morning. “And you have a bite to your words as well. Excellent. I can understand how that fool Torin Mallaghan managed to underestimate and lose you. He may be Rí Gabair, but he holds his title mostly for his name, not his ability. And that woman he married. My niece’s blood was more her mam’s than that of my brother.” The Banrion laughed again at the expression on Jenna’s face. “Aye, Cianna was my niece. Rí Mallaghan thought that perhaps it might be a good alliance; as usual, he was mistaken. You needn’t worry, Holder. I had no love for her conniving, scheming soul. But you might be advised to avoid my brother; a da’s love for his daughter is less objective, I’m afraid.”
She turned from Jenna back to Máister Cléurach. “The Rí requests that you and your cloudmages appear at the court. There are . . . implications that must be discussed. The Comhairle of Tiarna will be meeting in Dún Kiil in a fortnight, and they are anxious to meet the First Holder. As you might expect, there are complications to Holder Aoire being here in Inish Thuaidh, and we’ve already received open threats from Tuatha Gabair, Infochla, and Connachta, insisting that she be returned to them for various crimes committed in their territories.” Aithne smiled thinly. “I don’t think any of us are fooled as to the actual reason they’d like to have the Holder. It’s the prize she wears, not her that they want.”
This time Máister Cléurach lifted his head. “The Order is not subject to the Rí’s commands,” he told the Banrion. “That’s clear in Severii’s Charter, as I’m certain the Banrion is aware.”
“I’m aware of the charter, Máister,” Aithne answered calmly, “even if a charter seven centuries and more old is hardly relevant to today’s situation, and I suspect the signatures at that time were made more under duress than by actual agreement with Severii’s desires. I said it was a request, not a command, yet the importance of this can’t be denied. After all, I was sent, not some anonymous messenger, and the Comhairle has been summoned. The Order may have its independence, but Inishfeirm is the Rí’s land and the Order but a small part of the island. Nor do I see an army here to protect you should the Tuatha decide to attack.”
“The Rí should have thought of that a few months ago.”
Jenna saw the folds around the Banrion’s eyes tighten at the remark, but Aithne still smiled grimly. “That was an unforeseen and a terrible mistake on
all
of our parts—I’d remind you that your request for help was rather after the fact. Perhaps my husband would have stationed a garrison here if there had been a suggestion from the Máister that the Order’s clochs na thintrí were so vulnerable.” Her hand waved, dismissing their words. “None of that can be undone now. It would be more terrible to make a second mistake, now that we realize the import of the clochs.”
“I agree, Banrion. But I must still consider this. Will you stay with us? I could have one of the acolytes take you to the guest cells, and you’re welcome to break your fast at our table . . . ?”
Aithne’s lips tightened slightly. She glanced at the tray with its tea and few scones. “No,” she said. “I’ll return to my lodgings at the Black Gull. I think that may be slightly more comfortable. But only slightly.” She picked up her overcloak and wrapped it around herself. She strode toward the door, and Ennis barely managed to open it before she reached it. Jenna wondered if she would have bothered to open it herself. Jenna heard a conversation suddenly go silent as the gardai outside straightened and fell in to flank the Banrion. Aithne turned back and nodded to Máister Cléurach, Jenna, and Ennis. “Holder Aoire, it was good to meet you. Máister, I’ll expect to hear your answer this afternoon before my ship departs. I trust it will be one that the Rí and the Comhairle hope to hear, and we’ll take ship together.”
The footsteps of the Banrion and her entourage echoed loudly in the marbled halls.
“We only have one answer, you realize,” Máister Cléurach told them as they stood on the balcony watching the Banrion’s carriage wind away down the long road to the village. “Making her wait for it is just so much pettiness. But it feels good, nonetheless.”
Jenna almost laughed. “She’s frightening. Those eyes, the way she stands, the tone in her voice.”
“You haven’t met Rí MacBrádaigh, Jenna,” Ennis told her. “Behind his back, they call him the Shadow Rí. It’s Banrion Aithne who is the true power in Inish Thuaidh.
She’s
the one the Comhairle of Tiarna listen to. The Banrion didn’t come here because the Rí requested it; she came because that’s what she wanted to do.”
“And she knows we’d realize that,” Máister Cléurach finished. He took in a long breath as the Banrion’s carriage vanished behind the trees at the first switchback, and let it out again loudly. The cloud that emerged from his mouth echoed the mist that cloaked the base of Inishfeirm and hid the sea. They seemed to be standing on an island floating in fog. “The Banrion has her faults, but she’s fair and what she does, she does with all of Inish Thuaidh in mind, not just herself. I might not entirely like her, but I do respect her. Most dangerous of all would be to underestimate her.”
“I don’t think that will happen, Máister,” Jenna answered.
I did that once before, with Cianna. . . .
Jenna felt the hair at the base of her neck rise with the memory, and a twinge of pain sliced up her right arm.
“Go prepare yourselves to leave,” Máister Cléurach told them. “I’ll send a messenger to her after the noon meal and tell her that if she will wait until tomorrow morning, we’ll accompany her.” The elderly man snorted. “She’ll likely bite the head off the poor acolyte I send, but it will do the Banrion good to spend a night here in the Black Gull’s beds, don’t you think?”
“I doubt the innkeeper will ever forgive you, Máister,” Ennis commented.
A fleeting smile was the only answer.
41
Cloch Storm
T
HERE were seals at the harbor quay. Jenna was disappointed to see that they were the common brown harbor seals and a few grays.
Jenna wandered down to see them as she and Ennis waited for the Banrion’s entourage and Máister Cléurach to arrive. The Banrion’s ship, the name
Uaigneas
—Loneliness—emblazoned across its prow, cast a long shadow over the harbor front, and Jenna glanced at the ship as she walked along the beach with Ennis.
Uaigneas
dwarfed any craft Jenna had seen before, with a sparred central mast that seemed to prick the lowering clouds and six oars per side for use when the wind died. She could see several sailors on the deck and more swarming near it where it was docked alongside a long wharf extending out into the bay. The sides of the ship were painted in the blue-and-white colors of Inish Thuaidh in sweeping curves that were reminiscent of the long swells of the ocean.
“She’s magnificent, isn’t she?” Ennis said. Jenna nodded, silent. His hands touched her shoulder; before he could move away again, she leaned back against him, luxuriating in the feel of his closeness. But though he remained where he was, he wouldn’t put his arm around her and his voice was carefully neutral. “We Inishlanders know how to build ships. Infochla may claim to have rule of the Westering and Ice Seas, but though they have more ships, ours are the better. The Banrion’s ship is one of the best, which is why her captain was unafraid to sail at night. Inishlanders understand and respect the sea because it surrounds us. Even in the middle of Inish Thuaidh, the ocean’s but a day’s ride away and its whims and its moods touch the entire land.”