Home for Christmas (Willow Park #5) (17 page)
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Authors: Noelle Adams
Emily slanted him a half-teasing smile, relieved at
the return of his sense of humor. “Not to cast aspersions based on your
reputation, but it’s pretty clear you’ve been…you’ve been around where women
are concerned, so I thought it might not be such a big deal to you. I mean, I
figured you’re worldly enough to not think one short marriage has to be a
life-altering event. It would just be for three months. Maybe less.”
“But why?” It seemed like he genuinely wanted to know.
She felt a little shaky, but she smiled at him,
determined not to let him see that she wasn’t as confident and matter-of-fact
as she pretended. “Just to do it. So I can cross it off my list.”
He cleared his throat. “So it’s not…it’s not me.
You’re not—”
“Nursing some sort of secret passion for you?” Emily
finished for him, embarrassed that he’d even had that thought and determined to
eliminate the possibility from his mind completely. “Of course not. You just
happen to be available.”
He lifted his eyebrows. “How flattering.”
“I like you. I mean, of course, I like you, Paul.
You’re a decent guy, and you’re obviously a great catch in terms of what most
women are looking for in a husband. But none of that matters to me at this
point. It’s not about the money at all. I’ll sign a pre-nup or whatever you
want. I don’t have anyone to leave money to anyway, and I definitely wouldn’t
expect anything from you financially.”
“I know that. I never thought that’s what this is
about.” He released a long breath. “You’re only seventeen, Emily.”
“What’s your point?”
“There are laws about marriageable age. In most
states, it’s eighteen.”
“Yeah, I thought about that. I even looked it up on
the Internet. You can get married younger with parental consent, so I figured
you could get your lawyer on it, since I don’t have any parents to give
consent. I’ll be eighteen next month, and I’m officially emancipated anyway, so
maybe that would help sway a judge.”
Paul tightened his lips as he thought. “We could
probably get a license with judicial consent, given your situation.”
Emily straightened up. “So you’ll do it?”
“I don’t know. It’s…it feels wrong.”
“It’s not wrong. You wouldn’t be taking advantage of
me. In fact, it would be more that I’m taking advantage of you. I really do
want to cross this off my list. I know it’s a lot to ask, but it would just be
for a couple of months. Unless, maybe, you’re already seeing someone…”
She hadn’t heard about his having a girlfriend, but it
certainly wasn’t impossible.
“I’m not seeing anyone right now, but—”
“I know you don’t want to live like a monk for three
months or anything.” She stared emphatically at her hands, unable to meet
Paul’s eyes. “I’d understand if you need to…to see someone else, as long as….”
She trailed off, unable to complete the sentence.
“Emily,” he began, “I wouldn—”
“It doesn’t matter,” she interrupted, wanting to get
through with the whole cringe-worthy topic. “You don’t have to explain anything
to me. It’s just about being married for me. I wouldn’t expect you to act like
a husband.”
“Emily,” Paul said again, reaching out and putting one
hand on her shoulder. “You’ve been through a lot in the last couple months, and
I’m not sure you’re thinking clearly.”
“Don’t treat me like a child or an idiot. I
am
thinking clearly. I only have a few months to live, and I want to get through
my list.” She picked the list up from the desk, where Paul had placed it. She
stared down at the page, hating herself when her eyes blurred over with tears.
She blinked them back and was relieved when her voice
didn’t waver. “If you do this for me, and then maybe help me do a few other
things on my list—they’re all straightforward like going skydiving and seeing
the Pyramids—then I’ll still testify against your father at trial and you can
have the satisfaction of helping a dying girl get her last wish.”
Paul sat back in his chair, covering his mouth with
his hand and then slowly rubbing his chin. He must have shaved that morning,
but his bristles still made a faint scratching sound. He was looking vaguely in
her direction, but she knew he wasn’t seeing her.
“Paul, please,” she said, her voice wobbling for the
first time. “My aunt was the only family I had left, and now I’ve lost her too.
I don’t really have…anything. This list is all I have left.”
It was true. There was a shadow lurking in her mind,
threatening to swallow her up at any moment. She wasn’t going to give into it,
though, not while there was some way to control the last days of her life.
“Okay.”
“Really?” she asked, brushing a couple of stray tears
away. “You’ll do it?”
He nodded and smiled back at her, reaching over to
catch her last tear with his thumb and flick it away from her cheek. “I still
think it’s not the sanest of plans, and I’ll most likely regret it. But I’ll do
it.”
Acting on impulse, she threw herself forward and
wrapped her arms around his neck. “Thank you,” she said into his shoulder.
Paul seemed a little stiff, like he wasn’t used to
getting hugs, but he squeezed her lightly with one arm before he pulled away.
“You’re welcome.”
“Is there anything I can do for you?”
“If you’re still able and willing to testify, that’s
all I need.”
“So we can get married right away? As soon as
possible?”
Paul stood up from his desk. “I’ll start working on
it. It’s going to take a little time for my lawyer to get judicial consent for
the license, but I’ll see if we can rush it.”
For the last several months, it had felt like Emily’s
life—her entire existence—was falling apart, bit by bit.
There wasn’t anything left to fall apart.
In some ways, it was freeing.
Emily’s world wasn’t big, frightening, and confusing
anymore. It had narrowed down to a series of tasks she could count on her
fingers and toes.
Fourteen items on a sheet of paper. Three months.
One list.
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Noelle handwrote her first romance novel in a
spiral-bound notebook when she was twelve, and she hasn’t stopped writing
since. She has lived in eight different states and currently resides in
Virginia, where she writes full time, reads any book she can get her hands on,
and offers tribute to a very spoiled cocker spaniel.
She
loves travel, art, history, and ice cream. After spending far too many years of
her life in graduate school, she has decided to reorient her priorities and
focus on writing contemporary romances. For more information, please check out
her website:
noelle-adams.com
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Books by Noelle Adams
Beaufort Brides Series
One Night Novellas
One Hot Night: Three Contemporary
Romance Novellas
Willow Park Series
Heirs of Damon Series
Standalones
Chasing Jane
The Protectors
Series (co-written with Samantha Chase)