Hope Springs (33 page)

Katie hadn’t the first idea what to make of it. Was this the sign she’d been waiting for, her heart’s efforts to declare its preference? If so, why did she still enjoy Tavish’s company? He’d come by a couple of times, and she’d been quite happy to see him. When Joseph came by in the evening to claim the girls, the simple sound of his knock set her heart skipping about and a whisper of uncertainty tiptoeing over her skin.

I’m so very confused, Eimear. I haven’t enough experience with love to know what all this means.

She did her best to turn her thoughts to less uncertain topics. She stood at the window, looking out at the snow-covered landscape. Winter had come suddenly.

Employing both stubbornness and smiles, she’d managed to convince the Irish to continue accepting her bread for free. ’Twas a small thing, but she hoped it would help them at least a little. She would use up her savings quickly over the winter keeping her neighbors fed, but perhaps her efforts would mean they would all still be there come spring.

“This book has silly pictures.”

She looked back at Ivy. Heavens, the child had her music-pictures book out. “Please be very careful with that, darling.”

Ivy’s big brown eyes turned up at her. “Is it your favoritest book?”

“It is my
only
book.” She slid it out from under Ivy’s ominously dripping nose, saving it from certain ruin. “Your papa gave it to me.”

“Pompah likes books.” ’Twas a relief to see Ivy smiling again. The sight of her tearstained face peering down at her from the loft still haunted Katie. “He has so, so many books.” She held her arms out wide as she spoke. “He likes them a whole lot.”

Katie slipped the book back on the table near the chair where she sat each night. “What else does your ‘Pompah’ like?”

“Cookies!” She giggled.

Katie tipped her head and allowed a half-smile. “
Your papa
likes cookies?”

Ivy hooked a finger over her lip, grinning. She nodded, laughter sparkling in her eyes. “We should make him some today.”

“Cookies for
him?
Are you certain you don’t want the cookies for
you?
”

Ivy bounced, her smile fully blooming.

Katie scooped her up into her arms. “You are too adorable for words, dearest.”

Ivy wrapped her legs around Katie, settling into her embrace. She fiddled with the loose hair hanging about Katie’s ears. They’d rather perfected the position.

“We need to go fetch your sister from school,” Katie reminded her. “And when we get back I need to make my bread for the day. Suppose we make cookies tomorrow, will that do?”

Ivy looked a little disappointed but took the news in stride. Katie set her on her feet once more and set about the task of preparing her to brave the increasingly cold weather. Ivy pulled faces while Katie buttoned up the girl’s coat. How could Katie help but laugh?

“You and Emma are the funniest little girls in all the world.”

Ivy looked positively proud of the assessment. “Were you funny?”

“When I was little?” She wrapped Ivy’s scarf about her neck. “I was a very serious little girl, actually.”

“Did you have a mama?”

Katie nodded as she put Ivy’s knit hat in place. “And a papa and older brothers. And I had a little sister.”

Ivy’s eyes opened wide. “Like me?”

“She was very much like you.” Katie took Joseph’s coat off its hook—he’d left it on her shoulders the night of their kiss and had absolutely refused to take it back. Though he’d not said as much, he likely knew she didn’t yet have a coat of her own. He hadn’t forgotten her story of being painfully cold as a child and, with the coat and the woolen stockings, meant to keep her as warm as possible. She’d never known a man quite as thoughtful as he was.

“Is your sister in Ireland?” Ivy put her hand in Katie’s.

’Twas not the time to speak of death and loss. “She is. She’s in a little, tiny town near a river.”

“Does she like rivers?”

They spoke that way as they walked toward town, the cold wind battering them. Ivy had so many questions. Katie did her best to answer without speaking of things that were too difficult and too raw. As they came within sight of the school, Ivy asked the question Katie had most worried she would bring up.

“Where are your mama and papa?”

“They are in a town called Belfast.”

They stopped in front of the blacksmith shop where the Irish always waited for their children. The area had been shoveled, the snow piled out of the way. Winter had only just begun; those piles would grow taller and taller.

“Will your mama and papa come see you ever?” Ivy asked, huddling close against Katie.

“No, dearest. They won’t.”

Ivy’s brow puckered. “Don’t they miss you?”

They didn’t, actually. No letter she’d received had ever spoken of missing her or wishing she was nearby. Even the letter Katie had sent after hearing of her father’s illness had gone unanswered, though ample time had passed for her to receive a reply.

“My papa is very ill,” she said. “He cannot travel this far.”

Ivy’s expression turned sad. “Do you want to see him so, so much?”

Katie nodded. She did want to see him before he died. That wish hovered in her mind, though she kept it clear to the back.

“Oh, oh, oh!” Ivy took a quick breath, a look of pure excitement on her face. “Maybe my pompah could be your papa. Then you won’t be so sad.”

She only just kept back a laugh. Joseph standing in for her
father?
That was ridiculous in the extreme.

“Oh, sweetie.” She bent down and kissed the top of Ivy’s head. “You are a darling.”

The schoolchildren poured out of the building. Many of the children ran through the drifts of snow, sending the powder flying in all directions. Dismissals had grown more chaotic, and not simply because of the weather. Children wove around each other, trying to find their parents. Parents did their utmost to keep an eye on the little ones while eyeing their enemies across the street.

Emma found Katie easily—they always met at the nearest corner of the blacksmith shop, directly under the first post.

“How was your school day?”

“Fine.” Emma’s answers were usually short. Katie had come to understand that, to know she wasn’t being pushed aside.

“Pompah is going to be Katie’s papa now,” Ivy declared.

Emma looked surprised. “Can he do that?”

“Ivy doesn’t want me to be lonely,” Katie explained. “My father is very far away.”

“Oh.” That seemed to satisfy Emma. She scrunched her nose up, taking in a loud sniff. She did it again.

Katie took a noseful of air herself and knew immediately what Emma was smelling. Smoke.

Panic filled her chest. Smoke meant fire. She looked back over her shoulder. Dark smoke billowed from the top of the blacksmith shop. The entire crowd seemed to become aware of the danger behind them at the same time. Shouts filled the air. People ran in all directions, grabbing their children. So many people tried to fill the small space.

Katie clutched the girls to her side. She couldn’t seem to get away from the smithy. Every step she took only put her in the path of someone else fleeing the flames that had begun to leap from the roof of the shop.

Ivy and Emma were pleading with her to get them away from the hot air and the smell of cinders. Katie struggled to keep calm. Her feet and legs and back burned with remembered pain.

“This way, girls.” But she was thwarted by the panicked crowd.

Tears stung her eyes. Her only thought was escape, to get as far from the fire as she could.

As the air grew dark with smoke, a figure wove through the crowd to her side.
Joseph?
She couldn’t tell.

“Pick up Ivy,” the deep voice instructed, even as he swung Emma into his own arms.

It was Tavish. She was grateful to have him there. Panic was quickly overwhelming her. Tavish wouldn’t abandon her in her time of need.

“There’s fire,” she said. “We can’t get away from it.”

Tavish didn’t waste a single moment with words. Emma latched onto him, just as Ivy wrapped her arms around Katie’s neck. Tavish took hold of Katie’s arm with his free hand and guided them all around the swirling mass of fleeing townsfolk.

“Please get us away from here, Tavish. Please. Please.” Katie tried hard not to cry, but fear gripped her heart so tightly it hurt. She could feel Ivy weeping against her shoulder.

The roar of flames grew more ominous. Even the air was hotter. She couldn’t bring herself to look back. She knew what she would see. The blacksmith shop was likely engulfed in flames. Even over the sound of so many shouting people, Katie could hear the girls whimpering. The smell and feel and sound of the fire and the frantic townspeople left her frozen in place.

“Katie?” Tavish spoke as calm as could be. “We need to get the girls home. Their father will want to know they’re safe. Can you keep going?”

She took a deep and shaky breath. Could she? Katie didn’t even know. In that moment she didn’t feel capable of movement, of whole thoughts, let alone the strength to calmly walk down the road. They’d been standing so close to the building. The fire must have been burning the entire time they’d stood there. She hadn’t even realized it.

Each breath came quicker and shorter than the last. Her lungs simply couldn’t take in more air. Had Seamus Kelly escaped his shop before it burned? Merciful heavens, any number of children had been gathered around. They might have been caught, burned, trapped.

“Seamus?” She mouthed the name to Tavish, unable to find her voice.

“He is at home today,” Tavish answered.

Katie held Ivy tightly, so afraid for the girls, for herself, for everyone nearby. Though nearly twenty years had passed since she’d run for her life through a cascade of falling thatch, she remembered it as clearly as though it were happening again in that very moment. She could feel the heat on her face, the searing pain in her feet.

Hot tears ran down her face as she struggled for composure.

Tavish set Emma on her feet and took Ivy from Katie’s arms. He extended a hand to her. “I’m taking you away from here, Katie. All you need to do is put one foot in front of the other. I’ll do the rest.”

Katie nodded. “And the girls?” she managed to ask.

He tipped her a whisper of a smile. “I don’t intend to leave them behind.”

She couldn’t think clearly, otherwise she’d not have even wondered if he meant to look after Emma and Ivy.
He shouldn’t be left to care for them in the first place. That’s your responsibility, Katie.

“I’m falling clear to pieces, Tavish.”

Tavish pulled her close. “I’ll hold you together, Sweet Katie. All the way back up the road.”

He took the situation firmly in hand. Ivy was instructed to hold Katie’s hand. Emma took Tavish’s. They were on their way up the road, trailing most of the rest of town.

Katie’s breaths poured out of her. She walked, but hardly recognized the road or the landmarks she passed. Tavish’s arm remained firm around her, guiding her so she need not even think of what they’d left behind or the memories it had conjured. She concentrated on breathing in and out, on calming herself, but found the task beyond her abilities.

The girls shivered in the cold. Katie held Ivy as close as she could, but her mind couldn’t seem to think of what else she might do to help them. Tavish’s eyes darted about as if searching for something.

The rumbling of feet and voices echoed all around them. From both sides of the Archer home came a full mob of people. They glared from across the way, eyeing each other with accusations and anger and fear.

“Have they come to put out the fire?” Emma asked.

Tavish didn’t answer. Katie couldn’t. They’d likely come fully intending to brawl.

Was this it, then? The feud would end in a fire, both sides jumping into the fray and destroying themselves?

Fire always destroyed. It broke and it burnt and it killed. Always.

“Girls! Katie!”

At the sound of Joseph’s voice, both girls broke free and ran to their father. Katie felt an almost overwhelming urge to do precisely the same. The exact feeling of relief she’d tried to describe to Biddy and Granny swept over her at his approach. Even knowing he hadn’t been in town, emotion swelled inside at the simple reassurance that he was safe.

He reached her in the next moment, an arm around each of his girls.

“Katie?” He looked at her with growing concern. “Are you hurt?”

“She is afraid, Joseph,” Tavish whispered.

Joseph looked her over. “Pull yourself together, Katie. There is no time for this.”

Tavish took half a step between them. “Be a little understanding. With her history—”

“I know her history perfectly well. I know she is terrified.” His piercing gaze returned to her. “But in this moment, right now, you need to keep going. We will have a war on our hands unless cool heads can prevail, and if Tavish and I don’t return to town, there won’t be enough voices of reason.”

His words brought tears to the surface again. She needed a hug or a kind word. She needed a place to hide away from it all. Until Joseph spoke of her continuing on alone, she hadn’t realized how much she’d hoped for a comforting embrace.

Tavish jumped into the conversation. “Leave her be, Joseph. She is—”

“What she is, is stronger than you are giving her credit for.” Joseph’s eyes darted between her and Tavish before settling on her face. He seemed unconcerned by her tears, if he noticed them at all. “I won’t leave the girls with Mrs. Smith, not when they are already this upset, and I cannot leave them on their own. Can I trust you, Katie, to keep them safe and hold them together until I return? Can I trust you with that?”

“I don’t know.”

He stepped closer. Tavish did as well, facing Joseph as though they were foes locked in combat.

“All I am asking is that you stay strong long enough to look after them. When I come by to claim them, you can fall to pieces all you want. You only have to stay standing until then.”

“I don’t know if I can.”

“There is no time for indecision,” Joseph said. “The people in this town will kill each other if we don’t stop them. Tell me yes or no, so I can do what needs to be done.”