Authors: Anne Mather
Tags: #Contemporary, #General, #Romance, #Adult, #Single fathers, #Fiction, #Runaway wives
âReally?' Matt revised his opinion. The agency must have cast its net far and wide. She'd hardly have stayed in Morpeth if she lived in Newcastle. There was only a handful of miles between the two.
âIs that your car at the end of the road?' he asked now, and she nodded.
âIt's a hired car,' she told him swiftly. âBut there seems to be something wrong with it. It gave up down there, as you can see.'
âLucky you made it this far, then,' remarked Matt neutrally. âI'll have the garage in Saviour's Bay pick it up later. They can return it to the agency when it's fixed.'
âBut I don'tâ' She broke off, staring at him as if he was speaking in a foreign language. âThere's no need for you to do that. If I could just use your phoneâ'
Her voice trailed away and Matt's brows drew together in sudden suspicion. âYou're not from the agency, are you?' he exclaimed. âI should have known. You're another bloody reporter, aren't you?' He gave her a scathing look. âThey must be desperate if they're sending bimbos to do the job!'
âI am not a bimbo!' For once he had stung her into an unconsidered retort. She straightened her spine, as if she could add to her height. But she was still several inches shorter than Matt's six feet plus and her frustration showed in her face. âAnd I never claimed to be from any agency.'
âWhatever.' Matt's jaw compressed. âSo, what are you doing here? I notice you haven't denied being a reporter.'
âA reporter?' She stared at him, thick blonde lashes shading eyes of a misty grey-green. âI don't understand. Were you expecting a reporter?' Her face paled a little. âWhy would a reporter come here?'
âDon't pretend you don't know who I am.'
âI don't.' She frowned. âWell, I know your name is Seton. You told me that.'
âMatt Seton?' prompted Matt caustically. âRing any bells?'
âActually, no.' She looked troubled. âWho are you?'
Matt swayed back on his heels. Was she serious? She certainly looked as if she was, and if he'd had any conceit to speak of she'd have certainly exploded it with her innocent words. If they were innocent, he amended. Or could she really be that good?
âYou don't go to bookshops, then?' he enquired drily, aware of a totally unfamiliar sensation of pique. âYou've never heard of my work?'
âI'm afraid not.' She looked a little relieved now, but hardly apologetic. âAre you famous?'
Matt couldn't prevent an ironic laugh. âModerately so,' he said mildly. âSoâ¦' He lifted his shoulders. âWhat are you doing here?'
âI told you. My car broke down.' She paused. âI was hoping to use your phone, as I said.'
âReally?' Matt considered her.
âYes, really.' She shivered suddenly, and, although it was hardly a cold morning, Matt noticed how pale she was. âUm, would you mind?'
Matt hesitated. It could still be a clever ruse on her part to get inside his house. But he was beginning to doubt that. Nevertheless, no one apart from his friends and family had ever got beyond his door, and he was loath to invite any stranger, however convincing, into his home.
âDon't you have a mobile?' he said, and she gave a weary sigh.
âI don't have my mobile with me,' she told him tiredly. âBut if helping me is a problem just tell me where I can find the nearest garage. I assume the one you mentioned isn't far away.'
âFar enough,' muttered Matt heavily. âCan you walk the best part of three miles?'
âIf I have to,' she replied, lifting her head. âJust point me in the right direction.'
But he couldn't do it. Berating himself for being a fool, he slammed the door of the Range Rover and gestured towards the house. âYou can use the phone,' he said, striding past her. He led the way through an archway that gave access to the back of the building, hoping he wasn't making the biggest mistake of his life. âFollow me.'
Immediately, his two retrievers set up an excited barking, and he wondered if she'd heard them earlier. Although the dogs themselves were just big pussy-cats, really, the noise they made had scared off tougher intruders than her.
âDo you like dogs?' he asked, glancing over his shoulder, and she gave an uncertain shrug.
âI don't know,' she said. âAre yours dangerous?'
âOh, yeah!' Matt gave a wry grin. Then, realising she was taking him literally, he added. âDangerously friendly, I mean. If you're not careful they'll lick you to death.'
Her smile appeared again, a more open one this time, and Matt was amazed at the difference it made to her thin features. For a moment she looked really beautiful, but then the smile disappeared again and he was left with the knowledge that for someone who had supposedly only been driving for about an hour that morning she looked exhausted.
Opening the door into the boot room, Matt weathered the assault of the two golden retrievers with good-natured indulgence. They were Rosie's dogs, really, but as they spent as much time with him as they did with her they tended to share their affections equally.
It took them only a few moments to discover he wasn't alone, however, and he had to grab them by the scruffs of their necks before they knocked his guest over. As it was, she swayed a little under the onslaught, and he was forced to lock the dogs in their compound in the yard before opening the door into the kitchen.
âSorry about that,' he said, glancing ruefully about him. Their plates from the previous night's supper still lay on the drainer, waiting to be put into the dishwasher, and Rosie's breakfast bowl and glass occupied a prominent position on the island bar. If Mrs Webb had been working that morning the place would have looked much different, and Matt thought how typical it was that the one morning he had a visitor the kitchen should look like a tip.
âThey're very friendly, aren't they?' she said, speaking about the dogs, but he knew she'd noticed the mess. âAre they yours or your wife's?'
Matt's mouth turned down. âMy daughter's, actually,' he said. Then, because she was looking as if the next puff of wind would knock her over, he added, âI was just about to make myself some coffee. Would you like a cup?'
âOh, please!'
If he was to speculate, Matt would have said she spoke like someone who hadn't had anything to eat or drink in some time.
There was such eagerness in her response, and once again he felt a renewal of his doubts about her. Who was she really? Where had she been heading on the coast road, which was usually only used by locals and holidaymakers? What did she really want?
âI've got the number of the garage in Saviour's Bay,' he said as he spooned coffee into the filter. âI'll just get this going and then I'll find it for you.'
âThank you.'
She hovered by the door, one hand clutching the strap of her haversack, the other braced against the wall unit nearest to her. He couldn't be sure, but he thought she was trembling, though whether that was because she was cold, despite the warmth of the Aga, or apprehensive, he wouldn't like to say.
It was quite a novelty for Matt to face the fact that she might not trust him. Her question about whether the dogs belonged to him or his wife might just have been a rather clumsy attempt to discover if he was married. For the first time he realised how vulnerable she might feel.
âHey, why don't you sit down?' he suggested, pointing towards the two stools that were set at either side of the island bar. âThis is going to take a few minutes.'
âOâkay.'
With evident reluctance she crossed the room and, dropping her haversack onto the floor beside her, levered herself onto one of the tall stools. But he noticed she chose the one that put the width of the bar between them, before treating him to another of those polite smiles.
Matt pulled a wry face but he didn't say anything. She'd learn soon enough that he wasn't interested in her or anyone else. That was, if she bothered to check him out in whatever place she was heading for. Despite his fame, and the monetary success it had brought him, Matt had declined all opportunities to replace his ex-wife.
And he had had opportunities, he conceded without conceit. A man in his position always attracted a certain type of woman, even if he was as ugly as sin, and he wasn't that. His features were harsh, maybe, but they weren't totally unappealing. He'd
been told when he was younger and less cynical that deep-set eyes, olive skin, and a nose that had been broken playing rugby were far more interesting than pretty-boy looks.
But who knew what the real truth was? He no longer cared. So long as Rosie loved him, that was all that mattered.
When he turned back to his visitor, however, he got a surprise. While he'd been speculating on the possibilities of her being afraid of him, she'd slumped in her seat, shoulders hunched, head resting on the arms she'd folded on the counter. She was either asleep or exhausted, he realised in amazement. And he'd bet money on the former. What the hell was going on?
The phone rang at that moment and at once she jerked awake. Cursing, Matt went to answer it, not knowing whether his irritation was caused by the fact that she'd fallen asleep or that the sound had awakened her. Looping the receiver off the wall, he jammed it to his ear. âYeah?'
âMatt?'
âEmma!' Matt expelled a long breath. âHi! What can I do for you?'
âI'm not disturbing you, am I?'
It would be all the same if she was, thought Matt ruefully. He owed Emma Proctor too much to resent the interruption and, aware that Sara was watching him with wary grey-green eyes, he said swiftly, âNo, I just got back from taking Rosie to school. I'm in the middle of making some coffee, actually. I'm afraid we slept in this morning.'
Emma made a sympathetic sound. âOf course, it's Mrs Webb's day off, isn't it? I gather you've had no luck with the agency?'
âNo.' Matt didn't particularly want to get into that now. âNo luck at all.'
âWhat about trying the local employment agency?' Emma suggested helpfully. âThey sometimes have childminders on their books.'
âBut I don't want a childminder,' declared Matt mildly. âI want someone with the proper training, not a girl who only
wants to work here on a part-time basis. I need someone in the evenings, too, when I'm working. You know that.'
âWhat you need is a surrogate mother for Rosie,' said Emma a little tersely. âAnd the chances of finding someone like that who's also prepared to live in rural Northumbriaâ'
âI know, I know.' He and Emma had had this conversation too many times for Matt to show much patience with it now. âLook, thanks for caring, but I've really got to work this out for myself.'
âIf you can,' muttered Emma huffily. âAnyway, that wasn't why I rang. I wondered if you wanted me to collect Rosie from school this afternoon. I've got to go to Berwick this morning, but I should be back byâ'
âIt's okay. I've told Rosie I'll pick her up myself this afternoon,' replied Matt quickly, wondering what his visitor was making of the one-sided conversation. He hesitated. âI appreciate the offer, Em. I really do. Some other time, yeah?'
âI suppose so.' To his relief, she didn't pursue it. âWell, I'd better go. There's nothing you want from Berwick, is there? I can always drop it off on my way home.'
âNot that I can think of,' said Matt politely. âHave a good day, Em. Speak to you soon.'
When he replaced the receiver he noticed that his visitor dropped her gaze, as if afraid of being caught out watching him. Frowning slightly, he turned back to the filter and saw that the jug was now full and steaming on the hotplate. Unhooking a couple of mugs from the rack, he looked at Sara again.
âBlack? White? With sugar or without?'
âWhite with no sugar,' she answered at once. âIt smells delicious.'
Matt poured some for her and pushed the mug across the counter. Then, taking a carton of milk from the fridge, he passed that over, too. âHelp yourself.'
âThank you.'
Matt drew a breath. âYou hungry?'
âHungry?' For a moment she looked almost eager. Then those thick blonde lashes shaded her eyes again. âNo,' she responded carefully. âThis is fine.'
Matt considered, and then pulled a large biscuit tin towards him. It was where Mrs Webb stored the muffins she made for his breakfast and, although these had been made the day before, they still smelled fresh and appetising. Heated in the microwave, they often made a meal for someone who often forgot about food altogether, and Matt offered the tin to Sara now.
âSure?' he asked. âI usually heat a couple of these for my breakfast. I can recommend them.'
She looked as if she wanted to take one, but after a pregnant pause she shook her head. âThe coffee is all I need,' she assured him. And then, perhaps to divert herself, she added, âI gather you're looking for a nursemaid for your daughter?' Faint colour entered her cheeks. âHow old is she?'
âRosie?'
Matt hesitated, closing the tin again. Then, deciding there was no harm in telling her, he added, âSeven.' He shook his head. âI can hardly believe it. Time goes so fast.'
Sara moistened her lips. âIs your wife dead?' she asked, and then lifted her hand in a gesture of remorse. âNo. Don't answer that. I had no right to ask.'
âNo, you didn't.' But Matt answered her just the same. âCarol left me when Rosie was a baby,' he said flatly. âDon't worry. It's not a secret.'
âI see.' Sara cradled her coffee mug between her palms. âI'm sorry.'
âYeah.' Matt gave a wry smile. âBut, believe me, it was the best thing for both of us.'
Sara looked up at him. âFor you and your wife?'
âFor me and my daughter,' Matt amended, hooking his heel around the stool opposite and straddling it to face her. He nodded to her cup. âCoffee all right?'