Scott grabbed the back of my head with both hands, vigorously fucked my throat four or five times (it was all I could do not to choke), and then pulled out and came copiously in my upturned face. I saw the first huge glob come flying out of his piss slit, then closed my eyes and felt his sperm raining down on my face like lava from a volcano. It dripped down my cheeks and chin and splattered on the ground. What was left he smeared around with his still hard cock.
He was replacedâpushed out of the way, in factâby Doty, who still had his harmonica in his mouth as he presented his hard cock at my face. Scott had been thick, dark, and veiny; Doty, on the other hand, was long and thin and smooth. His pubic hair, which I could see in the vee of his open pants, was pale and sparse. He took his time, holding his prick back so that I could lick his balls, feeling my lips with his fingers, running the sticky head of his dick around my already wet face. It gave me a chance to catch my breath, for which I was grateful. Besides which, I was concentrating on tightening my ass around Teavis's dick, which was pumping in and out of me like crazy. I reached around and felt his balls; yes, he too was ready to drop a load.
I pressed back into him, clamped my ass ring around him, and let him thrust into me. At the same moment, Doty slid his slender cock into my mouthâand the sight of that must have sent Teavis over the edge, as he hollered and grunted and rammed himself as far into me as he could go. Doty breathed hard and started fucking my mouth; the harmonica, which he held between his lips, made a strange wheezing music of its own.
Two down, only another 18 to go.
It would be tedious to explain exactly how I serviced the entire camp, and to tell you the truth, after the first three or four had fucked me, I no longer knew nor cared who was up next. I had become a thing to be used, and I loved it.
This went on for an hour and a half, by which time my ass was sore and my jaw felt as if it was going to break. I had been turned over, stood up, sat down, held in the air, and pushed into the earth. My entire body was covered in semenânone of it my own, as I had scrupulously avoided touching my cock, knowing that if I allowed myself to come, as I desperately wanted to, the ride would be much less comfortable. My army of lovers knew this, I think, and made no attempt to bring me off.
Inevitably, no sooner had the last one shot his load than the first was ready to begin again, but this time around they would not be satisfied by the simple pleasures of sucking and fucking. They had all been drinking heavily by now, and needed stimulation of a different nature if they were to continueâas they clearly intended to. I needed a rest, and I wanted my supper, although the several loads of semen that I had swallowed had taken some of the edge off my hunger. But they had not finished with me yet.
“I need a piss,” Scott said, staggering around with a whiskey bottle in his hand. He headed off toward the trees, but Caleb had other ideas.
“Don't waste it, man,” he said. “The boy needs hosing down.”
I did, it's trueâby now I was far from “nice”âbut bathing in piss wasn't my idea of hygiene. Still, Scott seemed to like the idea, and changed the course of his staggering. He stood over me, playing with his half-hard cock. I lay back on the ground, supporting myself with my elbows, waiting for the first splash. It took a while to comeâbut, after much vocal encouragement from his peers, he unleashed a torrent
of urine on my stomach and chest. It splashed up to my neck and chin, it ran down my sides and puddled in the grooves of my stomach. He finished off by directing the jet straight at my cock, and the force of it nearly made me come. Only by closing my eyes and clearing my mind did I fend off the encroaching orgasm.
“Piss on his ass, boys!” Scott grunted as he padded off to the river. I was picked up by four pairs of hands and deposited in a kneeling position. A booted foot kicked my knees apart, and I fell forward so I was leaning on my forearms. My buttocks were held apart, and my poor hole, raw from use, was exposed to the evening air. I heard someone behind me spit on the ground, and then a stream of piss hit my right buttock. There was some protest from the men holding my ass open, and the pisserâI have no idea who it wasâredirected his stream straight to the bull's-eye. The drumming sensation, the wetness and heat, were too much. I reached back, grabbed my cock, and started to come. I spewed my load over the soaking ground, and fell forward into it, not caring how dirty I got. The last few drops of piss were sprayed over my back.
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Young and his companions returned three days laterâthree days in which I had been fucked repeatedly by every man in the campâand I expected him to kick up a ruckus when he found out. Instead, as I spilled out my sorry story (I wasn't sorry a bit, I'd enjoyed every minute of it), trying to sound contrite and avert his wrath, he just laughed, winked, and tweaked my nipple through my shirt. “So, you been playing around with the boys, huh? Good. That's good.”
I guessed the romance was over. I tried to question him on the subject, to get some notion of his feelings for me, whatever they were, but he was not interested in such discussions. “There's work to be done, Jack,” he said. “Now you run along and see if any of my boys need sucking off. I need to write my journal.” He tapped the thick leather binding of the mysterious book, which had accompanied him on his journey, and motioned me out of the hut. I found Alamanda Bruce and Thomas Collins finishing off their dinner at the back of the cookhouse, and without waiting to be invited I unbuttoned their flies and started sucking them alternately. They put their bowls aside, wiped their mouths, and simply let me get on with it. When they finishedâdark-skinned Bruce came first, deep in my throat, while red-haired Collins preferred me to jerk him off over his pale hairy stomachâthey ruffled my hair, said “Thanks, Jack,” and disappeared about their business.
I was beginning to wonder if Young had picked me up merely to be a sucking-and-fucking machine for the men of Harmony, and I thought, on the whole, that while I had enjoyed a delightful few weeks, it was time to move on and make something of my life. Much more of that kind of usage and I was going to start fraying at the edges.
I was pacing the outskirts of the camp, kicking at clods of earth and whacking the grass with a stick, when I heard Young's voice calling my name. I jumped and ranâI may have resented him, but I still adored him, and I hoped that he was now ready to give me some of the loving I'd missed while he was on the road.
Young was putting the journal back in its usual hiding place under the bed when I bounded into the room. “Hi, Bennett,” I said.
“Sit down, Jack.” He patted the bed beside him. “You've got dried spunk around your mouth. Wipe it off.” He handed me a clean handkerchief. Whatever he had in mind, I guessed it wasn't one of our usual enjoyments.
I sat, Young stood.
“Jack,” he began, his hands clasped behind his back, “have you ever asked yourself why you're here?”
“Here in Harmony, or here on earth?”
“At the camp, with me. With us.”
“I assumed,” I said, casting my eyes to the floor, “that it was because you wanted me to be here.”
“Yes, but what for?”
“I thought that was obvious.”
I had the horrible feeling that I was about to be thrown out of the camp, and, more important, out of Young's affections. Was his desertion of meâfor so I saw itâand his willingness to hand me over to the rest of the gang just a pretext for getting rid of a plaything of which he had tired?
“You're a great fuck, Jack, none better. I'd happily spend the rest of my life with my dick up your ass. But in case you hadn't noticed, there's a war going on.”
This remark stung, as Young had done more than anyone to divert me from my intended path. And, while I had never planned to join the Union Army, I had left home with the intention of taking an honest job in Montpelier and being a respectable citizen. Instead, he had turned me into a cockguzzling camp whore.
“And what have I to do with that? You tell me nothing about your work. You send me into town to buy food and visit the bank. For all I know, you could be a desperate criminal on the run.”
He looked at me with cool blue eyes, as if trying to assess how much I knew. He opened his mouth to say something, then thought better of it. After pacing up and down a little more, he sat beside me and put a hand on my knee.
“You know I told you that we work for a government that is beyond the governments in Washington and Richmond?”
“Yes.”
“You know I told you that we are neither Unionists nor Confederates?”
“Yes.”
“Well, Jack, the time has come when we need to test your loyalty.”
“Loyalty to what?”
“Ah, that's just the thing. I can't tell you. I can't tell any of the men. You have to believe.”
“If it's loyalty to you, Bennett, I'm happy to be tested.”
“Not to me, but to what I represent. The powers,” he said, glancing upward as if he meant God Almighty himself. I began to wonder if Lieutenant Young was, in fact, a raving lunatic.
“Where do these powersâ¦reside?”
“In Montreal.”
Thank God for that, I thought. If he'd said “in the Great Beyond” I would have backed out of the room and taken to my heels.
“Are theyâ¦the French?” I had a vague idea, from glancing at the newspapers, that the French were always trying to foment revolution for mysterious, atheistic ends.
“An international concern,” Young said.
“Nihilists?”
“No.”
“Anarchists?”
“No.”
“Liberals?”
“No, Jack. A group of concerned politicians from Europe and elsewhere who wish to see an end to this ridiculous bloodshed. More than that you do not need to know. Do you want peace for your family and friends? Do you want to see your loved ones swallowed up in a senseless war that nobody can win?”
“Yes⦠No⦠Of course.”
“Then have faith, Jack.” He put an arm around my shoulders. “You are on the right side.”
“What do you want me to do?”
“We ride south tomorrow. You and me. I will explain on the road.”
And before I could ask anything more, he slipped a hand
inside my shirt and started to kiss my neck. I was hard in an instantâit was only a short while since I'd sucked two cocks, and I was yearning for releaseâand the questions that I wanted to ask died on my lips, which were soon otherwise engaged.
IX
ON THE MORNING THAT WE WERE TO LEAVE HARMONY AND ride south into Vermont, a party of some ten young men, desperate-looking ruffians, most of them, arrived in the camp, footsore and filthy from the road. Teavis and Williams hustled them off to a hut by the parade ground.
“New arrivals, Bennett?” I asked.
I was only really interested in them as potential playmates, to be honest, so Young's reaction was unexpected.
“Always asking questions, Jack, always sticking your nose in. Just keep it out of my business for once.” He prodded me in the chest in a none-too-friendly manner and continued trussing up the trunk of clothes and weapons that would accompany us on our journey. He had been edgy and irritable all morning, eager to get started, and was obviously displeased that I had seen the new recruits, as I guessed them to be, arriving at the camp. But why? Weren't we all, as he had told me a hundred times, brothers in arms?
It was not the first time I had asked myself questions about Bennett Young and his company, about the nature
and purpose of Camp Harmony, but now I had serious misgivings. For whom was I fighting? Who were these foreign powers to whom Young so glibly referred? Where did the rest of the company, with their mixture of accents and complexions, come from? And where were we going?
I had little time to ponder these mysteries. After a quick breakfast of bacon and bread and fresh, strong coffee, Young and I were on horseback, the trunks slung over a mule that trotted obediently behind. There was no send-off. “You'll see them all in a week or two,” Young said. “Think you can live without being the center of attention for a while?” His tone was not friendly, and I thought it best to let his mood improve with a little riding before I spoke again.
The road south was beautiful, the trees in their fresh green finery, and it would have been hard not to feel some surge of joy as we rode by blue mountains and clear streams, the sun on our faces. And after a couple of hours, Young shook off his gloom and seemed ready to be friendly again.
“Well, Jack, we'll soon be back in Vermont again. Happy to be going home?”
I had a momentary pang. I had not thought of homeâmy mother, father, and sistersâfor a long time, except in dreams. “I have no home, Bennett, if not with you.”
“Aaah, you're a sentimental young fool,” he said, mitigating his words with the radiance of his smile. “But we'll make ourselves a pleasant enough nest where we're going, if you're content to stay with me a little longer.”
“You know I am. Where are we going?”
“A little town by the name of St. Albans. Know it?”
I had heard of it, although I had never been there; the northern reaches of Vermont were as foreign to me as California or the shores of Europe. “No.”
“Good. It'll all be fresh and new, then.”
“And what will we do in St. Albans?”
“We'll live like gentlemen, Jack.”
“To what end?”
“Your end, if you like.”
I knew Young's ways well enough by now to realize that he was trying to put me off a subject by tantalizing me with the promise of sex. I was on the point of remonstrating with himâbut some little voice in the back of my head counseled caution. If there were things he did not want me to know, it was better that he thought my curiosity a weak, fleeting thing. Whatever I needed to find out, I would discover for myself; Young would tell me nothing. He thought me vain, shallow, concerned only with pleasure. He had good reason to think so. But somethingâmy better self?âwas stirring into life again after a long slumber. I made some facetious remark (“I take your point, Bennett,” which made him laugh) and we rode on in silence.