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Nightmare
I remember as a little girl waiting impatiently for my birthday to arrive. My childhood birthdays were always very happy and typical. That is, until my eighth birthday. I was seven years old in 1942, when I was sent with my parents to a concentration camp in Czechoslovakia. My next three birthdays marked the years of a nightmare.
Of fifteen thousand children imprisoned in the Terezin concentration camp between 1941 and 1945, about one hundred survived. I am one of them. At least one and a half million children were killed in the Nazi Holocaust.
The reason most of those children died is that they were Jewish.
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I AM A STAR
Only “special” children wear a star,
I am noticed from near and far.
They have placed a mark over my heart,
I’ll wear it proudly from the start.
A star’s a reward, so I’ve been told,
This custom passed on from days of old.
I know all that the star is revealing,
But, I’ll try to have a better feeling.
I am a star!
Papa told me to avoid trouble,
Come home from school on the double.
To me the star’s yellow is gold,
I’ll try not to act so bold.
I stand tall and proud,
My voice shouts in silence loud:
“I am a real person still,
No one can break my spirit or will!”
I am a star!
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Copyright © Inge Auerbacher, 1986
Illustrations copyright © Israel Bernbaum, 1986
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Auerbacher, Inge, 1934-
I am a star: child of the Holocaust / Inge Auerbacher, with illustrations by Israel Bernbaum.
p. cm.
Summary: The author’s reminiscences about her childhood in Germany,
years of which were spent in a Nazi concentration camp.
Includes several of her original poems.
eISBN : 978-1-101-12800-8
1. Jews—Germany—Kippenheim—Persecutions—Juvenile literature.
2. Holocaust, Jewish (1939—1945)—Germany—Kippenheim—Personal narratives—Juvenile literature.
3. Terezin (Czechoslovakia: Concentration camp)—Juvenile literature.
4 Auerbacher, Inge, 1934-—Juvenile literature. 5. Kippenheim (Germany)—Ethnic relations—
Juvenile literature, [1. Auerbacher, Inge, 1934- 2. Jews—Germany—Biography.
3. Holocaust, Jewish (1939-1945)—Germany—Kippenheim—Personal narratives.
4. Terezin (Czechoslovakia: Concentration camp). 5. Concentration camps—Czechoslovakia.]
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I dedicate this book to
My parents, the guardian angels, who in the presence of great odds tried to shelter me from the blows, ease my pain, and still my hunger and fears.
Ruth and Tommy and the more than one and a half million Jewish children of the Holocaust, who now are stars of the night.
All the children of the universe, who are the new stars that shine brightly today and illuminate the world with their love.
CHAPTER 1
Beginnings
I
remember as a little girl waiting impatiently for my birthday to arrive. My childhood birthdays were always very happy and special. That is, until my eighth birthday. I was seven years old in 1942 when I was sent with my parents to a concentration camp in Czechoslovakia. My next three birthdays marked the years of a nightmare.
Of fifteen thousand children imprisoned in the Terezin concentration camp in Czechoslovakia between 1941 and 1945, about one hundred survived. I am one of them. At least one and a half million children were killed in the Nazi Holocaust. The reason most of those children died is that they were Jewish.
Why should one remember these dreadful events? The death of one innocent child is a catastrophe; the loss of such numbers is unimaginable. Their silent voices must be heard today. This is why I feel compelled to trace the historical events that made this great evil possible and to tell my own story.
The fortress walls of Quebec City.
The fortress walls
at
Terezin.
My hometown—Kippenheim.
Many years have passed since these events. Sometimes particular things such as a uniform, high black boots, or the sound of a whistle and train, shock me into the past. On a vacation in Quebec City, Canada, the sight of the old fortification brought the memories flooding back. The high red brick walls seemed to close in on me. I felt frightened. It was as if I were back there in Czechoslovakia. Yesterday became today. This was not Quebec City anymore; it became Terezin. It brought back to me the time when the nightmare began.