I deliver all the manor babes, my lord, said Bôte.
As you will this one. However, I want Merewyn to help as well.
Angry red spotted Bôtes cheeks. I have no need of her help and I
Alaida held up a hand to still her. My lord, I only teased Bôte. I did not intend you to take me seriously.
Your words only reminded me I had not told you my wishes. He tried to sound like it wasnt important, so she wouldnt fight him. I know you dont need her, but humor me.
For just a moment, her hackles went up in the old way, but happily, she only huffed a little before she assented. Oh, all right, then. We will welcome her aidwont we, Bôte?
As you will, my lady. Bôtes voice was sweet enough, but her look for Ivo was pure venom.
Go tell Brand tis safe to come back, said Ivo, wanting her gone. Then see if there is more of that apple tart. Im still hungry.
As she left, Alaida opened the new game with her usual pawn. We have other things to discuss, my lord, like a name.
A name.
Ivos hand hesitated over the board. He didnt want to pick a name. A name made the child real. A person. We have time.
Waiting only ensures he will come earlyor so Bôte says.
Ah. Well, then, pick something.
Have you no preferences?
No.
Your fathers name, perhaps, or your grandfathers.
Thorli, or Bjarnlaugr?
They would not suit.
Then a friend. Would you name him for Brand or Ari or some other companion?
No. If he didnt answer, perhaps shed drop the matter.
But her badger side came out again, digging at it. I am sure of those I do
not
want, she continued, trying to engage him. Robert, Neville, Vital, Eustace.
Eustace? Was that the short, timid one?
No, that was Vital. But I do not want a child of mine sharing a name with any of them. Nor William, she added. Even if he is your liege.
And yours. Whether you love him or not, you owe him allegiance as king.
He will have my allegiance when I have my grandfather, but I will never name a son for him.
Then pick something else.
But what? she prodded, clearly vexed by this lack of interest in what should bewasan important decision. Hugh? Fulk? Alaric? Guy? Martin? Stephen? And what of names for a girl, in case Im wrong? Do you like Isabel? Matilda? Herleve? Jehanne?
Gods knees, Alaida, name it whatever you wish.
I shall, she snapped. Why do I bother? You did not want this child, and tis clear you still do not. I daresay you put more thought into naming your horse. Perhaps I should call him Hrimfaxi. At least I know you like the name. Eyes bright with tears, she shoved her stool back, knocking over chessmen in her anger.
Before she could struggle to her feet, Ivo was on his knees before her, contrite. Forgive me, Alaida. He caught her hands between his and brought them to his lips. I did not mean to upset you. I know this is important to you.
As it should be to you. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and when she opened them again, the tears were gone. Names are important. They have meaning and weight, and our sons name must be carefully chosenif for no other reason than that he is not known as
le petit oisel
.
His fingers tightened mindlessly around hers. What?
It is what I call him sometimes, she explained, smiling happily down at her belly. As he first quickened, the little flutters felt like tiny wings beating. So,
mon petit oisel.
Odin, no.
Her voice, the crackling of the fire, the sounds of the hallall were drowned out by the thunder of his heart in his ears. Alaida cocked her head, looking at him strangely, and he realized all the blood had drained from his face, perhaps from his entire body, so that his heart pumped only dry air, loud as a rowing drum.
What is wrong? she asked, her voice full of concern. You look as if you have seen a ghost.
His tongue felt thick, but he managed a No.
Did I say something wrong?
No. He shot to his feet. No. I, uh, I just remembered . . . something I must do. Leave. He must leave. I will return shortly, he said, barging past Brand as he reentered.
He made it to the stable before his knees buckled. Foundering, he caught himself on the wall of Faxs stall and hung there, unable to stand and unwilling to fall down into the dreck where he belonged for doing this to Alaida. Heavy footsteps crossed the yard coming after him.
Whats wrong with you? demanded Brand. You looked like you were staring into the mouth of
Hel
as you passed me.
I was, said Ivo. Alaida called . . . She calls the child
mon petit oisel
.
Ba . . . Brand couldnt even manage a proper curse, but after a moment, he nodded. Maybe tis not as bad as you think.
Brand, it means her little
bird
.
I know what it means, but women do that, said Brand. They give them pet names, almost before they stop bleeding. Ylfa called our first Flotnar because she puked so muchlike being seasick all the time, she said, so he must be a seafarer. And my sister, Runa, called all of hers Egg, right up to the day they were born and named.
Ivo looked up, trying to see if Brand was serious or just trying to reassure him. Really?
Dont you remember? Egg this. Egg that. Eggs making me sick, she would say, or, Stop kicking, Egg.
Ivo nodded, recalling, and Brand thumped him on the back. Alaidas doing the same thing, thats all. It doesnt mean anything, other than that she talks to it.
Ah, by the gods, I hope not. Ivo pounded his skull against the edge of the stall until the pain drew the blood back to his head. I feel like a whales been chewing on me ever since we got back, and its only been a week. How will I make it through two more months?
By doing what you must. Smile, shut your mouth, and keep her happy for as long as you can.
Ivo straightened and pulled himself together. Keeping her happy seemed easier when it mostly involved swiving.
It would, said Brand. He thumped him on the back again. Come. That nurse of hers was on her way up. Your lady will be crying in her arms.
Oh, good, another excuse for the old sow to hate me. Shes almost worse than the rest of it.
They always are, said Brand, and walked him back to do battle with demons and nurses.
THIS WAS GOING to be easier than hed thought, Neville fitz Hubert concluded as he perched in the concealing branches of a yew, watching Sir Ari approach one crisp evening a few days before Michaelmas.
Hed spotted the seneschal two days earlier, riding into the forest just before sunset, then seen de Vassy along the same trail the following evening. A little backtracking had brought him to a thicket where hed found two horsesLord Ivos and Sir Brandsin a rough enclosure, but no sign of either man. Today, Neville had hidden his horse well away and come back to climb this tree and wait. As hed waited, hed counted once again the humiliations hed suffered at de Vassys hands: Four. Five, if he counted his fathers reaction. Neville ran his tongue over the scar on his lip where the old
bricon
had backhanded him before ordering him away until he made some good of himself.
Hed drifted around for a few weeks, looking futilely for a lord who needed another lance and would have him, nursing a desire for revenge until it grew teeth. Eventually hed found himself at Morpeth, still without a lord, so close he had just ridden on to Alnwick. He wasnt even yet sure how he would satisfy the desiremurder seemed both too easy on de Vassy and too dangerous to his own neckbut he would. That he knew for certs.
Below him, Sir Ari looked around carefully, then dismounted. He wasted no time in unsaddling his horse and putting it in the pen with the other two. He shoved his gear beneath a fallen log, then, to Nevilles shock, began to undress.
So thats what brought de Vassy and his men to the woods every daysodomy. Neville smiled to himself. Even if the whispers were right about the king, the same perversion would hardly be tolerated in a lesser lord. It was just a matter of witnessing the two of them togetheror would it be the three of them? A sudden shriek from above made him start, and he caught himself just short of falling.
There you are, said Sir Ari as the eagle came swooping down from overhead and settled onto the ground. I thought you were going to be late.
An agonized groan rose from below just as the sun settled below the horizon. It grew into a scream, changed, went higher and less human. Sir Ari began to crumple, to shrink and darken, even as the eagle grew bigger and lighter.
Mother of God, what was this?
The figures pulsed and shifted in the twilight, one figure growing more human as the other became more birdlike, as though they traded souls. The eagles shriek grew more human. Neville started shaking, and it was all he could do to keep still and not piss himself.
Impossible. Horrible.
Yet real. Terrified, Neville clutched at the tree trunk, his fingers digging into the bark until they bled as he listened to the cries of agony from below. And then it was over as abruptly as it had begun, and there was silence except for the thud of his own racing heart.
De Vassy huddled naked where the eagle had landed, while a large black raven tried its wings on the spot where Sir Ari had stood. The raven hopped and fluttered, then rose up and circled lazily over the thicket as de Vassy struggled to his feet and began retrieving his gear from various hiding places. Neville flattened to the tree trunk, willing himself invisible, praying for protection from these demons.
Below, de Vassy finished dressing and quickly saddled his horse and Brands. A few moments later, he called the raven down to his shoulder and rode off toward Alnwick, passing within yards of the tree where Neville clung.
Nevilles mind raced over what hed seen, trying to make sense of it, but there was no sense to be made. They were monsters, both of them, half beast and half man, and no doubt Sir Brand was like them. Pure evil, this was; devilry of the worst sort. They should be killed, burned like the demons they were.
Thats when he saw it. His revenge, handed to him by de Vassy himself. He wouldnt have to kill the manthe Church would do it for him, or the Crown, and one or both would reward him for bringing the abomination at Alnwick to light. Excited by the prospect of watching de Vassy burn, Neville checked to be sure he was alone in the woods and clambered down out of the tree.
Thats it. He would go to Durham and tell the Archbishop. Oh, thats right, the old buzzard had died. He would tell the king then, personally, and when William asked him to name a reward, he would say Alaida and Alnwick.
Alaida . . . He was lost in the fantasy of possessing her at last when a nearby twig cracked. With a yelp, he bolted off, crashing through the underbrush in his frantic rush to escape whatever other monsters lived in the Aln Wood. When he was lord here, he vowed, he would kill everything that moved and have the woods restocked with beasts he knew were beasts.
But for now, he just wanted to be gone. He found his horse, quickly returned to his camp to gather what gear he could find in the gloom, then rode like the Devil himself until he left Alnwick behind. Once safely away, he took shelter for the night at the first cottage he found, and at dawn the next morning, he started for London and the king.
CHAPTER 26
BY THE TWINGES in her back, shed been sitting too long, and on a stool too low. Alaida pressed both hands to the ache and shifted to get up, but her belly made her unwieldy.
A hand, if you please, Thomas. Tom sprang up and hurried over, and she took his arm to rise. Tis good Oswald makes you work so hard. Your strength keeps up with my girth.
You are as slender as a reed, even now, my lady.
Nicely done, Squire. However, if I look like a reed, you have walked along strange rivers. This reed has a very large . . .
unnh
. The twinge came back suddenly, so hard it took her breath away.
What, my lady?
A large
nyaah
. Oh, God. Water gushed down her legs and pooled around her feet. Oh.
Bôte, help! Mladys sprung a leak.
In a trice, five women shoved a wide-eyed Tom aside and hustled Alaida toward the bed, all talking at once.
Not the bed, said Alaida, convinced it would hurt to lie down. My chair.
But my lady, you
The chair. She veered away from the bed, dragging the others along. Tom, come back here. Do you know where Lord Ivo hunts today?
No, my lady.
Ask Sir Ari. Perhaps he knows. He should be here. I
want
him here.
Yes, my lady. Ill fetch Merewyn, too.
We have no need for her, grumbled Bôte, still aggrieved by Ivos decision. She will be in the way.
Then make room for her, ordered Alaida, out of patience. Lord Ivo made his wishes clear, and I find now that
I
want her, too.
Bôte snorted her disgust. Shes no better midwife than I.
No, but she calms me. You do want me calm?
Aye, Bôte allowed. Ah, well, get her, Tom, and while youre about it, tell Geoffrey to send for the priest. And well want the birthing stool, the linens I put aside, and plenty of water and wood for the fire. And no men are to come up.
Except Lord Ivo, said Alaida.
Not even him, said Bôte.
It will be amusing to watch you try to stop him-
m- maaaah
. She clutched at Bôte as a cramp arched her back. Tom blanched and shot out of the room, calling for the steward and Sir Ari. The pain crested and passed quickly, thank the saints, and Alaida folded down onto her chair. I thought this started more slowly. Why are they so close so soon?