âI'm Carlton,' he said. âI called earlier to make an appointment.' It was Easy who had made the call. He had picked the name too, and enjoyed telling Theo all about it.
The ground-floor flat was small: a living room with a galley kitchen off it and a doorway through to what Theo guessed were a bedroom and a bathroom. It was clean and modern. There was a row of African masks above a dark leather sofa. There were smooth stones in wooden bowls and a curtain of beads separating the living room from the rest of the place.
âYou like a drink, lover? There's wine and beer, or Coke.'
âCan I have a beer?'
âWhatever you want.'
She handed Theo a warm bottle and held aside the curtain of beads. âYou want to come through?'
Theo sat down and raised his bottle. âI'll finish this.'
âIt's your time,' she said. âSpeaking of which . . .'
Easy had agreed to a hundred pounds on the phone. That would cover one hour and all the basics. Theo handed over the cash and watched as she put it into a small wooden trunk against the wall.
She handed him a laminated card. Said, âIn case you want any extras.'
Easy looked at the card as if he were studying a menu, while she played the part of the helpful waitress, asking if there was anything he wanted explaining. There were a couple of items he wasn't too clear about, but he was happy to stay in the dark.
âHow old are you?' she asked.
Theo saw no reason to lie.
âI've got a boy about your age,' she said. âAnd a girl two years younger. She's at school and he's going to university next year.'
âOK.'
âWe're doing all right,' she said. âDoing very nicely.' She grinned and cupped her breasts, jiggled them, her black bra visible through the sheer housecoat. âThanks to these.'
Theo had been inside the flat no more than five minutes. âI need to go and get some cigarettes,' he said.
âI have some.' She took a packet from her handbag.
âNo, I need Silk Cut. I'll nip across the road.'
She shrugged. âUp to you. The clock's running though . . .'
Theo walked out into the narrow corridor and opened the front door. When he walked back into the living room fifteen seconds later, Mikey and Easy were following him.
Both were wearing balaclavas and pointing handguns.
âDon't scream,' Theo said.
âDon't
fucking
scream.' Easy pushed past him, moved fast towards the woman, the gun pointed high, at her head. Held sideways.
She staggered back against the wall and dropped to the floor, her eyes wide.
âWhere's the cash?'
Theo showed him, then stood back as Easy took the money from the trunk. âThere's about a grand here,' Easy said. âBet she's got plenty more, under the bed, somewhere.'
âThere's nothing else,' the woman said.
âShut her up.' Easy nodded to Mikey and pushed through the curtain of beads. Mikey dug out a thick roll of black gaffer tape from the plastic bag he was carrying and pulled the woman to her feet.
Theo saw the look on Mikey's face. âJust tie her up,' he said.
He followed Easy into the bedroom, watched as he emptied out drawers and overturned the mattress. There were candles burning on the window ledge and a small metal bowl filled with condoms by the side of the bed.
âWhy are we doing this?'
âYou see that cash, man?'
âWhy the likes of her?'
Easy smiled, only too happy to reveal his genius. âBecause the likes of her don't go crying to the police so much. Piece of piss.'
âIt doesn't need three of us, man.'
âIt never hurts to be careful, T.' Easy opened a drawer, casually emptied out underwear. âA few of these bitches have maids and shit. Filipinos and Thais. Some of them know kung fu and all that.'
âYou've got a
gun
,' Theo said.
Easy made a face like he didn't understand, and carried on trashing the room.
When they went back into the living room, Mikey was sitting next to the woman on the sofa. Her hands and feet had been bound together, and the thick black tape had been wound tight around her head and shoulders. A sliver of flesh was visible below her nose; left uncovered so that she could breathe. Her eyes had been left uncovered, too. Theo wondered if that was because Mikey had wanted to see her reaction.
Mikey waved Theo over and handed him his mobile. âGet a picture,' he said. âShow everyone.'
With a whoop, Easy crashed down onto the sofa on the other side of the woman and leaned in close to her.
âCome on, man,' Mikey said. âTake a couple.'
Theo held up the phone and framed the picture.
âGive us a smile,' Mikey said. The woman moaned behind the tape. Easy thought that was funny and said so. Mikey put one arm round the woman, leered at the camera and placed a fat hand over each of her breasts. âSo smile with your eyes then,' he said.
Theo took the picture and tossed the phone back to Mikey.
Â
The next one that Easy had circled was ten minutes away, in Bayswater. A dominatrix calling herself Vixen, who had been happy to take the money from a nervous young boy who needed a little discipline.
Fifteen minutes after opening her front door, she was tied to a chair in her bedroom, struggling to breathe through the mask of black tape.
Theo had watched Mikey work. He had seemed more agitated this time, as had Easy. They had been rougher; angry that there wasn't more money on the premises.
âBitch not dominating anybody
now
,' Mikey said, when he'd finished.
âI thought there were plenty of freaky fucks who liked this weird stuff,' Easy said. âWhips and dressing up like babies.'
âMaybe she's giving it away too cheap.' Mikey bent down and gently slapped the woman's face. It sounded dull and wet against the tape.
âWe should go,' Theo said.
Mikey wandered off towards the kitchen like they had all the time in the world.
âRelax, T,' Easy said.
âI'm fine. Can't see the point in hanging around, that's all. What if she has another appointment?'
âWe paid for an hour,' Easy said.
âThere's nothing else here.'
Easy walked around the bedroom as though there were plenty for him to enjoy, picking up sex toys, pulling faces. âLook at all this stuff. I don't even know what some of this shit
does
, man.' He picked up a black latex bondage mask and pulled it over his head.
âCome on, E, leave it.'
âThis smells rank, man.' Easy walked back to the chair and leaned down close to the woman's face. Said, âSnap.'
Mikey came back in from the kitchen carrying a small knife. He knelt down next to the chair and raised his hand.
âWhat's that for?' Theo asked.
âI'm helping her to breathe,' Mikey said. âListen to the poor bitch snorting and puffing.' He placed the tip of the knife against the tape. Said, âYou'd best open your mouth nice and wide if you don't want to get cut up.'
The woman howled behind the tape, but it came out like the whine of something electrical.
Theo took a step forwards, but Easy raised a hand, and Theo watched as Mikey cut a hole in the tape. Saw a red bead bloom, and dribble down the gaffer onto the woman's neck.
âShit,' Theo said. âYou've cut her.'
âIt's nothing.' Mikey got to his feet. âShe's fine. See?' He wiped a hand across his mouth and began to undo his jeans. âThat's perfect.'
The woman continued to howl, rocking on the chair.
âThe hell you
doing
?' Theo shouted.
Mikey ignored him, and grinned at Easy. âYou should do it with that mask on,' he said.
Theo said, âI'm going to the car,' and backed away towards the door. Easy shouted something at him but Theo couldn't hear above the noise in his head, above the woman's whine, as he walked quickly out of the flat and jogged down to the street.
Ten minutes later Easy and Mikey came out. Theo watched them in the mirror as they strolled along the pavement like they were taking the evening air. They were both grinning when they slid into the car.
Theo looked at them.
âWe didn't
do
anything,' Easy said. He started the car. âWhat do you think?'
Theo thought plenty, but he kept it to himself as they drove away. Easy and Mikey talked enough for all three of them; gabbling about the cash and the buzz of it, and the big fat spliffs they were going to enjoy when they got back to their ends.
After fifteen minutes or so, when they'd crossed the river, Theo said, âWhy d'you need to wear balaclavas anyway?'
Mikey leaned forward from the back. âStupid fucking question.'
âWhat's your point, man?' Easy asked.
âJust seems like, if it all goes tits up, only face anyone sees, anyone can describe, is mine.'
My innocent face
. . .
âCan't be helped. Don't make no sense them knowing what we
all
look like.'
â
I
know what you look like,' Theo said.
The Audi slowed and stopped for lights. Theo manufactured a smile and lightened his tone; tried to make it clear he was joking. âSo maybe you should bear that fact in mind when we're splitting up the cash later on.' He turned to Mikey. âYou check me, blood?' Then he looked at Easy. Neither of them seemed to find it very funny.
NINETEEN
There was a late-night grocer's a few streets down and Helen always enjoyed the conversations with the grizzled Turkish owner and his wife. Tonight's had been more difficult, as she'd taken the opportunity to tell them about Paul. They had been lovely, asked if there was anything they could do to help, and Helen could see the man hesitate about charging her when she took out her purse to pay.
She headed slowly back up Tulse Hill, with bread, milk and several packets of cheese-and-onion crisps in a plastic bag. It was a warm night, but the wind was building. Traffic on its way to or from the South Circular roared by her in the dark as she walked.
Past the row of odd, thirties houses whose mock-Tudor beams and pebbledash always struck her as bizarre. Past blocks much like her own: Baldwin House, Saunders House, Hart House; four or five storeys in every conceivable shade of brown that had probably been desirable in their day. Past the entrance to Silwell Hall, a nineteenth-century mansion now home to St Martin's in the Field High School for Girls. The ornate pillars and domed roof had been there far longer than the school itself, but still it had easily outlasted both local fifties-built secondaries, including the one Ken Livingstone had attended.
Helen turned off the hill and dug into her bag for her keys. Thinking about schools: about the shortage of decent ones in areas where she could afford to buy; about maybe getting out of London before it became an issue. As she approached the main doors of her block, she saw a man step out of a car on the other side of the road and walk towards her. He was tall, with shoulder-length blond hair. Well dressed, but even so . . .
She saw him look at her and gripped her key a little tighter. It was the closest thing she had to a weapon. The man kept coming, and she felt stupidly grateful for the automatic security light that came on as she neared the door.
She took the last few steps as quickly as she could. Heard the man behind her, the change rattling in his pocket. She reached towards the lock and he moved up close to her, as if he were another resident waiting for her to open the door for them both.
âYou're the girlfriend.'
âI'm sorry?'
âSoon as Ray described you, I figured it out. Who you were, and the fact that you were talking to him off your own bat.' He smiled. âThat you weren't there in any . . . official capacity.'
Helen looked. Figured out who
he
was.
Kevin Shepherd put his hands in his trouser pockets and took a step back. As though he wanted to get a good look at her.
âDid you want something?' she asked.
âSee, Ray's not the sharpest knife in the drawer,' he said. âClaps eyes on a warrant card and makes all sorts of presumptions. Well, most of us do, don't we? But I know all about what happened to Paul and it's pretty obvious that whoever's investigating it isn't looking at the likes of me.'
Helen waited. He clearly had plenty more to say for himself.
âProbably looking for someone a bit younger than me. A bit
blacker
. And even if your boyfriend hadn't just been unlucky, been in the wrong place at the wrong time . . . even if he'd been shot in the head, I don't think they'd be sending someone like you after whoever did it. No offence.'
Helen shrugged, like there was none taken.
âCertainly not on their own, at any rate.'
âSo?'
âSo, you're probably just trying to work out what Paul's doing knocking around with me. You're thinking the two of us wouldn't normally have much in common.'
âYou going to tell me?'
âI'm telling you that it might be best to leave it.' There was a good deal of concern in his voice. It was how many threats were issued.
âBest for who?'
He nodded at her. âJesus, love, look at the state of you. You should be thinking about the future, about how you're going to cope. Trying to get hold of a nice, black maternity dress.' He shook his head, turned the concern up another notch. âWhy go around digging shit up? Asking questions you might not like the answers to?'