Incubi - Edward Lee.wps (15 page)

Her attraction to this man had put a caul around them, closing out the Map Room's din. Fraus gestured his words with periodic touches. He told her with his hands what he wanted, and Becky liked that too. His hands transcended words they told her he needed to touch.

Of course he'd agreed to the "nightcap" at her place. Becky maintained her front, letting him in, locking the door, getting the drinks. She chatted about her job as he surveyed her abode. But that was where the game ended.

They broke at the same time, sensing each other. His kiss was first delicate, then explosive. His big hand gripped the back of her head, and his mouth devoured hers. A great finesse enabled him to continue kissing her as he stripped her right there in the living room, shedding his own garments alternately.

All he left on were her stockings.

The brashness of his desire excited her. When the door closes, the masks come off. The closed door left them to be what they really were: night creatures pursuing their own lusts. What was wrong with that? This was the new century, the age of assertions, and she could tell, stripped bare by a perfect stranger, that her little lost prince was a very assertive man. She was already thinking of the poem she would write: "The Lost Prince."

His flesh felt hot and firm. He was as beautiful as she'd expected. His tongue invaded her mouth, pursued her lips and teeth. She liked it when he placed her hand on his testicles, which felt large as eggs. She rubbed them gently, held them as coveted prizes as his mouth sucked her tongue.

She felt steamy, light. Her horniness began to trample her she felt drenched in herself.

They kissed and touched and fondled their way to the bedroom. His penis throbbed between their pressed bellies; his large hand parted her buttocks and squeezed. A finger slipped into her sex from behind, and that was about all she could take. His attentions focused her awareness of herself to a pinpoint, which filled her head with dirty pictures. Do anything you want to me, she thought.

He lay her down on the bed. She fought not to fidget; she needed this beautiful human thing on her right now, and in her. But he just stood there. Looking at her.

"Turn off the lights," she whispered.

"No, please." His gaze traipsed down. His erect penis throbbed as if counting off seconds.

"You're beautiful. I want to see you."

Why was he so hesitant? Was he worried about protection? Becky ordinarily insisted upon it she even had a box of condoms in her nightstand for the inconsiderate assholes who didn't bring their own. But in a moment she saw she was wrong...

It wasn't hesitation at all. Somehow, she sensed that very openly. He wasn't hesitating, he was pondering. He was pondering her.

He leaned over and stripped her stockings off.

Now her desire imbued every nerve. Suddenly Becky wasn't concerned about anything, not protection or morality, what he was like or what he thought of her, not her job, her friends, her future. She felt drugged with her own lust, and the need which itched at the passage between her legs.

He stood before her in the light, a stocking in each hand.

"May I tie you?" he asked.

She extended her arms, crucifixion on the bed.

"Yes, you may," she said.

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The darkness damped the room to perfect silence. Her lover, unknown as yet, slid beside her into bed.

Veronica gasped, in passion.

His hand gently molded the contours of her breasts, then slid to her sex. It touched her with such precision she thought she might come at once; the hand seemed to know her. A blurred face lowered, lips touched her lips and kissed. The room's dark hid her lover's face like a veil.

What's...happening? she thought lamely. A tightness spired at her loins like an overtorqued spring. The hand continued to play with the tender groove of her sex, investigating.

Who was this man in her bed? Veronica moaned, short of breath. Marzen, she concluded. Or Gilles. She pulled the naked figure atop her, felt a warm, hardened penis slide across her belly.

Her nipples swelled up so much they ached; she felt the veins beat in her breasts. She sensed an earthy purgation, the preliminary release of feelings that demanded to be loosed. "Who are you?"

She panted, adjusting herself. She felt frenzied, desperate to be penetrated.

"Darling," whispered the voice.

Now Veronica gasped, in shock. A cloud passed, letting moonlight fall into the room. She knew the voice, she knew it was all wrong, all impossible. The moonlight now revealed his face.

Jack's.

Impossible.

Yet it was him. She looked up and saw beyond doubt the face of the man she used to love. His long hair hung down in strings. The clean sweat of passion made his flesh shine, and his big forlorn eyes gazed directly back into hers.

It was. It was Jack.

"Oh, Veronica..."

She felt locked in heat and incomprehension. Jack reached down, put the end of his penis into her vulva.

"Jack, I "

"I still love you," he cut off.

He eased into her and slowly began to thrust. The feel of the entry, and its immediacy, robbed her voice. It robbed her sensibilities too. At once she didn't care that this could not be explained. She was with Jack now, and he was making love to her. That's all she needed to know.

His thrusts gained rhythm. She looked down and saw his penis appearing and disappearing into her flesh below the tuft of fur. Her impending orgasm seemed to chase her, cutting distance.

"Do you remember?" he asked. The strings of his long hair dangled. He seemed sad.

"What, Jack?"

"Do you remember when we were together, what it was like?"

Her voice shredded the word. "Yes."

"Do you remember the plans we made?"

Veronica couldn't speak now; her throat felt shivered shut. It was true. They'd made lots of plans all ashes now. Suddenly tears welled and blurred with memory like blood in water.

He leaned down, still slowly stroking. He licked the tears out of her eyes. "What happened? Why did it all fall apart?"

The question crushed her. She could never answer it.

"We could have it all back again," he whispered like a plea. "We could start over. It would be better this time, I promise."

What could she say, even if she could not speak?

His head drooped between his shoulders. The deep sadness darkened his words. "We were meant to be together."

The same sadness beat into her with his thrusts.

"Sweetheart," he began to whimper. Soon his thrusts raced. Their loins slapped. He collapsed onto her as he came, shivering. She could feel the repeated, hot spurts.

She didn't want him to be sad, but what could she do? Their relationship had trapped her, robbed her of the experience she felt convinced she needed to be whole. Maybe she did still love him she didn't know. But what she did know was that she wasn't ready to resume anything.

"I still love you," he groaned. The last of his orgasm leaked out, trickling in her.

She rubbed his back, his face in the crook of her neck. Her ankles unhooked. All she could see in her mind was what he must see every day in his loss all his love that now had no place to go.

"I'm sorry, Jack," she said.

"Forget it."

"I'm sorry I can't tell you what you want to hear. I can't lie to you. I'm not sure what I want, or what I need."

"I know," he said.

God, this was awful. How had it happened? He must have found out where Khoronos lived, and come here in desperation. But then she thought, What the...? She could still feel his semen in her, but it felt...lumpy. No, it felt moving.

Then the sudden impact: the stench. She hacked, gagging at the sudden stench like a fish market dumpster in the sun.

Bile began to pulse up her throat.

Her horror smothered her scream. Jack leaned up on his arms, but it was not Jack now who lay between her legs it was a raddled corpse. Perforated slabs of flesh hung off vermiculated bones.

Its skin was green-hued gray, its eyes were holes. Veronica pushed up at the cadaver's face then half its face slid off its skull.

The corroded mouth struggled to form words but only voiced a deep, phlegmy rattle. It tenderly touched her face, bones showing. When it tried to talk again, out poured a slew of pus and putrefactive slop onto her breasts. She flailed under the thing's diminished weight. Rot-warm skin slid away everywhere she pushed up. She pulled on an ear and the ear came off. When she shoved up against its bloated belly, her hands sunk into a substance like raw warm hamburger.

"Please, don't...," the thing finally managed. More corpse-vomit urped onto her chest. Small things twitched amid the rank slush maggots and at once Veronica realized exactly what the cadaver had ejaculated into her with its semen.

Grue lay splattered on her: a chunky, stinking porridge of parasites. She bucked again, heaving up, and flipped the cadaver off the bed.

It feebled to hands and knees. Steam rose off its dilapidated flesh as maggots squirmed their way through hot gray skin. Eventually the thing rose to its feet in wet crunching movements and turned its head to her. Veronica crawled back on the bed. The cadaver beseeched her in its loss, holding out worm-riddled hands as if to divulge a crucial wisdom.

"There's me in you now," it gargled. "Me. In you. Forever."

She knew what it meant when she dared look between its rack-thin legs. No penis remained

"My gift, my love."

and if it wasn't between its legs anymore, it could only be

Oh...my...God, the thought poured in her mind. She choked back vomit and parted her legs. With thumb and fore-finger, she extracted the soft, rot-sodden penis from her vagina. It swung, dripping, off her fingers; a white grave-worm squiggled out of the tiny peehole. Veronica shrieked and flung the organ away.

"This is what," Jack's corpse grated, "all love comes to. It falls to pieces in our hands."

His scalp and the rest of his face slid off his skull, but only after the peeling lips uttered the final testament: "I...still...love you, Veronica."

Then the cadaver collapsed to a pile of steaming rot.

Veronica rolled off the bed. She was naked, beslimed, crawling for the door. The door! The door!

was the only thing in the world she could think.

Then the door burst open.

Heat and intense orange light filled the hall, and next the figure of flame stepped into the doorway.

The heat beat down on her. The figure's penis burned white-blue like a blowtorch flame. It hissed. Slowly, then, the burning man extended its fiery hand, as if to invite her away.

Hands were on her, shaking her then, shaking her awake as she screamed and screamed, impossibly, in bliss.

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"Jack? Jack?"

He sensed smothered light, and heard his name reach down as though he were hearing it through a closed coffin lid.

His eyes snapped open.

"Are you all right?"

Faye Rowland leaned over him, squinting in worry.

"What?" he said.

"You were screaming."

Screaming? He tried to clear his mind. He was in bed. The nightstand lamp had been turned on, and the clock read 3:37 a.m.

"You were having a nightmare," Faye Rowland said.

He felt stupid looking up at her. His mind felt like a spilled puzzle. Then he thought: Jeeeeeeesus. He remembered the dream.

He'd been standing in Jan Beck's morgue. The steel door had slammed shut behind him. Before him lay Shanna Barrington's naked, white corpse. He pounded on the door, but it wouldn't open.

When he turned, of course, Shanna Barrington's corpse was getting up off the morgue slab. She stood, looking down, and began to pick the stitches out of her autopsy section as if unbuttoning a blouse. The seam came apart. Bagged organs fell onto the floor.

She looked at him again, sunken-eyed. Her blue lips smiled.

Jack screamed.

The corpse's face had changed. To Veronica's.

"I had a nightmare, all right," Jack said now. "A doozie."

Faye Rowland sat down on the bed. "You were screaming bloody murder up here. It's funny, though. I had a nightmare too."

Jack lit a cigarette. "I'll tell mine if you tell yours."

Faye Rowland laughed and pushed her long hair back. All she wore as a nightgown was a large T-shirt that came down to her hips. "I used to be engaged to this guy. A couple weeks before we were supposed to get married, he called it off."

"Bummer," Jack said.

"I dreamed that he was lowering me into a hole full of fire."

"And?"

"That's all. That was my nightmare."

"Aw, shit," Jack scoffed. "Mine was much better than that." But when he told it, it sounded silly.

"That's all. That was my nightmare."

"That's the name you were screaming," Faye said. "Veronica."

Great. Jack smirked and blew smoke at the ceiling.

"We all have our wounds." Her large breasts showed through the big T-shirt. "But at least they make life interesting."

"Sure," Jack said.

"Can I ask you a personal question?"

"Why not?"

She only half looked at him. "Do you still love her?"

What a question. "Yes," he said.

He stared past her, seeing nothing.

"I'm sorry," she said. "I shouldn't have asked that. I don't know why I did. I guess I'm just curious about you."

"Forget it. At least we know we have something in common."

She laughed again slightly. "Yeah, we've both been dumped."

"My friend Craig you met him, the keep at the bar he says that getting dumped only means you're better than the other person."

"Typical male rationalization. No offense, but men have a tendency to change the truth to suit them."