Inevitable (21 page)

Well not really. Who needed all that embarrassed fumbling in their lives?

He lifted the new ice cold beer that Charlie had placed in front of him, and downed it in one go. I was still looking at him in surprise. ‘I want to experience everything with you, darlin… somehow things that have never even crossed my mind before as being fucking important, cross it now. They cross my mind when I’m with you, I want to experience every fucking thing with you. I want us to have all of our firsts together…’ He rested his forehead up against mine and stared into my eyes. ‘Come on they’re playing our first song.’ He moved slightly away from me and started stepping backwards, trying to lead me towards the dance floor with our hands still conjoined.

‘You look fucking beautiful tonight… darlin.’ His eyes swept up and down my cheap cotton dress and threadbare ripped shorts. For once in my life it was as though a man saw me for the first time. I wasn’t wearing expensive clothes or my normal amount of make-up, my hair had been put up haphazardly, the real me was exposed. I felt myself blush as he continued to look at me from under the peak of his baseball cap. I saw the moment his lips lifted in the corners and the dimples came out to play. I moved my bum off the edge of the seat I had been perched on and walked the couple of steps into his arms. I planted a kiss straight onto his mouth and smelt the underlying aroma of mint Altoids on his breath. Nathan said no more, but led me out onto the small but busy dance floor, he expertly twirled me around once and then captured me tightly in his arms. I pushed his cap up and back slightly, so I could see him better and then I placed my arms up and around his neck. Our first dance was to
Shania Twain- Still the one
.

The evening was fun; it was everything we hadn’t been in a long time. There was no pretending, no smart arsed remarks. For a few short hours we forgot everything our pasts had made us into. We danced, drank and laughed together. We needed no one else, except each other. Everything else in our lives was put aside and became almost superfluous.

We made our way back to our porn set of a motel room. The gravel crunched underfoot as we crossed the car park. Most people were still in the bar, the band were still playing and I could hear their now somewhat muted tones. Knowing we had yet another early start, we had reluctantly chosen to leave our pretend existence and come back to reality with a bump. The evening was still warm and close. Although I had drunk a few cold beers throughout the evening, Nate had stopped at four, knowing he would be in control of the motorbike early tomorrow morning. I was just a little, but very pleasantly, buzzed. He walked his normal walk with his limp just showing in his gait, probably because we had danced most of the evening away. I was in typical-pain-in-the-arse mode and danced my way back to the motel room. I danced around him, holding on to him at various places as I sung loudly at the top of my voice.

He stopped dead in the middle of the dimly lit car park. He turned his baseball cap around on his head and crossed his arms in front of his broad muscular chest. ‘I fucking love this, Bella… I love watching ya relax and know that you’re fucking comfortable enough with me… to finally, let me see the real you.’ He stopped speaking and grabbed me quickly to him. His mouth came quickly crashing down onto mine, he took everything he needed from me and showed me all the unspoken words that were going around in his head. Somewhat reluctantly, our lips parted and he whispered to me, the words sending vibrations over my already sensitive skin, ‘Tonight I’m taking ya to third base.’ He released me suddenly, twirling me away from him and then bringing me back to him quickly.

I hadn’t felt so carefree in years. When our bodies crashed into each other’s again I was laughing therapeutically out loud.

‘So you’re taking me to third base now, are you?’ I questioned him, probably too loudly. I was stood with my hands on my jean-clad hips as I watched him unlock the door to the pink puffy paradise that was supposed to be our honeymoon suite.

The door flung open wide and Nate put his hand inside the doorframe searching for the light switch, so we could see where we were going as we made our way in. He needn’t have bothered this place was imprinted on my mind. It was a once seen never forgotten, nightmare provoking room.

Nathan reached out and grabbed my nearest hand, pulled it slightly behind my back and pushed me gently into the room in front of him.

‘Sure am, honey and in these sexy surroundings… I’m gonna rock your fucking world.’

I fell on the bed, holding onto my sides I was laughing so hard. I watched him throw the door keys into a small glass dish, of course it was a shade of pink and heart shaped. The keys found their allotted place, in the middle of the dish on the coffee table, with a loud clink. He prowled slowly across the room to where I lay, removing his T-shirt as he got nearer. I was still laughing; although it was quite obviously beer fuelled. I watched as Nate flicked open the top button of his jeans and then as he got to the edge of the waterbed he fell onto one knee.

‘Do ya doubt my ability to skip a couple of fucking bases, or are ya laughing at the fact that I’m going to rock your world?’ His beautiful face was spread into a wide lopsided grin. His right hand was hovering over the top of my bare skin as he traced my prominent collarbones with his index finger. All of my free blood supply rushed to my chest and upper body, I watched as my skin flushed and puckered into goose bumps without him even touching me. My heart was pounding. All of my senses had attuned to his every movement, his breathing and his well-sucked mints clicking on the inside of his teeth. My eyes never looked away from the large hand that traced the outline of my body.

‘So, Bella, as you’re not from around these parts, I’m going to school ya in base taking,’ he whispered to me, his head dipping and getting ever closer to mine. ‘This, darlin, is getting to first base.’ His beautiful heart-shaped lips brushed ever so slightly against mine. No other parts of our bodies touched. His lips came back to mine, over and over, until he licked at the seam of them imploring me to allow him entry. I opened up slowly, as one of my hands came up to the back of his head pulling him closer to me. He pulled away speaking in the slight gap between us. ‘Uh-uh I’m in control, not you, darlin… this is my base to score at.’ I released my hold on him but ran my fingers in and out of the short-graded hair at the back of his head. His mouth came back to mine, coaxing and demanding it to open at his command. His kiss always took my breath away, but this one was tender and sexy all at the same time. He licked, nipped and sucked all of the sensual areas in and around my mouth and the kiss went on forever. When he finally broke away we were gasping for breath. My lips were swollen and almost bruised.

‘That was the sort of kiss I’d give you if nothing else was going to happen for the rest of our time together. That’s how I would’ve kissed ya if we had have been each other’s firsts. I would have put everything into it, if I only had that kiss to show how I felt.’ I was temporarily stunned by the words that came out of the normally dirty-talking, bad-boy’s mouth. But then it clicked, he was absolutely right.

‘Well for a first kiss, that was mind blowing… consider your first base well and truly taken.’ I stared into his beautiful eyes. ‘I expect every time you kiss me from now on to be like that, you’ve set yourself some precedent. So what do I have to look forward to for the taking of second base?’ I asked him somewhat cheekily.

‘Apparently that involves me getting access to your gorgeous rack.’ His face broke out into a full on bad-boy grin.

‘Of course… I knew it would mean you copping a feel.’ I glanced down at my one and only dress, which was held up by thin shoestring straps and the fitted elasticated top, held together by a few tiny buttons, and remembered what had happened to my T-shirt earlier that day. ‘Would you like me to undo it for you?... If you plan on claiming second base now, that is.’

‘You’re OK, I’ve got a plan that involves more first base taking and then I’ll see where that leads to,’ he winked, and at last his hard body came into contact with my soft flesh. It nearly burnt my already agitated skin.

His mouth came back to mine and we began our dance all over again. A few minutes in, I felt my boobs being released from their restricted confines by one of Nathan’s large hands. The relief was ridiculous, by this time I was so turned on they ached to feel his touch. My skin was hot and feverish and my nipples were already hard and achy before he had even bestowed so much as a faint touch on them. Both of his hands found my boobs now, and he squeezed and massaged them as he devoured my mouth. The room was only lit by one tiny bulb near to the door and I could see in the glass panel above the front door that it was pitch black outside. Nathan had been kissing me and playing with second base for so long now, I was about to lose my mind. I couldn’t remember being more turned on in my life, I was practically writhing underneath him, trying to find purchase on any part of his body with any part of mine. My whole body ached with my need for him. Finally, he trailed his mouth down to my boobs and began his assault on my nipples. I was so close to coming it was ludicrous. I became aware that all the noises and gasps filling the air were coming from my mouth. Slowly he came to a stop and peered up at me from his resting place between my breasts.

‘You OK… darlin.’ I’m sure he smiled those words at me rather than spoke them. Slowly I began to unravel from the taut position I found myself in. Both hands were fisted under the pillows and gripping the sheets so tightly I was surprised, as I released my grip, to find I hadn’t ripped the fabric. I forced my other eye to open and smiled back at him.

‘I don’t know if you’ve noticed… I’m totally up for you conquering third base if you are?’ I replied.

‘I was hoping… I’d fucking convinced ya… you seem to be enjoying our firsts… darlin.’ He was laughing at my declaration.

I could only smile as he lifted his body up from mine slightly. The waterbed rippled underneath me, reminding me of the ridiculous room we were staying in. The button on my denim shorts was flicked open with his fingers and thumb. Slowly they were inched down my thighs and calves and taken off over my feet with one pull.

‘I can smell how turned on you are for me.’ I heard and felt him inhale deeply. ‘I’m not fuckin’ sure I’ve got this base thing goddamn correct. I know that third base fuckin’ involves getting into your panties. But in my head… third base involves eating you out.’ I couldn’t see him, I could only hear him and feel his breath connecting with my skin around my pussy. I lay back with my eyes closed and felt him tug at the elastic side of my thong with his mouth, he pulled so hard the fabric disintegrated and I was now bare and exposed to him.

‘Mmm I’m going to lick you darlin… but you are not allowed to cum until I’ve cleaned ya all up… it’s gonna take a while, as in my eyes you are very fucking dirty, Bella.’

I had enjoyed the base play, but I loved having my dirty talking man back. I felt him open my legs as wide as I could spread them, by bending my knees and lifting them up towards me. His warm breath hit me again and I shuddered in anticipation.

‘You are fucking soaked, darlin,’ was the last thing I heard, before his tongue connected with the top of my thighs.

‘Oh God, Nathan.’

‘Woman you intoxicate me… This. Right. Here. Is. The. Only. Fucking. Addiction. I. Will. Need. For. The. Rest. Of. My. Life.’ I heard the words in between every lick he took. Then suddenly he stopped. ‘Hold on, darlin, I got somethin for ya.’ My whole body was on the edge just waiting for him to touch, blow or even pinch me in the just the right place. He’d got me so turned on I knew I wasn’t going to be averse to begging him, and soon. The slight movement he had taken before was reversed and I knew he was back in position as his breath blew once again on my engorged, throbbing clit. Then suddenly he sucked all of me into his waiting, open mouth and the feeling was so immense, it was exquisite. My body reacted violently to the sudden onslaught, by almost sitting up. I could see him now in between my thighs with his mouth wrapped around my pussy. He raised his eyes, saw me watching him and offered me a quick wink. I let my head fall backwards to stare vacantly towards the ceiling. The heat was beginning to grow in the small of my back and I knew I had almost reached the end, I relaxed into my oncoming orgasm. My eyes flew open wide, something was different, very different, I was so hot wherever his tongue or mouth touched, then that was replaced by cool sensations, the feelings were so intense that I couldn’t hold off any longer.

‘YES. Oh God…YES!’ I came quickly and suddenly into Nathan’s open and eager mouth. He licked, kissed and sucked me, until all of my body had come down from the complete high he had taken me to. It left me gasping for air, although it wasn’t air I needed. What I needed most was him.

‘I’m addicted to you, darlin… I don’t want anything else… just you.’ His head raised onto one of his bent arms and he grinned down at me. His messy just-fucked hair look was back and the look on his face said everything.

‘What the hell did you just bloody do to me?’

‘I gave ya one hell of a mind blowing orgasm… darlin.’

‘I was hot and cold and the sensations… well they were unbelievably strong, they were almost too much.’

‘Well that, sassy, was my version of reaching third base.’ I was running my hands through his hair, trying to keep the long top bits from falling into his eyes while we talked. ‘I had a bit of help though… with creating the sensations and all.’ I looked at him quizzically. I heard the click of a lid, it wasn’t the Altoids tin, I had heard that so many times now I would recognise it at twenty paces away. I watched him flick a thin, blueish, rectangular paper into his mouth, flipping it over with his clever tongue. His eyebrows raised in amusement as he watched my gaze take in what he had done.

‘What the hell is that?’ I questioned him.

‘These, darlin, are Lister strips, the ultimate breath freshener and my new third base helper. I’m glad they had the fucking desired effect.’ He smiled, winked and said no more. I just shook my head at him, and tried to stifle a yawn behind my hand. He began to crawl slowly up my body, kissing his way up.