Intensity (27 page)
Then—nothing.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Hands tugged at me as pain radiated everywhere. The ringing in my ears blocked out any other sound.
Ew.
What’s that smell?
My eyes shot open as the circulation in my arm and pulse cut off.
A man in a blue medic uniform knelt beside me, blood pressure cuff pumped to full capacity. A flickering beam flashed into my eyes, making me pinch them closed.
What the heck?
I opened them and examined the room. Linc and Mylaynee hovered at my feet. On my other side, another medic pushed a needle in my arm, making me wince at the sudden jab.
Linc came around the side and knelt at the top of my head, brushing my hair to the side and off my forehead. “I’m so sorry, please forgive me.”
Not having a clue, I concentrated on his pale face and tried to remember what happened.
“Please,” he begged, pressing his lips to my temple.
Blood pressure cuff off, I lifted my free hand up to his cheek, my palm covering the tears cascading down them. “It’s okay.”
Before I could say anything else, they hoisted me onto a stretcher. Mylaynee clasped my hand in hers, rushing alongside and reassuring. “Don’t worry. They just have to check you out.”
I grabbed Linc’s hand and gazed up with a pleading expression, willing him not to leave me.
In some reciprocal, unspoken exchange, I knew he wouldn’t—ever.
Somehow doctors and nurses thought it necessary to poke and prod, when all I wanted was to be left alone. They performed their duties with proficiency, but my grumbles and impatience didn’t help me get out of there any faster. I prayed to never step foot in a hospital again. After several rounds of tests, all coming back clear, I returned in time to go to bed. Daylight gone and almost ten o’clock, fatigue had set in, even though I hadn’t done more than get wheeled from one room to another. Swaddled in a comforter, Linc spooning behind me, I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
“What can I get you?”
Geez, would I ever get any peace? On a yawn I murmured, “I’m good.” I kicked the heavy blanket to the side, and Linc pulled it the rest of the way down, leaving a single sheet covering my waist. He picked up my hand, kissing it tenderly. “I’m sorry, Serena.”
He’d said it least a hundred times in the ambulance, at the hospital, and on the way home. Knowing I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep with him beating himself up anymore, I turned around and wrapped my arms around his waist. “You had every right to be angry.” I tilted his face down, bringing him almost nose to nose, and spoke with utter determination. “This place does
not
define you, Linc. You deserve to have everything your heart desires. I brought up your sister because her tragedy should have one and only one significance.”
I placed a cherished kiss on his lips and cast my heartfelt wish. “Live
for
her, not
because
of her.”
His blue eyes lightened, so pastel they looked fluorescent. I watched an interchange of expressions from thoughtful to acceptance to emboldened take hold, washing a decade of pain and tumult off him.
His pupils transformed to pinpricks, and he roamed my face in slow motion. He repeated the same action with his fingertips, skimming from my temple, to cheeks, and down to my chin.
Oh, Linc
. He did the same thing the first day we met.
He flashed me that crooked, dimpled smile, and slid his thumb in a tender swipe across my lower lip, whispering, “My serenity. I love you, Serena.”
THE END
Linc & Serena’s story is continued in SERENITY.
Available 2015.
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I grew up in a culturally rich, bilingual home which included unique holiday celebrations and wonderful ethnic foods passed down through generations. My favorites are the sweets of course.
An educator for over twenty years, my passion includes teaching, reading, and writing. An avid reader who enjoys romance, mystery, and suspense, my stories will never be what you expect. Teacher by day, romance writer at night produce an active imagination I share with each of you.
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