Authors: Jill Shalvis
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #Contemporary, #Lucky Harbor
“Right.” Gus nodded adamantly at her. “You didn’t steal the money.”
“Can you tell me who else you saw in the hallway that night?” Ali asked.
“Well,” he said, scratching his beard, “just as I told the police, it was hard to keep track. That hall was busy as hell.”
“Could you give it a shot?”
“Sure. Mrs. Medina wanted to see the Lost and Found, which was in the storage closet. Then, while I was waiting on her, Ella came in to make a phone call in private. Only she ended up yelling at her sister, so it really wasn’t so private at all.”
“Ella?”
“From the post office. And then Aubrey came in to see why people were in the office to begin with, and she got all up in arms about it. And then there was Ted himself…” Gus blushed a bit at that. “But I suppose you’ve already heard…”
“That he had Melissa in there?” Ali asked politely.
Gus downed his drink. “Yeah. I didn’t know, Ali. I swear it.”
Gus’s mountain-sized friend snorted.
Luke agreed. As the janitor, nothing happened in that building that Gus didn’t know about.
“And you,” Ali said to Gus, “you were there with Callie, right?”
Gus went very still, only his eyes sliding to the giant next to him. “Uh, who told you that?”
“It’s what you told the police,” Ali said calmly. Except she wasn’t calm at all. Her eyes gave her away. Was Luke the only one who could see it?
Gus’s friend set down his beer and glared hard at Gus. “You were with Callie?” he asked. Actually, it was more of a shout.
“Now, now, Buddy,” Gus said quickly, raising his hands. “In all fairness, you did say you two were just friends, so—”
Buddy punched Gus in the mouth. “In all fairness,” he said.
Luke grabbed Ali and hauled her back just as the two men tumbled to the ground, Gus’s long legs taking out the two men on the other side of him.
“Hey!” one of them yelled. “You spilled my drink!” And then he jumped into the fray too.
His friend dove in as well, and pretty soon beers and fists were flying in a full-out bar brawl. Ford hopped over the bar to break it up, and Luke helped him separate the idiots from the idiots.
Afterward, Ali was staring at him. “Wow,” she said.
“What?”
“You just waded into the flying fists and yanked them apart like it was no big deal, like you didn’t even notice the danger.”
He could have told her that it was no big deal. He’d been in a lot worse danger than a damn bar fight, but she was looking at him all impressed, and it was kind of nice. He led her outside, where they ran into a woman going in.
Aubrey.
In a navy blue suit, looking elegant and chic, hair perfect, she looked startled to see them. “We got cut off on the phone,” she said to Ali.
“Yeah.” Ali slid Luke a glance. “Sorry about that. Listen, careful in there. It’s crazy tonight.”
Aubrey took a look at the bar’s entrance. “What’s going on?”
“A little fight,” Ali said.
“Seriously?” Aubrey pulled out her phone. “Did you call the police?” She turned to Luke. “Aren’t
you
the police?”
“It’s handled now,” Luke said. “How often do you work late?”
“A lot.” Aubrey gave him a wary look. “Why?”
“Just wondering if you’ve ever seen anyone else late in Marshall’s office.”
Aubrey was quiet for a beat. “You’re on vacation, which means you’re not a cop right
now
, right?”
“Right,” he said.
Cop rule numero uno: be able to lie your ass off right to anyone’s face.
“So this isn’t official or anything.”
“Absolutely
not
,” Luke said without hesitation.
Aubrey nodded, then glanced apologetically at Ali. “I think it’s possible that Teddy’s been seeing someone else.”
“Besides Melissa and me?” Ali asked.
“Yes.”
“Who?”
“I don’t know,” Aubrey said. “I’d have told you before, but until you came into the office the other day, I really thought you and Ted were just roommates.”
Aubrey entered the bar, and Ali, looking a little deflated, fell silent. Luke took her hand. “Come on.”
That she let him lead told him it was time for more ice cream. So he took her to the pier and bought her a triple cone from Lance at the ice cream shop. Then he took her hand again. At this time of night, the pier was quiet, and once they walked past the arcade and Ferris wheel, they had the night to themselves. They walked in silence to the very end and stood there looking out at the ocean, lit by a streak of light from the moon. Water slapped rhythmically against the pylons. The sound always calmed Luke, and next to him, Ali let out a soft sigh.
“That got me nowhere,” she finally said, leaning against the railing, licking her cone like she meant business.
He tried not to stare and failed. Christ, he wanted her to lick him like that. “We knocked on some doors,” he said. “We shook things up.”
She turned to face him. “And now what?”
He stroked a finger along her temple, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear for the sheer pleasure of touching her. Then he leaned in for a kiss. She tasted like chocolate and trouble. Big trouble. “We wait for the dust to settle.”
“We?”
“Yeah. We.” He let his hand fall from her. “But—”
“Yeah, I know.” She pushed away from the railing and started walking back to his truck. “It’s a short-term ‘we.’”
I
t was two in the morning before Ali got Luke’s kitchen back together. She was heading to do the den next when she got her usual daily check-in text from Harper:
Made good tips tonight! Next time you come home, dinner’s on me.
Ali managed a smile. Exhausted, dusty, and a little sweaty, she swiped her forehead and texted Harper back.
Sounds good. How’s Mom?
The money you put in her account made her day. You okay? You don’t sound okay.
You got not okay from sounds good?
It’s in the tone…
Ali rolled her eyes.
I’m fine…’night. Sweet dreams.
Don’t let the bed bugs bite!
It was an old mantra, and it made Ali smile again as she went back to cleaning up. Two hours later, she’d worked her way to the living room, and it was a disaster. Besides Luke’s things, her own pottery was still unwrapped and scattered on the floor.
After the bar brawl, Luke had once again told her to ignore the mess, that he’d get to it in the morning. “Get some sleep,” he’d said, and had vanished into the basement to presumably follow his own advice.
But Ali couldn’t sleep, and she couldn’t ignore the house anymore. When she’d first seen it, she’d felt sick to the bone. The place was a mess, mirroring her own life. But it was
her
life and not Luke’s.
She’d
brought this disaster to his home. And since she had, it was important that she clean it up.
She’d already straightened the bedroom she’d been using and had packed up her stuff while she was at it. She’d tortured Luke enough with her presence. When she was done here, she would go to the Lucky Harbor B&B, and then to the first apartment that was ready, and hope to God her Visa could handle the weight.
It would be okay
.
She’d always been spectacularly good at denial, at not looking back, at keeping one foot in front of the other. Nothing about that had changed. She’d landed on her feet before, and she would do it again. Knowing it, she took her first real deep breath since…
Since too long to remember.
At a whisper of sound behind her, she whirled around to find a heavy-lidded, tousled-looking Luke in the doorway, hands braced over his head on the jamb.
“What, no umbrella this time?” he asked.
She relaxed her hold on a ceramic pot. “You nearly got this upside your head.”
A ghost of a smile crossed his face. He’d clearly come straight from his bed. He was wearing only a pair of black basketball shorts, disturbingly low on his hips, putting all his hard muscles directly in her line of sight. If she touched his abs, she’d find them rock hard. She knew this because during their kiss in his truck, she’d copped a feel.
And there. That.
That
was what her mind had kept going back to all these past hours while she straightened up. Their kiss. How he’d tasted. How his mouth had slanted over her own, his tongue gliding along hers…She didn’t have to think about the heat they’d generated; she was sweating just remembering it. “Sorry if I woke you,” she said, surrounded by the disaster she’d brought to his door. Averting her face, she concentrated on righting the books.
He didn’t say anything, so she turned back and found him still looking at her, his own gaze hooded. Sleepy. And something else, something that made her throat burn.
Dammit.
“Thought I told you I’d get to this in the morning,” he said.
“It
is
morning.”
Padding barefoot into the living room, he headed to the coffee table. Its big drawer had been dumped onto the floor. Crouching, he began tossing the things back inside.
“Luke, stop.”
He didn’t stop.
“This was my doing.” She caught his arm. “I’ve got this.”
His eyes held hers, not at all sleepy anymore, his muscles beneath her fingers corded. Warm. Then he went back to work. He finished the drawer and looked around, frowning when he saw the box of her pottery still scattered. He reached for the first piece, a miniature lion that she’d created last year, when she’d first come to Lucky Harbor. It represented courage.
Her
courage.
Luke stared down at the lion for a long moment, then very gently ran the pad of his finger over the mane. “It’s amazing. It looks so real.”
“Thanks.”
“You sculpted this?”
She nodded.
“Then painted it?”
She nodded again.
He looked at her collection of animals sprawled out carelessly, toppled over like carnage. “These must have taken you a long time.”
“Years.” She shrugged at his questioning gaze. “My mom used to work a lot of nights. After my sister would go to bed, sometimes I’d stay up.” Waiting for Mimi to come home. “It was something to do.”
“Each piece means something to you,” he said.
“Yes.”
“What does this lion mean?”
“I made him when I first moved to Lucky Harbor.” She paused. “He’s my…roar.”
A small smile crossed his lips. “You already have courage in spades, Ali.” He grabbed a piece of the packing paper, then very carefully rolled up the lion as if it was the most precious thing in the world.
Ali opened her mouth, but then, unable to speak, closed it again.
Without another word or glance her way, as if he knew how painful this was for her, Luke reached for another piece of her pottery. An owl. He held it up to her.
“To remind me to try to be wise,” she said softly. “No stupid decisions.”
“Like sex.”
Okay, that hadn’t been exactly what she’d meant, but it didn’t matter. Her body was reacting to the way he’d said “sex,” and a shocking heat of arousal washed through her. She swallowed hard, but nodded.
Another smile. He rolled up the owl and set it carefully in the box with the lion. Over and over again with each piece, the whole time showing a respect for her things in a way the police hadn’t.
Ali never really expected much from the men in her life. That way it wasn’t a surprise when they didn’t come through. But Luke kept surprising her, and it was unexpected to say the least.
He
was unexpected.
An hour later, dawn broke. Shortly after that, the sun slanted in the huge picture windows, casting them in gold. “Done,” Luke declared, tossing aside the broom in his hands.
They’d been quiet so long that she jumped. “The garage—”
“Was already a mess,” he said. “Leave it. Go to bed, Ali. Get some rest.”
She looked at the boxes and bags lined up in the hall. Her things.
His gaze followed hers. “You packed,” he said flatly.
“Yes.”
“Where are you going?”
“The B and B,” she said. “Just until something pans out.”
He stepped closer. “Why?” he asked.
She took in the high angle of his cheekbones, his strong jaw, the column of his throat. His broad shoulders were stiff with tension. He was holding back, and it was costing him.
“Ali, why?”
“Because…” His hands went to her hips. God, he was beautifully made, all tough, sinewy lines and smooth skin, which she knew would be heated to the touch. And oh, how she suddenly needed to touch. She lifted her hands to his chest. “Because…”
His eyes pinned her, his sheer force of personality making her go weak in the knees. And that wasn’t all. He wanted her. There was no question; the proof of it was pressing into her belly.
And at that realization, she got weak in a lot more places than just her knees. But she didn’t go weak for a man anymore, no matter how much she wanted to learn her way around his body and satisfy them both. Indulging herself—just for a minute—she let her hands roam.
Oh yeah, warm to the touch.
Hot
to the touch, really, his muscles smooth and hard. She could feel his heart beating beneath her hand, steady as a rock, flowing through her fingertips to mingle with her own pulse. He held himself very still, his big body just barely brushing hers. He didn’t want to take advantage, she knew that. Sweet.
Except he wasn’t sweet. And she wasn’t feeling so sweet either. She was feeling dangerous as she kissed one corner of his delicious mouth. And then the other. Just a taste, she promised herself. “I’m going,” she said, “because of this.” And then she kissed him again, not just a taste.
Beneath her fingers, his muscles jerked, but he didn’t make a move. That’s okay, she had her own moves. She skimmed her hands up, around his neck, into his silky hair, and then fisted it, pulling his head closer to hers.
With a rough groan, his hands tightened on her, thumbs splaying across her stomach, rubbing her own heated skin. Pulling back a fraction of an inch, he looked down at her, his gaze dark and full of desire. It was irresistible and so was the way he watched her, his body seeming to shudder when she pressed more closely against him.
And then he kissed
her
, his tongue tracing the curve of her lips until she allowed him entry. He hooked his fingers in the hem of her tank top, slowly drawing it up, exposing her inch by inch.
Dipping his head, he looked his fill. Drawing a long, serrated breath, he slowly traced the lines of her ribs with his fingertips before cupping the curves of her breasts.
She loved the way he seemed to tremble when he touched her. Or maybe that was
her
doing the trembling from the feel of his palms searing her skin. He had a way of driving every thought from her head. Everything, except for need.
And right then, in that moment, the only thing she needed was him. “Luke.”
Lowering his head, he put his mouth on her breast, taking the peak between his teeth, flicking it with his tongue before tugging gently.
He tightened his grip on her hair, and she cried out before she could stop herself.
“Stop me, Ali.”
Was he kidding? Her nails raked across his back for more, making him inhale sharply.
“You’re not ready for this,” he said against her skin. “For me.”
If she were any more ready, she’d be in flames. “Not your call, Luke.”
With another groan, he pressed his forehead to her shoulder. “Then I’m not ready for you,” he said. “I can’t give you what you want, Ali.”
“I don’t want anything.” But the magic spell was broken, and she stepped back, pulling her tank down, entangling her hands together to ensure she kept them off of him. “I’m going to go.”
He blew out a breath, and then shook his head. “The B and B is in high season. They’re charging tourist prices.”
She knew one of the owners; Maddie, the middle sister, came into the shop weekly to buy flowers for the inn. Ali thought she would give her a good deal, but he was right—it was still going to be out of her price range. “Fine,” she said, “I’ll go stay with my mom and commute from there.”
“Have you seen gas prices?” he asked. “That’s a stupid idea. And you’re not stupid.”
“Stop it, Luke.”
“Stop what?”
“I’m not staying here just because you suddenly feel sorry for me.”
“Okay, then stay so we can have wild, up-against-the-wall sex,” he said.
Her breath caught. She wasn’t even sure what wild-up-against-the-wall sex would feel like, but she had a feeling she’d like it. A lot. And yet she knew that he was merely trying to rile her up so she wouldn’t do something awful, like cry. “I’m not a pity case.”
“I don’t have the capacity for pity,” he said. “Hell, Ali, stay here because…I need you.”
Stunned, she stared up into his face, which was cast in granite. Apparently she’d met her match in stubbornness. “You
need
me,” she repeated doubtfully.
As if on cue, the phone rang, shattering the early morning quiet. He pointed to the phone and then to her.
See? Need you
. And then he vanished down the hall without another word.
The phone rang again.
Ali looked at it, weighing the price of the B&B along with the danger to her bank account against the price of staying here and endangering something even more fragile—her heart.
No contest on which decision would cost her the most. And yet she headed to the phone and used her apparently pent-up frustration getting rid of yet another reporter looking for Luke.