Jane Feather - [V Series] (11 page)

Wretched, she concentrated on her food and left the conversation to the men. The steady booming of the guns continued until the sound was abruptly overtaken by a swelling roar from outside. The roar gradually separated itself into shouts, screams, and pounding feet.

Lord Francis ran to the inn doorway, followed by the others. A torrent of humanity, some on horseback, some in gigs and dog carts, but most on foot, poured down the lane toward Brussels. Women carried babies, small children clinging to their skirts, stumbling on the hard mud-ridged road; the men were armed with whatever they had been able to grab in their haste: staves, knives, a blunderbuss.

“What the devil?” Marcus exclaimed.

“Looks like a rout,” Whitby said. “Wellington must be retreating.”

“Napoleon’s not beaten him so far,” Marcus said. “I can’t believe he’ll do it this time.”

“Oh, sirs, they say the army is retreating!” Berthold, the innkeeper, came running in from the road, where he had been chasing after information among the fleeing crowd. “Wellington’s falling back on Brussels. The Prussians are retreating to Wavre.”

“Hell and damnation!” George Bannister grabbed up his hat. “We’d best be about our business.”

“Berthold!” Marcus bellowed as the innkeeper ran for the door again. “Have my nag put to the cart.” He strode to the stairs leading to the bedchamber and took them two at a time. Judith stood in the now-empty taproom, listening to the roar of humanity outside. Then she ran up the stairs after Marcus.

He was shrugging into his coat, checking the contents of his pockets. He glanced up as she came in and said curtly, “I’m going to Quatre Bras. You’ll stay here. I’ll pay our shot when I come back for you.”

“You seem to be forgetting that
I
was going to Quatre Bras, too,” she said, swallowing the lump that seemed to be blocking her throat. With what was happening at the moment, it was hardly feasible for them to discuss the personal mess they were in, but the coldness of his voice was surely unwarranted. And she couldn’t believe he intended simply to take off and leave her stranded, cooling her heels in a lonely inn, not knowing anything of what was happening.

“Well, you’re not going now,” he said in clipped accents. “It’s too dangerous with that horde out there, and you’ll only be in the way.”

Judith lost her temper. It was a relief to do so since it banished her feeling of helplessness and concealed for the time being the apprehension that something very hurtful lurked around the next corner of her relationship with Marcus Devlin.

“That’s
my
horse and
my
cart,” she said with furious emphasis. “And I’ll have you know, Lord Carrington, that I go where I please. You have no right to dictate to me.” She snatched up her jacket and gloves. “If you wish to hitch another ride in my cart, then you’re welcome to
do so. Otherwise, I suggest you find your own transport.”

Before he could respond, she had turned and run from the room. With a muttered oath, Marcus grabbed up his whip and sprang after her. He reached the stable-yard on her heels. Judith leaped onto the driver’s seat of the cart, standing ready as ordered, and snapped the reins. Marcus grabbed the bridle at the bit and held the horse still.

“You’re behaving like a spoiled child,” he said. “A battlefield is no place for a woman. Now get down at once.”

“No,” Judith snapped. “You really are the most arrogant, high-handed despot! I told you, I go where I please and you don’t have any right of command.”

“At this moment, I’m exercising a husband’s authority,” he declared. “A battlefield is no place for a woman and most definitely not for my wife. Now, do as you’re told.”

For a moment Judith was speechless. “I am not your wife,” she managed to get out finally.

“To all intents and purposes you are now. And as soon as I can find a damned priest, you will be in the eyes of the church.”

It was too much for a saint to bear. “I wouldn’t marry you if you were the last man on earth!” she cried.

“As far as you’re concerned, my dear Judith, that’s exactly what I am,” he announced aridly. “The first and last man you will know, in the fullest sense of that word.”

White-faced, Judith stood up in the cart and whipped at the horse with the reins. The animal plunged forward with a snort, catching Marcus off guard. He stumbled, still holding the bit as the horse lunged. He regained his balance just in time and released the bit
before he was dragged forward by the now caracoling animal. He grabbed the side of the cart and sprang upward, seizing the reins from her. The horse shot off as if a bee were lodged beneath his tail.

“Monsieur … monsieur …” came the outraged screams of the innkeeper’s wife behind them.

Judith looked over her shoulder. Madame Berthold was pounding up the road in their wake, waving a skillet at them, her apron flapping into her face. Her cap flew off into the ditch but her charge continued regardless.

“I think you forgot to pay your shot,” Judith said on a strangled gasp, an almost hysterical laughter suddenly taking the place of her rage.

“Damnation!” Marcus hauled back on the reins, and the near-demented horse reared to a snorting halt. He turned to look at Judith, who was now doubled over, weeping with laughter. His lip quivered and his shoulders began to shake at the absurdity of the scene. He glanced over his shoulder to where Madame Berthold still pounded, panting, toward them.

“One of these days, I really will wallop you,” he commented to the gasping Judith, as he reached into his pocket for his billfold. “You nearly had me taken up for a thief.” Leaning down to the red-faced, indignant Madame Berthold, he gave her his most charming smile and poured forth a flood of apologies, blaming the urgency of the moment for his forgetfulness.

Madame was appeased with a handful of sovereigns that more than compensated for her hospitality, and stood breathless and perspiring in the road as Marcus started the cart again.

“Now, where were we?” he said.

Judith had finally stopped laughing and leaned back against the rough wooden seat back. “On the road to Quatre Bras. Where we’re
both
going against the traffic.”

“So it would seem. We’ll find a priest there.”

“There must be some other way,” she said, biting her lip. But she couldn’t think of one that wouldn’t ruin everything. How could Sebastian ever forgive her for destroying months and months of planning in the willful pursuit of passion?

“I took your maidenhead and we were discovered in a situation that would ruin you. In such a circumstance, there is no honorable alternative.” He stated the facts bluntly, without inflection.

“But have you forgotten, my lord, that I am a card-sharping, horse-thieving, disreputable hussy, living on the fringes of Society, in the shadow of the gaming tables?” Her voice thickened and she swallowed crossly.

“No, I haven’t forgotten. I’ll just have to wean you away from your undesirable pursuits.”

“And if I am not to be weaned, my lord?”

He shrugged. “It’s not a matter for jest, Judith. As my wife, you will have responsibilities to my name and my honor. You’ll accept those responsibilities as your part of the bargain.”

Bargain? Judith turned away from him, trying to sort out the maelstrom raging in her head. Marriage to the Marquis of Carrington would work beautifully for both herself and Sebastian. Installed as the Marchioness of Carrington, she would have immediate and natural access to the circles frequented by Gracemere, as would Sebastian as the marquis’s brother-in-law. Their position in Society would be assured and their present funds would be more than ample to set Sebastian up as a bachelor in London. He would need fashionable rooms instead of a house; one servant instead of a houseful. Their accumulated money would go much farther. It would mean they could begin to enact their revenge so much sooner than they’d anticipated. And when it was over,
Sebastian would be established in his own right. This card had been dealt to her hand; only a fool would refuse out of scruple to play it.

But Marcus mustn’t know anything of that. There was a lifetime of secrets he couldn’t know. So how could she fulfill her side of this bargain?

“I know nothing of you,” she said aloud. “Why have you never married?”

There was silence. Marcus stared across the past and contemplated the truth … and the half-truth that had become the truth. Honor still bound him to the half-truth, for all that the one who could be most damaged by the whole story had been in her grave these many years past. The full truth was known now only to himself and one other. But it was a fair question.

“It’s a plain and unremarkable tale, but pride is a devilish thing, and I have more than my fair share. Ten years ago I was to be married. A woman your antithesis in every way. I had known her since childhood and it didn’t occur to me to woo her. She was a sweet, meek soul who I assumed would make me a compliant and exemplary wife. Instead, she fell wildly in love with a fortune-hunting gamester, who most skillfully swept her off her feet. She cried off.”

His voice was perfectly level, almost bland as he continued. “The role of jilted fiancé was a hard and humiliating one for me. I was rather young to face such public mortification with equanimity. I decided then that a man could live in perfect contentment without a wife.”

“Did she marry the fortune hunter?”

What choice had she had …? Poor little dupe.
Marcus closed his eyes on the memory of Martha’s battered face, closed his ears to the sound of her broken whimpers. An untamed lynx would never get herself into such a predicament. An unprincipled adventuress would
arrange matters to suit herself.
Had she heard those voices on the stairs? Had she known who was in the taproom before she’d walked in, her clothes almost disheveled, the aura of a satisfied woman clinging to every curve and line of her body? Had she contrived this?
But even if she had, a man of honor had no choice.

“Yes, she married him,” he said, “and died in childbed nine months later, leaving him to game away her fortune.” He shook his head in a dismissive gesture. “I don’t wish to talk of Martha ever again. You and she are so different, one could almost believe you to be different species.”

She wanted to ask him if he believed he could be happy married to her, but deep in her soul she knew the answer. His hand had been forced; he was making that clear with every word and intonation.

If it wasn’t for Gracemere, it would be easy to let him off the hook. She’d be able to say that in her circles, reputation didn’t matter, that she’d be perfectly happy to be his lover for as long as it suited them both. But she wasn’t going to say any of those things. She was a gamester and she’d been dealt a perfect hand.

She turned her head and met his cool gaze. “We have a bargain, then, my lord Carrington,” she said simply. Marcus nodded in brief affirmation and returned his attention to the road.

Judith closed her eyes, listening to the roar of cannon growing ever closer. The road was thronged with columns of soldiers, horses and limbers, fleeing civilians mingling with the detritus of a retreating army. Suddenly all thought of passion and revenge seemed trivial in the midst of an event that would obliterate thousands of lives and shape the future of their world.

T
he village of Quatre Bras stood at a crossroads. To Judith’s eyes it was a village out of Dante. The battle still raged and a heavy pall of gunsmoke hung over the shattered cottages and farmhouses along the road. The dead and the wounded lay anywhere a spare place could be found for them, and from the surgeons’ field hospital, the sounds of agony rose, pitiable, on the evening air.

The main street of the village was clogged with men and horses; a wounded horse struggled in the traces of an overturned limber, screaming like a banshee as a group of soldiers fought to cut the traces and right the cannon.

“Dear God, you shouldn’t be here,” Marcus muttered to Judith. “What the devil am I going to do with you?”

“You don’t have to do anything with me,” Judith
declared. “I’m getting down here. There’s work to be done.”

Marcus glanced sideways at her, took in the resolute set of her white face, and drew rein. They were behind the front line but still close enough for danger. He laid a restraining hand on her arm as she prepared to jump from the cart. “Just a minute.”

“We’re wasting time,” she said impatiently.

“It’s not safe,” he said.

“Nowhere’s safe,” she pointed out, gesturing to the chaos around them. “I’ll be careful.”

Marcus frowned, then shrugged in resignation. “Very well, then. Keep your head down and stay out of the open as much as possible. I’m going to Wellington’s headquarters. Stay in the village and I’ll find you when I know what’s happening.”

She nodded and jumped down. Gathering up her skirt, she ran across the narrow street to where a group of unattended wounded lay in the shade of a hedge.

For many hours, long after sunset brought an end to the day’s fighting and the incessant bombardment of the cannon finally ceased, Judith fetched water for the parched, bandages from the field hospital to staunch the more accessible of wounds, and sat beside men as they died or drifted into a pain-filled world of merciful semi-consciousness. She heard dreams and terrors, confessions and deepest desires, and her heart filled with pity and horror for so much suffering, for such a waste of so many young lives.