Joe College: A Novel

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Authors: Tom Perrotta

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In Memory of Chris Zenowich
I’d like to thank Nick “Food Dude” Castagna for educating me in the ins and outs of the lunch-truck business, and Mike Colicchio for making it possible—
Joe College
wouldn’t have been written without their help. I’m also grateful to Mark Dow, Tom Feigelson, Byron Kim, Kevin Pask, and Hajime Tada, among others, for their enduring friendship and for the memories they shared and inspired during the writing of this book. Thanks is also due—as always—to Mary Granfield for her good company and good advice, and to our kids, Nina and Luke, for being such wonderful distractions. My thanks, as well, go out to my agent, Maria Massic, and my editor, Elizabeth Beier, for their unswerving support and enthusiasm.
An ordinary Evening in New Haven
All through that
winter and into the spring, when our Tuesday- and Thursday-night dinner shifts were done, Matt and I would sit at the long table near the salad bar and plan his end-of-the-year party, our voices echoing importantly in the cavernous wood-panelled dining hall.
“What do you think?” he asked. “We gonna need more than two kegs?”
“Depends, I guess. How many people are coming?”
“A lot.” Matt fixed me with those weirdly translucent blue eyes of his, eyes that sometimes made me think I was looking straight into his head. “I’m just gonna plaster the campus with signs that say, ‘Party at Matt’s.’ As far as I’m concerned, the whole school’s invited, plus all of Jessica’s friends from Columbia. I wouldn’t be surprised if a couple hundred people show up.”
“A couple hundred? Your landlord’s gonna freak.”
“I talked to him. He’s cool about it.”
“Cool about a couple hundred people?” I hadn’t had much experience with landlords, having lived only at home and in dorms for the first twenty years of my life, but even I had enough sense to be skeptical of this claim.
“Lance is a party guy. Two glasses of grain alcohol and he’ll be sliding naked down the banister to answer the door.”
“Grain alcohol? Who said anything about grain alcohol?”
“You can’t have a really good party without it. Not the kind of party I’m talking about.”
“That stuff’ll fuck you up,” I said, trying to sound as though I
were speaking from experience. It was a tone I’d pretty much mastered in my first two and a half years of college.
Matt looked away, a private, dreamy smile softening the intensity of his face. I followed his gaze down the long center aisle of the dining hall, taking quiet satisfaction in the order I’d imposed on what only an hour before had been total chaos. While Matt had been working the dish line, feverishly sorting the dirty plates, glasses, and silverware from trays that came streaming toward him on the conveyor belt, I’d been clearing tables, straightening chairs, emptying ashtrays, laying down fresh paper doilies and clean water glasses, propping up table tents, and wiping the floor with a big hairy dust mop. All the dead guys on the wall, the former masters and rich donors and esteemed scholars, looked down upon my handiwork with solemn approval. They appreciated a clean dining hall and were glad I had made myself useful.
“What I really want,” Matt mused, “is a party where everyone gets laid who wants to.”
“There’s a name for that.”
“I’m not talking about an orgy,” he said, apparently disappointed in me for thinking that he was. “I’m talking about a situation where everyone gets lucky in their own way.”
“Sounds like an orgy to me.”
Nick, the Tuesday-night chef, emerged from the kitchen and trudged over to the table to join us for a final cigarette before heading home or out to a bar, wherever it was he went after work. I always did a double take when I saw him in street clothes. Out of uniform he struck me as a plausible human being, an average guy in a belted leather jacket, rather than the sweaty buffoon he impersonated during working hours, a malcontent in a puffy hat muttering an incessant profane monologue as he tossed sprigs of garnish onto trays of scrod in white sauce and meatless baked ziti.
“What’s up, pencil dicks?” he inquired, pulling up a chair at the far end of the table as if to illustrate the gulf between us. There
didn’t seem to be anything hostile in the gesture, just an acknowledgment of fact. We were college boys; he had to work for a living.
“Matt’s planning an orgy,” I informed him.
Nick nodded calmly, as though he frequently received advance notice of such gatherings.
“An orgy, huh? When’s it gonna be?”
“End of the semester.” said Matt. “You comin’?”
Nick adjusted the flame on his Zippo before lighting up. This was in 1982, back when smoking was commonplace in the dining halls and dorms, and many seminar tables were matter-of-factly equipped with ashtrays.
“Kristin gonna be there?” he asked.
Kristin Willard was a prep school girl from Greenwich who worked the serving line a couple nights a week, a long-limbed beauty with an overactive social conscience who could break your heart even in one of those hideous blue synthetic shirts they made us wear on the job. Nick had a crush on her just like the rest of us, only worse.
“Fuckin’ A,” said Matt. He said this a lot when Nick was around. “You think I’d throw an orgy without inviting Kristin?”
Nick wiped at the moustache of sweat droplets that was as much a part of his face as his eyes and nose and gave a shrug that indicated a certain lack of faith in our judgment.
“Knowing you asswipes,” he grumbled, “it’d probably just be the three of us.”
 
 
Still wearing his
paper dining-hall cap—this was a peculiar affectation of his; sometimes he even wore it to class—Matt walked me to my entryway and waited by the door with a strange air of expectancy, as if he wanted me to invite him in. He was often like this when we parted company on work nights, and I got the feeling he wasn’t too keen on returning to his off-campus apartment. He had transferred from the University of Michigan a year earlier and
still seemed a bit adrift, unable to find his place in the social formations that had crystallized before his arrival.
“I got a shitload of reading to do,” I explained. “Two books of
Paradise
-fucking-
Lost
and as much of
Middlemarch
as I can stomach without slitting my wrists.”
As a defense against looking like a weenie—a term I’d never even heard of until I arrived at Yale, a hotbed of weenies if there ever was one—I had recently adopted the strategy of complaining bitterly about my reading, even to people like Matt, who understood that I didn’t mean a word of it.
“More Whitman for me,” he said.
“Whitman? Don’t you have to finish that Shakespeare paper?”
“I’m so deep into Whitman, I can’t even think about Shakespeare right now. As far as I’m concerned
Leaves of Grass
should be the frigging Bible.”
“The Gospel According to Walt,” I said, stepping aside to clear a path for two cute sophomore girls in humongous thrift-store overcoats.
“Gross, hankering, mystical, NUDE!” Matt recited, shouting the words like a crazy person in a bus station. The overcoat girls stopped in their tracks, whirling to regard him with startled, disdainful expressions. I directed my attention to Sterling Tower—it was lit up again, glowing like an ad for Higher Learning—attempting to create the impression that my proximity to the maniac in the paper hat was purely coincidental. “‘HOW IS IT I EXTRACT STRENGTH FROM THE BEEF I EAT?” he continued, pleased beyond words by Whitman’s inscrutable inquiry.
“Hey,” he said, his voice returning to normal as the girls disappeared around the corner into the courtyard. “Wanna grab a slice later on?”
“I can’t. I really have to make some headway on
Middlemarch.
I hate going to seminar unprepared.”
He nodded; even in the dark, I could see the disappointment on his face.
“All right, man. I guess I’ll see you on Thursday then.”
 
 
On the way up
to my suite, I had to stand aside to make way for the Whiffenpoofs who lived across the hall. They came barreling down the stairs in their tuxedos, belting out “The Lion Sleeps Tonight” in impeccable three-part harmony, off to yet another command performance. Trip winked at me; Thor greeted me with an upraised fist. Nelson Harriman, who was wearing a white silk scarf and looked, as usual, like he’d stepped out of
The Great Gatsby
, managed to toss out a quick, “Hey, guy,” in between the nonsense syllables of the song.
When I arrived at Yale in 1979, I’d been totally unprepared for the centrality of singing groups to campus life, the excitement that surrounded the news that so-and-so had been tapped to be a Spizz-wink or an Alley Cat, the presence of one group or another at every official university function you could think of, the number of people who’d tell you proudly on Sunday morning that they’d spent Saturday night at a “jamboree” featuring Red, Hot & Blue and the Duke’s Men. I remembered wanting to laugh out loud the first time I saw the S.O.B.’s at our freshman dinner, their heads bobbing up and down like pistons as they mugged their way through that stupid song about putting the lime in the coconut, then slowly realizing that nobody else at my table seemed to find this spectacle even remotely idiotic.
My alienation from the singing-group subculture had only grown stronger in the months I’d spent living across the hall from Nelson, Thor, and Trip. It wasn’t that they were bad guys—with the possible exception of Trip, who seemed suspiciously eager to put in a good word for the South African government whenever the subject of apartheid came up. What amazed me was the amount of time the Whiffenpoofs demanded from them, the way their membership in the group seemed to define their entire identity. Most of their time outside class was consumed by Whiffenpoof functions; even their vacations were given over to Whiffenpoof tours. It was true that they got to sleep with Whiffenpoof groupies
and visit great Whiffenpoof places—you couldn’t brush your teeth next to one of them without hearing about their latest junket to Monaco or Bermuda—but it still didn’t seem like a worthwhile trade-off to me. The way I saw it, no amount of sex or travel would compensate for the humiliation of belonging to a group with such a stupid name. For my money, it would have been only marginally more embarrassing to claim membership in “The Shitheads” or “The Dingleberries.”
 
 
When I got
upstairs, Sang, Ted, and Nancy were sitting in the common room with their coats on and backpacks at their feet, listening to Steely Dan’s
Gaucho,
the album of the moment in Entryway C. They could procrastinate like this for hours if no one had a paper or a problem set due the next day, playing the same side over and over again while desperately reassuring one another that they were off to the library any second. These reassurances would continue until someone bowed to the inevitable and shyly floated the alternative of pizza.
The sight of them made me doubly glad I hadn’t invited Matt in. The few times he’d mingled with my suitemates, the results hadn’t been encouraging. Matt had completely misread the ethos of our suite, deciding it was his duty to monopolize the conversation and impress my friends rather than sit back and let us regale him with anecdotes from our shared history, which was all we really demanded from a guest.
“Danny,” Ted commanded, before I’d even had time to unzip my coat, “you’ve got to tell Nancy about that time Seth went off on the fire alarm.”
Nancy was Ted’s girlfriend, and had long ago attained the status of honorary suitemate. She had a room of her own in Pierson, but had abandoned it in October, soon after she had begun sleeping with Ted. Their cohabitation had continued even after Ted rotated out of his single into a bunk bed—double with Max.
(Privacy turned out to be less of an issue than might have been expected, since Max was purely nocturnal, and didn’t even think about going to bed until long after Ted and Nancy had headed off to classes.) I once asked Ted why he and Nancy didn’t spend more time in her room, and he explained that Nancy’s roommate was living with her boyfriend there, so it would have caused a lot of confusion if Nancy’d tried to reclaim her bed. In any case, Max, Sang, and I didn’t mind having her around. She was a lot cooler than Ted and seemed to think the rest of us were pretty great, too.
“I’m sure Nancy’s heard that story a hundred times,” I said.
“That’s okay,” Nancy assured me. “I don’t mind hearing it again.”
I glanced at Sang, who was paging through the phone directory with curious ease, despite the fact that he was wearing very large ski mittens. He came from Southern California and found winters in New Haven all but unbearable. He put on his down jacket in mid-October and didn’t even think about taking it off until we’d reached the sunny side of spring break. His ex-girlfriend Eve claimed he used to sleep in it every once in a while.
“I have to take a shower,” I said. “Why don’t you tell it?”
Sang glanced up from the Yellow Pages. He didn’t seem to be searching for anything in particular.
“Tell what?”
“The story about Seth and the fire alarm.”
He pulled off one of his mittens and ran his hand over the top of his stiff new crew cut. As part of the grieving process for Eve, he’d decided to change his look from California surfer to Red Chinese nerd, and was clearly fascinated by the new topography of his head.
“I have to go to the library,” he said, removing his thick black eyeglasses and polishing them with great deliberation on the tail of his corduroy shirt. He put his glasses back on, tossed aside the phone book, and stood up. “I’m gonna be up half the night as it is.”
Ted turned back to Nancy, resigned to telling the story himself. He had that jerky grin on his face, the one that made you want to like him even when you knew that, deep down, you had grave reservations.

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