Jude Stephens (14 page)

My eyes snapped opened and once again my heart was
pounding. These visions always feel so real that I put my hand on
Alex’s chest to make sure he was all right. As soon as my hand came
in contact with his chest a strong feeling came over me. I somehow
knew that Alex and I would become lovers.

I swiftly moved my hand away and stood up. I grabbed
the sheet and pulled it back over his body. Out loud I said,
“Damnit.” I hated having this intuition. It looked like it was
inevitable that I would have sex with another vampire. The thought
made me excited. I thought back to the two times that Alex had
bitten me.

We hadn’t had sex but he bit me because he needed
blood desperately. That we didn’t have sex didn’t mean he hadn’t
given me an orgasm. Being bitten was the most erotic thing that
I’ve ever felt. Each time Alex’s mouth worked on pulling the blood
out, my muscles would contract in a most delicious way.

I sobered remembering how I had practically begged
for Roberto to bite me. Now I knew he reserved that pleasure for
his true mate. A sour taste rose into my mouth. God I hate fucking
vampires. I may be destined to be Alex’s lover, but I sure as hell
wasn’t going to roll over, spread my legs and make it easy for
him.

I spent the afternoon with Cheve doing my
nonphysical training. I thought about telling him about the dream I
had but decided against it. I knew how he felt about Alex. I could
hear the conversation now, “Cheve, I dreamed last night that I
killed Alex by plunging a stake through his heart.”

“
Great…I’ll go get a tree branch
and start carving.”

No, I couldn’t tell Cheve, but maybe I could talk to
Onatah about it. I wouldn’t be able to talk to her at dinner
because Cheve usually joined us. I was surprised when I entered her
longhouse to see that she was alone.

She smiled at the look on my face. “Sit down
khe:awak. I have asked Cheve not to join us so we can discuss your
vampire.”

I began to protest her use of “your vampire” but
thought what the hell, she usually knows everything anyway.

“
Tell me about him.” She asked as
we began to eat.

So, I told her everything, how I first met Alex,
about our blood tie, about his betrayal, and lastly about the
dream. I even told her about the intuition that I had about Alex
and I being lovers.

She was quiet for a moment before she spoke. “This
vampire speaks the truth. He has great love for you, Orenda. But I
don’t know if he’s strong enough to hold you. I see the string that
connects you. It is strong, but it can be broken. There is destiny
and then there is fate. Destiny cannot be changed, but fate can be
altered to modify destiny.”

Hmmm…okay. She lost me somewhere with the string
thing. Onatah must have seen my confusion because she laughed. “I’m
sorry khe:awak, I know sometimes it sounds as if I’m talking in
riddles. The only thing you really need to do is trust your
instincts. They are what will get you through all of this. They
will bring you to your destiny and to the man that is meant for
you.”

“
I don’t know, Onatah. I don’t
think that I want to open myself up like that again. Roberto and
Alex’s betrayal was too much for me.”

Onatah took my hand in hers. “Time will heal that
pain. Now why don’t you go and finish your work with Cheve and then
when your vampire awakes, bring him to me so that I can meet him. I
haven’t met a vampire in years. Vampires are so sexy.”

“
Onatah!” I exclaimed, but
laughed. She was certainly right about that. Alex’s body was a
piece of freaking art.

I left to meet Cheve at the spot where we always
went to train. I waited for him beside the small stream. I loved it
here. The small clearing was surrounded by thick trees.

The grass under my feet was tall and soft. The sound
of the stream trickling over the rocks always made me relax.
Tonight as I sat on the soft grass waiting for Cheve, my mind was
filled with Alex. He would be waking soon. I left Mark and Bullet
guarding him. No one would disturb him on this island.

I thought about the dream I had. I thought about his
being tied to a bed, naked. He had been excited. His cock had been
hard and throbbing, the tip glistening with a drop of clear liquid.
A shiver went through my entire body.

“
Are you cold?” a mocking voice
asked me.

“
Very funny, Cheve. By the look on
your face you know exactly what I was thinking about.”

“
Yeah and I hope you can get over
the fucking vampire so we can train.”

“
Don’t worry. I won’t let anything
get in the way of my training.”

“
Let’s see if that’s true. Let’s
test your control.”

“
Fine, I have no doubt that I’m in
control.”

“
Okay then close your
eyes.”

I closed my eyes. The rich sound of Cheve’s voice
washed over me.

“
Tonight you are lying naked on a
bed, a big bed covered in white satin sheets. The cool satin
caresses your warm skin. You are squirming a little in anticipation
of my touch."

In my mind, I pictured myself on the bed awaiting
Cheve’s touch.

He continued, “I’m slipping into bed with you now.
My cock is rock hard for you. I lean down to softly brush my lips
to yours. You open your mouth and my tongue can’t help but slip in
to mate with yours. My hand finds your breast and begins to play
with your hardened nipple.

“
Still kissing you, my hand leaves
your breast and travels over your belly and finds the soft silky
hair on your mound. Mmmmm…I can feel your juices already slipping
from your body. You want me to slip a finger in don’t
you?”

In my mind, I saw Cheve on the bed beside me, his
erection brushing against my thigh, his hand lying gently on my
mound. And I felt….triumphant because I felt nothing. I listened to
Cheve’s sexy words and disengaged myself from the entire process.
YES! He was wrong. Alex’s return had not broken my
concentration.

With thoughts of Alex, I immediately thought about
my dream. How Alex was tied to the bed, his erection standing tall.
I thought about how I trailed my hand over it. I also remembered it
had been wet…wet with my juices. We had just made love. I began to
picture how it would be to make love with Alex. He was tied up on
the bed so I must have been on top. I pictured in my mind me being
poised above him, feeling the thick head at my entrance and-

“
ORENDA! What the fuck? Stop
now!”

I opened my eyes to find myself no longer lying on
the grass. I was on top of Cheve. With my one hand I was holding
his arms above his head and my other hand was holding his cock.

At the exact moment that realization dawned on me, I
heard, “Nice training technique. That is if you’re gonna be a
whore.”

I turned around and saw Alex standing there. Oh my
God, could things get much worse?

“
I told you this is where you’d
find them…Oh…” I heard Onatah say.

Okay. That was worse. I had to take control of this
situation. The first thing I had to do was to let go of Cheve. I
removed my hand from his genitals with a, “Sorry.”

I stood and said, “I’m sorry Cheve. Something went a
little off during that session.”

“
You think?” was all he said as he
put himself back together and stood.

Still not looking at Alex, I said to Onatah, “It was
a mishap. Would you mind going back to the village with Cheve. I’d
like to talk to Alex.”

“
Of course, khe:awak. Do not let
emotions get in the way of feelings,” was all she said before she
and Cheve walked away.

“
Alex, I’m sorry you saw that, but
the truth of the matter is that happened because of
you.”

“
Because of me? I cause you to
have sex with other men?”

“
I didn’t have sex!” I
exclaimed.

“
Only because I came along and
interrupted,” he countered.

“
No wait, yes. Will you let me
just tell you what happened?”

“
There’s no need. I do have
excellent eyesight you know, I saw you stroking his
cock.”

Now I was getting angry. I could feel the red flames
licking through my veins.

“
Well, make an appointment with
the optometrist because that was in no way stroking someone’s
cock.” I thought about what Onatah had said; don’t let emotions get
in the way of feelings. I knew that Alex had feelings for me and
what he saw probably hurt him. Honestly, if the truth was to be
told, I was tired of fighting my feelings. So instead of fighting I
said, “Let me show you how I do stroke a cock.”

Alex’s head snapped up so fast
that it almost made me laugh until I saw the fire in his eyes. He
was beside me in vampire speed, grabbing me and slanting his mouth
over mine. “Baby, I’ve wanted you for so long. I’ve ached to hold
you….love you,” he said between hot kisses.

“
Shhh…no talk of love. I can’t
bear to hear those words anymore. Just be with me Alex. That’s
all.”

“
Whatever you want, Wren. Whatever
you need.”

“
I need you inside me…and soon,” I
could barely control myself.

“
No Baby, I need to savor this.
I’ve prayed for this moment and intend to take my time.”

“
That’s not going to work. I’m
having trouble controlling my senses, Alex. Roberto
would--”

“
Don’t fucking tell me about
Roberto now. This is our time, and I won’t have him come between
us! You want it fast and hard? You fucking got it.”

Instead of being fearful of his intentions, I felt
exhilarated as he grabbed me and forcefully threw me to the ground.
He grabbed my shirt and ripped it down the front. The electricity
running through my veins was white hot. I screamed when Alex’s hot
mouth clamped onto my breast. He sucked hard as I pushed on the
back of his head for him to take more. I wanted him to devour me.
He dragged his head from one breast to the other, and I wrapped my
legs around his waist and began to buck against him.

I heard him moan each time I came in contact with
his hard cock. He was breathing hard when he dragged his mouth from
my breast. He stood and grabbing his shirt pulling it over his
head. “Take your pants off,” he commanded as he did the same.

I stood and while watching him undress I removed my
jeans. I stared at his huge erection. Without another word he threw
me down again and not so gently, which only made me burn more for
him. He commanded, “Look at me Wren. I want to see your eyes the
first time I enter you. And this will be the first of many.”

He pushed into me roughly and
began moving in and out of me quickly. I matched him thrust for
thrust. He was so big that I could feel him filling me up. I had
never felt such a sensation. I was still looking in his eyes and
was thrilled when he said, “Let go Baby, and don’t hold anything
back.”

I raked my nails down his back and heard him hiss in
pleasure. “Oh yeah Baby, show me your wild side.”

I was a little scared, but thought what the hell, he
asked for it. I let sensation take over my every thought, my every
movement. I felt the pleasure begin to build. It started as a small
ripple beginning at my toes, it moved up my legs and then it hit
me. I felt the walls of my vagina contract. The first ripple made
Alex cry out, “Oh my God, Wren, I’ve never felt anything like
that.” He was moaning in ecstasy.

I felt the second wave coming. It was more powerful
than the first and when it hit Alex cried out, “Ohhhhh fuck,
yesssss!” I could feel his hot seed shooting into me.

He continued pumping into me, and
I couldn’t speak. I was dazed by the sweet contractions still
spiraling through me. Alex began kissing me. He kissed me on my
mouth, trailed kisses down my neck, on my cheeks and my eyes, all
the while murmuring, “Never knew...I can’t believe…I never
felt…”

To my great shock, he quickly slid out of me, picked
me up, threw me facedown on the ground and said between gritted
teeth, “Get on your knees.”

Even before I could comply he pulled me up on all
fours and slammed into me again. I began moaning and he said,
“That’s it, Baby…let go…feel me sliding in and out….you’re so wet
and tight that I think I’ll go mad with the feel of it.”

His words excited me even more. I felt primitive. I
wanted him to bite me. “Alex, bite me. Please…I need…”

“
I will, but first I want you to
come for me.”

His words drove me over the edge, and I felt the
ripple begin. As my muscles pulled on Alex he again cried out and
came inside me. He pulled out and turned me around and slid into
me.

I was stunned at his stamina. “How can you come so
many times?” I asked in wonderment.

Still gliding in and out of me he said in grunts, “I
told you once, Baby, a vampire has the ability to make love many
times.” Each word was punctuated by a deep thrust.

I began to buck against him. He filled me so
completely that I felt my climax start almost immediately. “Oh God,
Alex, I can’t hold on.”

“
Don’t,” was all he said. And as
the wave began Alex leaned down and looking me in the eyes asked,
“Are you sure you want me to bite you?”

“
Yessss!” I screamed as the
contractions started. Alex kissed me softly on the lips and moved
his mouth to my neck. He licked my neck and then sank his fangs
into me.

Chapter 15

There were no words to describe the feeling. It was
a pleasure beyond anything I had encountered. As Alex suctioned
blood from my neck, not only did my vaginal muscles contract, but
every cell within my body seemed to pulse with exquisite pleasure.
There were no coherent thoughts…just writhing and moaning for what
seemed like a long time. When my climax hit, Alex lifted his head
from my neck, let out a roar and came with me. He didn’t pull out
of me, just rolled us over so I was on top.