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“Yes,” he said simply, and sipped his whiskey, his thoughts having returned to where he had seen the latest report on Longbridge. In London, that much he remembered. But what had he done with it?

From the corner of his eye he noticed Lilliana fidgeting with the seam of her gown. “I hope you don’t mind, my lord, but I have set up a studio of sorts in the orangery. It does not appear to have been used in many years, and Max said—”

“Whatever you would like,” he said, cutting her off. Had he actually opened the packet?

“Oh. Thank you,” she muttered. “I … I, uh, also thought to make some changes in your study. The drapes are too heavy, I think, for the oak paneling. And the gold salon could use some new sofas.”

“Whatever you would like to do, Lilliana, you have my leave,” he repeated absently. He had seen the packet on the desk in his London study, clearly labeled. He had intended to read it … but then Julian and Phillip had come. Ah yes, he thought, and frowned lightly. Yes, yes, he had been working late that evening and had every intention of reviewing the packet when Max had announced Lords Rothembow and Kettering. The two rogues had come staggering into his study, already a bit in their cups, and had enticed him to join them at Madam Farantino’s. It had been easy enough—they had claimed a great beauty had joined the madam’s ranks, which had piqued his interest greatly. Indeed, the lass
was
a great beauty, and extremely skilled in pleasuring a man.

“Are you feeling well?”

Lilliana’s voice jolted him back to the present. “I beg your pardon?”

“Are you feeling well?” she asked again, and nervously cleared her throat. He couldn’t help noticing that her hands were now clutching her gown on either side.

“Of course! I’m rather famished, that’s all. Where do you suppose Max is?”

“I shall go fetch him,” she said, and came quickly to her feet. He thought to tell her that the footman would do it, but his stomach was protesting the lack of food, and she was already at the door. By the time she returned and mumbled something about supper being served, he had finished his drink and was pacing in front of a bank of pane-glass windows, feeling faint from hunger.

In the dining room, he ate as if he had not tasted food in days. “I don’t know where he found the cook, but I
shall have to thank Max for his efforts. This soup is extraordinarily good,” he remarked.

“Mr. Deavers comes to us from Keswick,” Lilliana replied. “Max happened upon him quite by accident.”

Adrian shot her a curious look as he fit another spoonful of soup into his mouth. “Indeed? I take it then you have had the opportunity to review the staff?”

She looked puzzled. “Review them? I went to the kitchens for a cup of tea, if that is what you mean.”

Country lass.
Adrian smiled indulgently as he reached for his wine. “You need not serve yourself tea, Lilliana. There are more than enough servants here to do that for you. Just call when you want something,” he said, and motioned apathetically at the bellpull.

Lilliana blinked her large green eyes, and Adrian experienced a fleeting image of them half closed, the golden lashes fluttering in the throes of passion. “I am not helpless,” she said, and laughed tautly. “I should be able to fetch a cup of tea.”

“Not helpless, but a countess. You should feel free to act the part.” The Grange Princess looked positively perplexed by that, and he grinned at how uncomfortable she was in assuming her rightful role. Extremely uncomfortable, judging by the way she now bowed her head and looked at her hands. Ah well, Adrian thought, and returned his attention to his soup. She would grow accustomed to it—
all
women grew accustomed to leisure. Now, Albright, he silently reminded himself. What exactly did you do with that packet after a night of whoring with Julian and Phillip?

Occupied with his thoughts, he hardly noticed when Lilliana launched into a little monologue having something to do with her many trunks and paintings. He nodded at what seemed appropriate moments as he devoured the leek soup. When he had at last cleaned the bowl, he looked expectantly at one of two footmen who were serving them.

“I rather suspect they have more in common than they would ever admit,” Lilliana said.

“What?” he asked absently, and glanced impatiently at her before turning a menacing gaze to the footman.

“Polly and Max. I think they have quite a lot in common.”

Adrian looked fully at her then—what on earth was she talking about? “Max and who?” he heard himself ask, and looked at her soup bowl. She had barely touched it. “Aren’t you hungry?” he asked, casting another frown at the footman. He was ravenous, but the damned footman would not remove his plate until Lilliana had finished. Blasted rules of etiquette!

“Oh! I … not really, but it is delicious! I should very much like to send my mother the recipe. Papa is wild about leek soup.”

“Are you quite finished, then?” he asked sharply. She nodded uncertainly. He threw a quick glance at the footman that the man could not possibly misinterpret. And Bertram did not—he moved very quickly to remove the soup bowls. As he waited for the main course to be served, Adrian drummed his fingers restlessly on the table.

“Max had all my things unpacked and put away. I thought that was very grand of him, because I had no notion what to do with it all. Except the paintings, of course. He has placed them in a sitting room upstairs, which he said he believed would be the mistress’s sitting room—assuming, of course, you agree.”

“That’s nice,” Adrian mumbled.

She sighed softly and began to turn her fork over, onto its back, then to its front, then back again. “And he said the orangery could be converted into a little studio. But he thinks it might be rather drafty in the winter, and said there is a seldom-used drawing room on the ground floor where I might be allowed to paint if the orangery is not to my liking,” she continued.

“Mmm.” At the moment, Adrian was far more intent on the trout Bertram placed in front of him than where she might paint.

“Would that meet with your approval?”

“I beg your pardon?” Adrian asked, momentarily distracted from the fine piece of fish in front of him.

“Painting,” she said hesitantly. “In the orangery. Or the little drawing room.”

Now
what was she talking about? Something to do with her painting, as if she hadn’t done enough of that already. As if he cared a whit where she painted—she could paint in the foyer for all he cared. She could
paint
the foyer for that matter. Was he to expect that she would ask his permission for every little thing? “Lilliana,” he said impatiently, “whatever you would like, you may have. You may do as you please at Longbridge, and you need not bother yourself with seeking my permission,” he said flatly, and flashed her a brief smile just before he attacked the trout.

“Thank you,” she muttered. She did not speak after that, which was just fine with him. He could hardly be counted on to think of where she might do her sewing, or her correspondence, or any of the other little things women did with their time. When the meal was finished—which he could not help noticing Lilliana hardly even tasted—he relaxed with a glass of his favorite port.

Ah, but Max had done an excellent job of stocking the larder and sideboard. And he would have to compliment the old chap on his choice of cooks—that was some of the finest trout he had ever tasted. He glanced at his pocket watch; it was just ten o’clock. It would serve him well to get an early start the next morning, he thought absently. There was much to plan—a few statues around the place, perhaps some fountains in the gardens. And new gutters. He would replace them all, and the spot on the roof that appeared to be damaged. But first he would repair the cottages and bring in the latest farming technology. Yes, reconstructing Longbridge would provide him the diversion from his life that he so desperately needed at the moment, the perfect thing to occupy his thoughts and his days. He sipped his port, quite satisfied with his little stroke of brilliance.

The clink of china snapped him from his ruminations,
and he slid his gaze to Lilliana. She was sitting quietly, gazing demurely at her hands in her lap. The candlelight caught the darker gold sprinkled in her blond hair, and the memory of that hair in his mouth, on her skin, came flooding back to him. Funny how a little port and a fine meal had made him much more disposed to do his duty. In fact, the idea did not give him the least bit of pause.

He placed his port on the table. “Lilliana, perhaps you would like to go and prepare for bed.” She started, blinking those wide green eyes. He smiled. “Why don’t you go on up? I shall be along directly.” Her gaze flicked to the footman, then back to him. “To … to my, ah,
room
?” she asked hesitantly. Conscious of the footman, he merely nodded. Her cheeks flamed. “Yes. Well, I suppose it is rather, ah … late. Very late,” she muttered, and came unsteadily to her feet. Glancing uneasily at the footman, she looked as if she might speak, but chose instead to make a hasty departure from the dining room. Adrian shrugged to himself as he motioned for more port to be poured. If the Princess kept looking at him like that, he really was going to start feeling like a bit of an ogre.

But after another glass of port Adrian was suddenly feeling the weight of exhaustion. At last, he thought desperately, at last he could sleep, and went directly to bed, only to be awakened a scant two hours later, perspiring and breathless. It was the same dream he had had several times now, the one in which he realized that Phillip had fired over his head and never even cocked the second barrel. Phillip had not intended to kill him. He had purposely missed, had no intention of firing a second time, and Adrian had shot him through the heart.

He rose from the bed, pacing restlessly as the blinding headache of his doubts came crashing down on his skull. Phillip had never intended to harm him. He had reacted in fear and had shot down his cousin for no reason. He was, as Archie had so succinctly put it, a murderer.

Exhausted and desolate, Adrian’s mood was hardly improved the next morning when a messenger delivered the reply to the letter he had written Phillip’s father. His first instinct was to leave it unopened, but guilt pushed him. With his thumb, he broke the wax seal and unfolded the heavy vellum. Scanning the page, words leapt out at him:
reckless, dangerous, shameful.
Lord Rothembow had taken his son’s death as any man but Archie would do—hard and personally. Adrian blinked as he read the last thing Lord Rothembow had written:
May God have mercy on your soul.
He folded the vellum and placed it in his pocket, then practically bit a footman’s head off when he lingered a shade too long in the foyer after being told to have Thunder saddled. He stalked to the breakfast room from there and was greeted by the Princess of the Grange. “Good morning,” he forced himself to say.

“Good morning,” she squeaked.

He landed heavily in a chair, scowling at the footman who placed a cup of coffee in front of him.

“Shall I prepare a plate for you?” Lilliana asked softly.

He sliced an impatient glance across her. Dressed in brown, she looked drab and ordinary. “Have the footman do it,” he said curtly.

“I should be happy to do it,” she insisted. He watched her spring to her feet and walk quickly to the sideboard. Her hair was fixed in an unappealing bun at her nape—good God, she looked like a country spinster dressed like that. He turned his attention back to his coffee, barely acknowledging the plate of steaming eggs and ham she placed in front of him.

“W-what have you planned for today?” she asked nervously when she resumed her seat across from him.

“Work,” he informed her through a mouthful of eggs.

“Is there something I could do for you? Perhaps I could help.”

The last thing he needed was a plain little country
mouse following him about. “No,” he said hastily. “I intend to be in the fields most of the day. You had best occupy your time here.” Her shoulders sagged slightly, and he realized he sounded harsh. He put his fork down. “There is much work to be done around the mansion, Lilliana. Wouldn’t you like to rearrange a room or two to your liking?”

Funny, but he would have sworn her eyes narrowed. It must have been his imagination, because when she blinked, they were as wide and innocent as ever. “Perhaps I shall paint,” she muttered.

“A splendid idea,” he responded, and quickly finished his breakfast.

She painted all right, alone in the orangery for days that turned into weeks. At least there, amid her canvases, she felt some measure of comfort. Honestly, Longbridge felt more of a prison than Blackfield Grange ever had, she thought grimly as she dabbed a bit of paint on her brush. At Longbridge she felt hemmed in, so terribly out of place, without purpose. At least at the Grange she had been surrounded by her family. What she wouldn’t give to be in Bath with them now!
Terrible pity, that, Lady Albright. You created this folly.

And it was sheer folly. She could hardly complain that Adrian was cruel to her, because nothing could be further from the truth. He gave her leave to do what she wanted, to
have
anything she wanted. He never spoke a harsh word to her, and was politely civil at all times.

That was precisely the problem.

He never said much of anything except
how was your day
, the answer to which he never heard, and
whatever you would like.
Her attempts to converse with him left her feeling simple. Everything she said was met with a polite nod or a look of decided indifference. It created a crushing insecurity in her—she felt herself becoming increasingly inhibited and terribly ill at ease. She worried constantly that her conversation bored him, and if
something was on
his
mind, well, she likely would never know. The man was exceedingly civil to her, but he never allowed her to know what he was feeling.

Except at night, in bed.

Lilliana inadvertently dropped her brush as a peculiar warmth filled her. When he came to her at night, he would whisper
Lillie
in her ear and take her to new heights of physical liberation each and every time. His lovemaking was magical; when he was deep inside her, she felt desirable and vibrantly alive.