Kill for Me (23 page)

“We could pick up. Go somewhere else. Start over again.”

“We could, but I like my life now. Once everything dies down, I still want that house on the hill. It’s mine.”

“Arthur Vartanian will have left it to his legitimate children, Bobby.”

“But I have a legal claim. And soon his
legitimate children
will be resting alongside the judge and his bitch of a wife.” The words left a bad taste in the mouth.

“Well, when that happens,” Tanner said mildly, “you know what I want.”

“Grandmother Vartanian’s silver tea service.” Bobby chuckled. “Yes, I know.”

Atlanta, Saturday, February 3, 7:15 p.m.

“It’s nice,” Susannah said, looking around Luke’s apartment.

“It’s clean, thanks to my . . .” The thought trailed when he saw his dining room table, covered in a white linen cloth and set for two. He didn’t need a second look to know the china was his mother’s, as was the ornate silver candelabra that stood, ready to light.

Susannah was looking at the table, one side of her mouth turned up. “Your mother?”

“Yeah.”

Susannah smiled wistfully. “She nearly smothered Daniel with a hug. I like her.”

“Everybody likes my mother.”

“What about your father?”

“Oh, she smothers him with hugs, too,” he said wryly. “Pop has a restaurant with his brothers. Greek, of course. In the old days, Mama was head chef. Now my cousins take care of the daily stuff. Leaves my dad and my uncles time to finally enjoy life, but Mama misses it. She makes up for it by cooking for all my friends.” From his closet he pulled the suit from the day before and gave it a sniff. “Barely a hint of smoke and rotting fish.”

“Your dry cleaner delivers inside your apartment?”

“My dry cleaner is my cousin Johnny. He has a key. I get free delivery, he gets to watch the fights on my flatscreen when they’re on pay per view.”

“I wonder if he can get those red clay stains out of Chloe Hathaway’s black dress.”

“If Johnny can’t, nobody can.” His stomach growled and he rubbed it. “I’m starving.”

“So am I.” She hesitated. “I can cook. A little.”

“Mama said she left food in the fridge.” He went into the kitchen and she followed.

“Can I do anything?”

“Change your clothes.” He shot her a smile as he opened the fridge door. “Again.”

She looked down at her blood-spattered shirt. “I’ll be back.”

His careless smile disappeared along with her. “You do that,” he murmured, then began warming the meal his mother had left, still thinking about Susannah.

On the way to his apartment, she’d received a call on her cell phone from Gretchen French, who’d scheduled a press conference for tomorrow afternoon. “You might want to talk to her,” she’d told him when she’d hung up. “She still thinks Kate Davis shot her.”

“You’re sure you want to do this?” he’d asked. “Once you sit with those women in front of a bunch of microphones, there’s no going back.”

She’d gone very still. “Once I stepped on the plane yesterday morning, there was no going back, Luke. I knew that then. I’m all right with this. I’ll do what needs to be done.”

He’d been struck with a respect so profound . . . And on its heels had come a desire so intense it had taken his breath away. It wasn’t her face, or the quiet elegance of her manner. It was deeper. She was, quite simply, what he’d always been looking for.

Now, standing in his kitchen, he knew it didn’t matter what he’d wanted or what he’d believed he’d found. In front of the ER she’d been shaking like a leaf. Still she clung to him, trusting him. She was here now, trusting him to keep her safe. But until she trusted him with that soul she claimed not to want, nothing else mattered.

He’d put dinner in the oven to warm and was pulling the cork from a bottle of wine when the doorbell rang. Leaving the wine to breathe, he went to the door and looked through the peep hole. And sighed. “Talia,” he said when he’d opened the door.

Talia Scott held the leash of Judge Borenson’s bulldog. “You forgot the dog.”

“I’ve been a little busy.”

Her smile was sympathetic. “I heard what happened at the ER. Sorry.”

He sighed again. “I guess I should ask you in.”

“Oh, thank you,” Talia said dryly. “Such hospitality.”

He opened the door wider. Talia and dog came inside, the dog plopping down on Luke’s feet with an even bigger sigh, and Talia laughed. “Her name is Darlin’.”

He rolled his eyes. “Of course it is. Does she have food?”

Talia pulled a Ziploc bag filled with kibble from her backpack. “Enough to last you till tomorrow. Here’s her leash and bowl.”

“
Nobody
wanted her?” Luke pressed as she pushed the dog’s things into his arms.

“No. Borenson had hunting dogs the neighbors wanted, but nobody wanted Darlin’. I smell food.” Then she saw the table set with the china. “But you have company. I’ll go.”

She started to leave and he grabbed her jacket. “Susannah Vartanian’s here.”

Her eyes widened. “Really?”

“It’s not what you think. You should stay. Come on in. I’ve got a bottle of wine.”

He went to the kitchen, the dog literally on his heels. Every time he stopped, the dog lay at his feet. Every time he moved, so did she. “I can’t keep her. I’m never home.”

Talia sat at the counter. “Then she goes to the shelter. Then, who knows?”

Luke scowled. “You’re a cruel woman.”

She laughed. “And you’re a sweet man.”

He shook his head. “Don’t let it get around. Did you meet with Mr. Csorka?”

She sobered. “I did. He came with dental records, DNA samples, and pictures of Ashley with her trophies. She’s a swimmer. She’s earned a full college scholarship for next year.”

“It’s been more than twenty-four hours now. They could be anywhere.”

“True, but now we’re broadcasting the face of one of the missing girls to every PD in the Southeast. She’s seventeen for another few weeks, so I set up an Amber alert.” She leaned over, squeezed his hand. “It’s better than we had yesterday.”

“I used your—” Susannah stopped short, damp towels folded neatly in her arms, her gaze fixed on their joined hands. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know anyone else was here.”

Smiling, Talia extended her hand. “I’m Talia Scott. I work with Luke and Daniel.”

Susannah shifted the towels to one arm so that she could shake Talia’s hand. “It’s nice to meet you. You talked to Gretchen French.”

“And all the other victims,” Talia said. “Except you,” she added gently.

Susannah’s cheeks darkened. “I gave my statement to ASA Hathaway.”

“That’s not what I meant. I spoke with all the women, making sure they understood their rights and the resources available to them.”

Susannah’s smile was brittle. “I’m a prosecutor. I know my rights. But thank you.”

“You know how to tell other people their rights,” Talia said, undaunted. “You might not think about them for yourself in the same way. You can call me any time if you’d like to talk.” She held out her card, her easy smile still in place.

Reluctantly Susannah took it. “Gretchen speaks highly of you,” she said quietly. Then she lifted her brows at the bag of kibble on the counter. “Is that dinner?”

Luke looked down at his feet and scowled again. “It’s hers.”

Susannah’s face lit up in a smile that made his chest hurt. “Oh, look.” She dropped to her knees, setting the towels aside, petting the dog’s head. “Is she yours, Talia?”

Talia chuckled and winked at him. “Nope. She’s Luke’s.”

“I don’t like you,” he muttered, and Talia chuckled again.

Then Susannah looked up at him, the smile still on her face. “She’s yours? Really?”

He sighed. “Yeah. I guess so, until I can find her another home. She’s Judge Borenson’s. If he turns up alive, she goes back to Judge Borenson.”

Susannah turned back to the ugly bulldog. “I have a dog. At home in New York.”

“What kind?” Talia asked.

“Sheltie. Her name is Thor.”

Talia laughed. “A sheltie named Thor? That sounds like a story.”

“It is. She’s in the kennel, probably wondering when I’m coming back to get her.” The dog licked Susannah’s face, making her laugh, and the small sound of joy took the pain in his chest and gave it a twist.

“What’s her name?” she asked.

“Darlin’,” he said softly, and she looked up, meeting his eyes.

“That’s nice.” Her smile faltered. “Do you always take in strays, Luke?”

“Not usually,” he said, then, aware that he’d been staring, looked away.

“We’re having wine, Susannah,” Talia said, taking pity on him. “Want some?”

“I don’t drink, but you go ahead. Dinner smells wonderful. Are you staying, Talia?”

“Yes,” Luke said.

“No,” Talia said at the same time. “I have to be getting home.”

“You’re sure you can’t take the dog?” Luke asked under his breath.

“Nope,” Talia said cheerfully. “My roommate said no more when I brought home the fourth one. I think she means it this time. So it’s you or the pound,
Luka
.” She reached over the counter, patted his cheek. “Just think what joy a dog can add to your home.”

Luke had to laugh at the sparkle in her eyes. “You’re enjoying this.”

“Walk me to the door. It was nice to meet you, Susannah. Call me any time.”

Luke walked Talia to the door, Darlin’ at his heels once more. “What?” he asked.

Talia shook her head, her lips twitching. “Oh, baby, you got it bad. And she’s not Greek. What’s Mama Papa going to say?”

“Who do you think set the damn table?”

“Interesting.” She sobered. “Have Susannah call me if she needs me.”

“She’s just like Daniel,” he murmured. “They both just shove it all back down.”

“I know,” she said. “When do you want to leave for Poplar Bluff?”

“It would be easier to get Kasey Knight’s friends during a school day, but we can’t wait till Monday. Let’s leave right after morning meeting. We’ll be there by eleven.”

“That’s during church.” Talia considered it. “Poplar Bluff’s a small town. Let me contact the minister and see if they go to his church. That might be the best place to catch them after all. I’ll see you tomorrow. Bring me some leftovers, okay?”

“You could just stay for dinner.”

She smiled. “No, I really can’t. Good luck, Luka.”

Rolling his eyes, he went back to the kitchen where Susannah was tearing lettuce. He leaned against the refrigerator, Darlin’ at his feet. “She won’t stop following me.”

One side of Susannah’s mouth lifted in the half smile he’d come to anticipate. “Did you bring her out of the woods?”

“I guess in a way I did.”

She pushed him aside gently, grabbing vegetables from the refrigerator. “Then, there you go. Darlin’ is to you what Jane Doe is to me. And, to a certain extent,” she added, cutting the ends off cucumbers with more force than needed, “what I am to you.”

He wanted to grab her shoulders and make her look at him, but he stayed where he was. “That’s not fair to either of us,” Luke said quietly.

She dropped her chin. “You’re right. I’m sorry.” She swallowed hard, focusing on the vegetables she sliced with quick, expert movements. “Talia called you ‘Luka.’ ”

“My mother calls me that.”

“I know. So you and Talia are friends?” she asked carefully.

He kept his voice level, although her question set his heart thumping. “She’s Greek.”

“So? Do you know all the Greeks in Atlanta?”

He smiled. “A fair number. It’s a tightly knit community. My father and his brothers cater a lot of the weddings and parties. We know just about everyone.”

She tossed the sliced cucumbers into the salad. “Scott doesn’t sound that Greek.”

“Her first marriage. Didn’t go so well.”

“Hmm. I’m surprised your mother didn’t pick her for you,” she said lightly.

“She tried. Gave up. Talia and I are friends. No more.”

She turned then, her arms hugging the salad bowl. Her eyes met his and stayed, intense and filled with longing, and suddenly the simple act of breathing was an effort.

Abruptly she dropped her eyes and pushed past him to put the bowl on the table. He followed her, Darlin’ still at his heels, and stopped, staring at her back. “Susannah.”

“I need to go. I’ll sleep in Jane Doe’s room in ICU with the guard at the door if it will make you feel better. I promise.”

“What would make me feel better is if you’d look at me.” She didn’t move, so he gently grasped her shoulders and tugged until she turned around, her eyes level with his chest. He waited, silently, until she finally lifted her eyes. He felt as if he’d been punched in the gut. Her eyes that had been so careful, so guarded, now seethed with emotion, wild and turbulent. Hunger and interest. Denial and dismay. Knowing his next move would be critical, he cupped her cheek as he’d done before.

She turned her face into his palm and drew a breath as if memorizing his scent, and his whole body clenched. He knew he’d never wanted anyone, anything so much.

“How long has it been, Susannah?” he asked roughly.

“For what?”

It was a damn good question. “Since someone touched you.” He swept his thumb across her cheek to show her what he meant. “Since someone kissed your forehead.”

He could feel her turmoil. “Never,” she finally said.

His heart broke. “Not your mother?”

“No. She wasn’t a warm woman.”

“Susannah, did your father . . .” He couldn’t ask. Not after all she’d been through.

“No. But he wanted to. I could always tell. But he never did.” She wet her lips, nervously. “Sometimes I would hide. That’s how I found the hidey-hole behind my closet. I wasn’t hiding from Simon then. I was hiding from my father.”

Luke wanted to scream. To throw something. To kill her father. Ironically, Simon had done it for him. “Did he hit you?”

“No. Most of the time he just ignored me. Like I wasn’t there. Then sometimes he’d get this look.” She shuddered.

“And your mother?”

Her lips curved, bitterly. “She was a good hostess, kept a nice house. She was never demonstrative. Never paid any attention to us. Except for Simon. It was always about Simon. After he lost his leg, it got worse. And when we’d thought he died, when my father sent him away and told the world he was dead . . . that was bad.”