Kill You Twice (37 page)

“We’ll find her,” Henry said.

She was gone.

Colin had not taught himself how to make the bomb he’d strapped to the reverend; he’d learned how to make that bomb from Gretchen. And now she had made one herself.

Archie pushed himself to his feet. “I’m okay,” he said to Henry. He held himself upright by keeping a hand on the tree trunk and he scanned the meadows, the stream, the
farm.

There was one bridge from the island to the mainland, and it had been secured immediately. But there was water on all sides, and a boat could get someone far fast.

A helicopter took off from behind the barn and started a search pattern overhead, flattening the long grass and sending more leaves spiraling off the trees. Archie’s knees buckled again
and Henry helped him back to the ground.

“They won’t find her,” Archie heard himself mumble.

Henry wiped a clot of mud off Archie’s cheek. “An ambulance will be here in ten minutes,” he said.

“I don’t need an ambulance,” Archie said. The leaves in the air were dizzying. They whirled around like confetti. Archie watched one float, gliding gently side to side until it
hung in the air next to him, and then he caught it in his dirty hand. “I’m fine,” he said.

He heard a dog bark, and looked up. Then he shook his head and laughed.

“What’s wrong with you?” Henry asked.

“She left me the dog,” Archie said.

A red-haired patrol cop named Whatley jogged up with the corgi on a leash.

“We found her in the backseat of your car, sir,” Whatley said to Archie. “The windows were cracked,” he said. “And we found this.” He held a folded note out
to Archie.

Archie opened the note. It was handwritten in Gretchen’s perfect script.

Darling—something to remember me by.

Archie showed the note to Henry. Claire came up next to Henry while he was reading it and slipped her arm through his. It was a tender casual gesture, but for them it was a brazen display of
public affection. Archie couldn’t help but smile. “Congratulations,” he said.

“Really?” she said. “Right now?”

The corgi barked again. Archie held his hand up and Whatley laid the end of the leash across his palm. The dog walked over and stretched along the length of Archie’s thigh and laid her
head on his knee. Her fur was splattered with mud, too, and one of her ears had blood in it. She whined and Archie stroked her head. Archie could feel the sun on his face. The leaves that had
rained down from the trees had blanketed everything with a layer of gleaming green.

“We’re better off without her,” he said.

ALSO BY CHELSEA CAIN

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

M
y mother, Mary
Cain, gave me a great gift when I was a kid. She didn’t raise an eyebrow when I announced that I was writing a book. I wrote
a lot of “novels” in my room growing up. And I probably would have given up if she had ever pointed out the obvious fact that I was a child and needed to get a clue and take up sports.
These days it is my writing group who humors me: Chuck Palahniuk, Lidia Yuknavitch, Monica Drake, Cheryl Strayed, Mary Wysong-Haeri, Suzy Vitello, Diana Jordan, and Erin Leonard. Yes, we still meet
every week. My editor, Kelley Ragland, always makes my books better. And my husband, Marc Mohan, is always the first person to read a manuscript from start to finish. I think, Marc, I am finally
learning the difference between
steel
and
steal
. Our daughter, Eliza Fantastic, is already writing books of her own, although “author” is several slots below
“restaurant owner” on her aspiration list. Eliza, this is the book I was working on up in the attic the summer before first grade. Thanks also to my agent, Joy Harris, and her excellent
crew at the Joy Harris Literary Agency, and to everyone at St. Martin’s Minotaur, with special thanks to Andrew Martin, George Witte, Sally Richardson, Matthew Shear, Matt Baldacci, Matt
Martz, Hector DeJean, and Nancy Trypuc. Also, Ryan O’Neill, consider this your acknowledgment redux. Sorry I left off one of your “L’s” in the last book. Last, thanks to all
the people who read the acknowledgments. You know who you are.

First published 2012 by Pan Books

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