You're nearly grown now, daughter, or so they tell me. They say you have beautyâyou take after your mother there, God be thanked, and not your old wreck of a father. Even in the cloister I'm sure you've learned enough of the world to know what a daughter can be to her family, if she and her family are so minded.
I'm coming down to England, daughter, before the summer's out. Red William's been sick and nearly died, and he's having a fit of setting his house in order. Since we have a certain disagreement as to borders in the north, I'll be on my way to settle things with him. I'll come by your abbey afterwards, and it's possible I'll have a gift for youâone you might be pleased to take.
That was all there was, except for his name:
Malcolm King of Scots
. Edith smoothed the parchment over and over, until the ink began to fade from the page and darken her fingers.
Her father did not want her to be a nun. He was not forcing her to be a bride of Christ. His ambitions were far more secular. He was going to bring her a husbandâthat was what he promised.
Her mother must know of this by now, since the abbess had intercepted the letter. Clearly Edith was not to know. She would be bound and sworn before her father came, snatched away out of his reach.
Did she want a husband? Did she want anything but to be free to work her magic?
That, she could not answer. Maybe she was too young. Though princesses married in infancy often enough, and no one ever asked them what they thought of it.
She had almost rubbed the words from the page. She folded the parchment carefully and laid it with the restâyears' worth of damnation for Abbess Christina, if God chose to be just.
Edith found she could not be as angry as she should. Her mother and her aunt only thought they were doing what was best for England. Edith in the cloister, her wings clipped and her magic bound, was worth more to them than Edith in the world, married and making sons for some lord or prince.
What was Edith worth to herself? That was what she had to decide. In the way of the world, she was not really her own person. She belonged to her family, who could dispose of her as they would.
But how they would dispose of her, neither her father nor her mother could agree. That was a choice she could make, if she had the strength. But which? If she wanted and was ready for neither, how could she choose?
Beyond the shelter of the dolmen, the mist was thinning. Light glimmered through it. As she sat staring, the veils of the world grew transparent. She looked down as if from a lofty height on a steep promontory, a high domed rock above a level country and a river. On the rock was a castle. In the castle, as she spiraled down like a bird on the wing, was a great crowd of people.
Most of them were menâknights and men-at-arms. The few women did not look like ladies, and they certainly were not nuns.
In the castle's hall, a man sat on a high seat. He was not a child, but neither was he very old. He wore a cotte of crimson silk; under it, visible at throat and wrists, was the grey gleam of mail. His hair was ruddy brown, his face strong-boned but fine, and his eyes were as grey as rain, cool and distant as they rested on the people who drank and feasted and caroused in front of him.
He was not a king, but he was no commoner, either. He had magic. A great gleaming tide of it, brilliant and beautiful.
She had seen him before. Somewhereâin a place deep down in memoryâhe was there. But she could not grasp it. It almost seemed that it willfully eluded her.
The mist quivered. The hall shifted, brightened, grew. The man in the high seat shrank in height and breadth and much brightened in hair and beard: fair-haired, red-bearded, blue-eyed. The other man was earth and water and the powers of air. This one was fire: hot, hasty, changeable, and inescapably powerful.
That one she knew. This was the Norman king, the one they called Red William. He had no magic, but his eyes could see between the worlds. He did not like that: she saw how he tried not to look when folk of air danced among the rafters of his hall.
The mist blurred again; again she saw a hall, smaller than the first two, and this time there were two men: grey and old, black-haired and not so old. Father and son, she thought. They had the same face, hawk-nosed and wild. They were not as magical as the brown man, but there was power in them, and the ferocity of birds of prey.
And then came the last vision, the last hall, the only one she knew for herself: her father's dun on Eidyn's mountain, and her father in it. She had never thought of him as old, but it struck her with a small shock that he was. His hair was still mostly dark, but his beard had gone white.
She shut her eyes. When she opened them again, the world was closed in with mist and rain, and the visions were gone. What they meant, she could not be sure. She could not be marrying all of them, and certainly not her father. But fate had shown them to her. Somehow their destinies were twined with hers.
Time would tell. That was a favorite saying of her father's. Malcolm was an old fox and a sly one. He knew the uses of patience.
She could learn them. She was young, but she was a woman, and women needed patience.
She was almost at peace, thinking that. She still did not know what she was supposed to do, but she would. In time. When she was ready.
CHAPTER 19
Fornicators! Sodomites!”
William had come to Gloucester Cathedral to hear Mass on this bright Sunday after Midsummer, as he had been doing more or less devotedly since his illness in the spring. He told himself it was only prudent. Cold iron was no use against what stalked himâbut he still had some hope of good Norman Christianity.
He liked a good sermon, too: a little brimstone was good for the soul. A rousing chorus of damned souls, an angry God, a voice duly thundering from the pulpit, was almost as entertaining as a troupe of mountebanks.
This priest of Gloucester, speaking in the bishop's stead, was in splendid form. But William had not expected to be taking the brunt of it.
Oh, it was veiled in the Bible and a pack of parables, but the man's eyes were on William and his escort, and when his long white finger stabbed the air, it stabbed toward the king. “Lost in lust,” he intoned in a melodic snarl, “wrapped in one another's arms, bearded kiss to bristling bearded kissâbodies locked that never were meant to fit together soâ”
William's teeth gritted so hard they ached. One or two of his squires blushed furiously. The rest of them either looked bored or slumped against one anotherâbody to body as the priest so vividly described themâsnoring unabashedly.
If the king walked out on the sermon, there would be a scandal. He did his best to shut his ears to itânot easy considering the strength of the priest's voice. He should have been a herald: that clarion call would have carried across a battlefield.
“Rise up!” the priest cried. “Rise up against the children of Sodom! Cleanse the earth of their sin! In God's name, in the name of holy purity, let their foulness be scoured away!”
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“It seems he's put a great deal of thought into it,” Robin observed. Good if quiet pagan that he was, he had been elsewhere during Mass, but William had regaled him with the sermon's more telling points.
“I'd say there was more than thought in it, myself,” William said. “There's a man who's made a thorough and no doubt intimate study of his subject.”
William was mostly dressed and pacing the floor of his bedchamber, still incensed after a full day of chewing it over, but Robin was in bed and at ease. He stretched out naked on the coverlet and yawned. “Pity you couldn't have shown him for what he is.”
“One of us?” William spat. “I'd disown him.”
Robin yawned again and stretched. William stopped short. That was a very fine body, lying thereâno longer a boy's, but lean still and beautifully drawn, and as supple as an eel.
William was not in the mood to be seduced. He was too bloody angry. “They have no damned right to preach against me. I'm the kingâand I am what God made me.”
“Priests have never been noted for practical logic,” Robin said, “particularly when it comes to matters of the flesh.”
“I'll give them sin,” William said. “I'll sell them to the Saracens. They think they know what debauchery is? There's a lifelong study for them.”
“Now there's a dream,” Robin said. He propped himself on his elbow. He was more awake than William had thought, and more serious, too. “You know, you should be thinking. It's not only the Church that needs a king to perform certain duties. The kingdom needs it, too. King's blood is more than what he sheds when he bleeds. He's bound to pass it onâto get an heir.”
“I have an heir,” William said. “I have two. There's Robertâwho I admit is a sluggard, but he has the bloodâand Henry, who's a sorcerer, too. Henry's been populating the earth with bastards. Robert's been a bit less diligent, but there's no doubt he's a man for women. There's more than enough of the Conqueror's blood to keep old Britain happy.”
“You are the king,” Robin said. “King's blood is the land's strength.”
“It's got as much of that as it's going to get,” William said. He hoped he sounded grim rather than desperate.
“You should think,” said Robin. “There's more to the rule of a kingdom than the king. A queen is its strength, too. Your mother stood beside your father over the land of Britain. When she died, the land suffered. It's still suffering.”
“That's no fault of mine,” said William. “It's not mine to mend.”
“You know better than that,” Robin said.
William scowled at him. “What would I do with a queen?”
“Share the rule with her. Get sons on her.”
William shook his head. “No. Oh, no. I'm not sharing my power. And I certainly am notâ”
“Think,” said Robin. He kept saying that. William was going to hit him the next time he said it. “A queen who is also an enchantress, who is prepared to do her duty, who can stand beside you and stare down the priests and the scandalmongersâ”
“Well,” said William, “if that's all I need, I'll call on my sister. I don't need to marry her, do I? Wasn't there an old kingdom that had brother and sister sharing the throne?”
“No doubt,” said Robin, “somewhere. But the Church would still thunder against youâmaybe worse, if it can add incest to the count of your sins.”
William hissed through his teeth. “God! Is there no end to the prurience of priests?”
“I would say not,” said Robin. “Since they can't have it, they dream endlessly of it, and with great invention, too.”
“I'm not going to take a queen,” William said.
“You may have to,” said Robin.
“Why? Do you have one in mind?”
If William had hoped to catch Robin off guard, he was disappointed. “In fact,” Robin said, “there is one. Would you like to meet her?”
“Who is she?”
Robin smiled. Then he shook his head. “No, no. You're not interested.”
“You're teasing me,” William said, and not pleasantly, either. “Tell me who she is.”
“She's in a convent at the moment,” Robin said. “Her lineage is doubly royal. She goes both to Alfred and an old royal line of Britain. She has great magic.”
“Her name,” William said with the rumble of a growl. “Tell me.”
“Edith,” said Robin. “Her name is Edith.”
A bark of laughter escaped William. “What! Old Edward's queen? She's years dead.”
“Hardly,” Robin said. “That Edith was no descendant of Alfred. This one comes from the old blood.”
William's eyes narrowed. People said he had more brawn than brain, and thinking was not his greatest strength. But he was not quite an idiot, either. “What, old Malcolm's daughter? My brother Robert's goddaughter? She must be all of seven years old.”
“Twelve,” said Robin, “and growing fast.”
“No,” William said flatly. “I don't rob cradles. I don't lust after little boys, and I won't take a girlchild from her mother's tit.”
“Meet her first,” said Robin, “before you refuse altogether. She has magic to burnâand wit and skill to go with it. Your sister has been tutoring her since she was a child. She's been raised to stand beside kings.”
“One of whom will not be me,” William said.
“Will you at least look at her? For me?”
William rounded on Robin. “That was a low blow.”
“All's fair,” said Robin lightly, “in love and politics.”
William raised his hand to box the boy's ears, but lowered it before he began. Robin's smile never wavered. “You'd risk losing me to a woman? You'd do that?”
“There's no risk,” Robin said.
“Then what of her? Is it fair to any woman to bind her to a man like me?”
“This is a queen,” said Robin. “She knows her duty.”
“Duty is a cold thing,” William said.
“If it saves your kingdom,” said Robin, “and saves you, then it's worth the price.”
“Is it?”
“Look at her and see.”
William started to shake his head, but something made him stop. “You could find yourself regretting this.”
“I'll take my chances,” Robin said. He opened his arms.
William should have turned his back on them. It would have served the conniving fool right. But he had no sense when it came to Robin FitzHaimo. He sighed, he growled, but he let those arms draw himâhowever brieflyâaway from the world and its troubles.