your passage home when one of many supply shuttles arrives there that can give you a lift
back to Earth.”
Staring at him, Rena was surprised. “Really?”
He nodded. “I do not lie. We will be at this planet for a few days, repairing their ship
and my own for distance travel, but then we’ll be returning to Garden. I will set you free
once we’re near Outpost Five. I can let you have one of our pods and I’ll keep you
monitored to make sure you dock there safely.”
“Why?”
He blinked. “You could have killed me but you didn’t. I uploaded the transcripts
from your interrogation when we walked in the door and I am aware of how you lost your
mother to her cause to free my kind. If any human deserves to be freed, it is you.” He
paused. “You may sleep on the floor in here and I will protect you until I can safely
release you.” He paused again. “I would ask that you not mention anything about your
contact with us.”
Staring at him, Rena let his words sink in. “They might try to find your planet and
attack if I let them know so many of you survived.”
He nodded, looking grim. “It would be a mistake on their part if they come after us.
We are heavily defended where we are. We have been preparing our defenses since we
settled there so anyone attacking would never see the surface alive.”
Steel was willing to trust her to do the right thing. She understood that, even if he
didn’t say it. She stared at him and nodded. “I don’t want them to come after you. I think
what was done to cyborgs was wrong. Humans created them and when they couldn’t
control them they committed a worse crime of trying to destroy them.”
“Yes.”
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They stared at each other for a long time. She finally spoke. “How did you read the
transcripts? You haven’t been near a terminal long enough to access them. We just
walked in here and you started to pace.”
He hesitated. “I have programmed the
Vontage
main computer to send me
information updates so when I entered my room they were transmitted to me when we
walked in.” He hesitated. “I’m not like you.”
Staring at him she let it sink in. “You have some kind of auto-uploading data
processor you receive by signal?”
He nodded. “Yes.”
Blinking, she let that sink in. His skin told her he was a cyborg but she’d forgotten
about the kind of things he must have in his body that could download information to his
mind in an instant.
“So at just a touch…”
He nodded. “I can download files that are waiting for me. As long as I’m thirty feet
within range of the terminal I’m able to receive the data transfers when my touch prompts
them to be sent.”
“Can you send data as well?”
“If I keep the connection active. It is maintained until I disconnect.”
She blinked. The guy had a damn computer in his brain. That knowledge left her
feeling a little uneasy. He turned away from her, walking to the dresser.
“You may have a blanket and pillow from the bed. I’m analyzing reports so I need
some silence. I can communicate with you at the same time but I admit it is distracting. I
just ordered food that will be delivered shortly.”
“With your thoughts?”
He hesitated, turning to stare at her. “It’s similar to writing a program or a document
and then uploading it into the computer.”
She stared at him until he frowned, turning away from her. He opened one of the
drawers and removed something, turning to face her again as his leg bumped the drawer
shut. He threw a bundle at her that she barely caught. She stared down at the drawstring
pants and shirt in her hands.
“Put those on. Your legs must be chilled and that shirt is probably not comfortable
for you. Humans enjoy warmer temperatures so I’ve adjusted the room controls to
accommodate you but it will take about ten minutes for the climate controls to respond.
They are sluggish.”
“Thank you. That’s very thoughtful.”
He walked over to the wall by the door, close to the terminal, and put his back to the
wall. “After what happened between us, I find myself oddly considerate of your needs.”
He paused. “I don’t feel at ease with it.”
Speechless, she stared at him, watching him close his eyes.
“I have data to evaluate, reports to write, and requests to review. Please put those on
and rest until the food arrives.”
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He stood there silently, unmoving, as she dressed. Her attention kept flicking to him.
He was working? She stared at his chest to make sure he was breathing. Eyeing him from
the bed she wondered how he stayed in such great shape if he mimicked a statue when he
was working. She cocked her head, smiling at the thought of Steel as sculpture. His skin
reminded her of a light stone color. Bored after a few minutes, she slipped from the bed
and slowly walked to him.
He didn’t so much as twitch as she gently touched his arm, her fingers curling
around his wrist. Rena waited for his eyes to open, but when they didn’t she adjusted his
arm up. It stayed put where she positioned it. Grinning, she turned his arm upward and
used her other hand to curl his fingers. She chuckled, thinking if he flexed he’d be
showing her his biceps muscle in the pose she had him in. She let go, thinking his arm
would drop but it didn’t. She moved to his other side, stepping there to take his other
hand and put it on his hip.
Stepping back she grinned at him.
This is kind of fun
, she thought. He was totally in
shut-down mode, which was eerie to her, so playing with his limbs made it amusing at
least. She’d rather find something to chuckle over than stare at a breathing statue who
freaked her out. She reached for the buttons on his shirt and opened each one.
He looked kind of sexy as she spread his shirt a few inches apart to reveal that
muscular chest and his ridged abs. She reached up for his lifted arm, bringing it down to
his hip so both hands were mirrored, letting her gaze run over him.
If she had to look at him she may as well look at a sexy statue. She hesitated and
reached for his belt. She slid the belt out of its loops and let it fall to the floor. She looked
up, staring at his expressionless face and closed eyes, then turned her attention to the
front of his pants. She gripped the fasteners, undoing the top one and then a second one
until skin and the enticing trail of silvery body hair showed—from his bellybutton lower
down his body, delving into the vee of his open pants. Smiling, she viewed her
handiwork. “Very nice.”
“What are you doing?”
She gasped, jumped as her head jerked up to stare into a pair of narrowed blue eyes.
His hands left his waist to grip her hips in a firm hold. His full lips curled downward as
he watched her from beneath hooded eyes. Her mouth opened but nothing came out.
“I asked you what you were doing to me. I ignored it when you touched me at first,
reasoning that you were concerned over my lack of motion, but there was no reason to
open my shirt or remove my belt.”
“Shit. You were totally aware of all that?”
His eyebrow arched. “Explain what you were doing.”
Heat warmed her cheeks as embarrassment spread through her. Did she dare tell him
the truth? She wasn’t sure if it would insult him or not. “I…”
“I’m waiting.”
“Well, you kind of looked like a statue and you seemed totally out of it and I was
bored. You said food was coming but it hasn’t arrived.”
“So you loosened my clothing?” He didn’t look amused at all as his frown deepened.
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She tried to back away from him but his hands tightened on her. She hesitated. “You
were freaking me out just a little bit so I thought if I had to see you that way I could at
least make you look like a sexy statue.”
Rena gasped as she was lifted and spun. Her back hit the wall but not hard enough to
hurt her, more of a jarring thump, and then she was pinned between irritated cyborg male
and hard, solid wall. She hung off her feet where he’d lifted her, their noses almost
touching. She stared into Steel’s eyes, deciding he didn’t look amused one damn bit by
her antics.
He moved his thigh, pressing it between hers. Rena didn’t resist, instead spread her
legs enough to let him fit between them when he gently applied pressure. Her heart
started to hammer in her chest and her fingers curled around his shoulders, gripping him
firmly as they stared at each other.
He was a big bastard, strong, and his body was pressed against hers tightly. With his
thigh between her legs, the vee of her pants was pressed against Steel’s warm thigh.
Staring into his beautiful eyes made her remember how nice it was to be that close to
him, how wonderful it had been to be skin to skin with the hot male cyborg.
Rena made a split-second decision. She wanted him and wanted to know how it
would feel to be touched by Steel, made love to, if cyborgs did that. She even wanted him
to just flat-out fuck her without him being tied down. Her hands slid down his shoulders,
down his chest. Her hands lifted from him to slide between his skin and shirt, pushing it
out of her way to touch his hot flesh.
Steel’s eyes widened. “What are you doing?”
She moved her other thigh, lifting it and wrapping it around his hip, down the back
of his leg. Now she was practically straddling him while upright. “Kiss me.”
Surprise widened his eyes as his body tensed and his hold on her tightened.
“I don’t bite.” She smiled at him. “At least not hard.”
His beautiful eyes narrowed suddenly. “What kind of game are you playing with me?
I’m not amused.”
“I’m not playing. I really want you to kiss me.”
They stared at each other. He didn’t bring his lips to her so she took hers to his,
closing her eyes right as she tilted her head, a breath from touching him. Her mouth
brushed his closed one, pressing there, waiting for him to open up to her, but when he
didn’t, she opened her mouth, letting her tongue slip out to swipe against his lower lip.
When he still didn’t open up to her she fought a wave of frustration until an idea hit
her. She went for his bottom lip, sucking it into her mouth. He gasped but didn’t jerk
away while she nibbled on his lower lip, teasing him as she gently sucked and used her
lips, teeth and tongue to play with it.
A groan came from him before his lip jerked from her mouth. Opening her eyes
Rena stared into a pair of gorgeous blue eyes as their gazes locked.
“I told you that I’m going to find a female to contract with in a family unit. This
won’t change that.”
“I didn’t ask you to change a damn thing. I asked you to kiss me.”
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He didn’t hesitate this time, his mouth going for hers. Rena closed her eyes and
opened her mouth under his, their tongues meeting as they tasted each other, learned each
other’s mouths. He tasted of coffee and chocolate, a surprise for her. Steel deepened the
kiss, his hold on her shifting until he was gripping her ass with his large, hot hands.
He kissed her the way a starving man would, delving into her welcoming mouth, his
tongue dominating hers. His hips ground against her spread-open legs, letting her feel the
hard length of his cock trapped in his pants, rubbing against her clit when he used his
hold on her ass to move her up and down on him. Passion and longing rushed through
her, knowing she was getting really wet where they rubbed together. A moan came from
her into his mouth, met by him growling back at her.
Tearing his mouth from hers suddenly, Steel moved, turning away from the wall, still
gripping her. Rena frantically grabbed his shirt, clinging to it until gravity tore her from
his body when he bent a little, dumping her onto his bed her on her back. She stared up at
him in astonishment that he’d just released her.
Breathing hard, their gazes locked together. She reached for the front of her pants,
pulling her knees up to push them down her hips, hooking her thumbs in her shorts and
taking them down her hips with them. She removed them totally, tossing them aside. Her
feet flattened on the bed, her legs still bent as she sat up a little, removing her shirt.
Tossing it to the floor she went for the bra-like top next, tearing it over her head. She
dropped back, flat on his bed, meeting his passion-filled gaze.
“Take your clothes off.”
He let his attention slowly wander down her naked body. Her heart pounded as she
watched his face.
Will he refuse?
She knew he was aroused but he wasn’t a typical man.
Will he decide to not have sex with me?
Her body ached for him. He stood there,