Authors: Brian Evenson;Peter Straub
Tags: #Private Investigators, #Murder, #Horror, #Cults, #Fiction, #Investigation, #Thrillers, #Dismemberment, #Horror Tales
"So, care to tell me what you were doing there?"
"Doing where?"
"You know where," Frank said, and made a disgusted face. "Mine's not a pretty job to start with," he said. "Someone like you should know better."
Kline didn't say anything. His eye felt like it was being stabbed, but softer now, with a butter knife. Either the pain was lessening or he was getting used to it. Maybe both. He squeezed the eye shut and waited for the pain to pass.
"How did you lose the arm?" asked Frank.
"Who shot you in the head?" Frank asked.
"Why are the mutilates looking for you?" asked Frank.
"Don't want to answer now?" said Frank. "Fine. I'm off to have dinner and see the girlfriend. I'll be back early tomorrow. You'll answer when I come back, I guarantee."
The pain was suddenly gone. He opened the eye. Davis, he saw, was awake now, alert.
"You a cult member?" Frank asked on his way out the door. "A mutilate?"
"No," Kline said.
"There's at least that," said Frank, and went out.
Davis sat in the chair, slightly slumped, arms crossed, feet out in front of him and crossed at the ankles, staring at Kline.
"How long you been on the force?" Kline finally asked.
"None of your goddamn business," said Davis.
"What's the matter?" asked Kline, surprised. "I'm just making conversation."
"You think you have Frank fooled," said Davis. "But you're not pulling the wool over my eyes. And you're wrong about Frank, too."
"What wool?" asked Kline. "I don't even know what you're talking about."
"That's it," said Davis. "I've had enough of you."
Kline watched him pick up the chair and carry it out into the hall. He put it to one side of the doorframe and sat down. All Kline could see of him was, cutting into the doorway slightly, a sliver of his shoulder and his arm.
III.
He was walking toward a guard with a gun in the place of a hand. The guard lifted his arm and tensed his forearm slightly and the gun rattled oddly and then fired. He felt his head jerked around and found himself lying on the ground, dirt and blood filling his mouth. There was a strangeness to everything, as if the separation between things and himself was much less distinct than he had previously supposed, as if he was blurring into the world around him. He had, he realized, a gun in his own hand, but not in place of a hand. He was lying on it, it was somewhere beneath his ribs. Could he move? No. If he aimed at the guard through his own chest and squeezed the trigger would he be able to kill the guard before the guard shot him again?
The guard was coming toward him, footsteps heavy and slow. There was something odd about his footsteps, a kind of chiming to them, metal on metal. And they seemed to last longer than footsteps should. He made a tremendous effort to roll over enough to get the gun out from under him, and felt as if a knife was being stabbed into his eye. But it was enough: the gun was out and in front of him and he was squeezing the trigger.
"What's that?" a nurse was saying to him, a new nurse, nobody he remembered seeing before. Her features were softened by the darkness. "It looks like a dentist's mirror."
He just watched her, still brandishing the dentist's mirror. Next to her, on the bedside table, the telephone was ringing.
"If you're here to see the dentist you're in the wrong place," she said, uncradling the telephone. "Hello?" she said.
The knife slid slowly out of his eye and back into God's sheath. He slipped the dentist's mirror beneath the blanket.
"He's right here," she said. "May I ask who's calling?"
He watched her nod, then hold the receiver away from her mouth, muffling it with her palm.
"Your wife," she said.
"I don't have a wife," he said.
"You don't?" she said, and looked thoughtful. "To be honest, from the voice I was surprised it was even a woman."
"Give me the phone," he said. "I think I know who it is."
It was awkward settling the receiver against the wrong side of his face with the wrong hand.
But why?
he wondered.
I've been missing the other hand long enough that I should be used to this.
But losing the rest of his arm seemed to have changed something inside his head, to have transformed him somehow.
"Hello," he said.
"Mr. Kline?" a voice said. It was flat, grainy, with something seriously wrong with it. But vaguely familiar as well.
"Speaking," he said. "Who is this?"
"You know who this is. You've caused a lot of trouble," the voice said.
"I didn't ask for any of it. And I don't know who this is."
"Who asks for anything? That's not how life works."
"Who is it?" the nurse beside him was asking. "Is it a prank call?"
"Mr. Kline," said the voice.
"What?" said Kline.
"What's going on?" he heard Davis say, waking up.
Some guard
, Kline thought. Davis was standing now, a dark shape framed in the light of the open doorway. Then he turned the light on and stood there blinking, his face puffy.
"Nothing," said Kline to him.
"Mr. Kline," said the voice, "we're coming for you." And then the line went dead.
He told the nurse the call had been a prank, nothing to worry about, just a friend trying to be funny. "Some friend," she suggested. She and Davis wandered unruddered around his room for a while, Davis threatening to call Frank if Kline didn't tell him what the caller had said. The nurse, despite Kline's protests, administered an injection and then left. Davis stayed near the bed watching him suspiciously for a little while, then went back to his seat just outside the door.
Kline lay there wondering how they would kill him. He could feel whatever it was the nurse had given him now starting to work, insects beginning to rustle just beneath his skin.
Surely not here, surely not the hospital
, he thought. Even if they did come, there was Davis there, at the door; he'd hear something.
If he was awake.
I should stay awake
, he thought,
I have to
, he thought, even as he felt the dark congeal around him, his face growing numb as glass.
IV.
Later, he came blurrily conscious to a sound he couldn't place, not sure if he had actually heard it or had merely dreamt it. A low burbling. The lights in the room were out now except for a dim glow near the bathroom and a rectangle of light from the hall. What was it he'd heard? The sound wasn't exactly recognizable or familiar; probably the sound, whatever it was, had awoken him.
Something had changed. The hallway struck him as wrong. He stared at the box of light that was the doorway. It was just a doorway, but it still looked wrong.
What am I not seeing?
he wondered. He kept staring, but there was nothing extraordinary about it: it was just a simple doorway.
And then he realized that, yes, that was exactly what was extraordinary about it: where were Davis' shoulder and arm?
Nothing to worry about
, he told himself.
He's just gotten up to use the bathroom. He's moved his chair slightly. That's all.
But there was still the question of the sound. What had he heard?
He was still mulling it over when a nurse came through the doorway, tugging her scrubs straight. It was not the same nurse as earlier. Perhaps this was the night nurse. But hadn't the last nurse been the night nurse?
Through his lidded eyes, he watched her come. Her shoes were tracking in something, he realized, and then realized with a shock that it was blood.
He watched her come, still pretending to be asleep. He gripped the dentist's mirror tightly, thumbing the stylus' end. It wasn't sharp, though it tapered a little at the tip.
When she was closer, it became obvious one hand was prosthetic. The way she was walking made him think something was wrong with her leg as well: either a serious injury or that leg was artificial as well.
Once she reached his bed, she just stood looking down at him. He watched her take from the pocket of her smock a hypodermic needle encased in a gray plastic sheath. Awkwardly she clicked it onto a syringe. She gave a little twist and the plastic sheath came free to reveal a needle. From the other pocket, she removed a squat plastic vial. Resting it on the bedside table she stuck the needle's end through the lid and drew a liquid, bubbling, up into the syringe.
Inverting the syringe, she tapped the air out.
Now
, he thought, tensing slightly,
she will bring the needle close so as to inject it into my arm. When she does, I'll plunge the mirror's stylus into her eye and will kill her dead.
Only it didn't work quite the way he imagined. Instead of coming close and injecting it into his arm, she simply injected it into his IV bag.
She stood above him, watching, still a little too distant. In the dark, he could see a faint gleam from some part of her face, either her teeth or her eyes.
Slowly, trying to keep the sheets from moving, he turned his hand palm down. He could feel the catheter tug between the bones on the back of his hand, but, taped down, it didn't come free. He flexed his hand first back then forward, trying to catch the thin tubing between his fingers. His mouth was going dry. The tubing was taped too far back on the wrist. There was nothing loose to grab hold of, nothing easy to reach one-handed. He could get to it, but not without her knowing he was awake.
He moved the dentist's mirror out of his fist and held it like a pen, the mirror near his fingertips, the stylus and its tapered tip extending back over the web of his thumb. He bent his wrist back but couldn't catch the IV tubing on the stylus.
Rolling the mirror over between his index and middle finger he tried again, straightening his fingers until the tapered tip touched the back of his wrist. Pushing the mirror down against the mattress, he slid his hand forward. The end of the stylus touched the strip of tape and slipped back over it.
He tried again, slower this time. His tongue had started to feel thick and stiff in his mouth, like the handle of a whip. The stylus touched the tape and caught against its edge a moment and then slipped over.
The third time he got the tip firmly under the tape. He worked it minutely back and forth until he was sure the tape was loose enough and then, using his knuckles as a fulcrum, pulled the tape slowly loose.
It made a slight sound coming off the skin, but the woman didn't notice. The tape came up with the stylus and with it came the catheter, stinging as it pulled out of his vein. He groped for the tubing and held it between his fingers a moment, its wick wet, and then pinched it closed.
She stood beside him, her gaze moving from the IV bag down to him and back again. After a while, she looked at her watch. His mouth was starting to feel like his mouth again, or like somebody's mouth anyway, tingling slightly.
After a while, she picked up the telephone and dialed. He heard her curse and reset the line, then dial again.
He could hear the sound of the ringing between her ear and the telephone. Then he heard a click, a low mumble on the other end of the wire.
"It's me," she said. "Yes," she said, and then waited. "Somebody was outside," she said, and then said, "dead."
"No," she said, "the man outside the door. Two nurses as well.
"No way around it," she said.
"Well, it's done now, no changing it. I had to decide for myself."
He watched her cup the receiver against her shoulder and reach out. He felt her fingers against his hairline, her thumb just below his eyelid, tugging the lid up. He rolled his eye back into his head, then let it float.
"Looks like it," she said. "Hard to be sure in the dark."
"Of course I'll be sure," she said, and let go of his eyelid.
He let his eye slip down until he could see out again through his eyelids. She had turned away now, was facing the IV bag.
"Where?" she was saying. "Just wheel him out like a corpse, then?"
"Yes," she said. "Just as you say."
She reached up and prodded the IV bag with a finger, then pulled the finger back slightly. He watched her stand there, finger outstretched, and waited for her hand to fall. Instead, she prodded the bag again, slower this time.