Last Tango in Aberystwyth (25 page)

A dog barked in the distance, and then someone shouted. ‘There he is!' A shot rang out and a bullet zipped through the foliage of a nearby tree. I turned round in amazement and heard someone else shout, ‘Quick after him!' They were about half a mile away,
a group of them. It looked like a hunting-party. I started running as another shot rang out.

Downhill, over the stream and uphill, keeping south of the thin, ruler-straight line of forestry plantation trees and heading for a copse of normal trees. More shots were fired but they were too far away. I ran fast and the hunters didn't manage to gain on me. Maybe they didn't relish the prospect of tackling me close-up. I reached the trees and climbed over the wire fence and jumped and ran on. I came to a clearing, jumped a stream and landed on the other side, and as I did so two metal shark jaws clashed shut on my shin and I leaped forward as if diving off a board and hit a tree with my head. My leg was caught in a mantrap.

I lay there on a floor of moist dead autumnal leaves, the sweet, wet reek of peat filling my nostrils. I panted and twisted in pain and succeeded only in making the teeth bite deeper and the jaws ratchet tighter on my leg. The sharp metal was rusty and had cut through the cloth of my trousers and deep into the flesh. The trap was chained to a tree and was impossible to move. Or break. I started to sweat with cold panic. You could lose a leg like this. And how ridiculous would that be? What if I called out? Would they shoot me in cold blood? What did they want with me anyway? I heard the barking of dogs and suddenly I could hear them scampering through the undergrowth. The barking got closer and now I could hear the louder sound of a man running. Then I heard him cry out in triumph and start sprinting. The dog was on me, licking my face and wagging his tail in joy at the new discovery under the leaves. And then the man appeared. He was wearing a coat that looked like the ones the Beefeaters in the Tower wear, only black instead of red. I'd seen a garment like it a long time ago, a thousand years or so, in Aberystwyth when a man came to buy some Myfanwy memorabilia.

‘Oh you poor dear sir,' he said. ‘Oh you poor man! What have
they done to you! I don't know how many times we've told those farmers about their traps, but they never listen.' He turned and shouted something in Welsh to a man further down the slope. ‘We were told to keep a lookout. They say that games teacher is loose in these woods. Some of the men thought it was you. I'm afraid I'll need help to release you from this trap, sir. You might like to take a sip of this to take the edge off the pain.' He produced a hip-flask and poured some Cognac into my mouth. I drank it greedily. The scalding spirit felt good. ‘Is that better, sir?' I nodded but strangely the action was proving more difficult than I had expected. My head had become enlarged to the size of a small moon, and moving it was an enormous task. I tried to thank him but my tongue had been replaced with an iguana who refused to budge. My eyelids also seemed to have become alarmingly heavy. I looked up at my benefactor but he was in the sky, and his voice seemed to be coming from the next valley. The scalding spirit had felt good but now I realised there was a sharp metallic edge to the taste, a chemical taste that didn't belong there. I reached out into the sky to grab my benefactor but my hand didn't move and then someone switched the lights off.

I WAS IN a room. I was wearing a canvas nightshirt. It had a big black number stencilled on the front. 43. My new name. A nurse was folding my trousers over a hanger. The wound on my leg had been dressed with a white bandage. Nice job. But some idiot had left a team of roadmenders with jackhammers behind in the wound. I was going to tell the nurse, but she probably knew. It must have been a road for the dynamite trucks. Something to do with the quarry they were excavating in my head. I had a smart metal belt on to go with my canvas pyjamas. It didn't have a buckle. There was a bulge at one side. It was something electrical. Better not touch. You can get hurt if you don't know what you are doing. Better go back to sleep.

The nurse appeared in my dream. I told her to go away but she didn't seem to understand. I told her to give me my trousers back. It was hard getting through to her because she was on dry land. I was swimming at the bottom of the lake. I spoke to her in a series of soft plopping bubbles but they got lost in translation. I looked around for a fish who could help. And then I realised you need an amphibian for this job. At home on land and in water. I looked for a frog. Typical, there's never one when you need one.

I decided to go to sleep again only this time a different sleep so they couldn't find me.

It worked for a while but then the nurse came along. She was bending down towards the surface of the water and holding my
wrist. That was nice. Maybe she wasn't so bad after all. I tried to groan. Nothing too ambitious. They still hadn't done anything about that iguana.

The nurse looked at me and shrugged. ‘
Dydw I ddim yn siarad Saesneg
.'

Oh so that's the problem.

She smiled and shrugged again.

I wasn't sure if I could remember any Welsh, but the iguana did. ‘
Edrychwch
!
Dyna'r Archdderwydd
!' he said.

The nurse giggled.

Not bad, great the way he got the ‘
wch
' sound. Try another one, pal.

‘Rydw I eisiau stafell ddwbwl!'

You're better than I thought. You've even got the ‘
ll
' sound. I could never do that. Still I suppose if you can catch flies with your tongue this should be a piece of cake. Try again. The nurse ran out and locked the door.

I lay back for a while and hoped the people would down tools in the quarry. I looked at my watch, almost noon. The lizard had gone. I waited. And after a while, I found I could sit up. And look around. I checked the belt round my waist. It was impossible to remove and had electric solenoids welded to it. I didn't like it. An hour passed and then the door opened and the butler walked in pushing a wheelchair. ‘You'll probably be a bit shaky on your feet for a while, sir, so I've brought you this. The master has instructed that you are to take lunch with him. He also asked me, sir, to advise you not to make any attempts at escape until he has had a chance to demonstrate the workings of the belt.'

It all seemed like a good idea. The butler chatted to me as he wheeled me down a long corridor lined with doors. ‘This
is the old sanatorium, sir, quite a ghoulish place if you ask me. We thought it best to put you here while you recovered. I expect, though, the master will want to move you into the main house as soon as you are strong enough.' We came to some double doors and the butler pushed them open with my feet and wheeled me out into hazy sunshine. We were on a lawn some way from the main house. The cold air blew the clouds out of my head.

The Philanthropist was sitting in an electric wheelchair just inside the half-open French windows observing my progress keenly. Even from fifty yards away I had no trouble in guessing who it was. There was only one person it could be. My old adversary, the locust-sized criminal genius Dai Brainbocs; or as he now preferred to call himself, Dr Faustus. When I arrived he reached out his hand to me excitedly. ‘I really am most thrilled to meet you again, dear Louie.' He pumped my hand and I stared at him still groggy but the fog slowly clearing.

The butler wheeled me in through the doors to a wood-panelled dining-room. Brainbocs drove alongside in his electric car. Last time we met he had been able to walk; maybe this was one of those degenerative things even his fancy Florida surgeons couldn't help. We took our places at either end of the long table that was already set for lunch.

‘Before we proceed,' said Brainbocs, ‘I hope you will understand if I quash any silly ideas that you will inevitably entertain about escape. Rhodri, if you would be so good.'

The butler brought from the mantelpiece another belt identical to mine and laid it down on the tabletop. Then he brought a metal dish of what looked like liver. ‘These belts are quite popular with some of the police forces in South America, although this isn't an original, I made it myself out of some electronic camera flashes. It works just the same, though. Do anything to upset me and it
delivers an electric shock of ten thousand volts straight to the kidneys. This isn't actually kidney on the plate, it's liver, but I think you will get the idea.' He picked up a remote-control device and pressed. There was a flash from the belt and a crackle and then the room filled with the acrid smell of burning meat.

‘Well I think you may start serving us lunch now, Rhodri.'

*

Brainbocs dabbed the thick starched white napkin to his mouth and threw it to the table. In his other hand he clutched a crystal goblet of dessert wine and gulped greedily from it. It was Chateau d'Yquem, the same stuff that God drinks at Christmas. He closed his eyes with delight at the exquisite nectar and then cried as if the word was even sweeter than the wine, ‘Love, Louie, Love. Love, love, love oh lovey love, love! That old-fashioned obsession of the poets and dreamers but so rarely the province of the white-coated research scientist.'

‘You've been researching love?'

‘I was exploring the furthermost frontiers of the human psyche. I was going to change the world.'

‘By conducting research into the neurological basis of love?'

‘Precisely!'

I was about to ask the obvious question ‘why?' But the sight of Rhodri replenishing Brainbocs's glass took me back to that day he appeared in my office asking about the memorabilia and suddenly I knew the answer.

‘Myfanwy,' I said.

Brainbocs grinned and then the joy slowly seeped away and became replaced by a wistfulness as he recalled the events of the past three years. ‘You see, it never really worked out for us in Patagonia. Myfanwy was happy enough for a while, all that singing and being a star and that, but deep down she was never really content. Deep down, I realised, as things stood she
never really could be.' He put down the glass as if its contents were too sweet to accompany this particular memory.

‘I did everything for her, gave her whatever she desired. She was always talking about you, you see. Always going on about how she wished she had run away to Shrewsbury with you.'

He paused and stared out of the window, the silence in the room broken only by the soft crackle of the fire in the grate. He said, ‘She really was so desperately in love with you, so girlish. She was always trying to write to you and things. Even though I arranged that her letters, which of course were never sent, were returned stamped “Not known at this address”. When the newspaper cuttings from the
Cambrian Gazette
arrived with news of your wedding and later the tragic accident that left you cruelly brain-damaged and imprisoned in an intensive-care unit for the rest of your life, it was still to no avail. The silly girl just blamed herself for driving you away and said it served her right. It was all terribly troublesome.' He stopped and looked up. ‘Would you like a cigar? Or a brandy?'

I shook my head. ‘The dessert wine is just fine. Tell me about Myfanwy.'

‘Of course! Of course …' He smiled with benign understanding, and continued: ‘Galling though the situation was, I realised that my predicament was far from being unique in the annals of human woe, indeed my reading taught me that it was such a common affair as to be virtually the norm. But none of the ancient texts I consulted were able to offer a remedy. And so I set about creating my own remedy. I decided to make a love potion.' He pointed an admonitory finger at me. ‘You think the idea absurd, I know, because the words conjure up the image of some simplistic old witch's brew. But I am talking about a love potion with rock-solid scientific credentials, one drawing on the very latest neurophysiological and neuropsychological
research. Could such a thing be possible? To the poets love is ineffable, but to the scientist emotions are just physical or chemical states of the brain. Could it be brought about by design?' His voice took on a distant, dreamy quality as if he were not really here but far away in his ivory tower grappling with the philosophical ramifications of his genius. ‘I had to be careful, of course. I was only too well aware of the danger posed by the cold and analytical nature of scientific experimentation. My wide-ranging study of the literature on this subject made it clear to me that love was by its very nature a spontaneous thing, a wild horse that would not be caged. How then to balance the demands for scientific control and spontaneity? It was like manoeuvring a tornado, taming the tidal wave. Not just difficult but possibly impossible. For it is a paradox, is it not? By harnessing the maelstrom you exert a form of control that extinguishes precisely that which makes it a maelstrom?' He looked at me and raised his hand. ‘I know what you're thinking, Louie. You wish no doubt to object that the propensity to fall in love is predicated on ideals of beauty which we store in our soul since childhood; images which we derive from the earliest memory of the soft, cherished face of our sweet mother. Is that not so? And since these things are set in stone at the very dawn of consciousness, how, you ask, could I alter them? How could I possibly erase what time had written in the foundations of Myfanwy's existence more than twenty-five years ago? It's a good question, Louie, and I'm glad you raised it. I think you will be impressed by my solution.

‘I managed it by artificially stimulating that sensation commonly known as
déjà vu.
I created mental sensations, coated them with the texture of “pastness” and implanted them in the psyche by suggestion. Although bear in mind this early work was done with prairie voles; it would be quite a while before I was ready to work with Herod, let alone Myfanwy.'

‘You used Herod for your experiments?'

‘Of course! And prairie voles – charming creatures. Did you know they mate for life? Faithful until they die, never once straying. We could learn a lot from them.'