Leota's Garden (55 page)

Annie had forgotten all about Susan’s mother going back to school when her youngest started junior high. Maryann Carter had gotten her degree in nursing two years before Susan had graduated from high school. She’d worked as a licensed practical nurse for years. Now she was a registered nurse. “I don’t think Grandma has the money to pay a private nurse, Suzie. And I know I don’t.”

She shook her head. “I didn’t mean that. Mom could tell you how to make sure the house is safe. She would give you some fast training and resources. She knows a lot about taking care of the elderly. She should. Remember, she’s been taking care of Granny Addie for the past few years. Granny hasn’t had a stroke, but she’s had her share of health problems. Diabetes. Hypertension. Arthritis. She can’t do a lot on her own anymore. She’s lucky to be in a big family.”

“And a loving one.”

Annie served Susan’s mother coffee in Leota’s kitchen. Maryann Carter had agreed to meet her at Grandma’s house as soon as Annie explained the situation.

“This is such a pretty kitchen,” Maryann said, looking around. “Sunny yellow-and-white trim, and those lovely flowers.”

“Grandma said I could do whatever I liked in the house. I had a lot of fun doing this.”

“I wish you’d make my kitchen look like this.” She laughed. “I might want to spend more time in it.” She lifted the pretty porcelain teacup and took a sip of coffee. She grew pensive, gazing out at the garden for a long moment before she looked at Annie again. “Before we begin, set my mind at ease. Have you considered how this will change your life, Annie?”

Annie didn’t answer right away. She knew Susan’s mother wasn’t looking for a quick, altruistic answer. She had thought about the changes she would have to make, the things she would have to give up . . . but she hadn’t been able to stop thinking about what would happen to her grandmother if she didn’t step in. “Yes, I have.”

“You’ll have to put your own goals on hold for an indefinite period of time. It could be a long time.”

“I already have. I quit school yesterday.” Her instructor had heard her out and said he was sorry to see her leave, but he understood. He also gave her some good news. Her painting had sold, and a check would be coming in the mail. She had almost wept when he told her. She had wondered how she could possibly move in with her grandmother without a job to carry her expenses. The last thing she wanted to do was be a financial burden. She knew her grandmother was living on Social Security and that it was barely enough to take care of her expenses without adding Annie’s to them. Though the painting hadn’t sold for a great deal of money, it was enough to pay her share for some time to come.

Susan’s mother nodded. “I know you’re committed to this. And I can tell you love your grandmother very much. But . . . do you know what you’re getting into as far as your grandmother’s physical care?”

“I think I do.”

“Well, let’s see if you do.” Maryann pushed the cup and saucer aside and folded her hands on the table. “You’ll need to exercise every joint and every muscle of your grandmother’s body so that her limbs and muscles don’t waste away or draw up and thicken. You’ll need to have a routine so that you can do these range-of-motion exercises four times a day. Ulcers can form over bony areas where constant pressure breaks down tissue and blood flow slows. That means you’ll need to turn your grandmother every two hours, day and night. She’ll need good nutrition, which means you must plan menus and cook three meals a day, every day. Besides that, there’s the very personal side of care. Hygiene is extremely important. Bathing, brushing her teeth, combing her hair, taking care of her fingernails and toenails, washing her after she urinates or has a bowel movement . . .”

Annie blushed.

Susan’s mother smiled. “If you’re going to take this task on, Annie, the first thing you’re going to have to do is put aside your feelings of embarrassment about bodily functions. There’s no room for modesty. You’ll need to concentrate on making your grandmother feel less self-conscious and more comfortable about all these things. If you’re embarrassed, she’ll be embarrassed.”

Annie nodded.

“Your grandmother will need a social life, but not so much of one that she’s overstimulated. You’re going to need to plan for time off.”

“I can handle this. I know I can.”

“No, you can’t. You have to be realistic, Annie. I know you’re young and strong, but you cannot do this all on your own. We’re talking about twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, thirty days a month for however long your grandmother lives. No human being can do that alone. You need a care plan. You need
help
.”

“I’ve prayed about all this, Mrs. Carter.”

“I think you’re old enough now to call me Maryann, honey. And I know you’ve prayed about all this. So have I. So has Susan.” She looked at her. “So has Sam.”

Sam. Oh, dear.

“I don’t have to tell you how my son feels about you, do I?” Maryann’s eyes glistened. “Tom and I have always looked upon you as a daughter. We even prayed Sam would notice you someday, and now that he has . . .” She gave a slight shrug. “Well, Sam, like the rest of us, is going to have to learn to wait upon the Lord.” She searched Annie’s eyes.

Annie looked back at her. “I love Sam, but . . .”

“He’s like a brother.”

“Not exactly.” Annie looked down at her coffee cup. A brother wouldn’t make her pulse race the way Sam did. “I don’t know how to explain it.” Or if she should.

“Sam will be coming around, and he’ll be trying to change your mind about all this.”

“He can try, but it won’t change anything. I’ve prayed about it. I’ve prayed long and hard.”

Maryann nodded. “Prayer is a good start. Now we have to take action.” She stood. “Let’s go have a look at your grandmother’s bedroom. We’ll start there.” She looked around as she went. “Good,” she said, standing in the corridor. “There’s room enough for a wheelchair to get through these doorways.” Standing in the bedroom, she looked around. “Do you think your grandmother would mind if you repainted this room?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Use warm, bright, contrasting colors. What you did in the kitchen would be wonderful. You’ll need to remove some of the furnishings. It’s too crowded. And those pretty porcelain figurines will have to be moved. Too easy to knock over and break. Maybe you can pull these heavy cur
tains back during the day.” She waved her hand as dust billowed out. “And have them cleaned.”

Maryann looked at the ceiling. “We can have a pole put in beside the bed. Tom knows how to do that. Medicare will pay for it. The pole will be something your grandmother can hold on to when she’s getting up. With help, of course.”

And so it went. Annie spent the rest of the afternoon following Maryann around the house and taking copious notes on what needed to be changed, added, or taken away in the bedroom, bathroom, living room, dining room, and kitchen. By the time they finished, Annie felt overwhelmed by details. “I had no idea . . .”

“You can always change your mind, Annie.”

“Oh, no, I don’t want to do that. I just see what needs to be done now.” She laughed. “I’m going to have to call in the cavalry.” Susan. Arba. Corban. And Sam, too, if he’d be willing to pitch in time and labor. She felt feverish with excitement. One day at a time, one task at a time.

“Do you think your mother would help you?”

Annie shook her head.

Maryann took her hand and squeezed it. “I’m sorry, Annie.”

Her eyes burned hot with tears. “I can’t think about my mother right now or what she wants. Grandma Leota takes precedence. I can’t stand the thought of seeing Grandma put away somewhere.”

“There are some very good care facilities in the area.”

“Maybe so, but it wouldn’t be the same as Grandma being in her own home with someone who loves her taking care of her. I know you understand. You have Granny Addie.”

Maryann nodded. “Even when you love someone, it’s not always easy. Granny Addie can be a very trying old soul at times. Your mother . . . well, maybe . . .”

“My mother doesn’t care about Grandma Leota. They’ve been estranged for years. Mother thinks I’ve taken sides, but I haven’t. I just want more time with Grandma Leota. I want all the time I can get, and I don’t think there’s much time left.”

Maryann’s eyes filled as well. She cupped Annie’s cheek. “Tom and I love you very much, Annie. We’ll do whatever we can to help. All you have to do is ask.”

Annie wished her mother felt the same way.

Chapter 20

Corban huffed and puffed as he manned one end of Leota’s empty dresser. Sam Carter was on the other end. Annie had removed the drawers and put them in the living room on the sofa. He and Sam had managed to squeeze the piece of antique furniture out the doorway and down the short hall into the second bedroom. Annie and Susan were already taking Leota’s bed apart so they could move that next.

It took the better part of the morning before they finally cleared the room of furniture and drapes, lined the floor with plastic, washed the walls, and filled in the nail holes where pictures had been hung. Annie and Susan began rolling the first coat of pink, satin-finish, water-based enamel while Corban and Sam sat resting and refueling in the kitchen.

“How’s your paper coming along?” Sam stood to pour a second mug of black coffee.

“It isn’t.”

Sam looked at him. “What’s the problem?”

Corban shrugged. “Lost my momentum, I guess.” He was keeping up in his other classes, but the project for Professor Webster was floundering. Every time he sat down to transfer his handwritten notes to his
computer, Corban found himself staring at the blank screen. “Other things on my mind.”

The murder of his first—and maybe only—child, for one thing. It consumed his thoughts.

The apartment was silent with Ruth gone, not that he minded that she had left. It was the guilt that kept him in turmoil. It didn’t seem to matter that he had been against Ruth’s having an abortion; he still felt he shared the blame for his child’s death. There must’ve been something he could’ve done to stop her from going through with it. There must have been something he could’ve said to change her mind.

Had the baby been a son or a daughter?

Despair filled him.

Sam sat down at the table with him. “You look like something’s eating at you.”

Corban tipped his mouth in a bitter smile. “A lot of things are eating at me.”

“So long as Annie isn’t one of them.”

Corban raised his brows. “Are you two a couple?” Sam looked too worldly-wise for her.

“No, but I’m working on it. Just thought I’d lay my cards on the table.”

“Then I’ll lay mine out as well. I like Annie. I like her a lot. You might even say I’m attracted to her in more ways than just physical. Do you have a problem with that?”

Sam’s expression was enigmatic. “One woman ought to be enough for any man.”

“I agree.”

“I heard you had a serious relationship going already.”

“Not anymore.”

Sam’s eyes flickered, and he considered Corban for a long moment. Then he smiled slightly and raised his mug. “May the best man win.”

Corban had no doubt the winner would be Sam Carter.