Liars and Fools

Liars
and
Fools

Liars
and
Fools

ROBIN STEVENSON

ORCA BOOK PUBLISHERS

Text copyright ©
2010
Robin Stevenson

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and retrieval system now known or to be invented, without permission in writing from the publisher.

Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

Stevenson, Robin, 1968-
Liars and fools / written by Robin Stevenson.

Issued also in an electronic format.
ISBN 978-1-55469-248-4

I. Title.
PS8637.T487L52 2010      jC813'.6      C2010-903573-9

First published in the United States, 2010
Library of Congress Control Number
: 2010929088

Summary
: Still grieving the loss of her mother, Fiona resists the idea of moving on with her life, especially when her father starts dating a psychic.

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Author photo by David Lowes

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To David and Genevieve

Contents

one

two

three

four

five

six

seven

eight

nine

ten

eleven

twelve

thirteen

fourteen

fifteen

sixteen

seventeen

eighteen

nineteen

twenty

twenty-one

twenty-two

twenty-three

twenty-four

twenty-five

acknowledgments

one

“Grand Opening!” Abby read out loud. “Free Psychic Readings! Today Only!”

She was pointing at a hand-lettered sign in front of a small store called
The Mystic Heart Healing
Center and Gift Shop
. I stepped closer and peered through the window. Inside, brightly colored scarves billowed like clouds from a high ceiling. “Looks like one of those incense and wind chime places,” I said, wrinkling my nose.

“Want to go in?”

“About as much as I want to get my math test back on Monday. Come on, let's go get ice cream.”

“Oh, it'll be fun.” Abby pulled me toward the door, laughing. “Maybe your psychic reading will tell you whether you passed.”

“Like I need a psychic for that.” I reluctantly followed her into the store, and my shoulder brushed against a cluster of dangling bamboo pipes, setting off a melodic jangle. “See?” I muttered. “Wind chimes. Told you.”

The shop was tiny but crammed to overflowing with candles, Buddha statues, carved elephants, Tarot cards, crystals, beads, aromatherapy jars and books. One title caught my eye:
How to Read Palms
and Predict the Future.
I turned away quickly, trying to stop my thoughts from rushing toward the whirlpool that was always lurking at the back of my mind, threatening to pull me in. So many little things could make me think of my mother. So many thoughts were best avoided.

“Too much incense,” I said, clearing my throat. “Makes my eyes water.”

“I like the smell,” Abby said. “What is it, lavender? Or lilac? Oh hey, look.” She gestured to the back of the store, where a small table was set up. A woman with wild red curls and big silver hoop earrings was standing there, fussing over the precise arrangement of the floral tablecloth. “She must be the psychic. Come on, Fiona.”

“You go ahead,” I said.

The woman looked up. “Welcome to the Mystic Heart. I'm Penny.”

“Can we get free psychic readings? Like the sign says?” Abby asked.

The woman laughed. “Not from me, I'm afraid. My friend Kathy is giving free readings, but she just nipped across the street to get a coffee.”

“Let's go,” I said to Abby. “It could be ages.”

The door opened, and the wind chimes jangled again as a tall woman in black cords and a thick sweater came in, gripping a large paper coffee cup in each hand. She grinned at us. “You girls waiting for me?”

“If you're going to tell us the future, we are.” Abby grinned back. “You don't look like a psychic though. We thought she was the psychic.” She nodded toward the red-haired store owner.

The woman laughed. “Nope, Penny's the hardheaded business owner, and I'm the psychic.” She let the door swing closed behind her and handed one of the coffees to the red-headed woman. “I guess I don't look the part, do I?”

A picture flashed into my mind: the palm reader Mom and I saw the fall I was starting grade six. We'd been at a fair—roller coasters, candy floss, Ferris wheels, all that stuff—and there had been a tent set up with a sign out front that read:
Psychic readings!
Palmistry! Tarot!

Mom had pointed and giggled.
Want to do it?

Nah. Let's go on the Scrambler
.

She made a face.
Not right after lunch. Actually,
not ever. Come on. It'll be good for a laugh.

Inside the tent, an old woman introduced herself as Joanna. She had pale skin as softly wrinkled as tissue paper, red lipstick smudged onto her front teeth, dangling silver earrings and a sparkly purple scarf draped over her shoulders.

She took my hand in hers and told me that I was good at art and had a creative mind, and that I was determined and strong-willed. Then she took Mom's hand and studied it for a few seconds.
You're
a lot like your daughter,
she said solemnly.
Creative,
strong-willed, adventurous.
Mom winked at me, and I tried not to giggle.

I see many, many grandchildren,
the woman continued.
Yes, you will have many grandchildren.

I started to laugh. Not if it was up to me, she wouldn't.

Mom nudged me with her knee under the table.
And how about traveling? Do you see any traveling?
On a boat, maybe?

Yes, yes. You will still be traveling when you are
an old woman. And you have a very long life line
. She traced a line on my mother's palm with a long red finger nail.
Yes, yes. A very long life line.

Well, that's good to know
, Mom said, laughing.

Six months later, she was dead.

“Earth to Fiona,” Abby said, nudging me hard.

“What?” I blinked.

She looked exasperated. “Haven't you been listening at all? She wants you to go first.”

“Me?” I looked over at the psychic, who was sipping her coffee and watching me over the rim of the paper cup. Her sweater was blue with white snowflakes, and her dark hair was tied back in a loose ponytail.

“I just have a feeling about this,” she said.

I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. “I don't want a reading, thanks. Abby's the one who wanted to come in.”

“I know it sounds weird, but…” The woman hesitated. “I feel as if there is someone who has a message for you. I don't mean to pry, but have you lost someone close to you?”

Abby—who usually prides herself on being the Voice of Logic—looked at me wide-eyed. “Fiona! That's…”

I cut her off. “Fine,” I said. “I'll go first.”

The psychic adjusted two chairs so they were facing each other and motioned me to sit down with her. I hung back for a second, suddenly nervous. “So how does this work?”

She laughed again. She had a nice laugh: low and easy. “No crystal balls or tea leaves, I'm afraid. I'm rather boring. Just sit quietly for a minute and I'll see what I pick up.”

“Do I close my eyes?”

“Only if you want to.”

I sat down, stared at my sneakers and tried to relax. I didn't believe this stuff for a second, but this woman seemed nice enough, and I didn't want to be rude. At least she wasn't as weird as that awful palm reader.

“I see waves,” the woman said slowly. She closed her eyes.

I caught my breath and looked up at her. “Like in an ocean?”

“Maybe…I think so. Yes, it is an ocean,” she said. “I can smell salt and hear the waves crashing. It's dark…”

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't take my eyes off her face.

She opened her eyes and looked at me. “You're awfully pale. Do you want me to stop?”

I shook my head. “Keep going.”

Frowning, she closed her eyes for a few seconds. When she looked at me again, her expression was puzzled. “I see bright lights,” she said. “Dazzling. Fireworks, perhaps.”

Flares. Red and white parachute flares, burning
bright a thousand feet above the waves…

“And I'm picking up strong emotions. Fear. Intense fear. And regret.” She leaned toward me. “Does this make any sense to you?”

“Yeah.” I blinked away tears and tasted salt. “Yeah, it does.”

“Someone…a woman, I think? Older than you?”

“My mother.”

“Yes. She wants you to know that she loves you”— the woman paused as if she was listening to something I couldn't hear—“and that she is sorry. She wants you to know that she is sorry.”

My eyes were stinging, and I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. I took a long choking breath and rubbed my sleeve across my eyes. “Can you see her?”

“It's fading out now. Just darkness.”

“Is that it then?”

“I'm afraid so. I'm not getting anything else. Are you all right? I know how overwhelming this can be.”

“I'm fine.” I forced a smile.

“It's hard to know how to interpret things sometimes. It could be the past or the future. The waves might not even be real waves at all. They could be symbolic.” She sounded worried. Apparently my smile hadn't fooled her.

I stood up and put my hand on the chair back for balance. I felt shaky. “They were real waves.”

Abby was watching me and biting her bottom lip. “Are you okay?”

“Fine.” I zipped my jacket up and shoved my hands into my pockets. “Can we please go now?”

“You sure you don't want to stay for a few minutes?” the woman asked. “You still look sort of pale.” The wind chimes jangled again, and a cluster of middle-aged women wandered in, talking and laughing loudly. “Oh dear. Looks like I have some more clients.” She looked at Abby. “You're next though, if you'd like a reading too.”

I jumped in. “Abby, I want to go. You can stay if you want, but I'm going.”

Abby cast a longing glance at the psychic. “Maybe some other time,” she said. “I'd better go with my friend.”

The woman rummaged in her purse and pulled something out. “My card. In case you want another reading. Or if you need to talk about this one.”