Authors: Lisa Jackson
Tags: #Romance
“Whose blood was that?” Eve whispered once they were driving away from the house. “All over the bed. Whose blood was it?”
“I don’t know.” Cole squinted into the night. They’d loaded up his Jeep with the cat, some sleeping bags and pillows, and their personal belongings and left the police still finishing up. Though there was no body, no obvious homicide, the fact that there was so much blood in her room, and the sick message incriminating Cole, had left the police certain that this newest incident was linked to the crime scene at Our Lady of Virtues. They were treating her house as part of the overall homicide investigation.
“He wouldn’t have collected blood from Sister Vivian and then poured it over the doll and the bed, would he?” she asked, the idea so repulsive she could scarcely voice it.
“I don’t know what he’d be capable of.”
She glanced out the window, tried to gain strength in the lights of the city.
From the backseat, trapped in his carrier, Samson started howling.
“Wherever you’re taking us, you’d better get there fast, before Samson drives us both crazy.”
“It’s not far,” he said, and to Eve’s surprise he didn’t drive her to the little camelback bungalow where he’d picked up his clothes hours earlier. However, the apartment he ushered her into wasn’t an improvement. If possible, he’d found a worse place, a one-room fleabag of a studio apartment, with no furniture, that seemed to trap all the heat of the day within its thin walls.
“What is this?” she asked as he threw the sleeping bags on the floor.
“I think of it as a safe house.”
“Hmmm…” She looked around the room. “All it needs is a ten-gallon bucket of Lysol, some paint, new carpeting, appliances, and, oh yeah, furniture. Maybe a few throw pillows and pictures. Then it would be cozy.”
He lifted a dark eyebrow. “Would you rather be back at your house?”
An image of the bloodied doll and bed flashed through her mind. “You have a point. This is just as good as a five-star hotel.” She set the cat carrier on the floor and opened the gate. Samson immediately streaked out and began exploring the room. “I guess we’re lucky. We brought our own furry, four-legged pest control with us.”
Cole walked to the window, left it shuttered but flipped a switch on the air-conditioning unit. It rattled to life; she hoped it would bring down the temperature and create some air movement. “The good news about this place is that no one knows about it.”
“Except the landlord.”
“Petrusky won’t say anything,” Cole told her. “He’s got too much to lose.”
“Ahhh. A client.”
He shot her another look then organized the sleeping bags and pillows on the floor. She didn’t want to think about what kind of creatures might have crawled across the stained carpet, nor who might have lived here before Cole took up residence.
“Now, Ms. Renner, if you can find a way to keep your hands off me, we could work.”
“Meaning?”
“We need to find out who’s behind all this, and I’ve decided to treat it like a case. Whenever I had to defend someone against the police department, I made it my business to know as much as they did.”
“Oh yeah?”
He smiled. “There’s always someone willing to talk. For a price.”
“That’s the most jaded piece of cynicism I’ve heard yet. Even from you.”
He let the jab slide. “But it’s true.”
“Wait. Are you telling me you have a leak in the department?” she asked, astounded.
“Not just a leak, lady,” he assured her, reaching into a cupboard and coming up with two legal pads and a box of pens. “A goddamned reservoir.”
She was skeptical as she settled onto the makeshift bed and opened the box of Sharpies. “Why haven’t you used this untapped reservoir before?”
He sat down beside her and took up a pen. “I have, but I had to be careful. I was a suspect. I was followed, dogged, tailed, whatever you want to call it. Maybe I was paranoid, but I was certain my phones were tapped, and I didn’t even trust my cell phone. I couldn’t risk getting any of my sources into major trouble, so I’ve laid low.”
“And now?”
“Montoya and Bentz would love to nail my ass, but neither one of them is a moron, and now it’s blatantly evident I’m not behind any of the murders. Including Roy’s.”
She was about to ask who this source was, but mention of Roy’s name brought her up short. She felt a click inside her head, truly felt it, as if something had just unlocked in her brain.
Memories of that night suddenly flooded her mind. She recalled making love to Cole, the fight, her race down the stairs as he, behind her, was pulling on his clothes. He’d tried to stop her, but she wouldn’t hear of it, and when she’d arrived at the cabin she found Roy already dead, blood everywhere, the horrid number written in blood on the wall and, in the glass, pointing a gun at her…no…not at her…but close, as if he were aiming above her shoulder…
She blinked, and the image became sharper. Clearer. More defined.
“Cole,” she whispered now, aloud.
Her heart raced as pieces of her memory forged and melded only to shatter again. But she had a glimpse, a very real glimpse, of what had happened that night.
“What?” he asked, but she was lost to the memory.
It was Cole’s face showing in the darkness, the barrel of his gun steady. “Don’t!” she’d yelled. But the weapon fired, a white flash as glass shattered and searing pain had exploded in her shoulder and head.
“Eve!” he’d screamed. The world had spun crazily. She’d fallen, her eyes fixed on him, her mind screaming, NO, NO, NO! He was so close and yet so far away…. And the knife…There’d been a wicked knife. Blood dripping onto the floor. Cole had been carrying a knife…. No! The knife wasn’t in Cole’s hand…. Someone else’s.
Whose?
The blackness had come at her from the outside in, eating at her consciousness. Within seconds she’d passed out.
Now she stared at Cole with new eyes. Shaking, her guts clenching painfully, she saw that he knew. His blue eyes registered pain and regret. He knew. And he’d known all along. For the past three months, and yet he’d kept his secrets. Lied to protect himself.
“You
were
there,” she whispered in a low, rasping voice. “You lying son of a bitch, you were there!”
He didn’t argue. Didn’t have to.
“But we weren’t alone. There was someone else in the room. Roy’s killer.” She swallowed hard, the events of the night coming into focus, sharpening, the fog dissipating. “You were trying to shoot him,” she realized. “But you hit me. And then
lied
about it. Why, Cole? What is it you know? What are you hiding?”
CHAPTER 28
C
ole gazed at the woman he loved. It was time to give up the fight.
“I was there,” he admitted for the first time to anyone. He hated the look of horrified betrayal on Eve’s face, but he pressed on. “There was just something wrong about everything that happened that night. I knew where you were going, and, because I’d lived in the area, I figured I could beat you and find out what Kajak wanted, what this ‘evidence’ was. But Roy was already dead by the time I got there.”
“You were there…ahead of me.”
“I panicked. Okay, I admit it. I didn’t have my cell, couldn’t call the police, and then I saw you walking inside and I smelled a trap. I figured someone had coerced Roy into calling for you to come and meet him.
“Before I could call out to you, I saw him at the window. I fired, and you’re right, I accidentally hit you. You saw everything I did in a mirror, not the window.”
“And you left me there,” she whispered.
“No, I stayed with you. That’s why I didn’t catch the guy. I called nine-one-one from your phone and stuck it out until they got there, but then, yeah, I took off. As the officer came in through the front door, I slipped out the back. It was a lone trooper, and by the time he called for backup, I was outside. I waited until the ambulance got there a couple of minutes later. Then I took off.”
“I could have died. I—who
is he
?”
“I didn’t get a good look. He was gone in an instant. I couldn’t leave you.” He tried to touch her, but she recoiled.
“You could have sent the police after the killer!”
“It wasn’t going to work that way. They would never believe me. I was right there. I was jealous of Roy’s relationship with you. Motive and opportunity.”
“You should have stayed,” she said, hysteria edging her voice. “Let justice run its course.”
“And tell the police about the missing ‘real’ killer? The one I didn’t get a good look at? Like Dr. Richard Kimble in
The Fugitive?
Always looking for the damned one-armed man.” He grabbed her arm, and when she tried to pull away, he held on tighter. “Okay, maybe I should have stayed. Fought the charges like a man. Ignored the fact that the New Orleans PD had been gunning for me for years. But I thought I could figure it out for myself.”
“Like Kimble,” she said bitterly. “Now you’re pleading both sides of the argument.” She shook him off. “I told myself over and over, don’t believe him, he’s a liar, don’t go with him, and for God’s sake don’t fall in love with him all over again!” She climbed to her feet, and when he tried to step forward and touch her again, she pointed a finger at his nose. “Don’t! Just…don’t! Not ever again! As soon as this is over, you and I will never speak again. Never!”
“Eve…”
“But we’re stuck with each other for now,” she said, her voice quivering.
He saw it in her eyes, the angry, disgusted resolve that stiffened her backbone and flushed her cheeks. God, she was beautiful. Enraged or sleeping soundly, scared out of her mind or teasingly playful, she was the only woman who had ever turned him inside out. And she was right. He’d failed her miserably.
“Think about the last few days—”
“You mean since you got out of prison? Those days?” she demanded.
“Everything I’ve done has been to prove to you how much you mean to me. I want to find out the truth as much as, maybe more than, you do.”
“By making me look like a liar to the DA? By denying the truth and having people, even myself, suspect that I might be crazy? That’s what you did to show me how much I mean to you. Everyone else was right about you, Cole, and I was wrong. You’re just a slick attorney who will turn the truth around to make it serve his own purpose. Worse yet…worse yet, you’re a lying bastard who only cares about his own damned hide, so just leave me the hell alone!”
She was so mad, she was seething, her breath coming in short gasps, her eyes filled with a dark fury that sliced right to his soul. He wanted to grab her, to hold her down, to promise that he would make things right, that he loved her and would do anything, even die for her, but he knew that she wouldn’t believe a word he said. His fists opened and closed as he stared at her.
“Just think,” he tried again.
“That’s all I’ve done for the last three months. And all the while I was ‘thinking,’ trying to figure out if I was going out of my mind, you
knew
the truth. You didn’t ‘think’ enough of me to confide in me. So don’t even try to tell me what to do.”
“I love you. That hasn’t changed.”
She looked at him coldly. “Go to hell, Cole. Don’t talk to me about love or feelings or any sort of emotion. That’s over.”
He didn’t call her a liar, though he wanted to, because it wouldn’t change anything. Beneath her fury was pain. He didn’t blame her for that. Maybe she’d never get over it. But for now he wasn’t going to let her out of his sight.
Not until this nightmare was over.
“Now we’ve lost a cop!” Montoya raged when Bentz caught up with him at the station the next morning. They were in the kitchen, each grabbing a cup of coffee.
“Last I heard, Tiggs was still hanging on.”
“By a goddamned thread!” Montoya sputtered, running a hand through his hair and swearing again. “We’ve got to bring the bastard in. I was close last night, man, so close!”
“You know what they say—”
“Yeah, I do. Don’t give me any crap about horseshoes and hand grenades!”
“Ouch.” Lynn Zaroster walked in and winced at Montoya’s outburst. “Wrong side of the bed?”
“Is there a good side?” he grumbled.
She shot Bentz an I’m-glad-he’s-
your
-partner look, then picked through a box of muffins left on the table. “What’s the occasion?”
“Brinkman’s birthday.”
“So who—?” she motioned to the box.
“Vera, in Missing Persons.” Bentz took a sip, and the coffee nearly scalded his tongue. “Who knows why she does what she does, but help yourself.”
“You think any of them are lite or no-fat?”
Montoya sent her a look that spoke volumes.
She held up one hand to ward off another verbal attack, grabbed a muffin that appeared to be liberally laced with chocolate chips, then hustled down the hallway.
Bentz chose poppy seed. “Don’t blame anyone here. Everyone’s working their asses off on this case.”
“Yeah, tell that to Tiggs.”
“I mean it, Montoya. Cool it.”
“No way. Not until we catch this fucker.”
“Let’s get out of here.” They’d already discussed why Bentz hadn’t shown up at the crime scene and what had gone down at the Renner house.
“Where to?” Montoya poured coffee into a paper cup.
“Our favorite place. Our Lady of Virtues. Already got an excavation crew on call, just in case we need to dig up a grave or two.”
“Great.” Montoya picked up his cup and sloshed hot coffee onto his hand. “Damn it!”
“Looks like you could use a cigarette,” Brinkman observed as he strolled in, reeking of smoke.
“I’m fine.”
“Yeah, I can see that.”
“You enjoy being a pain in the ass, man?” Montoya demanded.
“Rough night?” Brinkman asked.
“Fuck you.”
“Not my fault that you haven’t been able to catch the Three-Digit Slasher.”
“The what?” Bentz asked.
“That’s what they’re calling him. I heard it on the radio on the way in today.”
“No one knows about the numbers,” Bentz said swiftly.
“They do now.”
“Jesus Christ, what’s with all the leaks!” Montoya was blistering now, as hot as Bentz had ever seen him.
“Your case,” Brinkman pointed out as he strolled in the room. He took his time making his selection then finally picked up a fat muffin with thick chocolate icing. Licking frosting from his fingers, he added, “You might want to tell your people to put a lid on it.”
Montoya tensed, and Bentz thought for a second he might throw a punch. Instead, he forced a frigid smile. “Thanks for the advice, Brinkman, and happy fuckin’ birthday.” To Bentz, he said, “Let’s roll.”
They walked through the department, and Bentz paused at Zaroster’s desk. She was just picking up the phone but hesitated, lifting her brows at him in a question.
“You’re working on tracking down Ronnie Le Mars?”
“Already got a call in to his parole officer…. Get this. Ronnie wasreleased from prison about five months ago and kept his nose clean for a while then just disappeared, just quit checking in with the parole officer, and no one’s seen or heard of him since.”
“He can’t just vanish into thin air,” Montoya muttered.
“But he could’ve left the state.”
“Has to work somewhere. There are records,” Montoya argued.
Zaroster shrugged. “Fake ID or under the radar. Happens all the time.”
Bentz took a bite of his muffin. “So, what about the priest? You workin’ that too?”
“Yeah, but I just started. The Archdiocese is a little touchy these days, but I think they’ll come around. It’ll just take time.”
“Which we don’t have,” Montoya pointed out.
“I understand.”
Bentz said, “Let me know the minute you get a location on either of them, Le Mars or Swanson.”
“You’ll be the first to know.” Then she cast a glance at Montoya. “Or maybe the second. I’ll flip a coin.”
Bentz tapped on her desk. “Thanks.” Montoya just headed down the stairs.
“I’ll drive,” Bentz said, taking another bite of his muffin before tossing the remains into the trash near the back steps. Because of the mood Montoya was in, Bentz didn’t plan to get into a car with his partner at the wheel. There were times when Bentz had ridden white-knuckled while Montoya had lead-footed it down the city streets as if he were in the damned Daytona 500.
He was surprised that Montoya didn’t fight him for the wheel but didn’t mention it. One less argument. He drove, and Montoya cracked his window then slid a pack of cigarettes out of an interior pocket of his jacket, lit up, and offered his pack to Bentz.
He almost gave in but shook his head. He’d been known to break down and have a smoke when a case got tough, and maybe he would later, but for now he’d stick to gum. Montoya slipped his hard pack of Marlboro Reds into the inner pocket of his jacket. Finally he said, “That nurse claims Faith had a boy, born dead and buried somewhere at the convent’s cemetery.”
“Uh-huh.”
“You believe her?”
“
She
believes her,” Bentz said as he sped around a truck pulling a horse trailer. “I called the convent and talked to Sister Odine, but she was no help. She didn’t like the thought of equipment up there, digging up graves, but I convinced her it was necessary if we were ever going to catch Sister Rebecca’s killer.”
“Eve looks like Faith. Abby’s already bought into it after seeing her in person.” Montoya shook his head. “Hell, she’s nearly written Eve’s name down in the family Bible.”
“We should get DNA results soon. I put a rush on it. Then we’ll know at least that part of the story.”
Montoya took a pull on his cigarette. “So, where does that leave us with Eve Renner? If she’s not Faith Chastain’s daughter, why did she get that bundle of newspaper clippings all about Faith and the hospital?”
“Besides the fact that Eve grew up there? Beats me,” Bentz admitted as he switched lanes again, maneuvering for the exit ramp.
“It makes ya wonder,” Montoya said, blowing out a stream of smoke and crushing his cigarette in the ashtray. “Just who the hell is Eve Renner?”
Kristi walked out of the offices of Gulf Auto and Life and felt freer than she had since college. She’d known she wasn’t the type for a siton-your-butt, eight-hours-a-day, forty-hours-a-week job, but she’d had to eat and pay rent, and there was no way she was ever going to move home again. No way. Especially now, when she suspected her stepmother might be trying to get pregnant. The last time Kristi had been over to their house, she’d spied the discarded package of a pregnancy test in a wastebasket in the bathroom. Which was just plain weird. To think that she might have a half brother or half sister that would be over twenty-five years younger? She couldn’t imagine.
Besides, technically, the kid wouldn’t be your half brother or half sister. At least not biologically.
She didn’t want to think about it or deal with it, nor had she wanted to be under her father’s thumb or watchful eye when she’d graduated from college, so she’d taken whatever jobs she could find: waitressing, clerking, just about anything steady. Finally, as luck would have it, insurance claims had become her way of life.
But now, thank God, she was done! Never again would she have to listen to someone whine about their deductible!
When Kristi had told her boss this morning that she was leaving, she’d been surprised at her response. “Well, you’ve accumulated nearly two weeks of vacation pay, so why don’t you clean out your desk?” Her boss had smiled falsely, and Kristi guessed maybe Gulf Auto and Life was as glad to see her go as she was to leave.
It was perfect.
She took in a long, deep breath and actually saw this part of the city, the downtown area, with new eyes. She could walk through the aquarium. Situated on the waterfront, it was supposed to be fabulous, and she’d never set foot inside. Now she could go put some money in the slot machines and have a free drink if she wanted, even though it was only ten in the morning. Maybe a mimosa or a Bloody Mary. Wouldn’t her father, the teetotaler, have a hemorrhage if he knew? She smiled to herself. It wasn’t that she didn’t respect her old man. Good Lord, no. He’d done everything he could for her, raising her as a single parent, putting her needs above his. Most of the time. She hadn’t been all that crazy about moving here from LA all those years ago but had finally blended in and now loved this city, couldn’t imagine moving back to California.
She strolled along the sidewalk then up over the levee. The river, wide and dark, moved slowly. In one direction she saw an old paddle-wheeler docked at the Toulouse Street Wharf while tugboats were guiding a large cargo ship through the channel. The sun beat down on her head and glittered off the water while clouds piled on the horizon, moving steadily closer. Yeah, she liked it here, but she discarded any idea of wasting what was left of the day. The sharks and slots could wait. If she was going to make this true-crime-writer aspiration work, she had to get on it, follow this investigation.