Authors: Carina Axelsson
“Sebastian, keep it. You can't walk around half naked. Then you'll be the one stuck indoors with a fever, and I need your help to solve this case. Please. I'll be fine with just your shirt.”
“Axelleâ”
“I promise.”
I watched as he slowly slipped his jacket back on. And can I just say, he looked gorgeous, standing in front of me, torso bare and bathed in moonlight. I couldn't take my eyes off him.
And then Big Ben struck.
“Your mom,” Sebastian said with a laugh.
Grrr!
I knew he was right. The last thing I needed at the moment was to be grounded for getting home too late. Quickly, we turned and left the dock.
We'd just reached Westminster Bridge and were standing waiting to cross the road, when I noticed someone vaguely familiar on the other side of the crosswalk. With a jolt of surprise I realized who it was. Gently I signaled Sebastian to follow me away from the crossing and toward a group of tourists taking London-at-night photos with Big Ben in the background. I didn't want the person I'd spotted to see me. I watched as the lonely figure stood and waited for the lights to change before heading across the bridge. I followed at a safe distance, but she didn't go far. She stopped in the middle of the bridge and, arms on the stone wall, looked out over the black Thames.
“Axelle, who is it?” Sebastian asked.
“That is Georgie Vane.”
As we walked on toward the Tube, I couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking aboutâ¦her dead brother, Julianâ¦and Johnny maybe? Their childhood? And had she come because of something she knew? Or, like us, because of something she was trying to find out?
Model Manipulation
“Axelle!” called my mom from downstairs. “Axelle, you need to get down here and take a look at this!”
A few minutes later I was standing in our kitchen in shock. Both of the morning papers my parents read included photos from last night's La Lune party at Kensington Gardens. And while that in itself wasn't shocking, the following was: an image of yours truly, cozily ensconced on a bench with Josh Locke. Either the photographer had found an angle that made it seem as if Josh and I were practically joined at the mouth and sitting on each other's laps, or some photoshopping had been done. Either way, the effect was the same. It definitely looked as if Josh and I were more than just good friends.
Was that why my phone was buzzing with messages this morning? I took it out of my pocket and looked. I had over fifty direct messages on Instagram!
I was starting to feel queasy.
At that moment my mom's phone rang in her basement office. We listened as the answering machine picked it up. “Hello, Mrs. Anderson? We're calling from the
Daily Sun
. We'd just like to confirm that your daughter, fashion model Axelle Anderson, is in a relationship with Josh Locke. We'll try you again later. In the meantime, if you hear this message, please call us back at⦔
I read some of the DMs and sank further into shock. Some of the comments were really nasty; a few even threatened violence.
I hate you!!!
Don't think it's gonna last. Josh Locke went out with my friend andâ¦
I'm going to find you, YOU B****!
Josh certainly wouldn't need to bother hiring bodyguards, I thought. All he had to do was unleash a few fans, and he'd be more than safe.
“Mom, I swearâit was nothing like this! Josh and I sat together on the bench. That much is true, but we weren't anywhere like this close to each other in real life. We were just talking. Besides, Sebastian was there with me!”
My explanation was cut short by Primrose, who helps in the house in the mornings. Actually, it wasn't Primrose herself who offered a fresh distraction, but rather what she was carrying. “Axelle, this is for you. It was on the doormat. It's unmarkedâit must have been delivered by hand.”
I took the envelope and looked at it. It was manila, A5-sized, and it had my name handwritten on the front in black ink. I didn't recognize the handwriting. I hesitated to open it. Was this some kind of threat from yet another crazed Josh Locke fan?
“Shall I open it for you, darling?” Mom asked.
“No, that's all right, Mom,” I said as I ripped into the envelope.
The contents caught me completely by surprise. “So what is it?” Mom asked, peering at what I was holding.
“Oh, nothing to worry about. It's just a note about school,” I lied. “I'll take it upstairs.” All thoughts of Josh were pushed to the back of my mind as I sprang up the stairs two at a time. “I'll be right back,” I called down.
I sat on my bed, Halley next to me, and emptied the envelope. Inside was a photo of what I presumed to be the entrance hall of the Dawson Place mansionâI recognized the stained-glass windows. Attached to it with a paper clip was a note.
Help!
At the time everyone asked me about what I could see, but not about what I could hear. I'm so, so tired. And the nightmares don't stop.
Help me.
I looked at the photo again. The word “Hall” was handwritten in the top left-hand corner. The picture was printed on normal photographic paper, recently it seemedâif the crisp edges and ever-so-slightly sticky surface of the image were anything to go by.
Holding the photo up to the light coming through my window, I carefully studied the word in the corner. Like the writing on the envelope it didn't seem to be particularly masculine, feminine, old-fashioned, or unusual in any way. I certainly didn't recognize it.
The thought running through my mind, of course, was that whoever had sent this to me had sent the old photo to Gavin.
I picked the envelope up again and looked at it carefully. Hmmâ¦it looked similar to the one in the background of Gavin's photo. I got up and went to my desk. On top of it lay the four copies of Gavin's photograph that I'd printed first thing that morning. (I'd figured that at the rate I kept handing them out, I should make several.)
Was it a coincidence that both of our photos had been delivered to us in the same way? I doubted it.
So who'd sent them? And why?
In my head I imagined someone frightened and haunted by the past. Maybe they'd stayed quiet for so long that now they were desperate to speak out. About what though? Something they knew? Or, as their note suggested, something they'd heard?
They were probably terrified of being found out by whoever had threatened or frightened them into staying quiet all these years. Hence, perhaps, the anonymous clue and the plea for help?
Yesterday I'd made it clear to Johnny, Georgie, Caro, and Jane that I was delving into that part of their past. Perhaps whoever had sent Gavin the clue had realized they had another chance of releasing the truthâ¦through me.
But which one of them was it? Assuming the sender was one of those four people, of courseâ¦and it now seemed more likely than ever that it was. Tallulah, Sebastian, and I had searched every possible lead in Gavin's agenda and phone and had got nowhere.
I looked at the photo again. Why an old picture of the hall? There had to be a connection with Clarissa Vane's death⦠The newspaper reports and Mr. Rivera's account all told the same story. Clarissa Vane had fallen as she'd walked down the stairs in the hall of her Dawson Place mansion. Death had been instantaneous. There'd been no suspicion of foul play, although the newspapers had made a point of saying that she'd been at a party the night before, insinuating that perhaps she'd been under the influence of something. It all added to the feeling of an untimely tragedy.
I reread the note:
Help!
At the time everyone asked me about what I could see, but not about what I could hear. I'm so, so tired. And the nightmares don't stop.
Help me.
So who was there when the accident had happened? I had to find out.
It was time to get working on the caseâand the first thing I had to do was call Mr. Rivera to ask him if we could meet early that evening. Fortunately he agreed.
A million thoughts seemed to be going through my mind, and the most distracting, annoying, and just plain stupid one was about the photo of me and Josh in the newspapers. As if having that maliciously manipulated image weighing heavily on me wasn't enough, I kept being reminded of it by the way my phone was vibrating relentlessly. If I hadn't needed to be available in case Tallulah or Sebastian called, I would have turned it off altogether. I'd already received a good number of texts from girls at schoolâincluding ones I only vaguely knew (how did they get my number?)âcommenting on how amazing it was that I'd kissed Josh Locke.
Argh!
I sent them all the same reply:
I DID NOT KISS HIM!!! The photo has been manipulated! We sat on the same bench and were present at the same partyâbut that's it!
Another worry circling my mind was what Sebastian was thinking. Yesterday I'd insisted numerous times that Josh and I were only friends. I needed to talk to him about the photo of the hallâ¦but dreaded having to discuss the photo in the papers.
Case first, Axelle, case first
, I told myself.
Gavin and Tallulah are depending on you, remember?
While I was brushing my teeth I decided to send Sebastian a message. I kept it as simple as possible, in the hope that he hadn't read any of the papers:
Where are you?
His answer came back right away:
I can't sing or write songsâare you sure you have the right person?
Grrr!
I wrote back:
I'm sorry about the photo, but can we please talk about it when I see you? It's not how it looks.
Sebastian:
Now you're paraphrasing yourself: “Things aren't always as they seem.”
Me:
You're in fine form this morning, aren't you? I have a case to solve. Are you up to helping me? Or not?
Sebastian:
Oh, so you can solve it without my help?
Me:
Just try me.
Sebastian:
Still tough, Holmes. I like that. Anyway, I plan on watching you solve itâfrom up close. When and where?
Me:
After La Lune show, Bond Street Tube station in Mayfairâwestbound platform of the Central line. At 4-ish. Will message you when show is over. Need to go to Notting Hill Gate, meeting Mr. Rivera again at 5. Can you bring notes re Clarissa's death? Also, interesting development this morningâ¦image to follow.
I took a photo of the picture and note I'd received and sent them to Sebastian before texting again:
Hand delivered to my address this morning. Let me know what you think.
Now didn't seem like the moment to remind Sebastian that I had a meeting with Josh Locke's grandmother, so I didn't say anything about it, although knowing him, he would remember anyway.
Sebastian:
I'll be there at 4. No need to message me unless plans change.
Then:
Just saw the image you sent⦠I'll have a proper look and get back to you. Assume you've had some thoughts already?
Me:
Sort ofâ¦
Sebastian again:
By the way, I still don't sing or write songs.
Me:
With your voice, it's probably better that way.
Sebastian:
Ouch! Now who's in fine form?
I was smiling as I put my phone down, but it didn't last long. A quick glance out the bedroom window gave me my second big surprise of the morning. Thanks to my supposed romance with Josh Locke, there were now paparazzi standing outside our house!
I pulled back quickly. Here was a situation I absolutely had not thought about. I grabbed my phone and texted the number Josh had given me the previous day. There was
no way
I could let him drive me to his grandmother's now. I'd have to insist on a change of planâone that didn't include me going anywhere with him.
The whole fame thing freaked me out, frankly. I don't know how Josh could deal with itâeven if, as Jenny insisted (and she did have a point), it was a part of his life that he couldn't really do much about. I, however, could do something about it. I could get myself, by myself, to meet his grandmother.
Josh picked up on the first ring, and fortunately he understood my point. He apologized for the situation he'd put me in and said that normally these things blew over within twenty-four hours. If it didn't, he promised he'd get his publicist to write a brief statement saying there was no truth in the rumor. He said he'd already spoken to his lawyers about getting some kind of official apology from the newspapers in question and wanted them to make it clear that the photo had been manipulated.
I didn't realize I'd been holding my breath while he'd been talking, until he began to explain that he'd be insisting on some kind of accountability from the newspapers.
“That would be great, Josh,” I said as I let out a long, slow breath. “I'd really appreciate that. And I know my parents would too.”
“It's the least I can do,” he said. “I'm only sorry that now when we've got over our rocky start, I've really given you fair reason to hang up on me and say good-bye for good. Will you give me another chance?” As he said that, I thought how he'd looked the previous day and the way he'd left the studio, beanie pulled down low, guitar slung over his shoulder. That, I thought to myself, was the real Josh Locke.
When I suggested it might be best to meet him at his grandmother's, he tried talking me into meeting him around the corner from my house. “The paparazzi don't know we have plans to see each other this morning. They'll probably think you're going out for a booking or something. They won't follow you far.”
He had a point, but how could I be sure they wouldn't follow me as far as his carâno matter where he parked? And honestly, I didn't want to run the risk of being followed while working on a case. I was and needed to remain an undercover modelâ¦not that I could explain any of that to Josh.
Finally, realizing I wouldn't budge on this, Josh agreed to give me his grandmother's address. I'd meet him in the lobby of her building.
“Why do I have the feeling that being stubborn is your MO?” Josh asked as our conversation wound down.
“Probably because it is,” I said, laughing.
Mom rapped on my door just as I hung up, and I quickly told her what Josh had said. Although Mom is a major celebrity fan, she was not thrilled about the photos in the paper. In fact, she'd already called our family lawyer and my dad. “Using manipulated photographs is just plain dirty,” she said. “We've even got paparazzi outside, Axelle! Anyway, Primrose can help you get past them. You'll need to disguise yourself a bit today. You'll get more attention at the La Lune show because of the photo.”
That, I thought, was a good point. “Well, I'll be ready for it, Mom,” I said as I put my glasses on.
“When are you going to get rid of those, Axelle?”
My mom was just as bad as Jenny. “Umâ¦never. I've kept them for situations just like this morning's. Perfect disguise, don't you think?”
“AbsolutelyâI can barely see half of your face. Oh, by the way, I spoke to Charlotte at Thunder. She was as surprised by the photos as we were, and she's written a statement the agency can give out if anyone calls them for information. She says to ignore messages from enraged fans. She thinks it'll all calm down in a day or two. If it doesn't, then you're to get her to deal with it, okay? Anyway, I can't wait to see you in the show! Bye, darling! And call me if you need anything, okay?” She kissed me and left.
Before going downstairs I took a look at my list for the day: