Lord Deverill's Secret (2 page)

“Paxton,” said Cassandra. “I’ve come to speak to you about my brother, my lord.” Did she imagine it, or did something wary come into his eyes? She pressed on. “I found a letter when I was going through his things—” He looked surprised. “I know it’s a year since he died, but I didn’t have the heart to turn out his pockets at the time,” she explained. “I’ve come to ask you if you know what it means.”

She took the letter out of her reticule and handed it to him.

“As you can see, in it Rupert says he has done something terrible. I have been haunted by visions of a”—she hesitated, and then went on—“a young lady seduced and left without support.”

“Miss Cassie!” exploded Moll, rising to her feet.

“Sit down, Moll,” she said impatiently. “This is no time to be missish.” She turned to Lord Deverill. “You knew Rupert. Do you know what happened? Is there some young lady in desperate circumstances because of my brother’s actions? If there is, I mean to do what I can to help her, and if she has no one else to turn to, she is welcome to come and live with me.”

He looked at her for a long moment, his face unreadable, then he handed the letter back to her.

“I shouldn’t worry. It was probably nothing. He doesn’t speak of harming anyone. He probably meant that he had drunk too much, or lost more than he wanted to, gambling.”

Cassandra felt a flood of relief.

“If that’s all he meant…but do you know for sure?”

He regarded her as though deciding what to say, then said, “You may rest assured that no young ladies have been left destitute by your brother.”

“Thank you.” She smiled. “You have set my mind at rest. I mean to ask his other friends,” she said, rising, “but if they tell me the same then I will be able to forget the matter.”

“I shouldn’t go and see them if I were you,” said Lord Deverill, rising, too.

“Oh? Why not?”

“Because they are not all of them…reputable.”

“I am not fresh from the schoolroom—”

“No?” he asked, lifting one eyebrow.

“No. I am two and twenty, and I am not ignorant of the ways of the world. I know my brother was a little wild, and I know that his friends are likely to be a little wild as well. I don’t mean to bother them, merely to ask them if they know what my brother meant. Perhaps you can tell me where I can find them? Mr. Peter Raistrick, and Mr. Geoffrey Goddard?”

He thought for a minute and then said, “Goddard’s out of town at the moment, but Mr. Raistrick is to be found in all the usual places. You will see him if you attend any of the assemblies.”

“Thank you. I am going to the Castle Inn this evening. I will hope to see him there. And now I must take up no more of your time.”

The butler entered.

“Mr. Standish, my lord.”

“No need to announce me, Manby, I—”

The fair young man who had entered stopped short as he saw Cassandra.

“Pray don’t heed me,” she said. “My maid and I are just leaving.”

And with this she left the room, leaving Lord Deverill and Mr. Standish looking after her.

“Tell me I’m dreaming,” said Matthew Standish, as the door closed behind Cassandra.

“No. You’re not.” Justin, Lord Deverill drew his attention away from the door and gave it to his friend.

“What was she doing here?”

Justin leant against the marble mantelpiece.

“She came to ask me about Rupert.”

Matthew stiffened.

“She found a letter in one of Rupert’s pockets when she was going through his things. In it, he said he’d done something terrible,” Justin said.

Matthew flinched. “Did he say what?”

“No, thank God. The letter was unfinished, and he never posted it. He wrote it in a drunken stupor, I would guess, and then stuffed it into his breeches pocket, forgetting all about it the next morning.”

“And soon afterwards, he was dead. What did Cassandra want?”

“She wanted to know whether he’d seduced a young lady and left her destitute. She wanted to help the young lady if that was the case.”

“Help her?” Matthew looked surprised. “That doesn’t sound like a Paxton, wanting to help someone else.”

“She might not be like her brother,” said Justin, his eyes returning to the door.

“And she might be exactly the same. What did you tell her?”

“That she had no need to worry. That Rupert didn’t leave any desperate women behind.”

Matthew breathed a sigh of relief. “Disaster avoided.”

“Not quite.”

Matthew looked at him questioningly.

“She’s going to see the rest of Rupert’s friends. She wants to ask them if they know what he was talking about before she is satisfied.”

“Hm. That could prove difficult. And just which of Rupert’s friends does she know about?”

“I’m not sure. She mentioned Peter Raistrick and Geoffrey Goddard.”

“She should be safe enough with them.”

“She should. As long as it goes no further.”

“So what are you going to do about it?” asked Matthew, sauntering over to a sofa and throwing himself down in a negligent attitude.

“I’m going to have her watched. See where she goes and who she speaks to.”

“That’s a good idea.” Matthew looked up at Justin. “Because if she stirs up the past, she could put us in danger.”

“Yes, she could,” agreed Justin thoughtfully. “Mortal danger. And not just us, but herself. I can’t let that happen. If things go too far—”

“Yes?” asked Matthew.

Justin’s face became set. “Then I will have to deal with it.”

Cassandra felt light of heart as she and Moll walked back to the town house. Her interview with Lord Deverill had gone well. He had agreed to see her, treated her with courtesy, and set her mind at ease. But there had been something…. She frowned. She did not know what it was, but there had been something wary about him; something cautious, or even hostile, that had not seemed quite right.

“A fine gennulmen,” said Moll approvingly, breaking into her thoughts.

“Yes, indeed,” said Cassandra slowly.

“A fine friend for Master Rupert,” said Moll, shaking her head to express her sorrow over the abrupt curtailment of the friendship.

“Yes.”

Cassandra was thoughtful. She could not see why the two of them had been friends. She could not see that they had had anything in common, for anyone less like Rupert would have been difficult to imagine: Rupert with his wild ways, his love of plea sure, and his indulgence in excess; Lord Deverill, with his restraint…He had not been completely honest with her, she was sure of it. His answers to her questions had been guarded. But perhaps it was simply that he had been afraid she would ask awkward questions about her brother’s drinking habits or mistresses, questions he would rather avoid.

Dismissing the subject, she turned her attention back to her surroundings. The Steyne was busier now. A number of gentlemen were exercising their horses, and several ladies were heading towards the circulating library, followed by footmen with arms full of books. Ignoring Moll’s advice that she should accept Lord Deverill’s assurance and not trouble any more of Rupert’s friends, and likewise ignoring Moll’s dire warnings that her mother would turn in her grave if she asked any more questions about “women what was no better than they ought to be,” Cassandra walked down to the sea front. She felt her spirits lift as she enjoyed the beauty of her surroundings. She loved Brighton. The air was always fresh, and the fashionable people walking to and fro gave it an air of prosperity. She turned right and strolled along by the water, at last returning to her town house. As she approached it, she saw that a carriage was drawn up in front of it, and sitting inside it was one of her oldest friends, Maria.

“There you are,” Maria greeted her, stepping out of the carriage as Cassandra drew level with it. “I have knocked on the door three times already and I was about to go home. I thought I must have misremembered the date of your arrival.”

Cassandra gave an inward sigh as she looked at Maria’s wonderful outfit. As always, Maria was dressed in the latest fashions, and wore a darling peach spencer fastened over her muslin gown. A fetching bonnet, lined with ruched silk and decorated with a peach ribbon, was perched on her dark head. She was holding a new parasol in her hands, and her gloves were dyed to match her spencer.

I wish I could have something new, Cassandra thought, as she glanced down at her tight spencer and patched gloves.

Pushing the useless thought aside, she said, “No, I was out.”

“So I see. Taking the air?” asked Maria.

“Visiting gennulmen,” said Moll darkly.

“Gentlemen?” asked Maria, turning to Cassandra in surprise.

Cassandra’s mouth quirked. “You had better come in.”

Cassandra unlocked the door and led the way inside. She wished she had a butler to open the door and a row of footmen to greet her guests, but such luxuries were beyond her. John the coachman was the one male servant she could afford, and even he was absent at present as he was busy with the coach-maker. So she took on the role of a servant herself, not for the first time, waiting until they were all in the hall then closing the door behind them.

Moll started to follow Cassandra into the parlour.

“Thank you, Moll,” she said firmly.

“Meaning as how I’m to get on with the dusting, I suppose,” grumbled Moll.

“Meaning you’re not to tell Maria anything I don’t want her to know,” said Cassandra with a dimple.

Moll retreated, still grumbling, to the kitchen.

“What gentlemen have you been visiting?” asked Maria, agog, as she followed Cassandra into the parlour.

“Only one.” Cassandra took off her battered bonnet and patted her hair, then set her bonnet down on a chair. “Lord Deverill.”

“Lord Deverill!”

“Yes. Why, do you know him?”

“I know of him. Who doesn’t? He’s one of the most eligible bachelors in Brighton. He might be poor, but an earl is an earl. Miss Kerrith has set her cap at him, and so has Miss Langley, and half a dozen others besides. You should see them every time he walks into a room, simpering and flirting and fluttering their fans! And their mothers are not much better! They know he needs to marry an heiress, and they are determined to catch him. But what were you doing visiting him? I hope you didn’t go alone? You’ll have no reputation left.”

“Of course not,” said Cassandra, removing her spencer. “I went with Moll.”

“Moll!” Maria removed her bonnet and spencer likewise. “Moll isn’t enough to protect your reputation. You should have taken Harry and me.”

“Would you have gone?” asked Cassandra.

“Well, no,” Maria admitted. “Harry would have refused.”

“Which is why I didn’t tell you. I’m sorry not to take you into the drawing-room,” Cassandra continued, looking round the homely room with a touch of chagrin, “but it isn’t habitable. This is the only room Moll and I have cleaned so far.”

“It doesn’t matter. It’s you I came to see, not the house. You shouldn’t have stayed away so long,” said Maria, sitting down on a faded chaise longue. “Harry and I have been hoping you would visit all year. We have missed you. When your parents were alive you came to Brighton every year. Now we have to make do with you whenever we are lucky enough to have you. I hope you mean to stay?”

“For a little while, yes. Long enough to settle some…private business…and clean the town house,” said Cassandra.

“And enjoy yourself, I hope,” said Maria. “Now that your period of mourning is over, we hope to see much more of you.”

“Unfortunately not.”

The time had come to tell Maria that she meant to sell the house. She felt a pang as she glanced round the room, reliving her earliest memories. As her gaze wandered over the chair by the window, she could almost see her mother sitting and sewing there. She smiled as she remembered her mother pricking her finger and sucking it, saying that she was a poor needlewoman, and exhorting Cassandra and Lizzie to become better ones. Cassandra’s gaze moved on towards the fireplace, as she remembered how her father had liked to sit by the fire, reading his newspaper and grumbling about the government. She glanced at the table, recalling the way Rupert had sat there, lolling indolently across it after a night’s dissipation. And in her mind’s eye she saw nine-year-old Lizzie dancing round the room, twirling around happily to show off a new frock.

She gave an inward sigh and banished the visions. Steeling herself to say what must be said, she continued, “Maria, I can’t keep the town house. I have come here to clean it, and then to sell it.”

Maria looked horrified. “Cassie! No!”

“I have to,” said Cassandra. “It’s mortgaged, and I can no longer afford to keep it. Besides, if I sell it, I can use the proceeds to pay off the mortgage on the estate.”

She had been left the estate on her brother’s death as luckily it had not been entailed. Her father had willed it to her brother, making the provision that if Rupert died before he had an heir, the estate was to pass to Cassandra. But it was heavily mortgaged, and difficult to maintain.

“You are not thinking clearly,” said Maria, shaking her head. “You can’t deprive yourself and Lizzie of a house by the sea. It is very good for your health, and Lizzie loves it so.”

“I know, but I am thinking of Lizzie as much as myself. I don’t want her to grow up in poverty. I want her to be able to have the things I had when I was a little girl. I want her to be able to keep her pony, and to have some new clothes from time to time. You cannot imagine how dreadful I felt last week when I packed her valise for her visit to her school friend. Her chemises were all cut down from mine, and every single gown she had was either scorched or mended.”

“I understand,” said Maria affectionately. “It isn’t easy for you, I know. But why not marry? You’re very beautiful and you will soon find a husband. There are any number of eligible gentlemen in Brighton. A husband will take care of all that sort of thing for you.”

“I have thought about it, but decided against it. A husband is unlikely to welcome Lizzie. I don’t want her to be banished to the schoolroom or treated like an interloper, or even worse, forced to remain at school for the holidays. I want her to have a happy home and a loving upbringing, as I had.”