Losing It: A Collection of VCards (20 page)

“Yes.”

“Just do it already.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

With that, Alex pushes himself inside me. Just a little. He’s right. It’s uncomfortable. Like the first time I tried to use a tampon, only if that cotton wad was exponentially bigger.

“Are you okay?” he asks.

Crap. I was hoping he didn’t notice me wince. “I think so. It’s just different. Keep going.”

He raises a brow at me, questioning me for certainty. I grab his hips again and pull him toward me.

Alex moves his face toward mine and captures my mouth in a kiss. It’s hot as hell as his moist lips grasp onto mine, tugging, kissing, nipping, licking. With each kiss, he slides in and out of me slowly, gently, going deeper and deeper with each stroke.

Sweet Jesus. The uncomfortable invasion of before has been replaced with warm tingles swirling around in my body from my head to my toes. Dammit. The sensation is so intense I can barely stand it. It feels so damn good.

We’re a tangled mess of lips, hands, moans and groans as our hips meet each other with each thrust. There’s no denying the electricity between us. This. This was definitely worth the wait.

Just as I decide I never want this to end, it does. Alex’s body stills for a second, his arms and legs quiver, and then his weight falls on me.

“Told ya,” he says, breathlessly. I can feel his heart pounding against my chest. His skin is damp and I just want to slip and slide against him. It’s so freaking hot I can’t believe it’s really happening.

“What’s that?”

“I knew I wouldn’t last long. I’ve been waiting for this moment for four years. I’m surprised I lasted longer than four seconds.” He peels his face from my neck and pecks my lips with his.

I know the instant Alex pulls out of me. It’s a weird filling of emptiness. Like now that he’s been there, it’s like a piece of me is missing. He slides his body off me and lies on his side, his elbow holding him up and his palm propping up his head. 

“How are you feeling? Are you okay?”

“I’m awesome. That was fan-fucking-tastic.” I’ve never held back from him before. No need to start now.

A smile spreads across his gorgeous face reaching all the way to his eyes. “Was it now?”

“Uh yeah.” I smile right back at him. I’m still hot down there, still buzzing with want. “What did you say about trying that again?”

“You want more?”

Did he really have to ask? “Hell yes.”

“Good, because I’m not done with you yet.” He hovers over me again, presses his lips to mine, kissing me like there’s no tomorrow. If my heart beats any faster, I’m sure it’s going to explode right out of my chest. Inch by slow agonizing inch, Alex kisses down my body, dragging his tongue along each of my nipples then licking his way to my center.

I know what he’s going to do before he gets there and now, my heart has stopped.

Holy shit is all I can think as I gasp for air when his mouth claims my buzzing hoo-ha. He licks, sucks, and laps me up like I’m the last drop of water on the planet. Between his tongue and his fingers, I can’t breathe. My body is tingling all over, shaking with his every move.

“It’s okay, Meggie,” he says, his breath sweet torture on my lower lips. “Let go for me.”

God, he knows me so well.
I know
what’s happening to me, too. I didn’t the first time and it scared the shit out of me. To let go, to give myself to him when I didn’t understand what was happening to my body.

“I love you,” he whispers against me, and that’s all I need to hear to relax into his touch and give in to the pleasure steamrolling through me. With one last swipe of his tongue, he takes me over the edge and back.

I lie here, breathless, unable to move, my body so lax I feel like a cooked noodle. Alex kisses a path along the center of my body until he presses his lips to mine.

My chest heaves up and down against his as he smiles at me. I love him. So much.

“You still want more?” He winks.

A smile spreads across my lips. “Hell yes.”

“Give me a few minutes and we’ll be back at it in no time.”

I try to steady my breathing, inhaling and exhaling slowly. “Just a few minutes? That’s all it takes to get him back in working condition?”

“Babe, I’m twenty, not fifty. I’ve had a constant hard-on for you for as long as I can remember. As a matter of fact, you got me hard all over again just now.”

My brows rise.

“Don’t get any ideas. I need to get rid of this noose first.”

By noose, I’m guessing he’s talking about the condom. Alex climbs over me, jumps off his bed, and disappears into his bathroom. I love that he makes no attempt to cover up. Not that he would. He’s a guy, but I don’t plan on covering up. I’m totally comfortable with him. My mom always told me that if I couldn’t let him see me naked with the lights on, in all my freaking glory, then I had no business having sex. There are no problems in that department. It hasn’t been long since we shed our clothes, but I already know I love being naked with Alex. I love the feeling of his skin on mine.

When Alex comes back into his room, he stands in front of me with his hands on his hips, smiling. He’s still nude, his bronze-colored muscular body on display for me. Holy smokin’ boyfriend. He could be on the cover of a Playgirl magazine.

“I have an idea,” he says, holding out his hand to me.

Tossing back the comforter first, I slide out of Alex’s bed. “What’s that?”

“How about a warm bath? My tub is huge and it has jets.” He wags his eyebrows at me.

I take his hand. “Sounds perfect.”

The water is already running and the tub is almost halfway full. Alex squirts a drop of soap into the stream coming from the faucet before turning off the water completely.

“Stick your toes in and see if the temperature is okay.”

I do as he says. It’s not scorching hot, just a little more than warm. “It feels nice.” I step inside the tub and Alex follows. He lowers himself in completely, until he’s sitting with his back against the wall.

“Your turn,” he says, holding up his hands to me.

Settling myself between his legs, I sit with my back to his front. The water feels amazing. It gets even better when Alex taps on something and the jets get going. Bubbles start to form in mass and the water rises covering each of our bodies entirely. I relax against my boyfriend, soaking in the pleasure of my bare skin touching his again. I smile when I feel his erection against my ass. He was right when he said he’d be ready to go in a few minutes. Boy, he wasn’t kidding.

“Are you trying to tell me something?” I ask him, jokingly swishing my ass back and forth against his wood.

He holds my hips still. “No. I wasn’t. But if you keep moving like that, I’m going to be throwing you back on that bed, dripping wet and all.”

A throbbing pulses between my legs at the thought. Just imagining it has me clenching my thighs together.

Smiling again, I tilt my head upward and place a few smooches along Alex’s jaw. “I’d love to get back to that, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t loving this, too. Why haven’t we ever taken a bath together? This is awesome.”

The comfort of his strong embrace surrounds me. One arms curves around my waist, while the other crosses over my chest. There isn’t a place I’d rather be than in Alex’s arms. I feel so loved, and oh so freaking hot.

“Just another thing I thought was worth the wait.” He kisses my neck. “Plus, if we had taken a bath together…like this…there wouldn’t have been any holding back. We would’ve had sex and your dad would’ve shot me.”

There’s no doubt about that. I laugh at his thought process. Sometimes I wonder if Alex waited to have sex with me out of respect, or out of fear of being tossed in jail. Again, I laugh inside. It’s probably a combination of both. Not that his ass couldn’t have been arrested for some of the other things we did to pass the time, if you know what I mean.

“How do you feel, Meggie?” He settles his hand between my legs, but doesn’t move it. “You might be a little sore.”

He’s got that right. “I’m okay. It doesn’t hurt. I guess a little sore is the way to describe it.”

“The warm water should help.” His hand moves to my belly, holding me tighter. “I hope so anyway.”

“Yeah, it does. I can already feel the difference. The sting is already gone.”

Again, Alex’s moist lips press against my neck. My eyes feel heavy and I let them fall closed. The swaying of the water feels like a massage, lulling me to sleep. I don’t give in, but I do enjoy the satisfaction of resting in my man’s hold.

“I love you, Megan.”

“I love you.”

We stay like this, wrapped up in each other until the water goes cold and our fingers and toes have shriveled up like raisins.

The warmth of the water is now replaced by the warmth of Alex’s bed. We’re under the covers again. Still naked. Still skin to skin. And I’m enjoying every second of it.

“We don’t have to do it again just yet,” Alex tells me. “We can slow down.”

Silly guy. There’s no way we’re not having sex again, right now.

I hold Alex’s face in both of my hands and pull him down to me for a good, long kiss.

When I feel the need to catch my breath, I back away. “Oh, no no no. Now that I know what it feels like to have sex with you, there’ll be no slowing down. We’re going to do it again and again. And if that means I have to soak in the tub again so my cooch doesn’t catch on fire, then that’s what we’ll do.”

Alex laughs out loud at my proclamation. So do I.

“Only you, babe,” he says. Still chuckling, he presses his lips to my forehead for a brief moment. “Only you.”

“You got that right.” I lift my head toward him, reaching up until my lips peck at his several times. Then, I give his ass a swift spank before grinding myself against his stiffy. “Let’s get this show on the road, baby. We both know you’re ready. And I can assure you that I’m definitely good.”

“God, I love you,” he says.

“And I love you.”

Alex lowers his beautiful face and captures my mouth for another sweet, ever loving kiss. He was so right. This isn’t our someday. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

This…is our forever.

***

Extended from
Double Threats Forever
(Double Threat Series, #4)

About the Author

Julie is a high school educator by day, and a writer by night. She writes both young adult and adult romances. When she's not writing, she can be found out and about with her family, reading, and watching football. As a reading intervention specialist, she prides herself on matching her students with great books to encourage them to become life-long readers.

Titles by Julie Prestsater

Julie has written five young adult books which are all available now:

The Double Threat Series

So I'm A Double Threat
, #1

Double Threat My Bleep
, #2

Double Time
, #3

Double Threats Forever
, #4

Before Someday (Alex Tells All), #5 (coming March 2015)

You Act So White

Julie has also written six adult romance novels:

Tell Me You Love Me
, Fire Me Up Series #1

Without You

More Than A Friend Request

The Against The Wall Series
(a spinoff from the Double Threat Series)

Against The Wall
, #1

Between The Sheets
, #2

Straddling The Edge
, #3

Playing Chase
, #4

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