Read Love or Duty--A saga set in 1920s Liverpool Online
Authors: Rosie Harris
âYou don't understand what I'm saying,' Penny persisted. âThe moment we inform the police that we have found Kelly and that she is with us then they will come and take her back to St Saviour's.'
âYes, Penny, I do understand, and as I keep telling you that is exactly where she should be,' Marcus Forshaw assured her emphatically.
Penny shook her head. âHow can you say that,' she argued. âIt's a really dreadful place, Father. When I went there to see her theyâ'
âI know, I know all about that,' he cut her short. âYou've already told me all the details so there's no need to go over it all again.'
âIt's not only the drab uniform or the nuns and their strict discipline but the grim surroundings of St Saviour's,' Penny went on, ignoring his interruption.
âIt's a remand home not a hotel, remember, so you must expect the conditions to be like that,' her father retorted rather impatiently.
âPlease Father, you must speak up for her. If you contact the authorities or your fellow magistrates, they know you and will listen to you. Surely you can persuade them to let Kelly stay with me.'
Marcus Forshaw ran a hand over his chin. âI can't do anything about it at this time of night but I will think it over,' he prevaricated.
âYes it is very late,' her mother intervened as Penny stood up to leave. âSurely it would be better if you stayed here tonight and went back to Liverpool in the morning?'
For one moment Penny was very tempted. The thought of being able to have a hot bath and slip in-between crisp cotton sheets in her own pretty bedroom and all the attached comforts she would be able to enjoy filled her mind. Then, resolutely, she shook her head.
âNo, Mother.' She bent and kissed her mother's cheek. âI must get back.'
âWhy, darling? You can leave first thing tomorrow, the moment you've had your breakfast.'
Penny shook her head and kissed her mother on the brow.
âI left Kelly in bed fast asleep and if she wakens and finds I'm not there she will be very frightened. She will think that I have deserted her again,' she explained.
âPlease, Penny. I'll be worrying about you all night if you go now.'
âNonsense. I'll telephone and let you know I'm all right the moment I get to her,' she promised.
Bryn's flat was in darkness except for a light left burning on the landing when Penny arrived back at Scotland Road.
Having removed her shoes, she padded in her stockinged feet towards the bedroom she shared with Kelly hoping that she wouldn't disturb Bryn, because she didn't want to talk about Kelly any more that night.
Although she'd felt relieved that she had managed to persuade her father to think again about intervening over Kelly's future, on reflection she was not a hundred per cent sure that he would do so.
Kelly was sound asleep, one hand beneath her cheek, her dark hair half covering her face. She stirred slightly as Penny got into bed and murmured Penny's name. Then as Penny's arm went round her she snuggled down into sleep again.
Kelly was still sleeping soundly when Penny awoke next morning. Very quietly she slipped out of bed, gathered up her clothes and took them along to the bathroom to get dressed in there.
She hoped Kelly would go on sleeping for a little while longer to give her time to relate to Bryn what had taken place when she'd spoken to her father the previous evening.
âMy father was horrified by Arnold's accusation,' she told him. âHe also hinted that the real truth was that there was some misdemeanour that Arnold had committed that was extremely serious.'
âIt sounds as though Arnold was trying to inveigle you into committing yourself into marrying him so that your father would never reveal his misdeeds,' Bryn said thoughtfully.
âIt seems to be something like that,' Penny agreed, âbut my father didn't go into any details and I thought it was wisest to drop the whole thing. He was extremely annoyed, though, when he heard what Arnold had said about him.'
Bryn looked dubious when Penny went on to say that her father had promised to give the matter of Kelly more thought.
âI have asked him to see if it is possible to arrange things so that Kelly doesn't have to go back to St Saviour's but is put into my care right away,' she explained.
âI still think it is our duty to let the police know that Kelly has been found and that she is safe,' Bryn insisted.
âSo we will as soon as I hear from my father,' Penny promised.
âNo, I mean now, right away. The police are still actively looking for her and there are posters on every news-stand in Liverpool. If he intervenes and is successful then well and good butâ'
âIf we tell them before he has a chance to speak to the authorities then the first thing they will do is come here and take Kelly back to St Saviour's,' Penny pointed out.
âYes, but she will only be there as a temporary measure while the necessary arrangements are being made,' Bryn persisted.
âNo â' Penny shook her head emphatically â âwe can't risk it, Bryn. They'll insist on taking Kelly away and she will be distraught.'
âWe are breaking the law, Penny, and we could both be accused not only of hiding her but also of hindering the police from doing their job,' Bryn argued.
âPlease Bryn, leave it until midday and then come what may whether we have heard from my father or not then I will go along with your idea,' Penny promised.
The moment Kelly appeared they changed the subject well aware that she was listening to every word they said.
âI'm sorry but I'm going to make that call before I see any patients,' Bryn said firmly as he stood up from the breakfast table ready to leave for the hospital.
Penny followed him out on to the landing. âPlease Bryn, leave it until after your clinic is over. It's only a matter of a couple of hours,' she pleaded laying a hand on his arm.
He hesitated and his jaw jutted stubbornly, and for a moment Penny was afraid he was going to refuse. âOh, very well,' he said reluctantly.
Penny devoted the morning to entertaining Kelly, who very much wanted to go to the park, but Penny was afraid to risk doing that in case someone recognized her and reported the matter to the police.
âIn an attempt to delay Bryn making the dreaded call Penny prepared an early lunch so that the moment he came in it was on the table ready.
They were halfway through their meal when there was a loud imperious knocking on the street door. It was so loud that they exchanged looks of alarm.
âI'll get it.' Bryn pushed back his chair and went down the stairs.
Penny looked startled when a couple of minutes later he ushered Inspector Robinson into the room.
The Inspector was in full uniform and Kelly took one look at him and her face crumpled with fear. She scrambled down from her chair and dashed into the bedroom she was sharing with Penny and slammed the door shut.
âI'm sorry to interrupt your meal,' he told them, looking from one to the other. âI have been in court all morning dealing with the Kelly Murphy case. I have come to let you know what has been decided about her.'
âBryn, you told them that she was here,' Penny exclaimed accusingly.
âNo I didn't, although I know I should have done so. It was the right thing to do.'
âYes.' Inspector Robinson looked grave. âIt was a waste of police time looking for her when all the time she was with you.'
âNow you know she is safe, can she stay here with us? We'll take good care of her and make sure she doesn't get into any more trouble,' Penny said earnestly.
âWell, it's not quite that simple,' Inspector Robinson said crisply. âHer case will be reviewed again shortly. That will mean another appearance before a magistrate.'
âSurely she doesn't have to go back to that dreadful remand home does she?' Penny implored him.
âIn the meantime,' Inspector Robinson went on solemnly, âit has been decided that she may remain in the care of a responsible person.'
âOh, that's wonderful. So you mean she can stay here with us.'
Inspector Robinson held up a hand. âNo, Miss Forshaw. Captain Forshaw has been designated to be her temporary guardian.'
There was a moment of silence as Bryn and Penny exchanged surprised glances with each other. âYou mean my father told you where she was and then said he would be responsible for her?' Penny asked in an astonished voice.
âThat's what the outcome of this morning's discussion has been.'
âI don't understand.' Penny shook her head in disbelief. âMy parents won't have Kelly inside their house; my mother certainly won't agree to that arrangement.'
âShe already has,' Inspector Robinson said crisply. âThe terms agreed are that Kelly Murphy will reside at Captain Forshaw's house in Penkett Road, Wallasey until the case is brought to court.'
âI don't believe it,' Penny gasped. âThere must be some mistake.'
âThere is no mistake, Miss Forshaw. Those are the terms. I also understand that during the period she is in their care you will also reside there to help look after the child. If this is not acceptable to you then Kelly Murphy must be returned to St Saviour's Remand Home.'
Penny and Bryn again exchanged bewildered looks.
âOf course I will agree to the terms you have outlined,' Penny said stiffly. âI will do absolutely anything rather than have Kelly sent back to St Saviour's.'
Inspector Robinson nodded in acknowledgement of her decision.
âWhen do we have to take Kelly over to Wallasey?' Bryn asked.
âMiss Forshaw and Kelly Murphy must both accompany me there now,' Inspector Robinson told him. âI have a motor car waiting outside.'
âMust we go right away!' Penny protested. âI need time to explain to Kelly what is happening and also to pack some clothes for us both.'
Inspector Robinson frowned and looked at his watch. âI can give you ten minutes, no longer,' he said curtly.
âTake whatever you need at the moment and I will bring the rest of your belongings over tonight,' Bryn told her.
Penny realized that Kelly was still hiding in the bedroom because she was afraid of what was going to happen to her so she went to tell her what had been resolved. She found Kelly was shaking so much with fear that it was difficult to reassure her that everything was going to be all right.
âYou've nothing to worry about; we're going to my home in Wallasey,' she repeated over and over again as she hugged her close and stroked her hair trying to calm her.
âNo, I want to stay here,' Kelly sobbed.
âThat's not possible,' Penny explained. âInspector Robinson is going to take us both back to Wallasey and he has said that you can stay there with me for the time being. If we don't do as he has asked they will take you back to St Saviour's.'
Kelly stopped shaking and there was a look of relief on her tear-stained face. âYou mean you are coming as well?' she asked looking up trustingly into Penny's face.
âOh yes, of course I am. I will be staying there with you,' Penny promised.
Ten minutes later Penny and a very subdued Kelly had said goodbye to Bryn and were seated in the back of the police car on their way to Wallasey.
It was a dull grey morning with a heavy drizzle making it feel damp and cold. Penny felt almost as nervous as Kelly about what lay ahead of them.
Although she had said very little since Inspector Robinson had stated his terms she was concerned about the sort of reception they would get when they arrived at Penkett Road.
Her father was obviously expecting them. He came out into the hallway to greet them the minute Mary opened the front door to them.
âCome along in, Penny, your mother is waiting in the sitting room,' he said briskly.
He exchanged a few brief words with Inspector Robinson who left almost immediately.
Kelly held back reluctantly as Penny moved towards the sitting room. âCome on, Kelly, this way.' Penny placed an encouraging hand on Kelly's shoulder and urged her forward. âYou've met my mother before so there's no need to be shy.'
Leonora Forshaw was sitting in an armchair drinking a cup of coffee when they went in. Her rather forbiding look as she greeted them softened to one of concern when she saw that Kelly was shaking.
âAre you cold, child? Come over here by the fire and warm yourself. I'll ask Mary to bring you a hot drink. What would you like?'
Kelly was too nervous to answer. Aware that if she did she would probably ask for lemonade which would not warm her up at all Penny suggested, âShall we both have a cup of hot chocolate, Kelly? Mrs Davies makes the very best hot chocolate I have ever tasted. She used to make it for me as a special treat when I was a little girl.'
âHot chocolate â what's that?' Kelly looked at her in a bemused way.
âWell it's rather like cocoa only very much nicer,' Penny explained.
âYou sit down here by the fire and get warm while Penny goes and asks Mrs Davies to make it for you,' Mrs Forshaw said indicating the footstool by her feet.
Penny held her breath wondering if Kelly would comply or not.
âI won't be gone for more than a minute,' she promised, smiling encouragingly at Kelly as she gave her a little push forward.
When she returned Penny was surprised to find that not only was Kelly sitting on the stool but that her mother was talking to her.
âI was telling Kelly how much prettier she is now that she's done her hair so nicely,' Mrs Forshaw explained when Penny looked at her enquiringly. âShe seems to be a changed child since the last time I saw her.'
âWell, that was several months ago,' Penny commented wryly.
Mary arriving with the mugs of hot chocolate fortunately broke the uncomfortable silence that followed.
âYour father has told me about Arnold's accusations,' Leonora Forshaw stated as they sipped their hot drinks. âHe also told me many other things, some of which you do not know about and which I must say have deeply shocked me. By mutual agreement we have decided not to mention them again,' she added cryptically.