Magic Burns (27 page)

“During the flare, when the magic is at its peak for several hours, a deity could manifest and vanish back to its hiding place before the tech hits.”

Aunt B set her cup on the table. “If that’s so, nothing good will come of it. Gods aren’t meant to meddle in our business. Good or bad, we’re running things our own way.”

I looked at Andrea. “You said something really smart a couple of minutes ago, about the boy being reborn through the cauldron. Manifestation is a rebirth, in a sense. What if the cauldron is Morrigan’s way into our world? A cauldron is missing from the Sisters of the Crow’s gathering place. I saw the imprints of its legs and it was huge. I don’t think even Curran could lift it. Who would bother to take a giant cauldron unless it was really important?”

Andrea sighed. “It makes sense, I suppose.”

“One big problem with this theory. I have no clue how the Shepherd and Red’s necklace fit into it.

Everybody wants the necklace, but nobody will tell me why.”

“Where is it now?” Aunt B asked.

“I put it into Curran’s hand. He promised to keep it safe.” I rose. “I’m going to chat with Morrigan’s bowman. Andrea, you wouldn’t watch my things for me while I do my hop and dance, would you?”

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She got up, moving the chair back with a screech. “You don’t even have to ask.”

“Why not just ask the bowman?” Raphael said.

I smiled. “Because he’s a thief and a liar. The Witch Oracle is neutral and will tell me the truth.”

BEHIND THE BOUDA House LAY A NICE WIDE FIELD.In the middle of the field grew an old oak. Massive, its branches spread so wide they almost touched the ground, it cast a deep shadow in moonlight. Perfect.

“This isn’t complicated.” I headed to the oak, carrying a big ceramic bowl and a pitcher full of water.

“I’m going to do some weird dancing. If all goes well, I should disappear.”

“What do you mean, disappear?” Andrea followed me and Raphael followed Andrea.

“Go into the mist. A calling is a very old spell. It’s used by witches to find their familiars. Usually it’s done in the woods. The witch dances and her magic draws the most compatible animal to her. There are many variations of the spell. Some are tailored to draw a man, although in my experience nothing good ever comes from that one. Some draw the caster to a specific person. It won’t work with a normal person, otherwise I’d be where Julie is right now, but Bran is so saturated with magic, he should be able to pull me to him.”

I unzipped my leather vest and put it under the oak. Next I unbuckled Slayer’s sheath and handed it to Andrea. Boots and socks followed the leather. Technically the dance worked best when done naked, but I didn’t feel like prancing in the nude into Morrigan’s Hound’s arms. I’m sure he’d be thrilled to see me.

I stood with my toes touching cool slick grass and took a deep breath. I knew how to do a calling.

Someone had taught me a very long time ago, so long, I couldn’t even remember who or when, and I’ve seen a couple of them done. I’d just never done one myself.

Andrea sat in the grass. Raphael landed next to her.

I poured water into the bowl, unbuckled my belt, and sprinkled the herbal powders from the compartments into it: lady fern and ash for clairvoyance, and a touch of wormwood to keep interference from curious things to a minimum. A bit of oak, for masculine reference. I had done a shabby job grinding the oak and instead of fine powder a few leaf sections floated on the surface.

I didn’t bring my spinner but a few weeks ago I had happened on a very good staff of European ash and promptly defaced it by carving small chunks from the shaft and loading my belt with them. European ash was one of the best woods for a holding enchantment. I dropped one of the ash chips into the water and whispered the incantation.

The makeshift spinner shivered. It trembled like a fishing float when a fish nibbles at the bait, and spun in place, at first slowly, then faster and faster.

“What is it for?”

“It connects the herbs with magic.” I pulled my throwing dagger out and gave it to her. “If something
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goes wrong, drop the dagger into the bowl. Please don’t try to dump the bowl or take the spinner out.”

“How do I know when something goes wrong?”

“I’ll start screaming.”

I took off the wrist guard I wore on my left arm. There go the silver needles. The other throwing knife, the three shark teeth, the r-kit…

“How much hardware do you carry?” Raphael raised his eyebrows.

I shrugged. “That’s about all of it.”

I stepped into the oak’s shadow. I was stripped down to my T-shirt and pants, no belt, no sword, no knife. Except for the blood collecting kit and the knitted square of hair and nettle, I carried nothing. I imagined a wide circle in the oak’s shadow and dropped the knitting in the middle.

I returned to the imaginary circle boundary and began to dance.

Step by step I made my way around the circle, bending my body, following the dance. Midway through the second circle, a tight line of magic snapped from the small knitted square and clutched at me. It flowed through my head into my feet, splitting into smaller currents where my skin touched the ground, as if I had become a tree. It led and pulled me.

Vaguely I saw the boudas gather from the shadows, drawn to me like moths to a flame. They watched me with glowing red eyes, swaying gently with the silent music of my dance. And then I heard it, a simple distant melody. It grew with every second, heart wrenching, sad but wild, pure but imperfect. It caught me and wormed its way into my chest, filling my heart with what my Russian father calledtoska , a longing so intense and painful, it made me physically ill. It weakened my knees; it sapped my will until only melancholy remained; it made me miss something, what, I wasn’t sure, but I knew I missed it keenly and couldn’t take another breath without it.

I danced and danced and danced. The charmed boudas dissolved. Mist swirled around me. A dark dog trotted past me through the gloom. Slowly the fog thinned. Through the whiteness I saw a gentle yellow glow beckoning me.

My feet found wet grass and rocks. I heard the quiet splashing and the popping of wood burning in the fire. Sharp salty smoke tugged at me.

A few more steps and I stepped onto the shore of a lake. It lay glossy, black, and placid in the moonlight, like the surface of a coin dipped in tar. A small fire burned in a stone fire pit near the water.

Above the fire on a spit was a carcass of some small animal, a rabbit maybe.

I turned. Behind me the forest lay, dark and jagged. The mist crawled away to the trees, as if sucked into the woods.

The attack came so suddenly, I reacted on instinct. Bran lunged at me from the right, and I stepped aside, redirecting his momentum and tripping him without thinking. I had practiced this maneuver so many times, I didn’t realize I had done it until I saw him fly past me and land with a splash into the lake.

He whirled in the water and grinned at me. Damn, he was a handsome bastard. I realized he was
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half-naked. Blue swirls of tattoos painted his chest. When God made that chest, he did it to tempt women.

“No sword this time.”

I shrugged. “Yes, but you can’t disappear.”

“Don’t need to.” He sprung from the lake, black hair dripping, and ran at me again.

I dodged his hands, kicked him in the knee, and danced away. He launched a quick kick that whistled a hair from my cheek. I swept around him and rammed my elbow into his side.

He hooked me with a quick punch. I took it on the shoulder—it hurt—and swiped his legs out from under him. He jumped to his feet and hopped away. He frolicked like a hyper puppy. Run up, play bite, let himself be swatted down.

“That’s no way to treat a lover.”

“I didn’t come here to sleep with you.”

“Then why go through all the trouble?”

“I need some of your blood to save a girl.”

He flexed his right arm. Veins bulged. “Some of this blood?”

“Yes.”

He winked at me. “I’m sure we can deal.”

“No deals. The blood must be a gift or it won’t work.”

“Keep me warm tonight and maybe I’ll be feeling generous in the morning.”

I shook my head. “No deals.”

He looked to the sky. “You really aren’t going to lie with me?”

“No.”

He thought about it.

“Considering raping me? Are you that desperate?”

He jerked his head, throwing his hair out of his eyes. “I’ve never forced a woman. I don’t have to. They flock to me.”

Oi. “So nice to know you’re a gentleman.”

“Why would I give you my blood? What’s in it for me?”

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“Nothing. Except maybe knowing you’ve done a good deed. You told me you were a hero. Do something heroic.”

He walked to the fire and sat. “You’re thinking Christian hero, dove. And I’m not a Christian.”

A cold breeze wrinkled the lake. I hugged myself. I wanted to ask him about Julie and about other things, but information from him couldn’t be trusted. Get the blood, get out. “Just out of curiosity, what is it about me that makes you think I’m dovelike?”

“I bet you coo in bed.” His black eyes shone, reflecting the flames of the fire. “Come sit next to me.”

“No funny business?”

“I make no promises.”

What choice did I have? I came and sat next to him, basking in the warmth of the fire.

He lay back, his head resting on his arm bent at the elbow. He was muscled like a martial artist or a soldier accustomed to running: lean and hard. And he smelled…he smelled like a man, the way young fit men sometimes smell of sweat and locker room and sun.

Somewhere far an owl hooted and her cry lingered over the pitch-black water. “What is this place?”

“Morrigan’s refuge. It’s her home.”

“She’s here?”

He nodded. “Just not watching at the moment. She sleeps.”

“Does Morrigan ever come down to Earth?”

“Why won’t you sleep with me? Afraid of your Rambo boyfriend?”

“Rambo is a character in a story. Not real. You didn’t answer my question.”

He put his arm around me. “Kiss me and I promise I’ll talk.”

I took his arm off of me. “I don’t think so. That would be a slippery slope.”

His hand stroked my arm. “Ahhh, so you want me?”

“Maybe a little bit.”

He smiled.

“I’m still not sleeping with you.”

“Why not?”

I thought of Saiman dancing in the snow. “I have a friend who can change his shape. Imagine any body and he can transform into it. He’s invited me into his bed.”

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He frowned. “Can he do a girl?”

“Yes.”

“I might like to watch that.”

Men were still men, even if they lived in the mist.

Bran sat up, pulled the carcass off the fire, and stuck the spit into the ground. A knife flashed and he offered me a half-charred leg. “Here. Might as well feed you since you’re telling me a story. Don’t want to be inhospitable.”

“Thanks.” I pulled a shred of meat off the legs and chewed. Sweet aftertaste. Rabbit.

“So what is it with you? Saving yourself for marriage?”

I guffawed. “Too late for that.”

“Why won’t you play nice with your friend then? Seems to me, the man’s working pretty hard. How long has he been after you?”

“About a year. He just keeps switching bodies like they were outfits, but no matter what body he wears, I know it’s him.”

“Don’t like him that much, yeh?”

I shrugged. “He doesn’t do anything for me. There were times when he came at me with something that might have been fun, if it weren’t him. But in the end, I always remember that he isn’t interested in me. If I was thrilled, he wouldn’t be happy with me; if I was on the verge of suicide, he wouldn’t care. I might as well sleep with a blow-up doll. He’s only interested because I said no the first time.”

“That’s why all men are interested.”

“True, but with him it ends with my body. Normal men eventually look for companionship.”

He shook his head. “No. Women look for that. Men look for bedsport.”

I smiled. “If it were so, why did you invite me to sit by you?”

“I figure I’ll change your mind.”

“You won’t.”

“So you say.”

“When was the last time you had a dinner like this with another person?”

He shrugged. “I don’t remember.”

“So you just eat by yourself? All alone?”

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“What’s it to you?” His voice cut with a hostile edge.

“Nothing, just curious.”

He poked at the coals with a long stick.

I finished my meat and lay on my back, stretching my feet to the fire. It’d been a long day. I lost Julie and I still had no clue where her mom had gone. At least Andrea didn’t die.

I became aware of Bran watching me. Our stares connected and he went down for a kiss, but I put my hand onto his lips. “I don’t want to headbutt you a third time. Trust me, if I change my mind, you’ll be the first to know.”

He sat up, picked up a twig and snapped small pieces off of it, throwing them into the fire one by one. “I don’t understand you. I used to be good at this. Good at women. Now…You have a forward manner about you.”

I frowned. “I don’t think I’m that forward.”

“You are. Most women are now. Used to be that if a woman sat next to you like this and you fed her, it was understood she would lie on her back for you. Otherwise, why bother? Women now, they are brazen. Forward. They will sit there and they wear tight clothes, but they won’t sleep with you. They want to talk. What is there to talk about?”

I sat up and hugged my knees. “Bran, I don’t do anything for you, do I? Kind of like my friend doesn’t do anything for me.”

He stared. “Why would you think that?”

“A feeling I get. Like you’re trying to get into my pants because I’m a woman and you don’t know what else to do with me. You don’t think I’m all that.”

He sighed and looked at me. Really looked at me. “No,” he said. “I don’t. Don’t get me wrong, you’ve got a nice body and all. I wouldn’t turn you down if you wanted to spread your legs, but yeah I’ve bedded better.”