Magnolia (2 page)

I can't help but roll my eyes. Yeah, as if
that's
going to happen.

As I set off to find my friends I actually hear the two of them giggling behind me.

Unbelievable. What are they, twelve?

As I round the dance floor I spot my dad over by the bar. “Hey,” I call out, hooking a thumb in my mom's direction. “You're wanted over by the buffet. Something about loose lights.”

He picks up his drink with a sigh. “On my way.”

I hurry my pace, eager to find my friends. The moon illuminates the sandy, moss-strewn path that leads down to the creek, but I could easily find my way in the dark. I love to come down here at night and listen to the symphony of sounds—frogs croaking, katydids singing, owls hooting. The Mississippi Moonlight Sonata, as I like to call it.

When my sister, Nan, and I were kids, we would sneak down here on hot summer nights. We'd hike up our nightgowns and wade in the shallows to cool off and then lie down on the hard, scratchy picnic tables, staring up at the sky.

I miss my sister. None of us could understand why she chose Southern Miss—a good four-hour drive from home—when she could've gone to school in Oxford. But that's Nan, always unpredictable, always rebelling against my parents' expectations.

Not like me.

I can't help but sigh as I follow the path down the slope and around the bend to the sandy clearing on the edge of the flat, black water.

“Fashionably late, as always,” Morgan calls out in greeting, her body a dark silhouette against the night sky. She's perched on one of the picnic tables, her strappy-sandaled feet resting on the bench below.

“Hey, I've got a rep to uphold,” I shoot back. “Wouldn't want to disappoint my fans. What are y'all doing down here?”

“The guys are sneaking in a case of beer. By boat,” she adds with a grin. “Me, I'm just watching.”

I can just make out a handful of boys down by the water's edge, hauling in a sleek canoe.

“Very clever,” I say. “Let me guess—Mason's idea?”

“Probably.” Morgan unfolds her long legs and steps gracefully
down to the ground, coming around the table to stand beside me.

“You look great!” I say, taking in her simple pink silk sheath dress. Her pale blond hair is twisted into a knot at the back of her head, and a strand of creamy pearls encircles her throat. Morgan is the reigning Miss Teen Lafayette County, and she looks every bit the part tonight.

Her mouth curves into a pageant-perfected smile. “You look great too. Love the dress.”

“What, this ol' thing?” I quip.

“No camera? I figured you'd be filming the party for sure.”

I carry my video camera with me everywhere. It's a hobby of mine. I like to make movies. And, okay . . . I'd love to go to film school next year, but that's a whole nother story. “Mama made me promise to leave it in my room tonight—said it would make the guests feel uncomfortable or something,” I say with a shrug. “Where's Lucy, by the way?”

“I sent her off to find you ten minutes ago. She must have gotten lost.” She shifts her gaze to the spot just above my left shoulder. “Wait, here she comes.”

I swat at a mosquito as I turn to watch Lucy make her way toward us with a murderous scowl on her face. “I just got stuck talking to Mr. Donaldson for, like, fifteen minutes,” she calls out. “I'm all hoarse now. Where the hell
were
you?”

Mr. Donaldson is our AP European History teacher. He's
starting to go deaf in one ear but refuses to acknowledge it, so you have to yell at him. Loudly.

“We must have crossed paths or something,” I say with a shrug.

“So, what do you think?” Lucy strikes a runway pose, right down to the purposefully blank expression. The white halter neckline sets off her dark, bronze-brown skin, the easy drape of fabric highlighting her curves. She's had her hair relaxed, and soft, glamorous-looking waves fall just past her shoulders.

“Perfect,” I reply. “As always.” She looks sophisticated, far beyond her seventeen years.

The boys have reached the picnic tables now, hooting triumphantly as they pass around the contraband cans of Schaefer Light.

“Y'all better take it easy,” I call out. “No ruining Mama's party, okay?”

A grinning Ben salutes me with his beer. “Yes'm.”

Ben is Ryder's cousin—second cousin, to be specific—and one of his best friends, even though they couldn't be any more different. Ben is sweet, thoughtful. Kind.

Whereas Ryder, well . . . I'll tell you about Ryder. He's the star quarterback of our Division 1A state-championship football team. Top student in our class, and he doesn't even have to work at it. He plays the piano like some kind of freaking
prodigy, and I wouldn't be surprised if he composed sonatas or something in his spare time.

Oh, and did I mention that he's gorgeous? Of course he is. Six foot four, two hundred ten pounds of swoon-worthy good looks. Spiky dark hair, chocolate brown eyes, and full-on dimples.

And his future? Right now half the SEC is courting him hard, and the other half is wishing they were. It's a foregone conclusion that he'll play for Ole Miss—Mississippi's golden boy, kept right here at home.

Ryder brushes past me and my friends as if we don't exist, unworthy of his notice, as he follows Ben and the rest of the guys—Mason, Tanner, and Patrick—to the picnic table behind us.

Tonight, the guys are wearing the standard dress uniform of khakis with a white oxford-cloth shirt and colorful tie. Their jackets—navy blue, of course—have long since been discarded, their ties loosened and hanging untidily against their shirtfronts.

Only Ryder, discordant in his charcoal suit and French-blue tie, remains jacketed and fully buttoned up, not even appearing to break a sweat despite the oppressive heat. He's also the only one without a beer, I notice.

That doesn't mean he's quiet, though. They're loud and raucous, all of them, shouting and cursing at each other as they discuss—what else?—football.

“You've gotta see this dude's arm to believe it,” Tanner is saying. “I'm talking perfect spiral.” He mimes a throw.

“So? You need receivers who don't suck ass for it to make any difference.” Mason tips back his beer and downs nearly half its contents in a single, long gulp. Mason is Ryder's other best friend. He also happens to be Morgan's twin brother. Back in elementary school, he wore his hair so long that people often mistook them for identical twin girls—a little factoid I like to revisit whenever he gets too annoying, which is often. He can be a jerk sometimes—hot-tempered and a little crude.

“Let's see if you're still singing the same song in two weeks, after we kick your sorry asses,” Tanner says sourly.

“Just thinking it ain't gonna make it so, bro. Where'd you say this kid transferred from? Holy Cross?” Mason shakes his head, chuckling. “Yeah, I'm not worried. You worried, Ryder?”

All the guys' heads swivel toward Ryder. He tosses the football he's holding into the air and catches it. “Nope,” he says with a cocky grin.

“Maybe you should be.” Tanner is glaring now, his arms folded across his scrawny chest. Tanner is
my
cousin, on my mom's side. He goes to West Lafayette High, our big football rival. It's some kind of weird districting thing, because he went to elementary and middle school with us. He probably could've applied for a waiver or something, but he didn't. Mason claims it's because Tanner knew he wasn't good enough to play ball for
Magnolia Branch, and who knows? Maybe he's right. Either way, things have a habit of getting pretty heated whenever he's around nowadays.

“Hey, did y'all catch the Alabama-LSU game this afternoon?” Ben asks, obviously trying to defuse the situation.

“They're such morons,” Lucy mutters as the boys' conversation steers toward more neutral ground.

Morgan nods. “Mason brought his shotgun, by the way. In the boat with the beer. They'll probably go off and shoot stuff before the night is over.”

“So long as Jemma doesn't go with them.” Lucy directs a stern glare in my direction.

Because I'm the best shot in all of Magnolia Branch—an indisputable fact. I've got trophies to show for it. Not that I would ever shoot a living thing—it's just targets and skeet for me, thank you very much. But yeah, Mama taught me to sew, Daddy to shoot. That's the way we roll here in Magnolia Branch.

“Not in this dress and not with boys who've been drinking,” I say, stealing a glance over my shoulder at the boys in question.

At that exact moment, Patrick turns toward me and our gazes collide. He smiles at me—a goofy, mischievous grin.

Inexplicably, my stomach flutters in response. I swallow hard, my pulse racing.

Oh, no.

If there's one thing I know about Patrick Hughes, it's that he's trouble.
Big
trouble. The Hugheses are old money—and I mean
way
old money—and Patrick is their little prince. Like Mason, he's prone to having
too
good of a time, as evidenced by not one but
two
DUIs in the past year alone. Lucky for him, his daddy's a lawyer, a partner at Marsden, Hughes & Fogarty, along with Ryder's dad.

Nope, my parents would definitely
not
approve, despite his wealth and pedigree.

Who knows? Maybe that's why I smile back.

S
omething seems to have shifted inside me since that shared glance with Patrick down by the creek. It's not like he hasn't smiled at me before—he has, plenty of times. But this was somehow different. It was almost like . . . like he was really noticing me for the first time. Which is ridiculous, since we've known each other since forever. We even took a film class together at the Y last summer. He's actually pretty sweet when you get him away from the pack, despite his bad-boy image.

I'm hyperaware of his presence now, involuntarily searching for him in the crowd as we join the party. Several times I think I catch him watching me, staring at me intently as I sit at one of the round tables eating dinner. And later, when I'm out on the dance floor with Lucy and Morgan.

So it's not a total surprise when he intercepts me on my way to the punch table and asks me to dance. The musicians have just begun to play a slow song—something that sounds like an old-fashioned waltz. I say yes, allowing him to take my hand and lead me back out to the center of the dance floor. I feel strangely conspicuous as Patrick wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close, as if everyone is watching us.

And they are, I realize.

I clasp my hands around his neck, steadying him as he sways dangerously against me, threatening to topple us both right there in the middle of the dance floor.

“You look pretty,” he whispers, his breath hot against my ear.

“Yeah, I think that's the beer talking.”

“No, seriously. I mean it. You're really, really pretty.”

Over his shoulder, I see my mom watching us with a scowl. This is probably a mistake, I realize, but I feel reckless tonight. Bold. Like I want to break some rules or something.

Which is totally out of character for me. I've always played by the rules, performed my role to perfection—dutiful daughter, devoted sister, straight-A student, cocaptain of the cheerleading squad. I do exactly what's expected of me, live the life my parents have imagined for me. Sometimes I wonder who the
real
Jemma Cafferty is—if I'll ever find her.

If I want to.

“Thanks,” I murmur. “You don't look so bad yourself.”

“Let's go somewhere and talk,” he says, his voice low. Releasing my waist, he reaches for my hand and tugs me toward the edge of the dance floor.

“I don't think that's such a good idea,” I say. Still, I follow him. My heart is pounding against my ribs as we weave our way through the crowd, toward the back of the house.

“I meant what I said,” he tells me as soon as we find ourselves alone. “You really do look pretty tonight. I mean, you always do. But especially now.” He sways a little, and I reach out to steady him.

“You okay?” I ask. He's definitely a little drunk.

“Yeah. I really, really wanna kiss you right now.”

“Oh yeah?” I ask.

He nods. “Yeah.” He reaches for my hand and pulls me into the shadows, pressing me roughly against the trunk of a tree. I don't resist, not even when his lips find mine.

His kiss is surprisingly gentle—almost tentative. I want more.
Need
more. I open my mouth against his, feeling dangerously light-headed as his hands skim up my sides, drawing gooseflesh in their wake.

I draw him closer, till the entire length of his body is pressed against mine. It's been so long since I've been kissed, I realize with a start.
Too
long.