Monsignor Fulvio A. DiNardo, S.J., scurried along the garden pathway from the television studio toward the stately building that housed the Pontifical Academy of Sciences, where his office was.
He walked fast, short arms pumping, short legs scampering beneath his black, knee-length surplice, which he wore over his workaday clerical suit. He looked more like an overaged wrestler than a priest. Although he was not tall, his build was burly, with a barrel-shaped body and thick limbs heavy with muscle. He kept his scalp shaved but there was always a dark stubble over his jaw no matter how closely he shaved. Despite his fierce appearance, Monsignor DiNardo was a truly gentle man, a dedicated Jesuit, a confidant of the Pope and the cardinals who advised the pontiff. He was also a world-class geologist.
He nodded perfunctorily to the priests and nuns and friars strolling much more leisurely along the walk. They seemed almost like statues compared to his heart-pumping pace. DiNardo had always been a man on the go. Once he had tried using a bicycle to get across the Vatican grounds faster, but Cardinal Castiglione had nearly had a heart attack over the incident and forbade DiNardo from resorting to such infamous tactics. DiNardo obeyed, of course, although he tried to point out to his apoplectic superior that he had considered a motorbike but rejected the idea as too noisy, too disruptive.
So now he hurried toward his office on foot, looking like a black-garbed badger trotting on its hind legs.
DiNardo had actually been selected to be the lead geologist on the First Martian Expedition, but was struck down by a gall bladder attack mere days before he was to leave Earth. Jamie Waterman replaced him and went on to discover the ruins of Martian buildings in the cliffs of Tithonium Chasma.
I might have made that discovery, he had often thought. And just as often he’d told himself that God, in His infinite wisdom, had given that glory to the Navaho. DiNardo couldn’t see how that furthered God’s plan for the universe, but he accepted the situation with a good heart—or tried to.
Now DiNardo mopped his shaved scalp with a blood red handkerchief as he neared the Academy building.
The television broadcast had been a farce, he thought angrily. That slimy moderator, Ventura, had no interest in discussing the discovery of a fossil bone on Mars. He was out for sensation, not science. Moderator! DiNardo silently spat the word. The man is an immoderate egomaniac.
Ventura: “So is this odd-shaped piece of rock really the remains of a living creature?”
DiNardo: “I believe it probably is. It appears—”
Ventura: “Probably?”
DiNardo: “Very likely.”
Evangelist: “It’s all a matter of what the Lord expects us to believe: either His word as revealed in the Bible or the doubtful guesses of scientists all the way out on Mars.”
Ventura: “What do you think, Becky? Is it a fossil or just a funny-shaped rock?”
Actress: “It’s hard to tell, isn’t it?”
Author: “Look, I proved in my book,
The Mars Hoax,
that all this baloney about intelligent Martians is just hype by scientists trying to increase their funding.”
DiNardo: “Then how do you explain the buildings? The cliff dwellings?”
Author: “Built by some of the Navahos that that guy Waterman brought to Mars.”
DiNardo: “That is nonsense! Preposterous!”
Ventura: ‘You heard it here, folks. But remember, Mr. Quentin’s opinions are his own, and not necessarily the view of Worldwide News.”
Author: “You can read the truth in my latest book,
The Mars Hoax Revisited.”
And so it went, for a solid hour. DiNardo was glad that he had been in Rome, in the Vatican’s TV studio, and not in New York or wherever Ventura’s show originated. The temptation to throttle that idiot author would have overpowered his self-control.
He almost smiled as he rushed up the marble stairs to his office. That would have made a spectacular television moment: Jesuit priest strangles popular author. I wonder what penance Cardinal Castiglione would have given me for that?
DiNardo’s smile faded as he stepped into his cramped little office and dropped his bulk into his desk chair. The parts of the Vatican that tourists saw were adorned with frescoes by Titian, Raphael and other Renaissance masters. Vatican wallpaper, some wags called it. But here at the Academy of Sciences the walls were plain, bland eggshell white: economical and not distracting.
I must word this memorandum carefully, DiNardo told himself as he stared at his blank computer screen. It must be logical and convincing. Yet although he placed his fingers on the grubby keyboard, smudged with years worth of his banging on it, no words came to him. And his mind drifted, turned without his conscious volition to the problem that had become the central focus of his existence.
How could a just and merciful God have created a race of intelligent creatures and then snuffed them out in the flicker of a moment? All right, it was longer than a moment, but geologically speaking the Martians perished virtually overnight. How could God allow that?
An intelligent race, knowledgeable enough to build structures, to erect cliff dwellings high up in the walls of Mars’s Grand Canyon. Intelligent enough to worship God, undoubtedly. Perhaps their vision of God was different from ours; certainly it must have been. But they were intelligent! God gave them the brains to build a civilization, just as He did for us.
DiNardo’s breath caught in his throat. God sent the Flood to us. He destroyed all of humankind except for Noah and his family. Or is that merely a metaphor, a faint remembrance of an ecological disaster that caused widespread devastation?
It was no metaphor on Mars, he knew. A giant meteor came crashing down out of the sky and blasted the poor Martians into extinction. Dead, every last one of them. Killed.
Why? DiNardo cried silently. Why did God permit this to happen? Why did He
make
it happen?
As a lesson to us? Could a loving God be so cruel as to extinguish an entire race, just to teach us to fear Him?
Could the fundamentalists be right? Is this greenhouse warming we’re suffering now a retribution from a God grown angry at our evil ways? Did He create the Martians merely to show us what He can do when we displease Him?
No. DiNardo shook his head. That I cannot accept, cannot believe.
But why, then? Dear Lord, why did You wipe them out?
He realized with a sudden flash of inspiration that there was only one way for him to find the answer to that question. The answer lay millions of kilometers away, buried beneath the red sands of Mars. I’ve got to go there! he told himself. I’ve got to find out for myself what happened to those creatures, why they perished.
You had your chance, more than twenty years ago. God sent Waterman to Mars instead of you. Looking up at the plain wooden crucifix above his office door, DiNardo asked fervently, Lord, may I have another chance? May I get to Mars at last? Is it Your will that I reach Mars and seek out the truth of what happened to those souls?
I’m nearly ten years older than Jamie Waterman, he thought. But if Carter Carleton is young enough to go to Mars, then why not me? I’m in presentable physical condition. My blood pressure is under control as long as I take my medications. The fusion ships travel there in a matter of mere days. It’s no more difficult than flying from Rome to Los Angeles, really.
Monsignor DiNardo began pecking at his keyboard, his passionate yearning to go to Mars burning all other thoughts out of his mind, even the tightness of breath he felt as he bent over the keyboard and poured out his soul.
I’ve
got
to get to Mars, he told himself. I’ve got to!