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‘Yes. Life is hard for the weak.' Stefano's voice cut through the silence like a knife.

Kira dropped her hands and turned a simmering stare directly on him. If there was one thing she found more painful than self-hatred, it was someone else's pity. ‘I am
not
weak,' she said, with absolute conviction.

‘I know.' His reaction was equally unexpected. ‘I was blaming myself for things I did, long ago. Seeing you like this has made me put my own past under the microscope. It isn't pretty,' he said grimly.

‘You aren't a bit like Hugh!' She frowned.

‘I was. I am,' he persisted. ‘I may not have deceived my lovers—we had fun, but that was the extent of it. Sometimes I know I have left broken hearts behind me through not resisting temptation. You knew that when we slept together, didn't you?' he looked for her agreement.

‘Yes. I'm under absolutely no illusions about you, Stefano,' she agreed. An odd expression flashed in his eyes for a moment, but then he continued.

‘That's just as well. While I was on the streets I saw too many relationships driven apart by abuse and desperation. I was determined not to be like that, so I've never made any promises I can't keep. Giving a woman overwhelming pleasure is one thing. Promising to bind myself exclusively to her—never.'

‘I understand.' Kira nodded. ‘For me, you've always been Stefano the Seducer. Nothing more—and most definitely nothing less.'

The crease between his brows deepened a fraction.

‘It almost sounds as though you approve of what happened between us, Kira.'

Unable to stop her memories warming her voice, she smiled. ‘I can't help it. I do.'

Stefano's frown eased, and she corrected herself quickly.

‘That is…I mean…I did.'

‘You don't sound very sure?'

Slowly, almost hesitantly, his hand moved towards a curl of her hair that had strayed out of place. Coiling it over her shoulder, he smiled.

It was her turn to frown. ‘I'm not.'

‘Then let me help you to make up your mind. What you mean is, that as long as we are both completely honest with each other, no one will get hurt. Is that right?'

She nodded.

‘I'm not sure I agree,' he said softly, shaking his head. Then his voice dropped to a whisper. ‘For example, if I told you now that my deepest desire was to take you to bed, and you said that was the last thing you wanted to do, I would be crushed. Absolutely.'

His hand was still hovering near her hair. His eyes were very blue and clear.

Kira could barely breathe. She tried to speak. ‘B-but then, if I said that, I would be lying…' she began, but could not finish.

Stefano anticipated what she was going to say. With the urgency she craved so much, he reached out and brought her within the circle of his arms. She could offer no resistance, and didn't want to. Stefano drew her towards him until their lips met in a kiss that swept away all her worries. She relaxed into the delicious warmth of his embrace. While his kiss held her captive, he drew his hand slowly up over her ribcage. As his fingers brushed the curve of her breast she shivered with anticipation.

‘That is exactly the type of persuasion that can lead a girl astray,' she murmured.

‘I know. Now, where would you like me to lead you—to your place, or mine?' he whispered, lifting her into his arms.

CHAPTER TEN

S
TEFANO
undressed her right down to the diamonds. With a huge moon riding the velvet night outside, he worshipped his goddess of the flowers. ‘I said you would be perfection, framed in honey orchids and silhouetted against the tropical sky,' he breathed, and it was true. He could not get enough of her, his lips sipping kisses from the yielding softness of her skin.

He made love to her the whole night long. No sensation was too divine. She fuelled feelings within him he had never experienced before. Each time she moved beneath his hands, a possessive need made him hold her ever more tightly to his body. He could not let her go. As their bodies entwined in a vibrant search for satisfaction, a truth began to slip in and out of the shadows shielding his mind. He had never before found such a perfect fit for his body, his mind and his senses. Kira had to be his for evermore. He wanted her—but his feelings ran far deeper than mere sex. He had wanted plenty of women in the past, and taken them all. But Kira was different. She was an experience he could not afford to lose.

 

Much, much later, Stefano swam back to consciousness through warm waves of satisfaction. Then the gravity
of his feelings pulled him back to real life. Something incredible had happened last night. His seduction hadn't gone as planned; it had been spontaneous and reckless in a way he had never experienced before. The realisation opened his eyes wide. Then two words hurtled back at him and he shut them again, fast.

Love me.

Had he really said that? No, it wasn't possible. He wouldn't have—couldn't have—said it. He'd never done such a dangerous thing in his entire life. Although…he definitely remembered those words pulsating through the heat of his passion. Twice, in quick succession.

He must have imagined it. Yes, that was it.

With an exhalation of relief, he opened his eyes again. The room was still close and shadowy in the purple light before dawn. The sun outside had not risen high enough to penetrate the trees sheltering their refuge. He moved to check his wrist, but it was bare. He had tossed his watch aside in case it rubbed harshly against Kira's delicate skin. It was the first time he had ever done something like that, too. He wondered idly what time it was, but found he didn't care. Kira wouldn't mind, either. She liked it here on Silver Island as much as he did. They had lain awake for hours, listening to the mournful night birds outside, and wondering about the bright star that flickered down at them through the jalousie slats.

He tried to move, but couldn't. He had fallen asleep with Kira wrapped protectively in his arms. Until she wanted to escape, he was trapped.

Escape… The word rang through his head like an alarm.

Suddenly he stopped wanting Kira to wake. More
memories were racing back to taunt him. Before the wonderful abandon of bed, they had talked about her past last night—and his. That would mean she could never look at him in the same light again. Her image of him would be tainted by what she knew about his past. When she woke and gave him that lovely smile, what would be going on behind those beautiful eyes? His heart began to race. What exactly had they talked about last night, before words became unnecessary? He dimly remembered saying something about life being hard for the weak. Him? Weak? A hot wave of resentment washed over him, throwing more conversational flotsam back in his face. He had admitted turning his back on all his relatives. This, after Kira had been desperate to believe in some idealised dream of Italian family life. Well, he had shattered that illusion beyond repair!

Talking after sex, stargazing… Stefano was losing count of the number of firsts he had shared with Kira last night. There was no knowing where all this might lead, but he had his suspicions. Mercifully, another memory came back to him. He had stressed his independence again to her, hadn't he? She must understand that by now. Surely a man who could abandon his family couldn't be expected to be faithful to anyone else. In any case, where women were involved, Stefano considered himself a hunter, not a pet. Kira knew he was a lone wolf. Animals like that walked alone.

Beside him, she moved in her sleep. It was a luxurious movement, stretching out across the bed and freeing him.

A wolf walks alone, Stefano told himself. He hadn't been backed into a corner by anyone since he was a child.

Taking his chance, he began inching his way towards the edge of the bed. He had to escape. Last night, Kira had seen past his act of emotionally detached, successful businessman. She had captured some of his spirit. If he stayed by her side any longer, she would surely consume the rest.

He had to go. Now.

Peeling his body away from the last temptations of her touch, he eased his legs over the edge of the bed and inched into a sitting position. His clothes were scattered all over the place. As he reached for them, he tried not to think of the spectacular passion he had shared with Kira only hours earlier. Pulling his still-buttoned shirt on over his head, he stood, stifling a sigh of relief—but not well enough.

The rhythm of Kira's breathing changed. Stefano froze. So did she—and then she rolled over to greet him with that smile….

He swung away, unable to look her in the face.

‘Stefano? What are you doing? It's too early to get up.'

Her voice was as velvet smooth as the touch he could never risk experiencing again. He shook his head.

‘I'm sorry, Kira. I—I have to go. It's business. An urgent call. You know…' His voice disappeared. When Kira sat up and the silken sheet slipped away from her stunning nakedness, his willpower almost followed his voice.

‘I never heard anything?'

‘My phone was on vibrate. I really didn't want to wake you,' he added, with a sudden attack of the truth.

‘So tell me—what is so important that it can pull you out of my arms?'

‘You don't want to know.' Stefano went on dragging on his clothes.

‘Yes, I do. Everything you do interests me, and I don't know the first thing about your work. All you've told me about so far is your past.'

He stopped and stared at her.

‘Dio! Forget that. I shouldn't have said anything,' he muttered hurriedly. ‘I—wanted to see how you'd react if I shot your dream of Italian family life down in flames. It was nothing. Forget everything I've told you.'

‘No!' With a giggle she reached out to him, ready to tug him back into bed with her. ‘First you try and sneak off without waking me, now you're backtracking on everything else as well. What's the matter, Stefano?'

He leapt back as though her touch was a threat. ‘I've told you. It's nothing.' Making his face as bland as possible, he stared at her, daring her to contradict him. ‘I must go.'

Kira had stopped laughing. The silence that fell between them now was deadly. There could be only one reason for his sudden coldness. He was leaving her. She gazed at him, unable to quite believe it.

‘Why are you going? Tell me. I want to know.' Her voice crackled with emotion.

Stefano reached for his jacket and pulled it on. With short, sharp movements he checked that it contained his keys and wallet. ‘All right—if you insist. I'm not going to lie to you, Kira. Have you thought you might not be the only one who could have second thoughts about all this?'

There was frostbite in his voice.

‘It sounds like you're getting ready to abandon me.' Her voice barely trembled, but the tension was there.

‘Of course that's what you must think.' Stefano's reply ricocheted back like a bullet. ‘After what you've been through, it's only natural.'

Kira watched him brace himself, and take a step towards the bed. If kissing her goodbye took such a visible effort, she didn't want it. She sat back on her heels, distancing herself from him.

‘Can you blame me, Stefano, when all men are so alike? I thought last night was something exceptional, but now it turns out every move you made, every word you spoke, was fiction,' she snapped.

Stefano drew back. The rising sun outside lit a shimmering aura around him. Despite the growing dawn, no bird or insect dared disturb the horrible silence as he formed his next argument. ‘That's not true. But don't say you've never felt the need to nip a situation in the bud, before things get out of hand?'

She could hardly believe what she was hearing. Clutching the sheet against her body like a shield, she tried to make sense of this sudden change in him.

She was losing him. Unable to think of anything she had done or said to make him cool so abruptly, she began to panic.

‘What is it? What can possibly have changed between us since last night, Stefano?' she implored.

‘Nothing…and everything.'

His face was hard with an alien emotion. Kira gazed at him. The man who had seduced her with soft words and intoxicating caresses stared back at her in bitter disillusion.

‘My US agent rang with details of an ideal investment property in upstate New York. That's where I'm going,' he said at last, each word drawn out and hesitant.

Kira's heart leapt. For a moment things didn't seem so bad. Looking around Sir Ivan's old house with Stefano had been wonderful. Maybe she could persuade him to include her in this next invitation? Her excitement was quashed by his next words.

‘I'm leaving right away to go and view it. You can stay on here for as long as you like. Just tell one of my pilots when you want to go home.'

‘So…you're flying to America alone?' Kira said slowly. With heart-rending effort, she managed to stop her smile sliding straight into despair.

He nodded. Grabbing his phone from the bedside table he dropped it into a pocket. Motionless with shock, Kira could not do or say a thing. It didn't matter. Stefano was perfectly prepared to do the talking for both of them.

‘When I want to get away from people, I get right away from them. Once you've finished checking out Silver Island, you can go back to living in the grounds of Bella Terra, and working at my town house in Florence. While you're doing all that and flitting from one place to another, I'll keep well out of your way, until you've finished.'

‘Why? There's nothing to stop you coming and going wherever you please. I'm won't be in your way,' Kira said, confused.

‘I need space. I can't let you interfere with that.' Stefano's voice soared through the silence that fell between them.

It wasn't just a statement, it was a warning. Kira didn't need to be told twice. Gathering up her last reserves of courage, she stared him out.

‘Don't worry on my account, Stefano. You know I'm
happier alone,' she said brusquely. ‘I'll be fine. Once I leave here, I'll be totally absorbed by the Florence project. Go and find yourself another new house. Maybe you'll have better luck turning that one into a home, although I very much doubt it.'

‘I can hope,' he said coolly.

‘It won't take me more than a few hours to do my preliminary checks here. I'd be grateful if you'd arrange for me to be flown home this afternoon,' Kira countered, turning to hide her rage and shame as she got out of bed. Wrapping the sheet tightly around her body she stalked towards the bathroom. Ice-cold reserve was the only way she could deal with this situation. She expected Stefano to agree to her demand without question. His reaction came as a shock. As she strode past him, he grabbed her by the elbow.

‘No. Stay here, on the island.'

‘What?'

‘That way I'll know where you are.'

‘Now, wait a minute!' Kira flared. ‘I may be on your payroll, but that doesn't mean you're in charge of my schedule. When it comes to my work, everything has to be done in the right order.'

And first on the list is getting you right out of my system, she thought painfully.

‘I've got so much admin work to do back at home, I'll need to get started on it as soon as possible,' she went on, pulling her arm roughly from his grasp. ‘Then there's the prince's project to sign off, and that's before I've even thought of starting work on your town house….'

Hugging the sheet tightly to her body, she started for the shower again. Hearing Stefano take some quick steps in pursuit and knowing that if he laid another hand on
her she would be lost, she turned to confront him. She didn't want his touch clouding her judgement.

His expression gave her another jolt. He looked white-faced, almost lost, and as far from the smooth, composed Stefano as she had ever seen him. A moment later, and he was impenetrable once more.

‘I'm glad you'll be keeping yourself busy,' he said, with all the passion of a diplomat.

Kira met his chilly good manners with a hard frost of her own. ‘Don't talk about my work as though it is a hobby, Stefano. I signed that contract for you, don't forget.'

Her glare drew down shades over his expression. Any softening of his manner was instantly hidden from her, and from the world.

‘How could I?' he said bitterly.

 

Stefano stormed away from Silver Island. He didn't need his newest employee lecturing him, even if her name was Kira Banks. Her anger worked away at his pride like a mountain stream running over rocks. An endless loop of her words went around and around in his head, and worse still, for the first time ever, Stefano could not settle to work on the plane journey. He hardly heard a word his agent said as they drove towards his latest dream property. His mind was a complete mess of regret and confusion. What did he want with another soulless palace? None of the others had brought him a moment's happiness or satisfaction. He had found both in Kira's arms, and then turned his back on her. Where was the sense in that? All he needed in his life was Kira, and her homely touch. Why had he ruined his only chance of happiness by letting slip his murky past, and the way
he had abandoned his family? It would only reinforce her picture of him as a shallow pleasure seeker, flitting from one set of values to another. Kira deserved better than that, and she knew it.

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