Meant to Be Yours: New Adult BBW College Romance (Derek and Jaike Book 2) (9 page)

The possessive light in his gaze made her swallow. “Yours—” She couldn’t say anything else after that, with Derek kissing her once more. His kisses and caresses still had the feeling of urgency to them, as if Derek still doubted her word. Jaike knew that it was her fault. After what she had said about wanting him to be like Angelo, she couldn’t blame him for doubting her.
 

Wrapping her arms around his neck, she tried to make up for it by forcing herself to ignore her fears. Every cell of her body was screaming for her to protect herself, to keep even a small bit of her untouched and safe from his possession. But she forced all such thoughts out of her mind and instead concentrated on making sure she was as open and honest as she could be about how much she wanted him.

Her fingers curled in his hair as his head moved down her body, his mouth touching her breast. She cried out his name when he started sucking on her nipple, passionately and urgently, as if he wanted to brand her breasts with his touch. When he bit her nipple a little bit too hard, she winced but didn’t say a word of protest, bearing the pain silently.

But even without her saying a word, it was as if Derek sensed her pain anyway because the next second he was stroking her breast in a soothing motion, his tongue slowly and tenderly swirling around her nipple as if in apology.

Another twinge to her heart, but this time it was not bittersweet. This time, it tasted a lot like ambrosia, temptingly sweet as a promise of eternity.

“Kiss me whatever way you want,” she heard herself whisper, her voice embarrassingly husky. A part of her couldn’t believe she was saying such words, but another part of her wondered how she could not. It was time to face the truth. She wanted to belong to Derek completely, and this was the only way to do it.

Jaike’s words had him groaning, and what little was left of his control disappeared, leaving him mad with desire. This time, he could no longer think, his need to possess Jaike’s body taking over him completely.

He laid kisses down her body, licking her navel before he moved further down until he could push her thighs wide open. He pushed them wider and wider until they formed a wide V and allowed him an eyeful of her beautiful, wet flesh.

When she tried to cover it, he growled, “No!”

“Then please stop staring—”

He looked up at her with fierce eyes. “But you told me it’s mine.”

The words had her swallowing and then slowly, her hands fell back to her sides.

Her unexpected submissiveness made his cock ache harder, and his desire no longer knew any bounds. He dipped his head, his only thought to destroy her as much as she destroyed him. He wanted both of them wrecked with passion until they could no longer think or breathe.

Jaike’s body arched off the bed, a gasp falling past her lips as she felt his tongue sliding up and down her folds. “Derek!” Her fingers dug into his head as she felt his tongue slip inside her pussy.

As he fucked her with his tongue, she couldn’t help moving her hips up and down to meet the wet hard thrusts, her fingers twisting around his hair as she tried to get her pussy closer and closer to his tongue.

Wave after wave of pleasure hit her, its intensity making her vision blur. When she felt his thumb joining in the action, brushing against her clitoris, she knew she was getting close. “Derek, Derek, Derek…” She couldn’t stop herself from chanting his name over and over, her tone becoming high pitched when two long fingers also slid inside her, matching the thrusts of his tongue.
 

Pleasure started to form into a ball inside her, spreading heat throughout her body. “Derek!” She was so unbearably close that she knew she would come any minute now.

When Derek felt Jaike’s inner muscles clenching against his fingers, he knew it was time. He stroked her faster, his fingers and tongue working harder to arouse her flesh while his thumb kept her clitoris on fire.

Soon, her muscles had contracted so tightly around his fingers it was hard for him to take them out before thrusting them back in.

“DEREEEEEEEEEK!”

She was there all of a sudden, her body curving up as her orgasm hit her like a sensual explosion that left her body jerking hard against his. Every streak of come pulsing out of her had their bodies slapping against each other, and throughout it he never stopped thrusting his fingers in and out of her, prolonging the pleasure until she was begging for him to stop.

He lifted his head, growling, “Never.” And he proved he meant it by lifting his body up and replacing his tongue and fingers with his cock. He pushed it in inch by inch, giving her time to get used to the sensation of being filled to this extent.

Jaike could only hold on to Derek as she looked down between their bodies, her arousal slowly climbing back to its peak as she continued to stare at the way his cock was making its way inside her.

“God, Derek…” A moan escaped her as more of his cock made it inside her still quivering pussy. “You feel like too much.”

He said tautly, “Unfortunately, that’s only half of it.”

Her eyes widened. “Half? What—aaaaaaah!” Although the words were true, it had also been a distraction and Derek used it wisely, his cock sliding home and pushing past her virginal barrier in one go.

“Derek!” The scream was part pain, part pleasure, her whole body rejoicing at the knowledge that it now completely belonged to its Master. Her dazed eyes searching for his gaze, she whispered, “I’m yours now.”

“Yes.” He raised himself up with his arms, pulling his cock almost all the way out of her before slowly pushing it back into her. All the while, his gaze was on her face, his body stirring at the way she moaned in pleasure when he started thrusting in and out of her.

He kept his pace steady and slow, wanting her well used to his possession before he did anything else. When her legs wrapped around his waist, Derek knew it was his cue, and he began pounding into her then, hard and fast.

Jaike’s senses reeled when Derek’s thrusts became fast and frenzied. Each thrust wrung a cry out of her, and she could only sob his name and tighten her legs around him while he took complete control of her body.
 

Even though she felt like she was falling apart in his arms, she couldn’t help but want more and she cried it out loud. “Please, Derek, more. Harder. Harder. Harder. Haaaaaaardeeeeeeeeer—”

Suddenly, she was there again, her orgasm taking her completely by surprise. As her body shook with her second release, Derek didn’t stop pounding into her. A moment later, she felt his hard body freeze. Her gaze flew to his face just in time to see it clench in need, his lips forming her name silently as his cock pumped its seed into her. His large body shuddered with each spurt of come, but still he kept pounding into her.

She wrapped her arms around him the moment his weight settled down on her. She should be afraid right now. She should be very afraid because she was so damn happy. Surely this was the kind of happiness that had fooled Diana into thinking she loved Anthony Carras and he had loved her back?

That was what she should feel, but she didn’t.

In Derek’s arms, she felt safe. She felt cherished. She felt like she belonged.

Inside her, Derek’s cock started to stir again.

Her eyes flew up to him in shock. “Again?”

And she was also surprised when she realized that the feral light in Derek’s stormy gaze hadn’t completely died, that his doubts about her desire to belong to him hadn’t been completely erased.

“I need to make sure your body won’t forget it’s mine.”

It was all he said before the agonizingly exquisite pleasure of falling apart in his arms started all over again. Before she knew it, he had rolled himself to his back and he was slowly impaling her with his cock—

She whimpered as she felt her pussy widening to accommodate him in this new position. Somehow, she felt even fuller, and she could feel herself turning red all over when she saw that Derek was watching her every expression.

“You should stop staring,” she half-begged, half-demanded.

“No. You’re mine.” It was all he said before he had her bouncing on his cock, his mouth latching on to her nipple.

Throughout the night, there was no rest for her, Derek making her come again and again until she was limp and near to passing out, her voice hoarse from crying his name out so many times.

Only when Jaike was sleeping did Derek slowly come to his senses. When he did, he could only stare at the girl lying so innocently next to him, aghast and disgusted by his selfish ways. What the fuck had come over him? Had he been so fucking jealous and scared of losing her to Angelo that he had practically fucked her to unconsciousness?

He should feel guilty about what he did, but apparently he was more a monster than he himself had realized. Because right now, looking at Jaike and remembering what they had just done, all he wanted was to fuck her again.

When Jaike slowly woke up, she found Derek fully clothed and seated at the edge of her bed. Her eyes blinked open groggily. “Derek?”

He said tonelessly, “Let’s break up.”

Chapter Seven

Jaike shot to a seated position on her bed, keeping the covers close to her naked form by crossing her arms over her chest. “Excuse me?” Maybe she had just dreamt it – maybe it was a fleeting nightmare she remembered. Surely Derek couldn’t have just said those words.

“You heard me.”

“I don’t think I did.”

After a beat, Derek said flatly, “We should break up. That’s what I said. We should—”

She said stiffly, “You don’t have to repeat it again.” She counted quietly to herself. One, two, three…

She was not going to freak out.
 

Seven, eight, nine…

Even if it felt like he was dumping her right after he had taken her virginity…

Twelve, thirteen—

Fuck being calm about it.

She grabbed a pillow and hit his face as hard as she could. She kept hitting him and hitting him, not wanting to stop because if she did then he would see her—

“Stop it.” Derek finally managed to take hold of her hands and pull it down. Looking at her, he was aghast to find her crying. On the other hand, the baser side of him also noticed that the covers had fallen to her waist, leaving her upper half completely bare. Every time her chest heaved, her glorious breasts would rise and fall with it, presenting Derek with a temptation that his cock urged him not to resist.

“Why are you crying?” he demanded.

“What kind of stupid question is that?”

He had to ask, even if knowing the answer could rip his heart into half. “Do you hate me that much?” He told himself to wait for an answer, to be a fucking man and face the consequences of his actions. But he couldn’t. He didn’t want to hear her answer because even just for today, he wanted to pretend he still had a chance with her. That he could still make it up to her.

“I’m sorry,” he said harshly. “You didn’t deserve the way I treated you last night. I know saying I’m sorry isn’t enough, but I’m saying it still. I’m sorry for acting like an animal—”

Jaike couldn’t believe her ears. “I-is that w-why you want us to break up?”

“What other reason is there?”

He looked at her like she was dumb as a post, and she couldn’t help looking back at him the same way.

“What other reason?” she echoed incredulously. “Are you serious? We...we…we did
that
last night and the next thing I know, you’re breaking up with me. Of course it’s going to make me think all you wanted was that and now that you have it, you…”
 

The whole time she had been talking, Derek had stared at her in disbelief. When she choked off, he demanded, “Are you stupid?”

She snapped back, “Are
you
stupid? Why would you even think that I’d want us to break up because of how much you wanted me last night?”

“Because it’s not normal,” he gritted out. “It was your first time and I couldn’t stop myself. I wanted to fuck you again and again because I was jealous. And even seeing you asleep and tired, I still wanted to fuck you. I wanted to hear you say over and over that you’re mine!” He looked at her bitterly. “Now you tell me that’s not twisted and fucked up.”

Her eyes looking straight into his, she said softly, “It
is
twisted and fucked up.”