Medieval Ever After (5 page)

“Stephen,” de Lara had come in to the room and was standing behind him. “Hurry up! There is no time to waste.”

Snapping out of his trance, Stephen grasped her arm and shook it gently. “My lady?” he said quietly. “’Tis time to awaken. We have an appointment to make.”

Startled, Joselyn awoke to two strange knights gazing down at her. Half asleep and forgetting where she was, she suddenly threw her fists up and caught Stephen in the mouth. His head snapped back but he maintained his grip on her as she screamed and fought. Tate came up beside him and, between the two of them, managed to get her on her feet. But she was still fighting.

“Lady Joselyn,” Stephen wiped the trickle of blood from his split lip, understanding she was not fully awake yet. “Calm yourself. You are not in danger and you will not come to harm. You are at Berwick Castle, remember?”

Hair askew, Joselyn blinked unsteadily at the two enormous knights as they tried to lead her out of the solar. She brushed the hair from her face as her wits returned, the familiar bailey of Berwick coming into view.

The moon had risen fully in the time that she and Stephen had been sequestered in the solar, giving the landscape an eerie white glow. Being that it was July, she could smell the night blossoms upon the air, mingling with the smoke and stench of death. It was an odd smell. Taking a couple of deep breaths to clear her sleepy mind, she removed herself indelicately from Stephen and Tate’s grasp.

“I am quite capable of walking unassisted,” she informed them.

They allowed her to yank herself free. Neither man said a word as they continued to escort her across the bailey and into the great hall. It was still a crowded place, filled with English knights and lords, and somewhere near the hearth her family still hovered. The moment she entered the hall with a massive English knight on either side, however, her mother began to wail.

It was a chaotic sound that the husband tried to quiet and Edward tried to ignore. The priest was a fat man in dirty robes that smelled strongly of alcohol. The mother’s wailing grew louder as Stephen took Joselyn by the elbow and guided her in the direction of the priest. Edward barked at the priest to begin the wedding mass and Stephen firmly pushed Joselyn to her knees. He knelt beside her, seemingly unaffected by the entire thing. There was strength and dignity to his posture while Joselyn seemed dazed.

Lady Seton’s wailing grew to titanic proportions and she began lamenting her daughter’s future loudly, almost drowning out the droning of the priest. Edward kept shooting the woman baleful looks, hoping Sir Alexander would take the hint and shove a fist into the woman’s mouth to shut her up. But Seton was actually paying attention to the wedding ceremony, murmuring prayers in response to the priest’s intonations. Infuriated with a new round of cries from Lady Seton, Edward picked up the nearest cup and threw it at her.

The woman screamed as it sailed past her head and into the wall behind her. Jolted, Joselyn almost bolted to her feet but Stephen held her firm as the priest made the sign of the cross in holy oil on their foreheads. But the woman’s screaming continued and the priest was forced to speak louder and louder until he was almost shouting to be heard above the wailing. Edward would have thrown more cups had he been able to find them, cursing and muttering even as the priest prayed. Through the chaos, de Lara was the only one, other than Stephen, who kept his composure. Truth be told, however, had he possessed any less control, Tate would have been laughing his head off.

The priest finished with the final blessing and Stephen abruptly pulled Joselyn to her feet. Before she could draw another breath, he grabbed her upper arms and kissed her chastely on the cheek. As she opened her mouth to speak, her mother suddenly broke free and, with a piercing scream, hurled herself into the massively blazing fire.

Hysteria erupted as Joselyn and the other Seton woman, a grandmother, screamed in horror. Without hesitation, Stephen grabbed his new wife and swept her swiftly from the hall. She was hysterical, beating on him and crying for her mother. But Stephen was resolute that she be removed from the bedlam. There was nothing either of them could do for the crazed mother and he had little doubt that it would have done Joselyn more harm than good to watch her mother burn to death.

As they crossed the bailey, they could hear the screams and shouts coming from the hall. Stephen was focused on the keep in front of him, thinking of the night ahead and the duty he must perform. It would undoubtedly be made more difficult by the events of the night. But his instincts to remove her from the hall had been correct; what they did not see was Edward preventing Seton from pulling his wife from the blaze as de Lara took his broadsword and gored the burning woman through the chest to end her agony.

Death was almost instantaneous and only then did de Lara pull the body from the hearth and extinguish it. The woman was barely recognizable. As Seton threw himself across his wife’s scorched corpse, de Lara and Edward fell away to regroup, watching the Seton clan deal with their catastrophic loss. It had been a harrowing end to a harrowing day. They hoped, just between the two of them, that Stephen fared better.

Stephen had taken Joselyn into the keep, kicking down doors until he came to a room on the third level that had a small bed in it. It was a dirty room with an odd smell, but it didn’t matter. It was private for his needs. He entered the room, slamming the door and bolting it.

He put Joselyn on her feet, watching as she tried to push past him and open the door. He grasped her around the waist and easily pulled her away from the panel. She struggled against him, trying to smack his hands away. He directed her over towards the bed but she was struggling so much that he ended up tripping over his own feet just so he would not step on her. Together, they tumbled onto the stiff, dirty pile of straw that constituted the crude mattress.

Joselyn was buried underneath him, sobbing her heart out. Stephen shifted so he would not smash her but he didn’t get up entirely; she was still quite volatile.

“Relax, lady,” he murmured with his mouth against the back of her head.

She twisted and heaved underneath him. “Let me go,” she wept. “I must see to my mother.”

Stephen thought on his last vision of Joselyn’s mother as they had left the hall. The woman had been completely engulfed in flames and he knew there was no point to try and save her. Being a healer, and a very good one at that, he should have gone back into the hall to see if something could be done. But he also knew that, in his experience, serious burns were almost always fatal. And the woman had been consumed by the blaze, leaving little doubt that if she was not dead already, she very soon would be. He sighed faintly.

“There is no need,” he rumbled softly. “If she is not yet with God, she very shortly will be.”

Joselyn’s weeping came to an abrupt halt as if shocked by his words. When she resumed her tears a few moments later, it was with great anguish. Stephen pushed himself off of the bed, pulling her up with him. As he knelt beside the frame, he grasped her by the arms and forced her to look at him.

“You have my sympathies on what has happened to your mother,” he said with more emotion than he had exhibited since they had met. “But I can tell you with certainty that the moment she entered the flame, there was nothing anyone could do for her. It is a tragic thing to have witnessed and for that, I am deeply sorry. But you and I have a duty to fulfill and we must move forward with it.”

Joselyn stared at him, her tears rapidly fading and a look of complete disbelief on her face. “Are you truly so unfeeling?” she half-demanded, half-pleaded. “You speak of my mother, not some unknown, unloved woman.”

His blue eyes were intense. “I realize that,” he said. “But I also know that there is nothing to be done for her. You must not dwell on it.”

She tried to yank free of his grasp. “You are the coldest, most heartless man I have ever had the misfortune to come across,” she hissed, managing to pull an arm free. She began climbing across the bed, away from him, leaving her tartan in his grip. “How can you show such callousness? If you are a Hospitaller as you said you were, then surely there is some compassion buried deep within your warring soul.”

He stood up, watching her cower against the wall. The tartan in his hand was tossed against the wall. It landed in the cobwebs.

“The compassion I have is carefully reserved, not to be given lightly,” he told her. “It does not belong with the dead.”

Joselyn remained pressed against the wall as he turned away from her and began unlatching his plate armor. His reaction to her mother’s situation only reinforced that he was an aloof, heartless man. God had never been particularly kind to her throughout her life and now she was saddled with an unemotional block of ice. Though her mind was still in the chaotic hall, her attention was focused on the enormous knight who was now her husband. He pulled off his wrist protection and moved to his breastplate, pulling it free and neatly piling the protection near the door. The more he removed, the more her attention was drawn away from the hall and to the situation at hand.

Joselyn was not a skittish girl; she was practical and sensible. She knew very well that she was now a married woman but beyond that, she knew little else. Having spent eleven years in the cloister had only prepared her for life serving the church. She knew virtually nothing of married life, of what was expected between a husband and wife. But she knew enough to know that her husband would expect his husbandly rights this night. Her experience with such a thing had been violent and painful. She expected this encounter to be no different from the disposition her new husband was displaying.

But truth be told, she was still in shock; shock from the surrender, shock from an unanticipated marriage, and shock over her mother’s horrific end. It was enough to deaden anyone, but Joselyn was not an average young woman. She was a fighter. As Stephen removed the last of his plate armor and turned to her, she knew she could not surrender to the situation, as much as she wanted to. It would be easier to submit. But she never did things the easy way.

“I need your help to remove my mail.” He pulled off his hauberk, or mail hood, and tossed it to the ground. Then he moved to the bed and held out his arms to her. “Will you pull, please?”

She gazed at him with a baleful expression. “Are you truly so hardened to everything?”

He looked at her, his arms still extended. “My mail, please.”

“Does nothing in this world affect you in the least?”

“My mail,
please
.”

“Answer me. As your wife, I would ask to be given that courtesy.”

The arms remained hanging in the air between them. “I have no answer to give. I am what you see.”

He was the most difficult person she had ever met. Frustrated, she reached out and grabbed the mail, grunting with great release as she pulled. Stephen bent over, allowing the mail to slide over his enormous body.

“My name…,” Joselyn grunted as one arm came free and almost sent her over backwards, “is the Lady Joselyn Julia de Velt Seton,” the other arm came free and she fell back onto the mattress with the weight of it, “and I am the eldest child of Sir Alexander and the Lady Julia de Velt Seton. My mother is a Northumberland de Velt and my father a Scot although he has Saxon forebears. I have been living at Jedburgh Abbey for eleven years where I was taught the arts of sewing, cooking, gardening, flower cultivation, shearing sheep and wool dying. I was also taught to read and write Latin and French, and I can play the mandolin. I am not a mindless, cowering female so you should know the manner of woman you have married.”

By this time, Stephen was standing over her with his hands on his hips, listening to her speech. She spit it out rather angrily and he realized he very much wanted to smile at her spunk. But he kept his smile hidden, his manner strictly professional. He didn’t want to let his guard down, not even for a moment. He’d known too many women in his lifetime that would use that sort of thing against him. Until he knew Joselyn better, it was best to keep up appearances.

“Thank you for the education,” he said, bordering on sarcasm. “Since you are not a mindless, cowering female, I am assuming you realize that I am not undressing for my own comfort.”

“What do you mean?”

“We must consummate this marriage.”

She blanched but admirably kept her composure. “And if I refuse?”

“I would advise against it.”