Memories: A Husband to Remember\New Year's Daddy (Hqn) (35 page)

Ronni leveled him a look that was meant to convey,
Don’t tease me on this one, Keegan.

“I’m serious.” He poured the remains of the coffeepot into a cup and snagged a finished cookie from the drying rack.

Sighing across the top of her mug, she said, “I’ve seen the equipment you’ve got set up. Vic wouldn’t know a fax machine from a word processor, and as for linking up to the Internet, forget it. He’s a sawmill man. Born and bred for generations. He’s not a three-piece suit kind of guy.”

“I was talking about helping me get the house renovated and updated. I’ve had to hire contractors and subs for the tough jobs that require a lot of expertise and licenses and such, but there’s a lot of work that I’d hoped I could share with Bryan which isn’t going to happen for a while—at least not until he’s off crutches—and some of the jobs won’t wait.”

She wavered as she sipped her coffee. It slid in a warm path to her stomach and chased away some of the cold fear that had settled there. Travis was offering a much-needed helping hand to a man he barely knew. “Vic’s proud, almost to a fault. He won’t want your pity or accept anything he construes as a handout.”

“I think that can be managed,” Travis replied, a mischievous light gleaming in his eyes. “Would you feel better if I promised to work off his behind?”

“Not me, but Victor would. A proud, stubborn, hardheaded man, that one,” she said as if to herself, but inside, the wheels of her mind were turning ever-faster. Travis’s plan might just work. Business at the tree lot had slowed. With only a week before Christmas, sales had fallen off drastically and it was only a matter of days before her brother-in-law would be unemployed again. Tilting her face up, she eyed this complex man who could be hard-hearted and seemingly ruthless one minute, compassionate the next, and sexy as all get out, to boot.

“You don’t know Vic.”

“I met him the other night. Seemed conscientious enough to me—personable to the customers at the tree lot and someone who wasn’t afraid of hard work. Unless he was just putting on a show for me by delivering the tree and sticking around to see that it fit into the stand.”

“Don’t be ridiculous.”

“Then he’s got a job if he wants one.”

She was stunned. “That’s how you hire people? From meeting them once?”

A small smile twisted his lips. “It’s one way. When you can’t get a résumé or don’t have time to do background checks, then you have to rely on gut instinct.” He lifted one shoulder. “Usually, it’s right on.”

“Oh?”

“It was right about you.”

She squinted up at him. “How’s that?”

“Pretty. Intelligent. Serious, with a wild side that needs to be explored.”

“Oh, right,” she mocked just as Kurt, struggling on tiptoe, crutches stretched out in front of him to accommodate his small size, fell into the room. He let out a yelp, then held his tongue as his brother, who was forever getting the short end of the stick, in Ronni’s estimation, started to laugh.

“Kurt! Oh, be careful,” she admonished, then picked up her nephew and hugged him. For all his bravado, he was just a little boy and he sniffed loudly, though she suspected his pride was injured more than any part of his body.

Bryan sent his father a baleful look and Travis took the hint. “I promised Bryan he could rent some movies this afternoon.”

“What? And give up entertaining the troops?” she said with a teasing grin. “I can’t imagine why he’d want to do that.”

Travis was suddenly sober, his eyes dark with emotion, his voice low enough so as not to be heard over the television. “It’s all part of our new deal—peace treaty really. Bryan’s agreed to spend the rest of the school year here, with me, then if things don’t work out, he’s moving to Europe to be with his mother.”

“Oh, Travis.” She read the pain in his eyes and knew that only a child could wound so deeply.

“I just hope he gives Cascadia a chance,” he said, finishing his coffee. “Come on, Bryan, we’ve got money to spend at the video store.” In an aside to Ronni, he added, “I could take the rest of the kids, too, if you want to go visit your sister for a while.”

The truth of the matter was that she was itching to see Shelly, but she wasn’t about to dump the load of kids on Travis. “I’ll see her in the morning,” she answered. “She needs to rest now and we’ve—that’s a collective we, meaning the children as well as me—have a kitchen to clean.”

“I’ll call Vic,” Travis promised. “Now, about those lessons?”

At that point, Bryan hobbled over to the front door.

“When do you get off the sticks?” Ronni asked.

“Probably next Monday,” Bryan answered curtly.

“Two days before Christmas? Good.”

“Yeah and I’m gonna try snowboarding that day!”

“I don’t think so,” Travis said.

“I’m not waiting a year!” Bryan insisted, glowering. “No way.”

“We’ll see what the doctor says. Hopefully snowboarding will be better on your knees. There’s less chance of reinjuring yourself when you get good enough not to fall all the time. The problem with learning something new is that you’re bound to fall over and over again. When you fall and lose control, that’s when there’s the danger of reinjury.”

“Not me. You don’t know, I could have a natural ability,” Bryan said.

“It’s possible, I suppose, but my guess is that you might land on your backside more often than not on the first day,” Travis told him, setting his empty cup in the sink.

Bryan rolled his eyes.

“Don’t forget what I promised about the horses,” Ronni said, hoping to cheer the boy. “Anytime you’re ready.”

“I’ll see you later,” Travis said, touching her arm in a familiar gesture that caused her pulse to race.

“I’d like that,” she admitted, surprised at her reaction. How could this man she barely knew make her heart thunder, her mind wander to long-forgotten fantasies, her lips curve into a smile? She wondered fleetingly if she was falling in love, then gave herself a quick mental shake. Love was an emotion that had to be nurtured over the years, that came with respect and trust. No, what she was feeling was lust—basic primal chemistry between a man and a woman. Travis was a sexy man with an easy smile, quick wit and quiet charm. She’d just been too long without a man—that was all there was to it. Nothing more. She stood on the porch, letting the cold winter air swirl around her as she watched him drive away. Silly though it was, he seemed to take a piece of her heart with him.

* * *

“I’m going to be fine and the baby’s going to be fine, too. Just quit worrying,” Shelly scolded from her worn plaid couch. From her position, she had a clear view of the side yard and the swing set where all three kids, despite the snow, were playing. Dressed in snowsuits, boots and stocking hats, they ran in crazy circles around the slide and teeter-totter.

“Worrying is what I do best,” Ronni admitted as she set a red poinsettia on the coffee table near the platter of cookies the kids had baked.

“This is too much, you shouldn’t have,” Shelly protested, but she smiled as she fingered a silky scarlet petal.

“No way.”

“It’s not as if I can’t do anything for myself, you know.”

“I know, I know, but let me pamper you, okay?” Ronni hesitated at the front door. “Besides, I owe you. There was a time when I was a basket case. If it wasn’t for you and Vic, I don’t know what Amy and I would have done,” she said, her heart squeezing when she remembered how Shelly, mother of two rambunctious two-year-olds, had put her own life on hold to help Ronni find herself in those brutal, dark days after Hank was killed. Vic, too, had stepped in awkwardly to provide whatever emotional support he could. “You just stay there on the couch for a second while I put a few things together,” Ronni said.

She made a trip to the car and carried in a casserole dish filled with meat loaf and potatoes. After setting the timer and temperature, she shoved the dish into Shelly’s small oven on timed bake. “That should do it. There’s a green salad in the fridge, rolls in this basket and a chocolate cake on the counter.”

“You’re too much,” Shelly said, her voice clogged with emotion.

“I just want you to get better and, with that in mind, I brought you my own special brand of medicine.”

“Uh-oh.”

“Oh, believe me, you’ll love it.” She ran out to the car and returned with the latest edition of Shelly’s favorite movie magazine.

“You know my weakness,” Shelly said, her eyes crinkling at the corners in delight. She’d given up her subscription when Victor had first been laid off.

Ronni handed her the slick magazine and sat on the corner of the coffee table. “Now, the truth, how are you feeling?”

Absently, Shelly thumbed the magazine, then looked across the room to a spot only she could see. “The truth?”

“That’s right.”

“Okay, I’m scared. I hate to admit it, but I am. I want this baby desperately but I can’t afford to be off my feet, and Vic—he needs me healthy. He’s coming around, though. The thought of losing the baby frightens him.” She glanced down at the magazine cover with a picture of one of her favorite stars. “He’s made a couple of calls to guys he knows who moved to California, because once the tree lot closes, he’s out of work and his unemployment benefits ran out a long time ago.” She let out a long sigh. “It’s just a rough time right now, but I tell myself that we’re all healthy—well, everyone else is, and this—” she motioned toward her belly “—it’s in God’s hands now, I guess.”

“I might know of a job,” Ronni ventured, unable to hold her tongue.

“For Vic? Around here?”

She hated the hopeful sound in her sister’s voice. “I talked to Travis Keegan last night. He came over in the middle of our cookie-baking adventure.” She went on to describe most of her conversation with Travis and Shelly’s eyebrows drew together in concentration.

“It sounds good—too good,” she finally said. “And if Keegan’s doing this because he’s seeing you, there’s no chance it will work. You know Vic, he’s prideful to a fault.”

“Just have him talk to Travis.”

Shelly rubbed her chin. “I still can’t figure out why his name sounds so familiar, but it does, every time I hear it, I feel like I should know something more about him, that I
do
know something, but I just can’t put my finger on it.”

“If it’s important, it’ll come,” Ronni said. She spent the next hour chatting with her sister.

By the time she was ready to pack Amy back in the car, Victor had returned from the tree lot with his check and word that he wasn’t needed any longer, at least not until next year. “Decent of Delmer and Ed,” he said, though his eyes gave him away and frustration clenched his jaw. “At least I’ll have a job next December.”

“Maybe you won’t have to wait that long,” Ronni said.

“Not if we move. Let’s see, what’s it gonna be? San Francisco or Seattle?” He found a coin in the pocket of his bib overalls and flipped it into the air.

“Talk to Keegan,” Ronni advised.

“Why?” Victor was immediately suspicious and Ronni felt as if she’d been caught meddling. He scowled as she told him the work Travis needed help with. He felt in his chest pocket for a pack of cigarettes that didn’t exist and scowled angrily. “I’ve always taken care of my family,” he said when she’d finished her spiel. “Haven’t taken a handout in my life.”

“I know, I know. But just talk to him. If you think the job’s bogus, then forget it, but see what he has to say,” Shelly said, and the stubborn set of Victor’s jaw softened as he stared down at his wife.

“All right,” he reluctantly agreed.

“What have you got to lose?” Ronni asked.

“My pride. And when a man’s pride and dignity are gone, he’s left with nothing.” He took off his old hunting hat and scratched his head.

“Victor,” she reprimanded quietly.

“Okay, okay,” he growled, snapping his hat against his leg. “You win. I’ll see what the man has to say.”

* * *

“So I’ll need someone to help me with some of the refurbishing and cleanup,” Travis told Victor as they walked through the third floor of the old house. It was filthy, some of the windows were cracked and rain and snow had blown in, destroying the hardwood floor. There were three dormer-style rooms tucked under the eaves and on the second floor, five bedrooms and three bathrooms. The interior in all cases was knotty pine, yellowed with age and battered by the elements where the wind and rain had permeated the old timbers. “The roof needs to be fixed, the moss killed, the gutters replaced. I could have a contractor do some of the work but I’d like to take a hand in it myself.”

“I thought you were a businessman,” Victor said, running the tips of his callused fingers on the old railing that wound down the stairs.

“I am...was, but I needed a break. Wanted to start a new life for Bryan and myself.”

“This house is pretty big for just a man and a kid,” Victor observed, and Travis was vaguely uneasy. His wealth had come through hard work, but it was there just the same, where a man like Victor worked day in and day out to scrape together a living for his family. The house, if it hadn’t been in such disrepair, would have been ostentatious.

“Yeah, I know, but I fell in love with it. I wanted something different with enough acreage that we wouldn’t feel cooped up.”

“I don’t think you’ll have much worry about that.”

The walk ended up in the front hall and the telephone rang. Travis excused himself and took the call in his makeshift den. Wendall was reporting in, offering suggestions on a new employee-benefit and health-care package and explaining about one of the smaller skateboarding companies that TRK, Inc. was planning to buy. He listened, offered his advice and glanced at his watch. He was too young to retire and yet the business had started to bore him. He needed something new and fresh in his life, something he expected to find here.

Something or someone?
his mind taunted.
Someone like Ronni Walsh?

He hung up, feeling restless and frustrated. Trapped in a skin he was anxious to shed. Whenever he was reminded of his life in Seattle, he was disturbed and he longed to just cut the whole damned thing loose. His life here with Bryan seemed so far removed from the rat race he’d left.