Michael Connelly (54 page)

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If she was surprised it was Bosch who had pressed the door buzzer, Eleanor Wish didn’t show it. Harry had flipped his badge
to the guard on the first floor and been waved to the elevator. There was no receptionist working on the holiday, so he had
pressed the night bell. It was Eleanor who opened the door. She wore faded jeans and a white blouse. There was no gun on her
belt.

“I thought you might come, Harry. Were you at the funeral?”

He nodded but made no move toward the door she held open. She looked at him a long moment, her eyebrows arched in that lovely
questioning look she had. “Well, are you going to come in or stand out there all day?”

“I was thinking we would take a walk. Talk alone.”

“I have to get my keycard so I can come back in.” She made a move to go back in and then stopped. “I doubt you heard this,
because they haven’t put the word out. But they found the diamonds.”

“What?”

“Yes. They traced Rourke to some public storage lockers in Huntington Beach. They found receipts somewhere. They got the court
order this morning and just opened them. I’ve been listening to the scanner. They’re saying hundreds of diamonds. They’ll
have to get an appraiser. We were right, Harry. Diamonds. You were right. They also found all the other stuff — in a second
locker. Rourke hadn’t gotten rid of it. The boxholders will get their stuff back. There’s going to be a press conference,
but I doubt they will be saying whose lockers they were.”

He just nodded, and she disappeared through the door. Bosch wandered over to the elevators and pushed the button while waiting
for her. She had her purse with her when she came out. It made him conscious of not having a gun. And it privately embarrassed
him that he momentarily thought that was a concern. They didn’t speak on the way down, not until they were out of the building
and on the sidewalk, heading toward Wilshire. Bosch had been weighing his words, wondering if the finding of the diamonds
meant anything. She seemed to be waiting for him to begin but uncomfortable in the silence.

“I like the blue sling,” she finally said. “How do you feel, anyway? I’m surprised they let you out of there so soon.”

“I just left. I feel fine.” He stopped to put a cigarette in his mouth. He had bought a pack from a machine in the lobby.
He lit it with the lighter.

“You know,” she said, “this would be a good time to quit those. Make a new start.”

He ignored the suggestion and breathed the smoke in deeply.

“Eleanor, tell me about your brother.”

“My brother? I told you.”

“I know. I want to hear again. About what happened to him and what happened when you visited the wall in Washington. You said
it changed things for you. Why did it change things for you?”

They were at Wilshire. Bosch pointed across the street and they crossed toward the cemetery. “I left my car over here. I’ll
drive you back.”

“I don’t like cemeteries. I told you.”

“Who does?”

They walked through the opening in the hedge and the sound of traffic was quieted. Before them was the expanse of green lawn,
white stones and American flags.

“My story’s the same as a thousand others,” she said. “My brother went over there and didn’t come back. That’s all. And then,
you know, going to the memorial, well, it filled me with a lot of different feelings.”

“Anger?”

“Yes, there was that.”

“Outrage?”

“Yes, I guess. I don’t know. It was very personal. What’s going on, Harry? What has this got to do with …with anything?”

They were on the gravel drive that ran alongside the rows of white stone. Bosch was leading her toward the replica.

“You said your father was career military. Did you get the details of what happened to your brother?”

“He did, but he and my mother never really said anything to me. About details. I mean, they just said he was coming home soon,
and I had gotten a letter from him saying he was coming. Then, like the next week, you know, they said he had been killed.
He didn’t make it home after all. Harry, you are making me feel …What do you want? I don’t understand this.”

“Sure you do, Eleanor.”

She stopped and just looked down at the ground. Bosch saw the color in her face change to a lighter shade of pale. And her
expression became one of resignation. It was subtle, but it was there. Like the faces of mothers and wives he had seen while
making next-of-kin notification. You didn’t have to tell them somebody was dead. They opened the door; they knew the score.
And now Eleanor’s face showed that she knew Bosch had her secret. She lifted her eyes and looked off, away from him. Her gaze
settled on the black memorial gleaming in the sun at the top of the rise.

“That’s it, isn’t it? You brought me here to see that.”

“I guess I could ask you to show me where your brother’s name is. But we both know it’s not on there.”

“No …it’s not.”

She was transfixed by the sight of the memorial. Bosch could see in her face that the hard-shell resistance was gone. The
secret wanted to come out.

“So, tell me about it,” he said.

“I did have a brother, and he died. I never lied to you, Harry. I never actually said he was killed over there. I said he
never came back, and he didn’t. That is true. But he died here in L.A. On his way home. It was 1973.”

She seemed to go off on a memory. Then she came back.

“Amazing. I mean, to make it through that war and then to not make the trip home. It doesn’t make sense. He had a two-day
layover in L.A. on the way back to D.C. to the hero’s welcome we were going to have for him. There was a nice safe job, arranged
through Father at the Pentagon. Only they found him in a brothel in Hollywood. The spike was still in his arm. Heroin.”

She looked up at Bosch’s face and then looked away.

“That’s the way it looked, but that wasn’t the way it was. It was ruled an OD, but he was murdered. Just like Meadows so many
years later. But my brother was written off the way Meadows was supposed to have been written off.”

Bosch thought she might be beginning to cry. He needed to keep her on track, telling the story.

“What’s going on, Eleanor? What’s it got to do with Meadows?”

“Nothing,” she said, and looked back along the trail they had walked.

Now she was lying. He knew there was something. He had the dreadful feeling in his gut that the whole thing revolved around
her. He thought of the daisies she had sent to his hospital room. The music they had played at her apartment. The way she
had found him in the tunnel. Too many coincidences.

“Everything,” he said, “it was all part of your plan.”

“No, Harry.”

“Eleanor, how did you know there are daisies growing on the hill below my house?”

“I saw them when I —”

“You visited me at night. Remember? You couldn’t see anything below the porch.” He let that sink in a little. “You had been
there before, Eleanor. When I was taking care of Sharkey. And then the visit later that night, that wasn’t a visit. That was
a test. Like the hang-up phone call. That was you. Because it was you who put the bug in my phone. This whole thing was….
Why don’t you just tell me?”

She nodded without looking at him. He could not take his eyes off her. She composed herself and began.

“Did you ever have one thing that was at your center, was the very seed of your existence? Everybody has one unalterable truth
at their core. For me, it was my brother. My brother and his sacrifice. That’s how I dealt with his death. By making it and
him larger than life. Making him a hero. It was the seed that I protected and nurtured. I built a hard shell around it and
watered it with my adoration, and as it grew it became a bigger part of me. It grew into the tree that shaded my life. Then,
all of a sudden, one day it was gone. The truth was false. The tree was chopped down, Harry. No more shade. Just the blinding
sun.”

She was quiet a moment and Bosch studied her. She seemed all at once to be so fragile he wanted to rush her to a chair before
she collapsed. She cupped one elbow with her hand and held the other hand to her lips. It dawned on him what she was saying.

“You didn’t know, did you?” Bosch said. “Your parents … nobody told you the truth.”

She nodded. “I grew up thinking he was the hero my mother and father told me he was. They shielded me. They lied. But how
could they know that one day a monument would be made and they would put every name on it…. Every name but my brother’s.”

She stopped, but this time he waited her out.

“One day a few years ago I went to the memorial. And I thought there was some kind of mistake. There was a book there, an
index of the names, and I looked and he wasn’t listed. No Michael Scarletti. I yelled at the parks people. ‘How could you
just leave someone’s name out of the book?’ And so I spent the rest of the day reading the names on the wall. All of them.
I was going to show them how wrong they were. But … he wasn’t there, either. I couldn’t — Do you know what it’s like to spend
almost fifteen years of your life believing something, to build your beliefs around one single, shining fact, and have …to
find that all that time it actually was like cancer growing inside?”

Bosch smeared the tears on her cheeks with his hand. He leaned his face close to hers.

“So what did you do, Eleanor?”

The fist against her lips squeezed tighter, her knuckles as bloodless as a corpse’s. Bosch noticed a park bench farther down
the walkway and he took her by the shoulder and directed her there.

“This whole thing,” he said after they were sitting. “I don’t understand, Eleanor. This whole thing. You were the — You wanted
some kind of revenge against —”

“Justice. Not revenge, not vengeance.”

“Is there a difference?”

She didn’t answer.

“Tell me what you did.”

“I confronted my parents. And they finally told me about L.A. I went through all my things from him and I found a letter,
his last letter. I still had it in my things at my parents’ house but I’d forgotten it. It’s here.”

She opened her purse and pulled out her wallet. Bosch could see the rubber grips and the handle of her gun in the purse. She
opened her wallet and pulled out a twice-folded piece of lined notebook paper. She delicately unfolded it and held it open
for him to read. He didn’t touch it.

Ellie,

I’m getting so short here I can practically taste the soft-shell crabs. I should be home in two weeks or so. First I have
to stop off in Los Angeles to make some money. Ha Ha! I have a plan (but don’t tell the OM). I’m supposed to drop off a “diplomatic̵
package in L.A. But there might be a way to do something better with it. When I get back, maybe we can go up to the Poconos
again before I have to go back to work for the “war machine.” I know what you think about what I’m doing but I can’t tell
the OM no. We’ll see how it goes. One thing’s for sure, I’m glad to be leaving this place. I’ve been In Country for six weeks
before getting some R & R here in Saigon. I don’t want to go back, so I’m having them treat me for dysentery. (Ask the OM
what that is! Ha Ha.) All I had to do was eat some of the restaurant food in this town and got the symptoms. Anyway, that’s
all for now. I’m safe and I’ll be home soon. So get those crab traps out of the shed.

Love,

Michael

She folded the letter carefully and put it away.

“The OM?” Bosch asked.

“The Old Man.”

“Right.”

Her composure was coming back. Her face was taking on the hard look Bosch had seen the first day he met her. Her eyes dropped
from his face to his chest and his arm in the blue sling.

“I’m not wired, Eleanor,” he said. “I’m here for myself. I want to know for myself.”

“That’s not what I was looking at,” she said. “I knew you wouldn’t be wired. I was thinking of your arm. Harry, if there is
anything that you believe about me now, that you can believe, believe me when I say no one was supposed to get hurt.

“No one…. Everybody was to lose. But that was all. After that day — at the memorial, I looked and I searched and I found out
what happened to my brother. I used Ernst at State, I used the Pentagon, my father, I used whatever I could and I found out
about my brother.”

She searched his eyes but he tried not to reveal the thoughts behind them.

“And?” “And it was like Ernst told us. Toward the end of the war, the three captains, the triad, were taking an active part
in the transport of heroin to the States. One conduit was Rourke and his crew at the embassy, the military police. That included
Meadows, Delgado and Franklin. They would find short-timers in the bars in Saigon and proposition them: a few thousand dollars
to take a sealed diplomatic package through customs. Nothing to it. They could arrange for them to receive temporary courier
status, put them on a plane, and somebody would be waiting for the package in L.A. My brother was one of those that accepted….
But Michael had a plan. It didn’t take a genius to figure out what they were carrying. And so he must have thought he could
get over here and make a better deal with somebody else. I don’t know how far he thought it out or had it set up. But it didn’t
matter. They found him and they killed him.”

“They?”

“I don’t know who. People working for the captains. For Rourke. It was perfect. He was killed in a way that the army, his
family, just about everybody, would want to keep quiet. So it was quickly tidied up and that was that.”

Bosch sat next to her as she told the rest of the story and did not interrupt until it was done, until it had come out of
her like a demon.

She said the first one she found was Rourke. He was, to her astonishment, in the bureau. She called in her markers and transferred
from D.C. out to his crew. She had a different last name than her brother had. Rourke didn’t know who she was. After that,
Meadows, Franklin and Delgado were located easily enough in prisons. They weren’t going anywhere.

“Rourke was the key,” she said. “I went to work on him. I guess you could say I seduced him with the plan.”