Michael (6 page)

“Yeah. Go figure. The ditz has a brain.”

“We missed you earlier. In the library.”

“No you didn’t.”

“Okay,” He actually blushed.

It was quiet for a moment, and Michael looked out the window to the valley below. It was beautiful. The grasses were black, but the mind made them green somehow, a mixing of nerve impulses and memory; a sense of what was right and orderly in the world.

“I grew up being taught that the Sons of God were to be banished from the earth,” he said. “El gave the earth to the Brotherhood, not the Sons of God. The reason was never important. It was just how it worked.”

“Where’d you find that verse? First Book of Crap, chapter one? Hello—Michael: God didn’t give the earth to anyone but Mankind. Then Adam and Eve chose to give it away in the Garden, and all of us got to inherit that. It’s Sunday School 101, dude.”

He couldn’t help but be shocked. “Wow, Kim.”

“Yeah, I know,” she said, turning back to the scene below. “You weren’t expecting me to be smart, right?”

“Kim. Is it just an act?”

“Don’t start on me, dude. I am who I have to be in order to fit in. But I have a brain. I can figure things out.” She looked down, regret written on her face. “I just can’t believe I never figured you and James out.” She took a breath. “Airel is more delicate than you know. You need to be careful with her. She overthinks everything. I know her. I know her a lot better than you do.”

“Okay, truce.” He held up his hands.

She smirked. “So. Be careful with my friend, dude.” Her eyes took on a sparkle. “And try not to get her killed again, okay?”

Michael shook his head. “Only if everyone will stop cracking death jokes.”

“Deal.”

“Deal.”

“All right, Mr. Recovering Satan-oholic. If that’s what you call yourself. Tell me more about where we’re at and where we’re going. I’ll get behind you if you have a good enough plan. Otherwise I’m taking Airel out of here whenever she wakes up, and we’re going back to her parents. End of story.”

“All right, what do you want to know?”

“You can start by explaining to me just how everything freaking worked, dude. Why Airel? Why James? Why all this death and crap? If the Devil’s in the details, then show me the cards he’s trying to play.”

He sighed. “Okay. My bloodline is connected to the Bloodstone; all of it interacts with them— with her kind. It activates them, makes them change into immortals, but only in their teen years. During adolescence. Otherwise we miss our chance. And it’s weird, because the Brotherhood, which is like—I don’t know, a secret society—is going around activating the Sons of El, helping them find and access their power, which could destroy us. I mean them. But they do that for one reason only: to destroy El’s agents on earth. Does that make sense?”

“Yeah, sure.”

“The Brotherhood exists to hunt them down and kill them, period. When they think they’ve found one they send out pairs, like investigative teams. I was a team with ‘James,’ who was an Infernal. It was my Brother.”

“‘It?’”

“Well. I wouldn’t call a demon a he or a she. It’s a beast. A spiritual manifestation.”

“Oh…”

“Kasdeja,” he said. “That was the Infernal’s actual name.”

She looked at him blankly.

“Stanley was paired with the Seer, Stanley was his host. He was like a general. Or a commander in chief. It’s complicated. But the Infernals are a little further down the ranks; they’re like captains.”

“Whatever.”

“Hey, you asked.” Michael wanted to apologize again, but he figured he’d been doing enough of that to irritate everyone including himself. “Anyway, what would happen is, I would drop in, try to get close and let Stanley’s stone do its work. Once I was sure a change was going on we would initiate the job.”

Kim had a horrified look on her face.

“I know, but this was normal for me.”

“Normal? These are people, and that is twisted. I mean, you killed people. Really killed them. People!”

“Yes, I did. But to me…back then…they were
things
. Not people.”
This is not going to end well.

“I see,” she said, then became very quiet. She crossed her arms and locked her gaze on the graying view through the window. The sun was beginning to lighten the night sky and a low mist began to creep out over the grasses of the meadow. “So what’s your plan?”

“The plan.” He breathed in and out. “I think we need to find Kreios. And I think we need to get out of here.”

CHAPTER VIII

MICHAEL WALKED ALONE UNDER the rising sun along the path to the little training shack.

He did not choose this life. At least he didn’t know what he was choosing when he made the choice. It was a choice made in ignorance.
Is that fair to say?
Everything he had ever been taught was an opposite. True was actually false. Up was actually down. He really did believe that the Sons of God needed to be exterminated. Once. But now everything had changed.

The day he had left Airel here now haunted his memory.

He remembered what Stanley—his father?—had said to him after he had hitched all the way back, when he had walked in the door of their—home?—in Eagle. “You’re late,” and that was all. No “Where have you been all this time?” No “I was worried”; nothing. Just an accusation that made no sense.
At least it made sense until I found out that I had really only been gone for about a day… not weeks.
Michael wondered what was so different about this place.
What did Kreios build here… and how? Time ran different, faster—or slower—somehow.

He remembered his training.

We desire the primal. We take the world by force back and back, back to the Chthonic, back to the pre-created darkness of the underworld and the things that spring forth from it. We then shall be Master. Creator. And it shall be a clean nothingness.

If he had one wish now, it was to unsee what he had seen, to undo what he had done. To unhear the voices that still whispered to him out of the folds of his mind.

What had he done to be so viciously thrust into this Hell? It was real enough; painfully so. Did he dare reach out to El again? Would God hear him again? El whispered truth and wisdom to him once, but twice was too much to ask for. After all he had done…. How could he make atonement for all that?

Where did I go wrong?

It was so simple. All he had done was fall in love with one of the Fallen, one of the Immortals. He messed up, blew his mission, killed the Seer and loosed the Bloodstone from its vessel—and for that every horde clan would be tracking him down ruthlessly in a week’s time. Or less.

He groaned.

He touched the scar where Kreios healed him with it—the Bloodstone. He could feel the evil there as it leached into his skin. In the shower earlier he had seen tiny fingers of red branching out from the center of the wound.

“Just finish her and be done with it! Every Brother is going to be after you for saving her and for killing one of your own.”

“Shut up!” Michael yelled into the air. The sound echoed through the valley and bounced back to him in waves. He sounded to himself like his father.
Stanley.
Not my father.
“Am I…that?”

“Writing in the book is going to get you killed. The Sons of God will stop at nothing. They will hunt you down—and her. It was her destiny to die!”

“Kasdeja, shut up.” He named his old friend and Infernal Brother, his newest adversary.

“Traitor.”
It was a vile whisper.

His gut wrenched. He could feel the Bloodstone as if it were inside him. “I should have never…”

“Airel, we’ve gotta talk.”

Kim woke me up early. The sun was just peeking up over the horizon. “Whu? Who…”

“Airel, wake up. I need to talk to you.” Her voice was urgent.

“Kim,” I croaked. “Is that you?” I looked up from my drool-soaked pillow.
Oh, that’s nice.
Kim looked a little excited, even for her.

“Are you awake?”

“Yeah. Yeah. Thank God I didn’t die again.”

“Okay, that’s not funny. Especially after the conversation I just had with your beau, Mr. Perfect.”

“He’s Mr. Napkins, Kim,” I said, as if everybody knew that. Clearly I was still half asleep.

“Airel, what are you talking about?
Wake up!”

“Fine, whoa…okay. What’s going on? What are
you
talking about?” The cobwebs of a truncated sleep were still clearing away. I felt stiff and sore all over but I shoved the covers down and sat up. “I think I’ve got rigor mortis.”

“That’s not funny!”

“Okay,” I chuckled, “I’m sorry, Kimmie. What’s up?” I sat up a bit on my elbows and looked at her.

“I’m talking about Michael. I’m worried.”

I could see her expression through slitted eyes. “That much is obvious.”

“I mean, do you know who he is? What he’s capable of?”

“Hey—easy, what’s wrong?”

“What’s wrong? I’ll tell you what’s wrong! Michael, your boyfriend, the love of your life, is a creep! A liar.” Kim was twisting her hair with a finger. “Do you realize how he thinks about you? I mean, he just told me to my face that you were a ‘job to do’; that he was planning on killing you all along. And that’s not the only thing. He said…he was talking like we’re in some kind of danger here, like we need to get out as quick as possible—”

“Kim, stop. You’re acting totally crazy. Besides, I seem to recall I was the one who used that word on myself, first. By the fire? Remember?”

She ignored that. “Crazy?! Forget you, Airel! I’m your best friend! I was kidnapped and almost beaten to death for you! And all you can do is crack death jokes! I thought you were
actually
dead, and now you’re back but you’re not the same and I’m worried about you because of Michael freaking me out and—” she took a breath “—and
I’m
crazy! Nice. Glad you think so highly of me!”

“Kim! Caaalllllllmness. Pleeeeeeeease.” I gave her an example by breathing in deeply and then letting it out slowly.

“Ew,” she said. “Brush your teeth before you breathe on me.”

“What,” I
hoshed
a breath into my cupped hands to check, “do I smell like death or something?”

“Airel!” she growled.

“Well, I’m sorry, Kim! I can tell you’re upset; you’re doing that talk-a-mile-a-minute thing you do when you’re mad. Just breathe,” I said. “Talk to me.” I could see her try to regain control.

She inhaled long and deep, let it out, and then started in just as fast as before. “He’s a killer. He was sent to our school to find you, to become your friend and kill you! He’s part of some secret society called the Brotherhood and he has killed other people before! Other girls…and you’re next. He thinks ‘your kind,’ his words—not mine—are just animals or something.” She stopped to breathe, looking at me with wide-open eyes.

“Kim, were you not there when we talked about this downstairs? What is wrong with you? Look, I know why he came here, okay, honey? I know what he is and what he was planning. But the key word here is
was.
You forget he tried to save me. He stabbed himself trying to kill the thing that was James.” I didn’t know that for sure, but it was plausible. “That has to count for something. Don’t you think this is just as confusing for him as it is for you and me?”

I breathed. “We’re all in a mess, Kim. This whole thing is a mess. We need to stick together; it’s the only way we’re going to find out what’s true. Look. He’s still here with us; he hasn’t run off or tried to kill us. We’re alive. That’s all I can think about right now. I’m so tired my brain hurts.”

Kim looked at me. “I just love you. That’s all. I’m a little scared. I feel like we’re all out here alone, lost.” She started to cry.

I took her hand. “Hey. Stop that. I love you too, Kim. You’re my total BFF, and we’ll get through this together. Just let me talk to him and don’t get in the middle of it.”

“But I am in the middle of it. Whether you like it or not, I am smack dab in the middle of all of this.”

“Good point.”

“So now what?”

Another good point.
I didn’t know what to do really. I felt like Kreios was the only being on earth who could answer that question. “I wish Kreios was here. He would know.”

“Are we in danger?” She was looking at me like a frightened little girl.

I considered my response. “My heart tells me yes.”

“So he’s right. We need to jet. Like ASAP.”

“Yup,” I said.

“Sounds like a plan to me.”

“Just one thing: Can you keep yourself from killing Michael for now?”

“I’ll be watching him. You can bet on that.” Her eyes were dark.

CHAPTER IX

Springdale School, Oregon, present day

STILLNESS.

The building had been a school at one point, the kind found in small towns. The gym also served as the cafeteria and the concert hall; it had a stage on one side. There was a baseball field out back too, maybe four buildings including the maintenance shed.

This one…like a judge he had made determinations, ruling out possibilities until he made his ruling on…this one.