Authors: Mari Carr and Lexxie Couper
“Dylan? Are you going down again?”
He blinked at Monet’s question, and before he could stop it,
an image of him burying his face between her long thighs filled his head. His
cock pulsed in his jeans, more than happy with the idea of going down on her.
“Dylan?”
She stood outside the lift, holding the doors apart with one
hand, wearing an expression he’d call apprehensive.
Stay in the lift, Sullivan. Say “see ya later, Monet”,
hit the down button and get your arse back to Farpoint.
“Monet,” he began, blood roaring in his ears. “I…”
“I’ll make us a cup of coffee and you can have a shower
while I call the airline,” she said. “See if I can locate your luggage for
you.”
He should have stuck to his guns. He should have said, “No,
I’ll get a hotel room.” But he didn’t. With a nod, his chest so tight he could
barely draw breath, he stepped from the lift.
What are you doing, Sullivan?
He didn’t have an answer. Not one he wanted to consider,
anyway. He followed Monet down the hall, past a row of doors that, like the
buildings outside, highlighted the fact he was a fish out of water. Behind
every door was a different home. A different family. All living side by side
with their neighbors, almost in each other’s hip pockets. So close you’d be
able to hear them shout at the telly while watching the latest cricket match.
The closest neighbors Dylan had back home were a thousand kilometers away, six
hundred and twenty-one miles as the crow flies. You could have the whole of
this apartment complex come watch the backyard game of cricket and his
neighbors
still
wouldn’t hear the shouts and cheers.
Every step he took closer to Monet’s door drove it home. He
was somewhere he wasn’t meant to be. What the hell was he doing? Even if things
had worked out with Annie, he was an Australian bloody grazier. Not a city boy.
He was meant to be rounding up cattle, not punching out art collectors. He
shouldn’t have come. This was lunacy. Lunacy.
“This is it.” Monet stopped at a door at the end of the
hallway. Dylan drew in a shaky breath, staring hard at the gold metal number
screwed onto what looked like polished oak—42D.
“And that’s Annie’s home just there.”
Monet pointed behind Dylan and he turned, a thick lump
forming in his throat at the sight of the closed door opposite Monet’s.
41D. Annie’s home. The apartment he was meant to be sleeping
in tonight.
The sound of a lock releasing, followed by the soft clunk of
a door opening, turned him back to Monet. She had crossed the threshold into
her home and was standing a few feet inside, watching him.
It’s now or never, Dylan. Are you going to tempt fate? Or
run?
He stepped into Monet’s apartment.
An unreadable tension pulled at her features. She took a
quick breath and then turned away from him, crossing the simply decorated room.
“The bathroom is through there,” she threw over her shoulder, waving a hand
toward a corridor that disappeared behind a state-of-the-art kitchen. “There
are clean towels hanging on the racks and new soap in the cupboard under the
basin. I’m sorry I can’t help you with clothes. You’ll just have to—”
She stopped talking, as if what she was about to say next
refused to leave her throat.
Go naked?
Dylan ground his teeth at his mental completion of her
sentence. A shower was definitely in order. A cold one. Icy in fact.
Shucking out of his beat-up denim jacket, he placed it over
the back of the closest armchair and headed for the bathroom. “Thanks for
this,” he said, trying not to watch Monet’s path through her apartment. “Won’t
be long.”
He had to get a grip. Hell, if nothing else, he had to clear
his head. Apart from the quick nap he’d had on the flight from Sydney to LA, he
hadn’t slept for over twenty-four hours. Perhaps that was the explanation for
his bloody disgusting behavior?
Bullshit. And you know it. As much as you don’t want to
admit it, you’re attracted to Monet. The kiss was just the tip of the iceberg.
So what the hell did he do about it?
Chapter Four
Growing up in the drought-prone Outback, where water was
scarce and every drop precious even on a cattle station the size of Farpoint
Creek, had taught Dylan a lot of things. At this point, however, only two
mattered—how to shower quickly and how to jerk off quickly.
The second he stepped under Monet’s showerhead, the cold
water striking his bare flesh like a hundred icy needles, he reached for his
balls. He cupped them, rolling their weight in his palm, his eyes closing as
the ensuing sensation began to spread through his lower body. He moved his
fingers to his semi-rigid erection, wrapping them around his girth. A hot spasm
claimed his cock and the organ grew thicker, harder in his grip. He rested his
forehead against the cold tiles, increased his pressure on his dick, trying to
picture Annie in his mind.
Trying. Trying.
Failing.
Monet filled his head. The warm sound of her laughter, the
husky sound of her voice, the exotic sound of her accent. The feel of her lips
against his as she’d kissed him in the gallery, her breasts against his chest.
He bit back a groan, disgust tainting the base pleasure radiating through him.
And yet, it didn’t stop him. He choked his dick and pumped harder, succumbing
to the memory of Monet in his arms.
“Fuck.” He ground his teeth, allowing his mind to tell him
it was
her
hand pleasuring him.
Her
thumb rolling over the
sensitive knot of flesh beneath his bulbous cockhead, slicking his pre-come
over his wet flesh. He pressed his forehead harder to the tiled wall, eyes shut
tight, jaw bunched, fucked his dick with his hand and let himself believe it
was Monet’s.
The deception was far too easy to believe.
Disgust shot through him again. Disgust and guilt. What
would he say to Annie when he spoke to her next? How would he ever look at her
knowing how much lust he felt for her best friend?
Who the fuck are you kidding? If this is the way you feel
about Monet, you
know
what you thought you had with Annie isn’t real. If
Annie really was your soul mate, there’s not a hope in bloody hell you’d be
jerking off to the thought of another woman.
The truth was harsh, and yet it didn’t abate the raw
pleasure building in his body. With every punishing pump of his cock the
thought of Monet grew stronger until, with a choked-back roar, he came, his
seed spurting from his distended cock in thick white wads, splashing against
the tiles.
Dylan let out a ragged gasp, watching his release swirl the
wrong way down the drain at his feet.
And still he felt strained. Charged with adrenaline. Like
the time he’d tried rodeo riding at nineteen. Hunter had challenged him to a
ride-off at the Wagga Wagga rodeo and he’d ended up on the back of the meanest
bull on the Australian circuit. He’d never felt so bloody scared and so damn
alive as he had during those insane six seconds. Until now.
Lifting his face to the cold shower stream, Dylan let go of
his spent cock and bit back a strangled groan. Fuck. What did he do now?
Tell Monet? Annie? Shit, ring his brother and ask Hunter for
advice?
With a muttered curse, he snapped off the water. He had to
call home. That was the first thing. He had to make contact with someone there.
If nothing else, hear an Australian bloody accent. Maybe then he’d get back
some control.
The towel he snatched from the rail was soft and thick and
fluffy, nothing like the towels he usually dried himself with. It smelled like
jasmine and roses and, as he scruffed it against his face, he found himself
wondering if Monet’s pussy smelled the same.
For fuck’s sake, Dylan. Stop it.
He refused to look at himself as he shoved the damp towel
into the laundry basket next to the bath. Nor did he check out his reflection
as he raked his fingers through his hair, trying to comb the wet strands into
some semblance of order. Realizing he had no clean underwear, he shoved his
legs into his jeans, jerked up his fly and then folded his boxers into a square
before shoving them in his back pocket. He’d deal with them later.
After you confess everything to Annie on the phone? Or
after you tell Monet you want to bury yourself in her sweet pussy and fuck her
until you both—
Dylan yanked open the door and strode out of the bathroom
before the intoxicating thought could take hold of his body and flood his cock
with fresh, rigid heat.
“Monet?” Her name came out a rasping growl.
She was nowhere to be seen.
He stood motionless for a moment, looking around the
apartment. It was one big open space, separated into areas by furniture.
Directly in front of him sat a long, armless plum-red leather chaise facing two
white metal-framed armchairs. A low glass coffee table sat between them,
covered in art magazines and a few sketchbooks with various drawings of naked
people doing the kinds of things Dylan wanted to do to Monet. He also spotted a
collection of black sticks he suspected were charcoal. There was a bowl of
green apples half covered in more sketches of naked people, two of whom looked
like the amorous lovers of
FWB
.
His cock jerked in his jeans, stimulated by what he saw.
Lifting his attention from the arousing sketches, he made
his way beyond the chairs into what appeared to be Monet’s studio, a large
space that took up the majority of the apartment. Various tables and desks
framed the area, a paint-splattered easel stood in one corner. A pedestal was
positioned in the center, on which sat something wrapped in plastic and roughly
the size of a kangaroo. Placed a few feet from the pedestal and its
plastic-wrapped sculpture was a paisley sofa that looked as if it was as old as
Methuselah and just as well loved.
It was a space designed for creation and he had no
difficulty seeing Monet in it. A smile pulled at his lips as he moved around
the room. He enjoyed being in her space. It was the first time he’d felt
comfortable since stepping onto the plane back in Sydney. No, even before that.
Since climbing into the family helicopter back at Farpoint Creek to make the
five-hour flight to Sydney International Airport, Hunter piloting the thing
even as he continued to give Dylan an ear-bashing about the ridiculous nature
of his trip.
The thought of his twin brother hit Dylan with something he
hadn’t expected. Homesickness. Perhaps it was the alien environment. He stopped
at the massive windows that comprised the east-facing wall of Monet’s
apartment, his gaze moving over the bright lights of New York. His watch told
him it was ten p.m. That meant it was two p.m. tomorrow back home. If he called
now, would he get Hunter?
And if you do? What are you going to say?
Pulling his stare from the alien nightscape, he looked for a
phone. The sounds of sirens, car horns and constant traffic wafting up from the
streets below was nothing like the silence of Farpoint at night, a silence
broken only by the occasional song of crickets and frogs in the nearby
billabong. It only furthered Dylan’s sense of being out of whack.
In the wrong place, wanting the wrong woman, in the wrong
time. You shoulda stayed home.
Spying what he was after, he crossed to the paisley sofa and
picked up a paint- and clay-splattered cordless phone. It only took him two
goes to correctly recall the prefix needed for dialing Australia from the U.S.
and then, as he stood staring out the window, the dial tone clicked and a
familiar woman’s voice said, “Hello. Farpoint Creek.”
Monet didn’t mean to eavesdrop. She’d sequestered herself
away in her bedroom, as far from her bathroom as possible, and called Annie’s
cell over and over again so she didn’t have to hear the shower running. If she
heard the shower running she knew exactly what would happen. Her thoroughly
visual mind would present her with thoroughly detailed images of Dylan,
thoroughly naked and wet, separated from her by only a few feet of floor space
and one bathroom door.
It hadn’t helped. For one, Annie hadn’t answered a single
time, damn it. For another, Monet’s mind had done exactly what she hadn’t
wanted it to and by the fourth unsuccessful attempt to call her best friend,
images of Dylan—stripped of his clothes but not his rugged cowboy sexiness—filled
her head.
She’d sat on her bed, wishing to God Annie would answer her
phone as she stared fixedly at the wall, trying desperately to
not
think
about the naked man in her shower.
Now, standing at her bedroom door, watching Dylan Sullivan
talk quietly on the landline phone in the middle of her studio, she realized
she was in trouble. Big trouble.
She was sexually attracted to Annie’s cowboy. A lot.
His deep voice stroked her senses, the words too low for her
to understand but not low enough she couldn’t discern his Australian accent.
She loved the way he sounded. She loved the way her name sounded on his lips.
She could happily sit and listen to him recite the alphabet and by the time he
reached Z, which he would no doubt pronounce as
zed
, she would be so
turned on, all it would take was one single flick of her clit and she’d come.
God, she was pathetic. And a coward. If nothing else, she
still hadn’t addressed the kiss back in the gallery. She had to assure Dylan it
wouldn’t happen again. She remembered how hesitant he’d been to step out of the
elevator. As if he were worried she was going to jump his bones the second he
was in her apartment.
“Okay,” Dylan’s voice grew a tad louder and Monet swallowed,
noticing his back was straighter, his shoulders squarer. “Okay, yeah. I’ll do
that.”
Whoever he was talking to on the other end said something
that made Dylan shake his head. “No. I know. I promise.”
There was another pause, during which Monet realized her
heart was thumping so hard in her chest she could hear it, and then Dylan said,
“Love you too.”
Monet’s mouth went dry.
Who was he talking to? Annie? Had he just told Annie he
loved her?
Guilt lanced through Monet. Sharp and cold and absolute.
Dylan and Annie had spent so long chatting, at least three months getting to
know each other. The last thing Monet wanted was to be attracted to him. She
wasn’t that kind of friend. She
wasn’t
.
Which is why she had to tell Dylan now he needed to find a
hotel. That was the smartest, safest course of action. As soon as he got off
the phone, she would help him find a hotel, call him a cab and maybe take him
out for breakfast tomorrow. Maybe.
When he placed the phone on one of the tables beside him and
let out a ragged sigh, Monet swallowed again. She watched him stare out the
large window overlooking Central Park and lean one hand on its double-glazed
expanse, his other hand dragging through his hair. For a surreal moment Monet
wondered where his hat was, and then he was lifting his head and his gaze found
her in the window’s muted reflection.
Oh boy.
He turned to face her. “I finally reached home.”
The statement was said with relaxed calm, but tension coiled
through him. Monet could see it in the way he stood, the stiffness of his
shoulders, the way he braced his legs apart.
She nodded, walking into her studio before stopping at the
old sofa. “I heard.”
“Annie’s safely in Australia.”
“I gathered.”
His jaw bunched. “Apparently she and my brother have hit it
off.”
Monet’s pulse quickened. “Have they?”
Dylan nodded. “Mum told me not to worry. To enjoy New York
while I’m here.”
“Did she?” Monet blinked. “Wait. What? Who told you?”
“Mum. I was talking to my mum.”
Monet’s heart tripped over itself. She didn’t think it was
possible, but there it was. Her heart, already racing at a stupid pace, skipped
a beat. “Your mom? Your
mom
told you she loved you?”
Dylan nodded again, his gaze unreadable.
“And you told your mom you loved her back?”
His dimple flashed in his right cheek. “I did. A bit wussy I
know, but hey, you caught me. My secret’s out. I’m a wuss.”
Monet shrugged, her mouth dry. “Nothing wrong with a guy
telling his mom he loves—”
Her woeful attempt at being flippant never finished. Dylan
destroyed the space between them in two long strides and crushed her lips with
a kiss of such hungry force, it was all she could do to hold on and kiss him
back.
All she could do? No. She could tell him to stop. Could
remind him of Annie.
“Dylan,” she panted, dragging her lips from his. “This is—”
His mouth captured hers before the breathless protest could
pass her lips.
Her head spun. She clung to him, fighting to remember whom
he was here for. Oh boy, the guy kissed like a demon.
Oh boy oh boy oh—
He hauled her off her feet. Just like that, as if she
weighed nothing, he scooped her up into his arms and threw her onto the sofa.
She let out a little squeal, the sound silenced by his kiss
again. A kiss that worshiped her lips as his hands unbuttoned her shirt and
unclipped her bra.
Oh boy.
Her fingers stole to his shoulders, the hair on the nape of
his neck. She stroked her tongue over his, arching off the sofa in an attempt
to press her pussy to his groin. Oh God, she wanted him inside her.
Now.
“Dylan,” she breathed, pleasure lashing through her as he
dragged his mouth up to her ear, his teeth nipping at her earlobe. “Take…take
off your…”
Clothes.
The command finished in her head. A second before scalding
shame and guilt crashed over her.
Hotter and more absolute than her lust.
She froze, her fingers on Dylan’s shoulders. Oh God, what
was she
doing
?
Flattening her palms on his chest, she shoved. Hard.
“Stop,” she gasped, squirming out from beneath him. “Stop,
we can’t.”