Montega's Mistress (19 page)

“I want that, too,” she whispered, her eyes brimming.

“Don’t cry,” he said, catching a tear with the back of his hand.

“You’d better get used to it,” she said, smiling tremulously. “I
always
cry.”

“Always?”

“When I’m happy.”

“Haven’t you got that backward?”

“Maybe,” she answered, shrugging, as if to let it go.

“No, I guess not,” he added, after thinking a moment. “If you cried every time you were unhappy you would have washed away on a sea of tears long ago.”

Helen reached up and smoothed his tumbled, sweat-dried hair. “Don’t be so dramatic.”

“It’s true, isn’t it?” Without waiting for her to reply he went on, “I hope I’m not going to add to that.”

“Stop worrying about me.” She examined a lock of the hair falling onto his forehead and said, “That reddish tint is all washed out of your hair, Matt.”

“Thank God,” he said fervently. “The hairdresser overdid it. All I wanted was to disguise the color, not to look like Maureen O’Hara.”

Helen giggled. “Why did you tell her you needed it dyed?”

“I told her I was going to read for a part on television. She believed me, which goes to show how gullible some hairdressers are.”

“Why gullible? I’d believe it.”

“Oh, is that the acid test?” he said, laughing. “Worldly wise, sophisticated Helen would believe it?”

“You’re teasing me.”

“I’m not,” he replied in a warning tone. “Now,
this
is teasing.” He bent to pull at the buttons on her shirt with his teeth, then snaked his tongue into the gap between two of them, swiping at her skin.

Helen sucked in her breath. His tongue was hot, scalding, and seemed to her an extension of his inner fires. Matteo put his mouth over her breast and his lips burned her through the cloth. When he lifted his head, there was a wet circle where they had been, and she could tell from his expression that he wasn’t teasing any more.

Matteo undid the buttons of the shirt he had given her with trembling fingers as she lay supine on the sheet, the dull drumming of the rain a counterpoint to their ragged breathing.

“Oh, my lady,” he murmured when she was revealed. “My sad, lonely lady. Look at you. You’re beautiful.” He leaned forward to place a kiss in the valley between her breasts.

Helen tangled her fingers in his hair, holding his head against her. His mouth moved to one nipple, then the other, and she closed her eyes, trying to accept that this was finally happening.

Matteo raised his head and kissed her gently, moving his mouth lightly over hers, pressing, then drawing away, until she reacted as he had intended. Helen clutched him and kissed him back urgently, parting her lips to admit the invasion of his tongue. Her head fell back as he dragged his open mouth along the supple line of her throat, and the shirt trailed loosely from her arms as he molded her naked torso to his.

Matteo pulled the sleeves off and dropped the shirt to the ground. He buried his face between her breasts, enclosed by her silken flesh, and locked his hands behind her waist. Helen felt the twin sensations, exquisite in their textural contrast, of his soft mouth and his soft hair against her skin. He turned his head and laid his fevered cheek against her belly, and his lids drifted closed in luxurious abandonment to the sensuality they shared.

Helen looked down at him, at the deep flush staining his tanned skin, marred by the cuts Olmos had made, at the sweep of his black lashes against his cheeks. His lips were parted, revealing a glimpse of the white teeth that showed so starkly in the gypsy darkness of his face. His mouth was moist from contact with hers, swollen from the fight and her kisses, and reddened, as if he had sipped from her lips the wine that made them drunk on each other. His kneeling position was curiously obeisant; he seemed to be worshiping her. She put her hand on his head, felt the springy, wavy hair curl around her fingers and dug her nails gently into the flesh of his scalp. He drew a broken breath and sighed.

When Matteo moved to get up, she still watched him, fascinated by the feline grace of his body as he stood and took off his pants. The lamplight fractured his movements as he unbuckled his woven belt and stepped out of his fatigues, kicking off the canvas shoes all the men wore when not outfitted in boots. As she remembered, he was slim, but not thin, and his well developed biceps flexed as he tossed aside his clothes and joined her on the floor.

He drew her against him and Helen gasped. Feeling him so completely was a shock, and his strength and rigid manhood frightened her a little. Sensing this, he pulled back slightly, holding her in the curve of one arm and smoothing her hair.

“Do you want me to stop?” he asked tensely, ready to beg if she said yes, hoping she wouldn’t.

“Oh, no, Matteo, no,” she answered, rolling farther into his arms, hiding her face on his shoulder. She twined her legs with his, saying shyly, “I’m just, this is just...”

“I understand,” he interrupted, running his hand along the damp curve of her spine. “It’s all right.”

But it wasn’t. He had never been in this situation before and he was afraid of handling it wrong. But no fear was strong enough to threaten the relentless drive that compelled him to take her.

Matteo kissed her again, falling back on the familiar to reassure her with affection. But as the embrace intensified she began to move in his arms, so sinuously that he finally lifted himself above her, letting her go. It was not wise to fondle her too much; he could feel himself surging forward, and with an experienced woman who could follow him he would have just let the tide take him. But not with Helen. She was porcelain and could be broken; she was crystal and could shatter with a careless touch.

He shifted position to lie next to her and held her loosely until she looked questioningly into his face, asking for more. He began to caress her again, stroking her breasts, rasping the nipples with his thumbs as they tightened into hard, rose-pink pebbles. She arched her back and moaned, writhing toward him as he drew the flat of his hand across her abdomen, seeking the soft mound of golden brown hair below. He hesitated slightly, to see if she would stop him. But she was too far gone; her skin was dewed with perspiration, her eyes slitted almost closed, the blue irises bright in the lamplight, like slices of sky. When his fingers trailed over her thigh she lifted herself toward him eagerly, seeking his hand. Then he cupped her and she sighed with satisfaction. She was ready for him. As he caressed her she turned her face away to hide her pleasure, as if such delicious torment should be a hidden, secret thing. As it increased she put one hand to her mouth, and he removed it. He kissed the delicate fingers, then placed them on himself.

She did not recoil, but encircled him slowly, made bold with the joy of discovery. Her caresses were clumsy, inexpert, but Matteo found them more stimulating than anything he had ever experienced. She sought him with her other hand, touching the ribbed musculature of his stomach, and in the coiled, restrained power beneath her fingers she could feel how much he wanted her. She moved on to the marble hardness of his thighs, sculptured like a statue, roughened with wiry dark hair. When she reached between his legs to stroke his soft parts, the vulnerable underpinnings of his swollen manhood, he groaned and rolled away from her, throwing his arm across his eyes, unable to take it a moment longer.

“Matteo?” she whispered, her voice uncertain. “Did I do something wrong?”

It was several seconds before he answered. His breath was coming in short bursts and he licked the sweat from his upper lip before he said, his voice sounding muffled, strange, “No. You couldn’t do something wrong if you tried. Come here.”

She obeyed, turning once more into his arms. Unable to wait any longer, he positioned her, putting her flat on her back and looming above her. He kissed her lightly, and she reached up to put her arms around the sturdy column of his neck. His skin was slick with perspiration, hot to the touch, and he fairly vibrated with sexual tension, his whole body as taut as a drawn bow.

“Helen...” he said, his voice hoarse with strain.

“Yes,” she murmured, and he took her at her word.

He meant to go slow, he meant to be careful, but this was Helen, and he had wanted her, it seemed, for such an endless, aching time. He plunged into her, and she tensed immediately. He couldn’t stop, rearing back and plunging again.

Helen cried out and pulled away frantically. Instantly contrite, Matteo withdrew, cursing his damned impatience, the bottled up longing that had caused him to lose control. He enfolded her tenderly, blinking back tears of frustration and regret.

“I’m sorry,” he said brokenly. “Helen, I’m sorry.”

“It’s all right,” she replied, and sounded like she meant it, but her body language told him otherwise. She was stiff, unyielding in his arms, closed against him like a clenched fist.

Matteo continued to hold her, wishing that he could relive the last minute, disgusted with himself because even though he’d hurt her he wanted nothing more than to bury himself in her again. She was so sweet in those stolen seconds, fitted to him like a glove, and he couldn’t forget the sensation. He knew she would feel it too, if he could win her trust once more.

She would have to decide. He let her slip to the floor and kissed her hands, turning them over to put his mouth against her palms, ready to abandon the effort if she rebuffed him. She responded, allowing him to touch her again, and they were soon caught in the ascending spiral that had brought them to the brink before. But this time he was determined to prepare her; he kissed her body until she was weak with longing, and then pressed his lips to her navel, exploring it with his tongue. She moaned; he moved lower, putting his arms around her hips and lifting her to his mouth. She made no sound, unable even to utter one, but her legs fell apart to admit him.

The pleasure was indescribable. She was powerless before its onslaught and he was relentless, caressing her with his lips and tongue, stroking her to a wordless, powerful climax.

She shuddered and went limp. And as she lay relaxed and spent he moved over her again, pulling her legs around him.

When he entered her the second time she made an impassioned sound of pure animal gratification and his deep groan was lost in hers. He waited for her to react and then she said, slurring her words, “You tricked me.”

He smiled to himself. “Yes, I did.”

“You can trick me like that anytime,” she said, sighing blissfully, and he almost laughed.

“I don’t think it will be necessary again,” he said, beginning to move inside her.

* * *

When Matteo awoke he was alone. They had fallen asleep together, curled up like puppies. He could still hear the rain beating on the tent with a steady, incessant cadence. Where could Helen have gone?

Then he saw the drape in the back of the tent, pushed just high enough to allow a slender blonde to exit. He followed, crawling on his hands and knees and pausing before the sight that met his eyes.

The demure Ms. Demarest, who wouldn’t say “hell” if condemned to it, was twirling round and round in the rain, hair flying, bare feet splashing mud, stark naked.

“What
are
you
doing?” he called, laughing incredulously at her unselfconscious glee. She was certainly loosening up mighty fast.

“Taking a shower,” she responded, flinging her arms wide. “Care to join me?”

He signaled to her to wait and ran back inside, snatching the sheet they had slept on from the floor. He dashed into the rain and wrapped her in it, practically carrying her into the tent.

“It will be light in half an hour,” he said, rubbing her dry. “Did you want someone to see you?”

“Wake ‘em up faster than Theresa’s terrible coffee,” she said, grinning, and he shook his head.

“Did you have a good time?” he asked archly.

“Not as good as the time I had with you,” she whispered conspiratorially, and he smiled.

“Feeling our oats, are we?” he inquired.

“We are,” she replied smugly.

He dropped the sheet and bundled her into the discarded shirt, saying absently, “We have to find you something else to wear.”

“How about you?” she said, pointing to the puddle of his clothes.

He picked up his pants and put them on, saying, “I’m starving.”

“Me, too,” she observed. “I don’t have anything here except that tin of biscuits,” she added, indicating a box sitting on top of a cardboard carton in the corner.

Matteo got it and they shared what was left, sitting cross- legged on the dirt floor.

“I wish your friends back home could have witnessed that scene,” he said, gesturing to the back of the tent.

“What friends?”

He paused in the act of biting a cracker in half. “Don’t you have any friends?” he asked cautiously, trying to sound as if the topic were of only mild interest.

She shrugged. “You,” she said simply, looking down at the crumbs in her hand.

He was glad she couldn’t see effect of her answer on his face.

“How about when you were a kid?” he asked quietly, chewing thoughtfully.

“Oh, then I had girlfriends at boarding school,” she said, “but we were all at the mercy of our families, shipped around like so much luggage. We would lose touch when we were separated. And when I got older, my parents were always paranoid about people taking advantage of me, for my money, you know. So I was pretty much restricted to classmates, but even then my mother invariably hated everyone I liked. She used to say they were ‘unsuitable.’”