Moonrise (27 page)

Killifer took a long sip from his mug, then placed it down on the table. “I’m supposed to be second-in-command on this expedition, right?”

“Right.”

“Yeah, but Brennart’s put this snotnosed Douglas Stavenger in ahead of me.”

“But Douggie’s only aboard as an observer,” Deems protested. “And Brennart
had
to bring him in. Orders from Savannah!”

“Yeah, I know. Orders from Mama. She’s the real pain in my ass.”

“She’s the boss.”

“Damned bitch.”

Deems tried to make light of his companion’s mood. “Hey, you don’t know her well enough to call her names like that.”

“I know her,” Killifer muttered. “How d’you think I came up here to the Moon in the first place?”

Deems blinked uncertainly.

“She sent me. Fuckin’
exiled
me. Five years I had to spend up here before she’d let me come back. Just because I tried to help her son.”

Now Deems was very confused. “Tried to help Douggie?”

“His half-brother. Greg.” With great disgust Killifer explained, “It was eighteen years ago. I was working for the San Jose division then, not much more than a kid myself. Greg Masterson—his father was the bitch’s first husband—he asked me for a favor.”

“What kind of a favor?”

Killifer shrugged his bony shoulders. “He wanted a sample of nanomachines. He was a big mucky-muck with the corporation, the president’s son, for chrissakes. So I gave him a sample like he asked for, and it turned out bad—her new husband got killed up here. And I got blamed for it.”

“I didn’t know,” Deems said, awe in his voice.

“She said I could work on the Moon until she was ready to let me come back, or she’d fire me and sic the police on me. I was too scared to realize that she couldn’t rat me out without turning in Greg, too. So I spent five years digging tunnels.”

“No shit?”

“No shit. By the time she was willing to let me come
back Earthside, I was so adapted to one-sixth gee I had to spend another six months doing special exercises to build up my muscles and bones. My heart, too.”

“But you made it back okay?”

“Yeah. Except that everything I had on Earth was gone by then. My girl had married somebody else. My parents died within a couple of years. My career in nanotech—forget it!” Killifer snapped his fingers. “Nanotech was dead in the States and everywhere else except a few universities. And you don’t lose five years in a field like that and then boogie back in to get a university slot. I came back here. Been a Lunatic ever since, a rock jock.”

“No wonder you’re pissed.”

Killifer leaned across the little table menacingly. “I don’t want you telling anybody else about this, understand? Not a word.”

“Okay, okay.” Deems backed away slightly. Smoothing the front of his wrinkled jumpsuit, he said, “But it seems a shame to take it out on little Douggie.”

“Who cares? He’s his mother’s son.”

“Still …”

“
She’s
the one who forced Brennart to take the kid along. Stuck him on top of me.”

“He’s not on top of you. He’s just an observer. On the org chart—”

“He’s a snoop from Mama in Savannah,” Killifer growled. “Little bastard’s only eighteen years old and they put him in ahead of me.”

“But—”

“Don’t try to bullshit me, pal! He’s the boss’s son, for chrissakes. Everybody’ll be falling all over themselves to be on his good side.”

Deems shrugged. “I talked to him yesterday. He seems like a nice enough kid.”

“See what I mean?”

Looking more startled than usual, Deems shook his head in denial and disbelief.

“I’ll fix him,” Killifer grumbled. “Put the kid ahead of me, huh? She’ll pay for that. And everything else she’s done to me.”

*       *       *

Doug Stavenger knew that his mother was worried about him. She thinks I’m just a kid, he knew. She thinks an eighteen-year-old isn’t smart enough to take care of himself.

But my father wasn’t much older than that when he flew his first solo. And what’s age got to do with it, anyway?

As soon as Doug arrived in his quarters at Moonbase—a standard cell along one of the tunnels carved out of the rock, not even as large as the smallest compartment aboard a cruise ship—he put in a call to his mother in Savannah.

At first he merely assured her that he was all right and the trip to the Moon had been safely uneventful. Soon enough, though, they began to talk about the coming expedition to the south polar region.

“I’m going to make a point of meeting everyone who’s going on the mission,” he was saying.

“Douglas, I don’t want you taking unnecessary risks,” she said sharply to her son.

Doug’s image in her phone screen grinned at her as soon as her words reached him.

Trying to sound businesslike, Joanna said to her son’s smiling image, “You’re going along on this expedition for one reason only: to make certain that all the proper claims are made and all the legal forms filled out exactly right. That’s your job. I don’t want you traipsing around on some adventure when you should be tending to the legal formalities of this expedition.”

His smile did not fade an iota while he waited for her words to reach him on the Moon.

“I know, Mom. Don’t worry about it. Masterson Aerospace will have a full and legal claim to operate in the Basin, don’t worry about it.”

“We’re not the only ones interested in that region,” Joanna warned.

But Douglas had not waited for her reply to him. He kept right on, “And we’ll be the first group there, don’t worry about it. Nobody else is going to contest our rights.”

“Don’t take foolish risks,” she said, sounding more like a worried mother than she wanted to.

This time he listened, then replied, “I’ll be okay. Mr. Brennart is about as experienced as they come. He’s a living
legend, really. We’ll be in good shape, don’t worry. What can happen to us?”

But even as she promised her son that she wouldn’t worry, Joanna wanted to reach out across the quarter-million miles separating them and bring him back safely to her side. She worried about Brennart. It seemed to her that the man was working too hard at increasing his reputation, taking risks needlessly.

Doug said goodbye to her at last, and she blanked the phone screen, then sank back into her caramel brown chair. It subtly molded its shape to accommodate her. In its armrests were controls that could massage or warm her, if Joanna wanted.

All she really wanted was her son safely by her side. Both her sons.

Trying to drive away her fears and apprehensions, Joanna concentrated on her work for hours. Long after darkness fell, long after the corporate headquarters building had emptied of everyone else except its lone human guard monitoring the security sensors and the robots patrolling the hallways, Joanna remained in her office, studying reports, scanning graphs, speaking with Masterson employees scattered all around the globe and aboard the corporation’s space facilities in orbit.

It was almost one in the morning when she wearily got up from her chair and went to the closet next to her personal lavatory. Joanna felt growing tension as she took off her dress and stripped down to her bra and panties. She reached into the closet and pulled out the sensor suit. It hung limp and lifeless, gray and slightly fuzzy-looking, in her hands.

He always called precisely on time, and she was slightly behind schedule. Quickly, Joanna stepped into the full-body suit and pressed closed the Velcro seals at its cuffs, ankles, and running down its front. The suit felt itchy on her skin, as it always did.

Taking the helmet from its shelf in the closet, she went back to her recliner chair and sat down. As she plugged the virtual reality suit into the chair, her wristwatch announced that she had one minute to spare. One minute to try to calm down a little.

She pulled the helmet over her coiffure, but left the visor
up. This must be what a spacesuit’s helmet is like, she thought. Or a biker’s.

The phone’s chime sounded in her earphones. Joanna slid the visor down and said, “Hello, Greg.”

Her son had not changed much outwardly in the eighteen years since Paul’s death. Still darkly handsome, pale skin stretched over high cheekbones and strong, stubborn jaw. Eyes as dark and penetrating as glittering obsidian. Just a touch of gray at his temples; it made him look even more enticing, in her eyes.

“Hello, Mom,” he said somberly.

Even on this tropical Pacific beach he wore dark slacks and a starched shirt. His shoes and slacks will be soaked by the surf, Joanna thought, then reminded herself that Greg was actually in his own office, quite dry and probably amused at the flowered wraparound
pareo
and oversized mesh shirt that she had programmed into her virtual reality costume.

They were standing on the white sand beach on the lagoon side of Bonriki. The airport was hidden by the high-rise office towers of the town, but out in the lagoon Joanna could see the floating platforms and work boats of the sea-launched rocket boosters. Almost on the equator, Tarawa lagoon was an ideal launch point for Pacific traffic into orbit. The island nation of Kiribati was getting rich on its royalties from Masterson Aerospace.

“Happy birthday, Greg,” Joanna said. She embraced her son and felt his arms fold around her briefly. “I’m sorry I couldn’t come in person.”

“That’s okay,” he replied, trying to smile. “VR’s the next best thing.”

“How are you?” she asked.

“Fine. The operation here is going very well. They’re even talking about setting up an amusement park to draw in tourists.”

Joanna shook her head. “That’s a good way for them to lose money.”

Greg laughed. “The more they blow, the more dependent they’ll be on us. I’m already working out better terms for our contract renewal.”

“I’m very proud of what you’ve accomplished here,” Joanna said.

“Thanks, Mom.”

Neither of them spoke of what stood between them. Greg had gone through years of intensive therapy after his maniacal rage had led him to murder. For years Joanna had watched him every day, trusting him only as far as she could see him, protecting him against the pain and pressures of the world beyond the walls of their home.

Only gradually, when it became clear that the focus of his murderous fury had abated, did she allow him to return to the real world. Greg learned to control himself, learned to calm the bitter tides that surged through him, learned even to accept the fact that he had to share his mother with his younger half-brother.

In time, Joanna allowed him to return to the corporation. Gradually, slowly, the leash on which she kept her son grew longer, more flexible, until now he lived thousands of miles away and directed an important new operation of the corporation.

Yet despite his outward calm Joanna always felt the volcano seething beneath Greg’s surface. Even in the tropical tranquility of this Pacific atoll he was all tension and wary-eyed pain. Even in the relaxed mores of Micronesia he had not taken a lover; as far as Joanna could determine, he did not even have a steady girlfriend, either native or corporate.

He doesn’t even have a tan, she realized. He’s in his office all the time, driving himself constantly. The only time he gets to the beach is in VR simulations for meetings with me.

Joanna had kept Greg and his half-brother Douglas separated as much as possible. Over the years it began to seem almost normal that Doug would be away when Greg visited home, and Greg would not be there when Doug was. It was as if she had two different families, one son in each. There were holidays when the three of them were together, briefly, but they were always filled with tension and the fear that Greg might suddenly explode.

He never did. And Doug learned to get along with his older half-brother. It was difficult to dislike Doug; he had his father’s charm. Greg could even laugh with Doug on rare occasions.

Now, as Joanna and Greg walked ankle-deep in the gentle virtual surf of the lagoon, with the dying Sun painting the
towering cumulus clouds fabulous shades of pink and orange, Greg seemed lost in thought.

“What’s the matter?” she asked, looking up into his somber eyes.

Greg let out a sigh, like a man in pain.

“What is it, dear?” Joanna repeated.

He stopped and turned to face her, his back to the glorious sunset. “Have I done an adequate job here?”

Joanna had to shade her eyes to look up at him. “More than adequate, Greg. You’ve made me proud of you.”

“All right,” he said. “Then I want to move up to the next challenge.”

“The next … ?”

“Moonbase,” Greg said.

For a moment Joanna wasn’t certain that she had heard him correctly.

“I want to be put in charge of Moonbase,” he said, his voice calm. But she could sense the depth of his desire, even through the virtual reality interface.

“Moonbase,” she repeated, stalling for time to think.

“Anson’s due to rotate back to Savannah when her tour is finished,” Greg said. “I’d like to be named to replace her for the next year.”

Doug is on the Moon, Joanna thought swiftly. But he’ll be coming back once Brennart’s expedition establishes an operational facility at the south pole.

“Mom? Did you hear me?”

“Yes, of course I heard you. It’s just … unexpected. You’ve caught me by surprise, Greg.”

He broke into a cheerless smile. “That’s the first time
that’s
happened!”

“I never thought you’d want to go to Moonbase,” she said.

“It’s the next logical step, isn’t it? A year at Moonbase, and then I can move up to head the entire space operations division.”

Joanna made herself smile back at him. “Director of Moonbase is a big responsibility.”

His smile evaporated. “You don’t trust me.”

“Of course I trust you!” she blurted.

“But not enough.”

“Oh, Greg—”

“I know. You’ve got every reason not to trust me. But it’s not like I’m looking to be made CEO, or even asking for my old seat on the board of directors.”

“There’s going to be a vacancy on the board next year,” Joanna said. “I was planning to nominate you.”

If that pleased him, Greg did not show it. “Mom, I want to
earn
my way. Moonbase is always tottering on the brink of collapse. I want to spend a year there and make the tough decision.”