âWhat do you reckon? I'd do anything to see those two stuff up. They think they're so cool. You know the night of Meredith's party they were telling everyone I was a poof because I'd made the birthday cake. I really looked up to them before that. God, I was only a kid. I was really upset.'
Snake had turned away so Adam couldn't see his face, but he could hear the anger in his voice. Snake went on. âAnyway, that was the night Mum's jewellery and Meredith's mobile went missing. Everyone knew it was Lina.'
Adam stiffened. He'd only read a little of her diary, but already he felt as if he knew her. It didn't sound right that she was a thief. âHow did
everyone
know?'
Snake looked uncomfortable. He stumbled for words. âThey saidâ¦well Lina wasâ¦you know, on drugsâ¦it had to be her.'
âAnd the proof ?'
âWhat?'
âDid anyone catch her stealing?'
Snake shrugged. âNo, but they reckon she sold the stuff on. Gave the money to Emma to help her run away.'
Adam sighed. âThey reckonâ¦who is
they
?'
âJust everyone. The whole town, I guess.'
âSo it's a rumour.'
Snake looked hurt. âYeah, s'pose so.'
âWell, where did the rumour start?' Adam wondered aloud.
âProbably the pub. That's where all the bullshit flows.'
âWhat if someone else was stealing stuff and it just coincided with the girls' disappearance.'
âLike there's no connection?'
âYeah, like I said, a coincidence,' Adam said.
âIt's possible.'
âThen the real thief gets away with it because Lina is the scapegoat.'
âLook mate, you're not such a great investigator after all. No one's had anything pinched since then, so it must've been her.'
Adam wasn't so sure. Was stealing so compulsive that thieves did it all the time? If a drug habit was involved, then maybe so. But petty theft was more a crime of opportunity. âDid Barry check it out?'
âYeah. Mum made a real stink of it when he interviewed her. Especially because of Meredith's phone. It cost her a fortune. It'd be a dinosaur nowadays compared to mine.' Snake picked at a pimple on his forehead. It started to bleed. âYou won't let this drop, will ya?'
âLike I told you, it's genetic. I've got to find answers.'
Snake scoffed. âMore like you're obsessed, a one-eyed fanatic.' He blushed. âShit! I shouldn't have said that⦠sorryâ¦I didn't meanâ¦'
âIt's OK. I've got two eyes, only one's a bit stuffed.'
âDoes it hurt?'
âAches sometimes if I'm tired or if I've been thinking too hard, or playing too much sport. I can't focus properly on small moving objects. I see double. I'm shithouse at cricket and tennis. That's why I stick to footy.'
âHow did it happen?'
âI was running with a billiard cue, chased my mate upstairs, fell on the cue andâ¦poked my eye out.'
Snake's face lit up. âGross!' he said.
âDoctors put it back in again. I had months of checkups and eye exercises.'
âHave you got double vision all the time?'
âPretty much, but my brain overrides it. I can shut it out, until I get stressed or tired, then I can't fight it any more. I get a massive headache and have to sleep.'
âSo if I wanted to slow you down all I have to do is throw a handful of marbles at you and you wouldn't know where to walk.'
Adam laughed. âYeah, I reckon I'd be fucked.'
They sat silent for a while before Adam said, âDid I get it wrong or is that copper, Barry, up himself ?'
âSounds like an accurate description.'
âI just wondered if somebody, like Lina, or say Matt, knew someone was breaking the law or doing something dodgy, would they tell Barry about it?'
âDepends. Don't reckon Matt would. Barry used to give him a hard time.'
âWhy? What about?'
âThinks Matt's an idiot, doesn't he?'
Adam frowned.
âI mean, you have to admit, Matt's kind of weirdâ¦a few sandwiches short of a picnic. And Barry can be a prick sometimesâ¦specially if he's had a beer or two. He plays practical jokes on Matt at the footy clubâ¦when Colin isn't around.'
âLike what?'
âWhips his towel off him or tells him there's a phone call in the clubrooms, when there isn't. Shit like that.'
âSo Matt doesn't trust him?'
âDunno. Matt's always pissed off when he finds out he's been tricked, but it doesn't stop him falling for it next time. He's real gullible.'
âWhat about Lina? Would she have spoken to Barry?'
âWhat are you getting at?'
Adam stared over the hills at a small shack in the distance. Should he tell Snake about the diary? If only he could be certain that Snake wouldn't blab. He decided to go with the half-truth again. âI've found a note,' he said, âtelling me to look for a missing diary.'
Snake sprung off the verandah as if he'd sat on an ants' nest. Old Sarge snorted, swung his head sideways and stamped. Adam thought Snake was about to be trampled, but his friend pushed into Sarge's flanks and stroked his neck, soothing him. âJesus, Adam, that means Lina's diary must exist! Was there a clue? Where do we start looking?'
Adam coughed. âWe?'
âYeah, I'll help. I know the terrain around here.'
Could it work? Snake would be a valuable offsider, someone with local knowledge. Adam relented. âSure,' he said. âI'll need you to get some information.'
Snake nodded, eager as a puppy.
âI want you to find out from your dad everything you can about that night, especially about when he took the girls home, what they talked about, how they seemed. If I'm right, your dad was the last person to see Emma aliveâ¦well, perhaps the second last.'
As soon as Adam got on the bus, he saw Toot watching him. Her face was hard to read. Was she scowling or pursing her lips? Was that tilt of her head a challenging expression? The corners of her mouth twitched as he approached. âHi,' she whispered.
He grinned at her and felt a rush of satisfaction as she looked up, exposing her neck. Her lips had the trace of a smile.
Adam took a deep breath and lurched down the aisle. What was it with his friends? First Brock and now Snake had fascinating sisters.
Snake beckoned from the back of the bus.
Adam slid in beside him. âHow'd it go last night?' he asked.
âGood. I wanted to call you straight after I talked to Dad, but I still don't have your number.'
âIt's the best way, believe me.'
Snake raised his eyebrows. âSuit yourself. Anyway, he was a bit suspicious, but I told him I was really curious because of what's been on the news and thatâ¦'
âAnd?'
âHe reckons there was an argument near the stables. Emma was crying and Lina looked really pale, which was a strange thing to say because I reckon she always looked like that.'
âPale?'
âYeah, but he said she was shaking, like shivering.'
âMaybe she was cold,' Adam said.
âDunno, but they told him they wanted to go home and when Emma rang home, no one answered.'
âNo one at the house. What time was that?'
âAbout a quarter past ten. So Dad offered to drop them back to the farm. When he got to the Thackerays he dropped Lina off first, then went down to the new house and dropped off Emma. He reckoned Mrs Thackeray was home because her green sedan was there and the house was lit up. She must have got in just before them.'
Adam nodded. âBut where were Colin and Matt?'
âColin was at the pub, heaps of people saw him there and he didn't leave till closing. Dad said Matt is a mystery. When the police first questioned everyone, Matt reckoned he was home but his ute wasn't parked outside the house. Bit suspicious I reckon.'
âDid Matt say where the car was?'
âWouldn't say anything. Apparently he did the old “change the subject” routine.'
âSo how come the police didn't arrest him?'
âDad reckons they had nothing to go on. Matt wasn't at the house, but he swore he was on the farm somewhere, just never said where or what he was doing.'
Adam gazed out the window. The bus was winding its way down the last of the hills. Through the screen of remnant bush, the paddocks were yellowed and dry, waiting for the big rain.
Waiting, waiting. Had Olwyn Thackeray been waiting up for Emma? Why wasn't she home twenty minutes earlier when Emma rang? And where was Matt that night? It wasn't like he had mates or anything.
âWho took them to the party?' Adam said.
âI didn't ask that one. What Mrs Thackeray told my mum afterwards was that she'd been to a church meeting or something and got home at about twenty-five past ten. Emma said she had a headache, a cold or something. Mrs Thackeray cried her guts out, saying she was ashamed that she didn't get to talk to Emma one last time.'
âAnd did your dad say anything else?'
âOnly that when they were in the back of the car together, Emma was sniffing a lot and that Lina was really angry and said she'd “get back at the bastards”. Emma got really upset then and was telling her not to do it, whatever
it
was.'
âAnd that's all?'
âYeah. Nothing else. Dad never gets involved in any of that girl carry on. Ask Tootâ¦Anyway I reckon Matt's the problem. The police questioned him for ages but he couldn't give a straight answer.'
âYou think Matt killed his own sister?'
Snake looked at the floor and rubbed a large pimple on his neck. âWell, Matt is a bitâ¦unhingedâ¦simple, you know.'
Adam didn't think so. Matt was probably brighter than he seemed. Perhaps he was hiding something and that's what Snake had picked up on.
Later that afternoon Adam grabbed his footy bag and water bottle and fled out the door. Matt was waiting for him, engine running.
They headed down the driveway. Adam tried to make light conversation. âDo you read much?' he asked.
âOnly about birdsâ¦and the sports pages.'
âI hear you're a bit of a greenie, making nesting boxes and things.'
Matt glanced at him, frowning. âWho told you that?'
âEr, I dunnoâ¦someoneâ¦must have been Snake,' he lied.
There was a long silence before Adam spoke again.
âDid you know the girl who lived at the house when Emma disappeared?'
Matt's face lit up. âYeah, that was Lina. Her real name was Melina.' He was blushing again. âShe used to joke about how our initials were the same.'
âAhh.' Adam nodded. So that explained the initials. âIs she the one who gave you the key?' he asked.
âYeah. I nevâ¦never saw her again.'
Adam suddenly felt uneasy. MT's message showed she was frightened for her life. If she
had
died, Adam had the only link to the truth: her diary. He should show it to the police, but there was something about Barry Timothy that made Adam hesitate. He didn't trust him, though he couldn't say why.
âDo you know what happened to Lina?' Adam asked.
âNuh,' Matt said, then he pointed to a far paddock. âThere are wood ducks over in that dam.'
Adam sighed. He followed Matt's finger and tried to look interested. He was beginning to understand Matt's strategy. If the topic got too hard to handle, talk about what you know: birds, football and farming.
They arrived at the oval soon after six and took their bags to the changing room. A handful of blokes were already jogging around the perimeter. By the time Adam joined them he was beginning to think football training in February was a new form of torture. The air was hot and oppressive. If he didn't end up with sunstroke, he'd surely have shin splints from the rock-hard surface.
When they came off the field and headed for the clubrooms, his skin was red, his fingers swollen and trembling. He downed the contents of his water bottle. The one-minute cold shower was heaven, instantly sucking heat from his body. If only there weren't water restrictions.
Back at the bench Adam towelled off and dressed beside Snake. They stood with their backs to the rest of the group.
âI've had an idea about where the diary might be,' Snake said.
Adam glanced around nervously.
âShe must have hidden it at your house or somewhere on the farm. What if she hid it inside another book. I saw it on one of those detective shows, how this old hardback was hollowed out and a smaller book was stuffed inside.'
Adam nudged his friend and signalled behind him with his thumb. Mongrel was right at their backs. âCould be,' Adam said, lowering his voice.
âWe could look for it in Thackerays' bookshelves,' Snake continued, unaware.
Mongrel smirked at him. âNo need, you loser. I've already looked through 'em.' Then he spoke to Adam. âI hear you're weak in the guts. Bet you're a one pot screamer.' His voice was slow and theatrical, loud enough to stop conversations around the room. Even though he was shorter than Adam, he made up for his lack of height with an overdose of arrogance.
Adam tensed, trying to control his response. âWhat are you on about?'
âIt's all over town. Loody's been doing impersonations of you spewing.'
Adam fumed. Why were the bastards having a go at him? He felt Snake's restraining hand on his shoulder.
âEasy. He's just winding you up.'
Adam glared at Loody who was coming back from the shower, all smiles. âWhat's the matter, Stats?' Loody said, in mock innocence. Then his eyes bulged and his shoulders heaved. He doubled over, making exaggerated vomiting noises.
Everyone in the changing room erupted in laughter.
Adam had to smile, laughing with the rest of them, but it hurt.
âBit of a celebrity now, aren't you, Adam?' Birdie said.