My Life as a Doormat (in Three Acts)
Praise for Rene Gutteridge's Novels
“I really, really enjoyed
My Life as a Doormat
. It's an entertaining, well-written tale, and I think most fans of Christian fiction will enjoy it. For that matter, most fans of women's fiction/romance will enjoy it, Christian or not.”
âwww.epinions.com
“Got two days? That's all you'll need! Once you start
My
Life as a Doormat (in Three Acts)
you'll forget your kids, husband, bills, and need for food or sleep. The only thing you'll wish you had is enough pages for day number three!”
âDenise Hildreth, author of
Savannah from Savannah
and
Savannah Comes Undone
“. . . so enjoyable are Gutteridge's offbeat characterizations and her sense of mischievous delight in the story.”
âPublishers Weekly review of
Boo Who
“Gutteridge has a fantastic wit and a firm understanding of what makes everyday life funny.”
âChristian Fiction Reviewer
“Gutteridge's characters are believably eccentric.”
âAmerican Library Association
“Highly recommended.”
âChristian Fiction Review for
Boo,
Boo Who
, and
Boo Hiss
“Rene Gutteridge is a truly gifted comic writer. Her drama background enables her to put sparkling dialogue into her characters' mouths, generating hilarity and turning seemingly mundane incidents into high comedy.”
âThe Romance Readers Connection
“Gutteridge's ability to create down-to-earth characters will cause you to wonder if she's writing about your family.”
âwww.myshelf.com review of
Troubled Waters
“The unique and hilarious plot of Rene Gutteridge's latest offering will hold the reader's attention from start to finish.”
âwww.romantictimes.com review of
Boo
My Life as
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Other Books by Rene Gutteridge
Boo
Boo Who
Boo Hiss
The Splitting Storm
Storm Gathering
Storm Surge
Ghost Writer
Troubled Waters
My Life as
a Doormat
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a romantic comedy
by
Rene Gutteridge
© 2006 by Rene Gutteridge
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Publisher's Note: This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either products of the author's imagination or used fictitiously. All characters are fictional, and any similarity to people living or dead is purely coincidental.
ISBN 978-1-59554-570-1 (mass market)
The Library of Congress has cataloged the earlier edition as follows:
Gutteridge, Rene.
My life as a doormat (in three acts) : a romantic comedy / by Rene Gutteridge.
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ISBN 1-59554-084-9 (trade paper)
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To anyone who has ever
felt stepped on.
Contents
[She glances over the menu.]
I
'm practical. Practical people can be romantics. I
don't think the two contradict each other. Sure, I
cringe when an insane amount of money is spent on a dozen
roses, and as I watch them die their slow deaths despite the
Evian and the aspirin tablet, I can't help but wonder what bet
ter use there was for forty dollars. Can the feeling of holding
roses really match saving the starving children of the world? I
simply pose the question.
I'm getting sidetracked. The fact of the matter is that I just
see romance differently. I see it in defined spaces, with reason
and structure attached. Romance doesn't necessarily need spon
taneity either. Scheduled romance is certainly a viable option
for busy people. There's no reason why a bottle of wine can't
be sought out days ahead of time, why a horse-drawn carriage
can't be ridden in the off-season to save ten dollars. Practicality
is a simple frame of mind that, in all honesty, offers more perks
and functionality than such frivolousness.
Jodie Bellarusa wanted more head time. She was on quite a roll up there, and I didn't want to stop her stream of consciousness, but it was 7:03 p.m. The workday was over, and it was Edward's time to arrive. You could set your watch by his schedule. Every Thursday night we meet at this French restaurant for dinner, and every Thursday night he arrived at 7:03 p.m., claiming to be on time because, he reminded me, “It's not fair to factor in parking and the distance it takes to walk to the front door.”
Secretly, I wanted him to arrive just once at 7:10 p.m. Or even 7:30 p.m., rushing in with a frantic look on his face, finding me in the crowd, relieved I was still there, and with exhaustion and anxiety in his eyes, approach the table cautiously, reverently, hoping I wasn't mad. He'd apologize and wait to see if I would accept. And then I would smile and tell him that of course I would accept.
But Edward was never late. Edward never looked frantic. And now Edward was doing the same thing he always did at the front door, which was removing his scarf, folding it three times, and instructing the maître d' on how to hang his coat, which was the same coat he wore every single spring.
As I watched him, my mind wandered back to my character of Jodie Bellarusa. For now she would have to wait. But soon enough, I'd be able to bring her back alive on the pages of my computer. I was still in the first act, and Jodie had yet to meet Timothy, her eccentric opposite. Four or five scenes down the road, they would meet and hate each other. But like all good romances, love would blossom, despite Jodie's preference for practicality.
I watched Edward make his way around the tables that stood between us. He could maneuver them blindfolded. We'd been eating at this restaurant for two years. I'd once suggested we try a window seat. Edward gave his best to be compliant, but I was forced to watch him eye our “regular” table all night like it was another woman.
And just like two years ago, we still loved each other's company.
He sat down without making eye contact, found his napkin, placed it on his lap, and then looked directly across the table at me. Smiling warmly, he said, “Good evening, Leah.”
He'd never had a pet name for me, and I guess I never wanted one. I used to hate when I'd go out with couple friends and they'd call each other the weirdest things that would be offensive in any other context. But as the months passed, I started wishing for a pet name, something whispered in public, in my ear, like a private joke. But it was always Leah, pronounced with preciseness but not lacking delight.
“Hi.” I smiled back.
He took my hand from across the table. His were cold, and he apologized by explaining he'd left his gloves at the office.
He glanced around for our waiter, who would be Joel on this evening, because it was the second Thursday of the month, and Joel always took Curtis's shift, because Curtis played in a band or something like that. “How was your day?” he asked, obviously still monitoring Joel's response time.
Something held my tongue and it surprised me. Normally I would say “fine” and provide some highlights if he looked in the mood for details. But today was not fine. My agent had explained my desperate need for a new and dynamic script, reminding me that despite my first success, the last two plays had been “utter flops” and that my career was hanging in the balance of hell and heaven, as if all of eternity rested on my ability to move dialogue along. She'd said this as though I might be unaware that my last two plays had been disasters. But I was very much aware. A bright One-Hit Wonder sign hung itself on the dark side of my eyelids every night when I went to sleep.
“Where is Joel tonight?” asked Edward. “I really don't like him as well as Curtis.”
“He'll be here. Just gives us more time to talk, right?”
His honey-colored eyes, the ones that I fell in love with more than two years ago at a banquet, studied me like I was a formula written out across an expansive chalkboard.
“Sure, of course.”
“Good evening,” Joel said, sliding toward the table out of nowhere. “How are you two this evening?”
“Fine, Joel,” Edward said. Edward then proceeded to order. I had to hand it to him. We didn't eat the same dish every Thursday. He liked to throw in a few surprises. This evening, he requested a pasta dish that I couldn't pronounce.
But just as he finished speaking, the words “crêpes suzette” flew from my mouth. I think I gasped as they escaped. Edward looked up at me. Joel glanced my way, too, as if he was surprised I could actually speak, since Edward had always ordered for us. But the fact was, I didn't feel like pasta tonight.
Edward frowned at me. “Those flaming French pancakes? So everyone can observe what we're eating?” It was true. The waiters would bring the dish out with fire encircling the mushroom crepes. It was one of the restaurant's specialties, and they liked to brag by way of dangerous combustion. I'd once observed a man order it for his wife, then watch with pleasure as all attention shifted to her when they delivered it to their table.
“It sounds kind of good to me. I'm not really in the mood for pasta.”
Edward was leaning toward me, examining me with intense eyes. “Why not fish?”
“I don't know, fish just doesn'tâ”
Edward turned to Joel and said something that sounded like
kah bee yoh ehn pee puh rahd
. Joel smiled and turned to me. “We have a wonderful baked cod in a Piperade sauce. We use serrano peppers, blended with bell peppers, plum tomatoes, and garlic, simmered to perfection . . .”
I was nodding and acting interested, but my attention focused on a strange stirring inside me. It was nothing I could identify, and it could just as easily be related to nerves about the new play I was attempting. But some kind of restlessness was provoking bizarre behavior, like ordering flaming pancakes.