My Savior Forever (20 page)

By Monday afternoon, I pretty much feel back
to normal and am so bored I am about to scream. I am sick of
watching TV, so I go upstairs and creep down the hall towards
Jesse’s office. I open the door slightly and look around the room.
Since Jesse’s desk faces the window, I can only hear his fingers
tapping on his laptop.

Quietly, I push the door open and walk into
the room until I am behind him. I wrap my arms around his chest and
start kissing him on his neck. He bends his neck to the left to
allow me more room.

“Mmmmm,” I hear him moan. “Shouldn’t you be
resting?” I keep kissing as I move around him. He pushes his chair
back and I climb onto his lap, straddling him. He places his arms
around me putting one hand on my lower back, the other on the back
of my head.

“Mmmm, no,” (Kiss) “I’m done,” (Kiss)
“Resting.” My mouth moves down to his chest as I move his shirt
open so I can kiss his flesh. He moans as I unbutton his shirt
further and continue my kissing trail over his left pec then the
right and circle his nipple with my tongue.

The hand on my lower back moves around to the
front and up my body until he is massaging my right breast. I moan
this time as I nip on his nipple and suck.

“Damn I wish you hadn’t gotten dressed today,”
he says as he tries to pinch my nipple through my bra. I sit up and
in one quick moment I pull my t-shirt over my head and remove my
bra, discarding them on the floor. He leans down and begins sucking
and biting my nipple. I throw my head back and moan loudly. My long
hair is laying on his arm that is around my waist now.

I bring my head back up and watch as he moves
his mouth to my other nipple to give it the same attention. I reach
down to rub his cock through his jeans, and I can feel it growing
with every move of my hand. He lets go of my nipple with a pop and
plants his mouth on mine while his hand grabs the back of my neck
pushing my mouth into his harder.

Never breaking our kiss he lifts up from the
chair and carries me to our bedroom, laying me across the bed. We
are kissing furiously while helping each other to remove the rest
of our clothes.

We stop kissing as he leans up from me looking
deeply into my eyes, searching them. “Baby, we can’t hurt the baby
doing this, right?” He asks concerned. “Or you either,
right?”

I look up at him and brush his fallen hair out
of his eyes and smile. “No, honey. This won’t hurt either of us, I
promise. Just please, please love me. Make love to me, please,” I
whisper.

That was all the encouragement he needed. As
he pushes his cock into me in one hard thrust we both moan out
loud. “Baby, you feel so good,” he moans.

We rock together as he leans down sucking on
my nipple while his hand makes its way down to my clit, rubbing
circles and giving it the pressure I need. My skin is flushed and
my muscles stiffen. As my climax is reaching its peak the muscles
inside squeezes his cock as my orgasm takes over my
body.

My high starts to dissipate but then Jesse
pulls my legs up and over his shoulders allowing his cock to push
in even deeper and it starts hitting my g-spot with every thrust.
This seemed to make my orgasm last forever but before it ended
another orgasm overtakes me as Jesse thrusts harder. He stops, his
body shuddering and slowly moves in and out of me as we ride
through our bliss together.

I watch him close his eyes with his head
tilted back, his body twitching. He is gorgeous and he is
mine.

After his breathing slows he leans over me and
kisses me softly. He looks into my eyes with love swimming in them.
I wish I could take a picture of him this way.
Beautiful.

Smoothing my hair with his hand. “You have the
most beautiful cum face I have ever seen. I love watching you as
you cum.” I smile and laugh a little. “Um, just how many cum faces
have you seen?”

He looks at me seriously. “Baby, I haven’t
been with very many women, honest. And never, never without a
condom until you, only you.” My mouth drops open. “Wow! Really?
Ever?” I ask.

His eyebrows gather together. “Yes, ever.”
Then his frown turns into a smile. He leans over and kisses me, our
mouths moving in time with each other. He pulls back up looking at
me tenderly. “I love you so much, Cassie. Marry me.”

What? Huh? Did I just hear him
right?

I looked at him, cocking my head in
confusion.

“Uh, what?”

His smile is all teeth as he looks at me.
“Marry me, Cassie. I love you. Marry me. We’ll see if we can buy
this house or hell we’ll build a house however you want it,
whatever you want. I love you and our baby. We can have more kids.
We can get a dog!”

Oh my! He’s getting carried away.

I start laughing and cover my mouth with my
hand quickly. He looks down at me and frowns.

“No, babe. Honey. I’m not laughing at you.
Well, ok, I am a little but, honey. You’re moving a little fast and
getting a little carried away here,” I say quickly. I cup his face
in my hands. “I love you too. More than anything. But can we slow
down, just a bit? We still haven’t found out the test results and I
feel weighed down with that right now. It’s not that I don’t want
to marry you but can I have just a little time,” I ask holding up a
hand with my finger and thumb just a little bit apart.

He smirks at me. “Well, ok, I guess I can give
you a little time.” He holds his finger barely to his thumb.
Smiling he caresses my face. “I will wait as long as you need me to
as long as you marry me in the end. I love you more than my life.”
He leans down and kisses me.

Rolling off me to his side of the bed he
brings me with him. I snuggle in my favorite position. Sigh. This
is my heaven. I fall asleep warm with the feelings of being loved
and content.

~*~*~*~

Weeks have gone by and it’s the day of my
doctor’s appointment for the DNA test and ultrasound. I am a
nervous wreck. Once we are in the room, I see that they had
everything all set up to draw blood from each of us.

I got a little light headed. I know, I’m a
light weight. And I am going to give birth? Oh, my!

Laying spread eagle on a bed with other people
in the room is not the most pleasant experience. We are looking at
a screen off to our side waiting for a glimpse of our
baby.

As Dr. Zellar moves the wand over my gelled
belly he keeps letting out hmmm’s and ahhh’s. What the hell? All I
can make out on the screen is nothing. I can’t tell what I am
looking at and all I see is a monitor that looks like it has bad
reception.

The doctor stops and looks up at us. “I have
to ask. Do either of you have a history of twins in your family?”
Jesse and I quickly look at each other. Jesse coughs. “On my mom’s
side, yes. My grandmother was a twin, why?”

The doctor grins and laughs. “Well, because
there are two babies in there.” He points to the screen at what I
think are two little pea’s. “If you look very closely here you can
make out two sacs, which means they are Fraternal Twins.” He looks
at the nurse. “Please turn up the monitor volume.”

We all get very still and listen. “Can you
hear them? Two heartbeat’s almost beating in unison. You really
have to listen but there are two of them,” the doctor
states.

I swallow hard and look over at Jesse. He is
grinning ear to ear. “Baby, are you ok? You look a little pale,” he
asks me.

“I. I.” I look back over to the doctor. “Are
you sure?”

He nods and smiles. Jesse pulls his chair up
as close as he can get to the bed and is squinting at the screen.
“Can you tell the sex of the babies yet?” He asks.

“No, sorry. They are too little at this stage
of the pregnancy to be able to establish their sex. We should be
able to determine that in your second trimester. If we are lucky we
will be able to tell as early as 14 weeks along but it could be any
time after that. It depends also on when or if they cooperate by
being in positions where we can tell,” he laughs.

“That’s amazing,” I said looking at the
screen.

The nurse proceeds to print off little
snapshots of our babies and hands them to me. Jesse leans over my
shoulder staring at them.

“Well,” the doctor says while standing, “I am
going to leave you so you can get dressed. Since you’re having
twins I will need you to set up two week appointments starting two
weeks from today and then down the road we will switch you to
weekly. With more than one baby we need to keep a closer eye on
them. Congratulations again.”

Wow! I’m speechless and I think in shock. On
the other hand, Jesse stands and shakes the doctor’s hand and I
think his smile is glued on his face.

Dr. Zellar had told us it will be a couple of
days before we get the DNA test results but he said he would put a
rush on them. He can tell I am nervous as I sit there fidgeting
while he talks.

On the drive home, Jesse and I have decided to
keep the twins as our secret. At least for a while.

~*~*~*~

I go back to work the next day and Stella
pulls me aside. “So, your birthday is coming up in a few weeks and
I know you hate celebrating it but can I ask a favor?” I nod
slowly. Where is she going with this? “Um, well, can I throw you
just a little birthday party here after hours?” She almost
whispers.

I roll my eyes. “Really? Do you have to?” I
say exasperated. Stella smiles. “Of course, I have to. Come on, it
will just be your friends, no one else, I promise!” I shake my head
and she frowns.

“UGH! Ok, but really small and no gifts! I
mean it Stella!” Now I’ve done it. Stella is so excited I think she
is about to explode.

When I arrive home I can hear Jesse talking to
Allie. I try not to listen but it’s hard not to since they are in
the family room. “You have to call him, Al. Seriously, he is
blowing up my phone. You have to talk to him eventually,” Jesse
says.

“I will, I will. I’m just not ready yet. You
know how he is, he will just yell at me and it won’t accomplish
anything,” Allie answers.

I walk in there and find them standing face to
face, both seem aggravated. “Sorry to interrupt. Is, is everything
ok?” I look at them both. They both turn to face me. Allie looks
close to tears.

Jesse walks over and takes my hands in his but
turns his head towards Allie. “Dad just keeps calling MY phone
because Allie won’t turn hers on.”

Allie sighs. “Ok, OK! I’ll turn it on. I’ll
call him so he will leave you alone. I’m sorry he keeps bothering
you. I guess I will go downstairs and call him now.” She sadly
walks out of the room with her head down.

Jesse looks at me after watching her leave.
“Damn, now I feel like a bad brother.” I cup his face and smile.
“No, babe. You are a great brother. You’ve been dealing with your
dad to protect her. It’s just time she steps up and deals with him
herself.” He leans into me and kisses me. “I love you, baby,” he
whispers. I look into his eyes. “I love you too.”

Allie informs us that evening that she called
their dad. “Oh, my God! He wouldn’t even let me talk! I am so
pissed right now! Then, he hung up on me. Seriously! He hung up on
ME!” Sitting on the couch, Jesse and I are watching her pace back
and forth in front of us, waving her arms as she speaks.

“Allie. Allie!” I scream. She finally stops
and looks at me. “Honey, calm down. He will settle down now that
he’s gotten that off his chest. Give him some time.”

She looks at Jesse then back at me. “Sorry,
but you don’t know dad. He’s. He’s. He’s impossible. Calming down
will not help him.”

Jesse clears his throat. “Well, yeah, she’s
right, baby. Dad is, well, hard to explain. When he doesn’t get
what he wants, well, there’s no telling what he’ll do.” He looks at
me and shrugs.

“Well, then let’s just take one day at a time,
shall we?” I smile at both of them in turn.

Jesse pushes himself up from the couch.
“Perfect idea! We have a baby room to plan and a wedding,” he
smirks.

“WHAT? You all are getting married and no one
told me?” Allie huffs. I roll my eyes at Jesse as he laughs. “Well,
I’ve asked but she hasn’t accepted yet,” he shrugs.

Allie comes over and sits on the couch beside
me as close as she can get. “Cassie, what’s wrong? Don’t you want
to marry my brother? You love him, right?”

I smile. “Of course I love him! I just need a
little time, that’s all.”

She puts her arm around me. “And you’ll get
the most wonderful, awesome, tremendous, sister-in-law, ever!” She
gloats.

“Ok! Ok! That’s enough! Don’t pressure my soon
to be wife.” Jesse laughs. “That’s MY job.”

Chapter
thirty-six

A few days later the doctor’s office calls
saying the DNA test results are in. They got us in today at 1:00. I
am so nervous I feel like I am going to be sick. My stomach is in
knots by the time Jesse gets home from running errands.

I tell Jesse about the appointment and he
immediately comes to me, holding me tight. “It’s all going to be
fine. I love both of my boys because they are a part of you,” he’s
whispering in my ear as he rubs my back. I look up at him,
sniffling. “Boys?” I smile slightly. “You think they’re both
boys?”