Need You Tonight (19 page)

She took a deep breath and nodded. “Okay.”

“Close your eyes, baby,” he said, sliding a hand into her hair. “Let yourself go and
savor this.”

She let her lids fall shut and his lips touched hers—warm and unhurried, a kiss that
bloomed slowly and sent a sensual elixir through her blood. Her hands curled around
his hips as his tongue stroked hers, and her muscles softened one by one, her nerves
melting into the warm water surrounding them.

But when calloused palms closed over her breasts from behind and a hot mouth sucked
water droplets from her shoulder, she gasped into Kade’s kiss. Kade didn’t release
her though. He kept his fingers wrapped in her hair, holding her in place, as Colby
cupped her breasts and drew her nipples between his fingers. The sensation shot straight
downward and she involuntarily rocked her hips against Kade. His erection brushed
against the wet lace of her panties, making her clench with need, but he seemed in
no rush to stop the slow and tortuous approach.

He pulled back from the kiss for a moment, looking down at her with hunger in his
gaze. “Take off her bra, Colby. I don’t want anything in the way.”

Colby made a pleased grunt under his breath and unhooked her bra. She moved her arms
out of it and the scrap of lace and wire floated away. Then Kade dipped his head beneath
the water. Rough fingers tugged at her panties, pulling them down and off. Before
surfacing, he moved his mouth between her legs and blew, sending bubbles tickling
her in a maddening tease. She moaned and leaned back, landing against the wall of
muscle that was Colby’s chest.

Colby hooked his arms around her, tilting her back, and Kade’s bumped against the
underside of her thighs. He’d spread her legs and draped them over his shoulders.
Her body began to lift. When Kade broke the surface of the water again, he looked
like some sort of ancient water god rising from the depths—blond hair slick and dripping
and eyes filled with blue flame as he stared down at her open thighs. She was almost
completely reclined now and her hips were above the water, her sex exposed to the
chilled night air.

But her skin didn’t cool for long because Kade’s palms cupped her ass and lifted her
to his mouth. She let out a shameless groan at the contact. His tongue was unbelievably
hot against her clit, the sharp contrast in temperature almost enough to send her
over into orgasm. “Oh, God.”

“That’s it, darlin’,” Colby said, all darkness and country swagger. “Watch him fuck
you with his tongue. Slow and deep. I bet you taste so good. I can’t wait to find
out for myself.” Colby dragged his tongue along the shell of her ear to punctuate
his dirty words, and she thought she might spontaneously combust from the combination
of the two men’s mouths on her.

She looked down her body, and Kade’s eyes met hers, an intense and unblinking connection
as he traced his tongue along her folds and dipped it inside her. She lost herself
for a moment in the eye contact. He didn’t have to say a word. She could hear it all.
Don’t look away.
Watch me undo you, Tess. Watch me shatter everything you thought you knew about me
and about yourself. Nothing will ever feel as good as I can make you feel.

The thoughts terrified her, but she couldn’t grab onto the fear when he was making
her body throb and heat with every stroke of his tongue. Colby pinched her nipples
again, and she had to close her eyes to try to stave off the climax rumbling to the
surface. She wanted this to last, wanted to savor every second of it.

“Don’t fight it,” Colby said against her ear. “I can see it happening. Your pussy’s
getting so wet and pink beneath his mouth and your nipples are swelling between my
fingers. You look so fucking sexy. Our cocks are both hard from watching you. Let
yourself go over. Give in to the pleasure. We’ve got a lot more for you tonight.”

At that very moment, Kade sucked her clit between his lips and ran his tongue around
it. Light burst behind her eyes, and she cried out as the sensations took her over.
The cool water. The hot tongue. The strong arms around her. It all coalesced and threaded
in with her orgasm, turning the dial to eleven instantly. So. Much. Her arms splashed
restlessly in the water, seeking something to hold on to, but there was nothing. Only
the force of her orgasm and water droplets landing on her heated skin like icy rain.
Every inch of her turned hyperaware and electric, the slightest touch amplified.

Kade didn’t release her, his tongue and mouth fucking her like he wanted to drink
her up and never stop. She couldn’t push back, or pull away. Colby held her in place
and kissed her neck with hot, openmouthed kisses. She tipped her head back, overwhelmed
with it all. In her blurred peripheral vision, she could see Jace standing near the
edge of the pool, his jeans open. Both Evan and Andre were at his feet, licking his
cock. It was too much. Another wave of orgasm hit her like a bolt. She moaned long
and loud and squeezed her eyes shut.

Finally, when her eyes had nearly rolled into the back of her head and she truly couldn’t
take any more, Kade pulled back and lowered her into the water. The change in temperature
was a shock and she gasped, ready to hop back out, but her muscles were useless. She
couldn’t get her footing. Colby held onto her until Kade took her from his arms. Kade
lifted her and cradled her against his chest. She closed her eyes and let her head
rest against his shoulder, her body quivering with aftershocks and the growing need
for something more than Kade’s tongue.

In the background, she could hear another groan as Jace apparently was pushed past
his own limit. God, she’d just come in front of a group of strangers and watched them
do the same. What planet had she landed on?

“We’re not done with you, but I think it’s time to get you inside, baby,” Kade said
gently.

Colby moved into action and climbed out of the pool to grab three big towels. Kade
carried her out of the pool and wrapped her in the thick terry cloth before knotting
a towel around his waist. Soon, the three of them were heading inside and into a large,
toasty bedroom. Kade set her down on the bed and stepped back. She let her gaze move
over them, no longer worried about being too bold. Her body revved anew at the sight
of the two gorgeous men standing there wet and mostly naked, waiting for her. Whatever
planet this was, she wanted to stay.

“Warm enough?” Kade asked.

“Yes,” she said, her voice small in the large room.

“Good.” He leveled a gaze at her, and she saw the dominance flare in that look. “On
your knees. Warm us up, too.”

She blinked when they both pulled off their towels. The cold had softened their erections
some, but the sight of them flaccid gave her this weird, forbidden thrill. Like she
was seeing a more personal version of these two men. Plus, she had a feeling it was
going to be fun bringing them back to life.

She slid off the bed and knelt in front of the both of them. Colby took himself in
his hand and Kade laced his fingers in her hair, guiding her toward Colby. Her gaze
skated upward to Kade for a split second and as if sensing what she was seeking, he
nodded, giving her assurance that this was okay with him. She parted her lips and
took Colby inside her mouth. This was only the third man she’d done this to in her
life, and she was fascinated with the differences between each man. The same parts
but all so very unique. Colby was thick even when not fully hard and tasted of musk
and man, but as soon as she ran her tongue along his length for a few strokes, he
swelled large against her palate. He let out a shuddering sigh. “That’s right, darlin’.
Fuck, your mouth is hot.”

Kade kept his hands in her hair, moving her along Colby’s growing erection, and she
let her focus move to him. Kade was gazing down at her with an intensity that she
felt down to her core. “You like doing this for me?” he asked, his voice as still
and calm as she’d ever heard it. “Like being a little slut for me and sucking my friend’s
cock while I watch?”

She stiffened at the ugly word, but when he tightened his grip against her scalp and
grabbed his erection to give himself a stroke, she realized he wasn’t insulting her
at all. He liked her like this. He wanted her dirty. Just like in her silly prince
and captive fantasy, he was using her like a pleasure slave. The thought shouldn’t
have made her unbearably wet, but her body was forging its own path without her permission.

As if unable to wait any longer, Kade tugged her off of Colby and guided his cock
into her mouth. She closed her eyes and made an involuntary
mmm
sound at the taste of him on her tongue. He tasted like salt and pool water and Kade.
She swirled her tongue around him and reached out to stroke Colby at the same time,
relishing the feel of Kade getting hard in her mouth while Colby heated in her palm.

Kade groaned and pulled back. “On the bed, gorgeous. I’m not feeling very patient
all of a sudden.”

She got to her feet and moved back to the bed, her body aching like she hadn’t just
had an orgasm a few minutes ago.

“You’ve got something to cuff her to the headboard?” Kade asked.

Tessa’s stomach dipped.

Colby smirked. “Are you honestly asking me that?”

“You’re right,” Kade said, with a grin. “Get cuffs and condoms.”

Tessa’s nerves ping-ponged through her body as Colby wrapped leather cuffs around
her wrists and secured her arms above her head. She was stretched out on the bed now,
completely at their mercy. No escape. Theirs. She could’ve told them to stop, could’ve
used her safe word. But she quickly realized it wasn’t fear she was feeling, it was
the pure adrenaline rush of anticipation.

The two men went to opposite sides of the bed and peered down at her like she was
a feast spread out for their consumption. Kade brushed the back of his hand along
her jaw. “Still with us, gorgeous?”

Her chest squeezed at the tender touch and the honest question in his eyes. If she
told him to stop everything now, she knew without a doubt that he would, and that
he wouldn’t be annoyed or angry about it. He wouldn’t try to convince her otherwise.
That unlike most of the people she’d met in her life, his word meant something. That
knowledge tugged at a place inside her where she didn’t want to prod, and unplanned
words tumbled out of her mouth. “I’m with
you
, Kade. Whatever’s next, I trust you.”

Surprise broke over his face, matching the shock she felt at her declaration. Trust?
She was giving out
trust
? But the look Kade gave her when he realized what she’d said damn near split her
open. She turned away, unable to take it. It was too close to the looks he’d given
her long ago, too close to stirring real feelings in her. That’s not what this was
about. He was about to let his best friend fuck her. This was not some teenage romance.
This was a kinky adventure with a guy who’d probably done all this before with countless
women. This was sex and fun and experimenting.

This was not real.

And she couldn’t let it be.

EIGHTEEN

Colby caught Kade’s gaze from the other side of the bed, a question plain on his face.
You still want me here?

Colby had obviously sensed the shift in the room, the shift in Kade. Hearing that
Tess trusted him had punched him right in the sternum. He’d told Colby tonight was
just going to be about fulfilling a fantasy for an old friend because he hadn’t wanted
to get into all of the history. But his friend knew him well enough to know that tonight
was different than the times they’d shared women before. Kade hadn’t allowed himself
to take real control tonight, to dominate Tessa. He’d treated her softer than any
of the women he was typically with and Colby knew it.

And maybe he should want to kick Colby out. Kade would be lying to himself if he didn’t
admit that he felt something for Tess. That she was more than a girl he was having
a good time with. Hearing her say she trusted him, when he knew she had very little
of that commodity left to give, had made everything in him feel lighter, hopeful.
But the feelings didn’t change how he was wired. Sharing her with Colby, watching
his friend give her pleasure, fed Kade’s dominance. Giving permission for another
man to touch her was the ultimate feeling of ownership.
You are mine. Others can only touch you when and how I say so. Your pleasure is mine
to give and control.

And he was all too aware that Tessa was not his submissive. He didn’t own her, hadn’t
even had the nerve to talk to her about the depth of what he really desired in a relationship.
But for a little while, he wanted to experience how it could be with her.

He gave a quick nod to Colby and brushed his fingers along Tessa’s collarbone, enjoying
how she quivered beneath the simplest of touches. Then, as if connected by the same
wavelength, he and Colby lowered down to the bed and each took one of her dusky nipples
in their mouths. Tess arched beneath them at the contact, and Kade let his hand slide
down between her legs. She moaned softly as his fingers found her center. She was
so wet and hot already, so goddamned sexy. His cock throbbed, need pounding through
him, but it was Colby who moved onto the bed first and rolled on a condom.

Tessa’s eyes went a little wide as Colby bent her knees and spread her legs. Kade
knew that Tessa had only been with her husband and him, so taking another lover was
a big deal. But he didn’t sense any fear, just heightened awareness and curiosity.
She kept glancing at Kade, and it pleased him that she was concerned about what he
thought, like she was afraid to show real desire toward Colby.

But he wanted her to relish in that desire, roll around and drown in it. He’d picked
his friend for a number of reasons. One, Kade trusted the guy like a brother. Two,
Colby was one of the best dominants at The Ranch, so the man knew what he was doing.
But also, Kade remembered Tessa’s high school crushes on those good ol’ boy country
singers. Back then, he’d been annoyed as hell over it because those dudes had represented
everything he wasn’t. But he didn’t feel that need to compete anymore. He saw how
she looked at him, the deep attraction there. But he also knew old fantasies didn’t
often go away. And he wanted to give her that experience.

“You ready for him, gorgeous?” Kade asked as he continued to stroke her clit. “He’s
a big bastard, so you’re going to need to relax to let him in.”

Colby joined in and dipped his fingers inside her, his knuckles nudging Kade’s fingers
as he stroked her inside. Tessa let out a whimper, her eyes going hazy already. Nice.

“She feels ready. God, the way she’s squeezing around my fingers. I can’t wait to
have you doing that around my cock, darlin’.”

Her belly dipped and her pussy twitched beneath Kade’s fingers. He smiled. His girl
loved the filthy talk even if she’d never admit it.

“And I promise your boy, Kade, can’t wait to watch,” Colby added in that low voice
Kade knew brought women to their knees.

Her gaze drifted to Kade’s as if she wasn’t quite sure she believed Colby’s assertion.
“He’s right. Open for him, sweetheart, let me watch you take him inside you. Tell
me you want this.”

“I want this,” she whispered, spreading her knees further but not looking away from
Kade. Her features were softening as she watched him, her pupils big, and the sight
went straight downward, making his balls draw tight. She was on the edge of subspace
without him having to spank her or deliver any kind of pain. She was going there because
she trusted him, and some natural response was kicking in. It was the sexiest thing
he’d ever seen.

“Fuck her, Colby,” he said, his voice calm but his heart pounding. “She’s ready now.”

Kade turned his head in time to see Colby grab the base of his cock and guide it against
Tessa’s entrance. She was so slick and pink, and watching the crown of Colby’s dick
open her and then push inside was almost too erotic of a sight to bear. Most guys
would probably want to kill another guy for fucking his girl, but Kade couldn’t help
his body’s reaction when Tessa let out a breathy moan. He was giving his woman pleasure
through Colby. On the surface it was a kind of physical pleasure he could easily provide
her on his own without any help, but that would ignore the mindfuck part of this.
Tessa wasn’t moaning simply because of the sex. She was losing herself in it because
of the role it put her in. This objectified her. She was his possession to be passed
around if he so chose. She was not that proper lady to be kept safe in her big house
on the hill. She was no longer the preacher’s wife.

She needed to be sullied. She craved it.

And Kade wasn’t afraid to give her just that. Colby buried to the hilt with a rumbling
groan, and Kade continued to stroke her clit, her arousal coating his fingers and
her scent drifting up to him. God, she was perfect. He reached down and gave his own
aching balls a squeeze, need growing heavy in his gut, as Colby picked up the pace
and begin to fuck her harder.

“You look so gorgeous, baby. Open your mouth.” She kept her eyes closed but her lips
parted, and Kade tucked his arousal-slickened fingers into her mouth. “Taste how sweet
you are.”

She wrapped her lips around his fingers and her hot tongue laved her juices from his
skin.
Christ
. It was like a match being struck against his fuse. Unable to wait any longer to
feel her, he moved to the top of the bed and straddled her. Her lids lifted to find
his cock fisted in his hand and poised above her.

“Lick me,” he commanded.

Since she was bound, all she could access was what he gave her and right now he lowered
himself until only his balls were in her reach. Without hesitation, she opened her
mouth and wrapped her soft, wet mouth around one, gently laving her tongue against
the sensitive skin. He braced one hand on the headboard above her and groaned.

“That’s it, baby. That feels amazing.” His free hand stroked up his length as she
ran her tongue along the seam of his sac and teased further back along his perineum.
Dirty girl. He loved that she was so bold when she got turned on. All her inhibitions
fell away. And she clearly had a fascination with the forbidden zones. He’d put that
on his list of things to explore with her. But right now, he needed all of her around
him.

He grabbed a pillow and tucked it under her head, tilting her at the right angle then
pushed the tip of his cock against her lips. She accepted him with a hungry suck,
her motions in time with Colby’s thrusts. Fuck, she felt like heaven around him, and
he had to breathe deep to keep from going off right then. No way was he coming before
he had a chance to be deep inside her. But that didn’t mean he was going to stand
by and twiddle his thumbs while he waited. He liked pushing himself to his edge and
holding there, his own version of sweet torture. So he braced his hands on the headboard
and pumped into her mouth, no longer concerned about being soft or gentle with her.
She was way past the point of shame and had no problem handling the roughness.

“That’s right, baby. Take it all. You’re so fucking beautiful.” All the words falling
from his mouth stopped making sense but he let them flow without editing. Her answering
moans and whimpers vibrated against his cock and her fists curled in her restraints.
“You want to come, Tess?”

The desperate noise she made was definitely an affirmative. And Colby apparently heard
the same thing because the bed began to squeak with the force of their fucking. Tessa’s
back arched and the restraints went taut. Kade pulled back and rolled away from her,
letting her grab a breath as her orgasm rumbled through her. She was a sight to behold
in climax—skin flushed, eyes closed, nipples dark and pebbled. He coasted his hands
over her breasts, her belly, feeling her shake with the force of her release.

Colby was past the point of control as well and soon his groan joined Tessa’s gasping
sounds as he came. Colby eased back before Tessa had quieted, and she made a sound
of protest. “Don’t worry, darlin’. We’re not going to leave you wanting for long.”

Kade had a condom on in record time and was lifting her up and over as if she weighed
nothing. The restraints moved with her, crossing her wrists above her head as she
flopped onto her stomach. He grabbed her hips and raised her up on her knees then
plunged inside without giving her warning. She let out a sharp cry, and he knew this
position was letting him get deeper than Colby could have.

“Jesus, you feel good,” he said, his voice strained. Her pussy was still contracting
from her orgasm, and he thought his head might explode from the self-control it took
not to let go, but he wanted to bask in this. Plus, he knew she had more than that
one orgasm to give him. “Ready to come for me again?”

“Kade,” she panted, “I can’t. It’s too much . . .”

“You can and you will,” he commanded as he pumped into her with long, steady strokes.
She was nowhere near done. Her muscles were coiled and her body was slick with sweat.
Whether she realized it or not, her whole demeanor said she was bracing for an even
bigger orgasm. All she needed was a little added inspiration to push her over.

Kade knew what could send her there but he took his time, moving inside her and teasing
her clit with his fingers until she started to beg. Oh, how he loved the begging.
Her desperate pleas filled his ears like sweet music and he smiled. Now it was time.
Colby had taken care of his condom and come back into the room. Kade mouthed a word
to him and Colby dug what Kade needed out of a drawer.

Kade gave the go ahead and Colby flipped the bottle open and drizzled the lube along
the seam of Tessa’s ass. She jolted in Kade’s hold, the cold liquid delivering a shock,
but he didn’t give her time to contemplate what was about to happen. He ran his finger
along her back opening, slicking the tight pucker with lubricant.

“Oh, God,”
she ground out, but it sounded more like
please yes
than
please don’t
.

He pushed his finger against her opening and slid inside. She let out a cry, and her
pussy clamped down on him with a grip that he felt down to the soles of his feet.

“That’s it, Tess. Feel me everywhere inside you. All of it’s mine right now. Nothing
is off limits from me.”

She made unintelligible sounds in response, the added stimulation pushing her higher
and higher. She was all his in this moment. The power of that washed through him and
shoved him to his own edge.

“Come for me,” he said through gritted teeth as he fucked her ass with his finger
in time with the rocking of his hips.

She fell apart beneath him, a crazed, animalistic sound escaping her as her orgasm
crashed down on her. With that, he lost all semblance of his own control. Everything
in him went tight and hot, his balls drawing up and his cock swelling with release.
He thrust into her like an inhuman thing, every ounce of his energy pouring into those
last few thrusts as he spilled inside her.

Bliss. Perfection. He rode the high with her. Soaring.

When he’d sapped every bit he had to give and she’d sunk into the bed beneath him,
he reluctantly slid out of her and rolled onto his back, fighting to draw breath.
Colby tugged on a pair of shorts then quietly undid her restraints and set towels
on the side of the bed. He leaned down and kissed Tessa’s cheek. “That was amazing,
Tessa. Thanks for letting me join y’all tonight. Kade’s a lucky guy.”

The sentiment hit Kade right in the gut.
She’s not mine
. The words were like rusty nails puncturing the bubble of bliss from a few moments
before.

Tessa turned onto her back with a sleepy, satisfied smile. “Thanks, Colby, that was
fun.”

Fun.

That’s what this was to her. She wanted sexual adventure, and Kade was giving it to
her. He needed to get that through his head.

But when Colby left the room and she curled into Kade’s arms to fall asleep, he knew
he was never going to be satisfied with just that.

Tessa McAllen was meant to be his.

He knew it back when he was seventeen and he knew it now.

But how he felt didn’t matter when she was too scared to even be seen with him in
public.

He sagged against the pillows, holding her close, and wished, not for the first time,
that her prince and captive fantasy could be true. Because right now, all he wanted
to do was tie her up, throw her over his shoulder, and keep her.