yards and Artimus saw that and laid down, Scott had found an
effective way to show contempt.
They piled rocks into what looked like an altar, some
were round and smooth so it was packed with mud. Eric insisted
the grey ones be on top and the colors shade was to remain
uniform as possible. Artimus watched from within his cage as
Eric sorted stones and squabbled. Artimus suspected he was an
idiot and might be useful. Haydel was on the beach and noticed
Artimus was analyzing everything going on, so she pulled off
her dungaree shirt and having already given up her tee-shirt for a
drinking cloth she was in her bra, which she also removed. She
bounced and waved at Artimus trying to distract him but despite
her giddy girlish demeanor he was unimpress…in fact no one
was impressed, so she gave everyone the finger and put her bra
on backwards and laid down in the surf. McCree checked in her
own bra and asked Brouser standing near her, “I’m not fat am
I?” Brouser replied, “Your firm.”
There were more people watching than before now
that Haydel had drawn attention to the captain, though most
black sailors had to hide from the sun, they too watched from
lean-to’s and the shade of the tree line. Artimus shrugged and
said, “What!? I have to shit and I don’t want everyone
watching.”
Hudlow stopped wandering the beach where Hefter
stood as a statue, Hefter had been a Hull Technician first class
petty officer, he stood there with grey eyes, a grey mustache,
and short curly grey hair. Hudlow asked, “Are you afraid of
spiders…ah, ah, ah..?” Hefter replied, “There are people
missing, I know there’s a way out of here, they got
away…there’s, there’s…a ship” Hudlow looked out to the
horizon where the ghostly apparition of an ‘Abraham Lincoln’
HT1 Hefter stood looking and said, “I don’t see anything.”
Hefter replied, “a white ship.” Hudlow replied, “Oh. That’s just
death” and they stood together starring at the horizon
experiencing vertigo and dizziness looking for a ship.
The stone judges table had been completed and
Hauldbalm whispered in McCrees ear, “I’d let you under my
desk, but there is no ‘under’.” McCree gave a single wave down
of her hand and said, “Oh, that’s okay.” Hauldbalm being forty
eight years old recognized the disinterest and played his I won’t
let her see me cry and smooth things over card. He said, “Well,
young miss, I’ll bid you good day. I have duties to attend to.”
and with a broad politicians smile he strut away simulating pride
as many years of wearing a uniform had taught him. As he
walked pass Tinnel he lean over and said so as to be over heard,
“I’m gonna’ be the judge you know!” Tinnel squinting form the
sun light and bright sands replied, “I know” Hauldbalm pointed
at McCree and said, “See that young lady over there? You take
care of her when I’m gone.” and then he marched off to the
group finishing the mud between the stones of the alter looking
table.
I stood on the mountain top and my legs were
beginning to ache and thought to myself how odd it seemed he
didn’t look back after he spoke to Tinnel, she was so much
younger than him he knew he couldn’t keep her, not even stuck
on an island, I wouldn’t have been that strong and yet I
considered him an idiot for wasting so much of his life at sea as
a navy sailor had been the merchant marine the pay would have
been an excuse for days thrown away in work.
Brosuer’s khaki chief’s uniform was tattered and
discolored at the lower legs, but what really stood out were the
black socks he walked around in, shoes in the sand wasn’t
working for anyone. He had been collecting information for the
trail from the former crew, and he was beginning to realize the
situation called for recognizing they had been a crew but were
now ‘castaways’ a term that struck at his gut. Castaway from
their ship, from the sea’s, from their society, from the whole
world, this is when the term ‘former crew’ became the
descriptor used by most if not all. I had, as many others, decided
the captains command was at the bottom of the ocean. I didn’t
understand how his propensity for political games that were
actually way above his station, sank the ship but I would
develop my suspicions over time and in the beginning, it was
just the sort of thing that would happen to him and his crew.
Atrisia was heard by all yelling at Brosuer, “Are you
kidding!! that many charges and you aren’t even up to the ship
sinking yet!!?” Brosuer replied, “Don’t yell!! We think the ship
was lost due to a lot of contributing factors and we had little to
no warning, according to many of the engineers forward pump
room is supposed to have the sounding and security watch pass
through once an hour…but, they’d rather not bother. And Sonar
seven may have had some problem pipes, on top of which these
are just some of the ongoing problems for the ship over the
years.”
Deckly looked on with interest but lacking true
concern. He knew of these problems but all the ships officers
knew the root was follow through. The chiefs would report a
problem corrected, then days to weeks later say they needed
time allotted to fix what they claimed they had already fixed. It
was a middle management stall tactic not uncommon in any
organization solicited out of insecurity to shift the sense of
control from the ‘managing’ officers down to the ‘labor’
enlisted. The political motivations of the enlisted were often
what made the job worth doing…the chief could not understand
why the officers weren’t more enthused about the baloney
sandwiches the chiefs finally managed to get them unaware of
all the red tape they had to fight through after having created
that red tape themselves to feel officious. The officers had their
own version of these ‘result’s free’ behaviors, but those were
mostly for the drama majors to feel utilized and to inspire senior
officers to believe they still actually did something. After all,
what’s a staff meeting without cappuccino?
Master Chief Hauldbalm piped off, “Let’s get this
thing started.” Chief Brosuer looked startled and glanced at
Mr.Deckly. Deckly waved at the Master Chief and retorted, “It’s
getting late…tomorrow”
As the sunset we managed to deliver more bread with
the fish and water, the grain source on the island look sparse but
we had exceeded what I thought we would produce, there was
something resembling wheat that we hoped was wheat but we
couldn’t be certain and it seemed so unlikely but we added it
anyways. Michelle standing in tall grasses, Athena popping up
from the grass as well, and despite the facial expressions of
Tammy and Megan bent over with aching backs it was like
heaven.
We slept in our usual arrangements, being so close felt
so good. There was a softness to it that any bed lacked, even as
tammy snored and Michelle twitched and Athena purred the rest
was deep and easy. They were perfumed by a lack of soap and
the scent in our cabana was sweet. Michael and Jennifer slept a
bit further away, and Mitch would get restless and come in and
out.
The lean-too’s of the pentagon whimpered in the
absence of its commander Dave, he sat in his cage sleeping
against the knot weed bars, while tucked into a small crevasse at
the base of his lean-too rested a fold of clothe he was preparing
as a flag. He want it to be large…obscenely large, so that any
flag pole of the island would never measure up. Hauldbalm
nuzzled up to McCree and once he fell asleep she got up and
moved and sleep next to someone else she could not make out in
the dark. Jane lay near her former roommate Becky sucking her
thumb, resulting in Becky placing her arm around her like a
good big sister.
Deep in the cage of his mind Dave Artimus was
dreaming as always his dreams start with a field of daisies and a
young girl pulling pedals from a daffodil and counting them
wearing a circlet of forget me not’s in her hair, and then in the
distance is a flash a white light and the song eve of destruction
whispers through the air, but tonight rather than a castle tower
overlooking a battle scared field, there is instead his wife. She
sits in an unfamiliar room wearing black, and calls for a woman
named Druecinda and asks her for her husband’s coat.
Druecinda is dressed as a Spanish Madonna in
morning with a black veil over her face and a black dress
pillowed by many petticoats. She answer her husband has no
coat for her and has left a distant land. Dave’s wife, Elizabeth
sighs sadly and reaches for a top hat on the end table next to her
and the heavy red velvet curtains behind her sway. She looks
into the hat and pulls out a cigar and places the hat on her head.
Dave hands Elizabeth a glass of wine but she won’t
look at him and he is saddened. Then a large red ball rolls
through the room and after following it Dave feels lost and finds
he is in a forest. He walks up to his horse and mounts it, he is
dressed for a fox hunt. Becky Clarkson rides up in a white
flowing sheer sun dress, but says her name is Debbie. Dave says,
“Have you found my rose bush.” Debbie responds, “It’s a shame
to lose a whole bush…how could you.” Dave laughs, “She was
old.” and a crow landed on Debbie’s shoulder.
Dave rustled in his sleep, the knot weed bars he sleeps
on are ridged and uncomfortable. Bruce Deckly slept alone and
he too was dreaming. Bruce stood in Pioneer Square under a
billboard upon which he was a model. It was an underwear
advertisement. He stood there surrounded by beautiful women
fawning over him. On the billboard he stood in white bikini
briefs and the caption reads, ‘Pimping this out’. Bruce urinated
on himself in his sleep that night .
My dreams were different but then I was an obsessive,
I had reoccurring dreams that we had run out of wood and
couldn’t build ships or run the boilers so we carved stone statues
that looked like people so that satellites or passers-by would
know there were people there. I dreamt of coliseums where we
acted out events through our empire so the voters would be well
informed. I dreamt of schools attributed to gods so that no one
would ever challenge the instructor resulting in procedures not
followed and parasite infects in all that drank water not purified.
And on this night I dreamt of weather towers made from stone
we had all cut from the island and used the cloth we had made
from plant fibers to make hot air balloons with pulleys and lines
in place of baskets which we used as cranes to lift the stones into
place nearly one hundred feet in the air. Farming plateaus to
maximize irrigation, and an island senate that was broken into
working casts .
It was a cool comfortable night. ‘Snack’ was dancing
on James Hudlow’s forehead as he counted the stars; he was
also dancing on Hudlow’s knee. Snack was frequently in more
than one place at a time. Sometimes snack would try to make a
web blanket for James and James was so grateful he’d run
around in circles when he woke up yelling, “Who ya, who ya
!!!”. One morning James got so excite he threw up. The last
words spoken near the pentagon that night were, “Snack, my
forehead needs to sleep now.”
The following morning was trial day, Bruce seemed a
little more nervous than he had up to that point. Brosuer didn’t
look nervous or confident, he just looked pissed off. Nick
Eckievari called for morning calisthenics in the form of a slow
pace around the trail area until a trench had formed in the sand.
There was a drum beat cadence added by Wayne Bohee, he had
used some driftwood that had been hollowed out by decay and
some large sticks.
When we heard the drums over at the boiler site Mitch
and Mike started running in the direction of the landings and I
yelled, “Wait, wrong way…we’ll find out what’s going on from
the mountain top.” Mitch looked back in shock. We all ran up
there but mike, it was the first time we had left the boilers
completely unattended. Mike watched from the opening in the
tree line, as they paced around kicking up and away the sand
they trod upon.
The Captain sat with his legs crossed in his cage with
one of the knot weed bar right between his buttocks so as not to
be a pressure point causing him pain, he folded his hands
together, interlacing his fingers and looked down into his lap
then murmured to himself, “I tried to make them believe that
without my leadership they would turn cannibal…and now, I’m
going to be eaten alive.”
During Artimus’s time as captain the course and tone
he set took an adjustment but the crew came to terms with their
social roles and Identities and came to believe they had to play
the cards they were dealt, but god did not play them these cards,
Artimus did. There was an artifact of the American south
present on the ship, it was an expectation that being subordinate
meant you had to at least maintain a pretense or pretend that you
weren’t smart, better informed, or capable of preforming better
than someone that out ranked you. I theory of operation that
renders actual results meaningless, it’s not whether or not you
feed your family that matters it’s what your wearing when you
either feed them or don’t feed them. This system had completely
failed with that drum cadence. The college time of some of the
commissioned officers actually resulted in them being smarter
and more effective but for those that it only made surly, fate was
taking back what they had stolen.
Senior chief Rickley saw mike standing there and
called out, “Hey, get your ass over here.” Mike strolled out
trembling as Rickly gesture to an open spot in the persecution.
Mike felt like he had been inducted into the Marine Corps as a
hillbilly. No shoes, a torn shirt, terrified with only one thing on
his mind; and true to a hillbilly he couldn’t remember what that
one thing was.
The command master chief took his post as the trial
began and all were seated, mister Deckly crossed himself
pressing his hands together and looked to the sky. Artimus was
brought out of his cell to the courtroom floor and with a gesture
it began.
Artimus said, “I would like to begin with…” Master
chief hauldbalm serving as the judge interjected, “You aren’t in
charge here captain we’ll hear from the lawyers first.” Brosuers
jumped up and said, “We’ll go first if it pleases the court.”
Artimus then yelled, “Hey! These are my opening statements,
I’m the accused I get to speak and you haven’t even presented