Authors: Joan Lowery Nixon
A familiar voice said, “Hi, Abbie. Want to go to the mall this afternoon?”
Abbie leaned into the warmth of Gigi's best-friendship, pulling it around her shoulders, clinging to its support. “I can't,” she answered. “Today I have to visit the woman I was assigned to.”
Abbie explained about the Friend to Friend program. “Mrs. Wilhite made it clear I wouldn't fit in with the other girls in the program. They're all straight-A students, at the tops of their classes.” She smiled as she added, “Like you.”
“I know about the program,” Gigi said. “Wendy Banes is in it. So is Judy Hanks.” Then she added, “Tell me, what is your assignment like? How old is she? Do you have to spoon-feed her or anything like that?”
Abbie laughed. Gigi always had a way of making her feel better, no matter what the problem. Gigi had immediately understood how Abbie felt about her father; and the night before, when Abbie had told Gigi about why she'd been arrested, Gigi had insisted that she not blame herself, that anyone would have done the exact same thing.
“I can't answer your questions, because I haven't met the woman yet,” Abbie said.
“Do you know her name?”
“Edna Merkel, 6615 Darnell Street,” Abbie read aloud, and sighed. “I have no idea what she's like.”
“I know,” Gigi said. “I can picture her in my mind. She's way overweight, with thin white hair and thick ankles, and she's probably at least a hundred years old. She nibbles on chocolates and giggles when she talks and wears some kind of sweet perfume that smells like marshmallows.”
Abbie laughed again. “Right. And her dresses are printed cotton housedresses, which she saved from the forties.”
“And tidy little hats.”
“With veils and one red rose.”
“No. One yellow sunflower.”
Abbie and Gigi both broke into laughter. As soon as they calmed down, Gigi said, “Call me when you get back from visiting her and tell me everything. Okay?”
“Will do,” Abbie said. “I gotta go now. I'll talk to you later.”
As she hung up the telephone, Abbie's good mood vanished. She would soon meet Edna Merkel,
and for better or worse she was stuck with her.
“I can't take it,” Abbie murmured, but as soon as her Saturday-morning chores were finished and her mother had returned from her half-day at work, Abbie borrowed the car and drove to Edna Merkel's house on Darnell.
It was a small two-story brick building on a street of similar houses, built so near the gulf that the air carried a clinging fragrance of salt and seaweed. Abbie guessed that the houses in Mrs. Merkel's neighborhood had all been built at the same time, probably way back in the thirties, or even the twenties.
Six steps led up to a deep, covered front porch that extended across the front of Edna Merkel's house. Although the day was flooded with sunshine, thick vines of Confederate jasmine twined up the pillars and dripped over the roof, creating a dim, cool cavern.
Abbie pushed the doorbell and heard it chime off key, but no one came to the door. Impatiently Abbie jabbed the doorbell again.
Suddenly the dark-stained front door slowly opened an inch. “Get off my porch,” a voice rasped.
Startled, Abbie jumped back. Then she remembered why she had come and knew that she had to be there. She peered into the darkness behind the open crack in the door but couldn't see a face she could talk to. “Mrs. Merkel, I'm Abbie Thompson,” she said. “I was sent here by the president of Friend to Friend.”
“I'm going to count to three,” the voice said.
“I'm supposed to telephone you and visit you and drive you to places you want to go andâ”
“And then I shoot. One â¦Â two ⦔
Abbie whirled and ran down the steps of the porch.
P
anting with fear, Abbie raced as far as the sidewalk.
“Wait a minute!” Mrs. Merkel shouted in a voice so strident and raspy that Abbie winced. “Did you say you'd drive me where I want to go? Like at two o'clock today?”
Abbie turned back, shakily retracing a few steps toward the house.
“Well? Speak up.”
Framed in the open doorway stood a tall, bony woman with gray hair pulled tightly away from her face and tied at the nape of her neck with a string. She was dressed in an odd combination of an oversized, faded green T-shirt advertising a celebrity golf classic and a lined, flowered chiffon
skirt that hung almost to her ankles. Navy blue ankle socks and smudged white tennies completed her outfit. As she waited for an answer, her heavy-lidded, dark eyes cut into Abbie like a pair of lasers. For a moment Abbie could only stare.
“Stop gawking. I'm not trying to make the cover of
Vogue
,” Mrs. Merkel said. “And come back here. We can't just yell at each other.”
Abbie took a few more steps, then stopped. “I don't want you to shoot me,” she said.
Mrs. Merkel shrugged. “Don't be so quick to believe everything people tell you. I don't own a gun. I just don't like to be bothered by people I don't know, so I scare them away.” Her eyes drilled even deeper. “Come on up here on the porch. You said you'd take me anywhere I wanted to go. Did you mean it, or was that just so much blather?”
Abbie forced herself to walk to the porch. “I meant it,” she said. She tried to keep the bitterness from her voice as she added, “The judge said I had to.”
“You
had
to? Well, aren't you a polite, gracious little thing?” Mrs. Merkel stepped closer and looked Abbie up and down. “Not so little, I guess. I'm five feet eight, and you're every inch as tall as I am.”
Abbie could feel herself blushing with embarrassment, and she hated it. She hated this horrible old woman, and she hated the judge and his wife. She took a deep breath to steady herself, then said, “I'm sorry. I meant that I was assigned
to the Friend to Friend program.” Without flinching, she looked Mrs. Merkel in the eye. “I threw rocks through the window of a woman's apartment. I was caught and given this assignment as a condition of probation. That's the story.”
“I know the story. I know just about everything that goes on around here.” She shook her head. “So they sent you to me, did they?”
Abbie was startled when Mrs. Merkel bent over, making a strange, cackling noise in her throat. Was she choking? As she moved closer she saw that Mrs. Merkel was laughing.
“I get a lawbreaker and you get me. Fair enough trade,” she said. She motioned toward a wooden porch swing, its varnish weathered in decayed blotches. “Don't just stand there like a ninny. Sit down.”
Abbie sat gingerly, concerned that the rusty chains that held the old swing in place might give, dropping her to the floor.
But Mrs. Merkel plopped down beside her, saying, “It's not going to fall apart. Last time my nephew Charlie drove down from Dallas, he checked the bolts and made sure they'd hold.” Pushing off with her oversized tennis shoes, she set the swing gently in motion.
“That Friend to Friend baloney is a bunch of garbage,” she said. “The first two girls they sent me didn't have half a brain between them, no matter that I was told they were honor students.” She studied Abbie. “Threw rocks at your dad's
girlfriend, did you? Hmmm. Is that what honor students are doing lately?”
“I didn't throw rocks at her. I threw them at her apartment,” Abbie answered.
Mrs. Merkel grinned. “Fat lot of good it did you. I hope you figured out by this time that wasn't very bright. Now, stop dithering around and get back to what we were talking about. Are you or are you not going to drive me wherever I want to go this afternoon?”
“I said I would.” Abbie spaced her words slowly, trying to hold her temper.
“I suppose you'd like to drive to Mexico,” Mrs. Merkel said. “A lot of criminals take off and run down there and hope they won't get extradited back to the U.S., where they'd have to stand trial. That should be just the place for you.”
Indignantly Abbie gripped the arm of the swing. “I don't run away from my problems,” she said.
“You can't take a joke so good either,” Mrs. Merkel snapped. She looked at her watch. “You got any idea where the community center is? Probably not. Kids of today are so wrapped up in their own snotty little worlds, they don't think about anybody or anything else.”
“I know where the center is,” Abbie answered. It was getting more and more difficult to talk to this crabby old woman without exploding at her.
Mrs. Merkel suddenly stood, rocking the swing and throwing Abbie off balance. “Then come on,” she said. “What are you waiting for?”
As she followed Mrs. Merkel toward the Thompsons' car, Abbie's anger shot like burning arrows toward Judge Wilhite's judgmental wife. She hated her.
You set me up
, Abbie accused the woman who had scorned her over the phone.
You knew what Mrs. Merkel was like. You knew she had kicked out two girls before I came along. She'd kick me out too. You were sure she would. And then you could prove to your husband that he'd been wrong and you'd been right.
Abbie opened the passenger door for Mrs. Merkel, trying hard not to slam it as Mrs. Merkel settled herself on the seat with the comment, “I don't expect you to be a good driver. Kids today are reckless hooligans on the road.”
For only a few seconds Abbie wearily leaned against the car, again directing her thoughts to a smirking Mrs. Wilhite.
You just think you're going to win this one. You're not. I'm not going to give up this easily. I'll stick it out with Mrs. Merkel, no matter what, and win that deferred adjudication I was promised. Just wait and see.
At the blast of the car's horn, Abbie jumped back with a yelp. She hurried around to the driver's side, climbed in, and fastened her seat belt. Glancing at Mrs. Merkel, she said, “Please fasten your seat belt.”
“I don't like seat belts.”
“There's a two-hundred-dollar fine if you don't wear your seat belt,” Abbie persisted. “It's the law.”
Mrs. Merkel grinned. “You're a fine one to be quoting the law. Tell me about the law against throwing rocks.”
Abbie took a deep breath.
What do I do with this woman? Do I just give up and tell Mrs. Wilhite, “You win”?
Abbie looked into Mrs. Merkel's eyes and shivered at the malice she saw there.
No
, she thought.
I won't give up.
Finally Mrs. Merkel snapped the seat belt in place and grumbled, “You were certainly taking your own sweet time out there. What's the point of going to the meeting of my book club if I can't get there when it starts?”
Abbie looked at the clock on the dashboard as she started the car and pulled into the street. “It's barely twenty minutes to two,” she said. “You told me your meeting begins at two, and we're only ten minutes away from the community center on Waterfront Drive.”
“Ten minutes if you speedâwhich you probably will.”
“Tell me about your book club,” Abbie said. She turned onto Main Street and drove a short two blocks toward Waterfront Drive, where she turned again, heading south.
Golden shimmers of sunlight rippled over the water, and out in the bay at least two dozen sail-boats skimmed the waves. March was always a beautiful month, and this day seemed one of its best.
“Watch out for that truck. Over there at the corner.”
“I see the truck.”
“There's a man down there going to cross the street.”
“I see him.”
Mrs. Merkel took her eyes from the road long enough to examine the interior of the car. She ran her long, bony fingers over the upholstery. “This isn't much of a car,” she said. “But then, it doesn't make much sense to spend good money on a car for a kid, who's only going to smash it up anyway.”
“It's not my car,” Abbie told her. “It belongs to my mother.” Abbie realized that Mrs. Merkel was studying her from the corner of her eye, but she refused to look at the woman. “Tell me about some of your friends in the book club,” she said.
“Friends? Huh! I wouldn't call them friends.” Mrs. Merkel's voice was bitter. “Lawanda and Gladys used to pick me up for meetings, but they haven't for a long time now. Always one dumb excuse after another, until I stopped calling them. Huh!” she said again. “Who needs them?”
With Mrs. Merkel's nonstop directions, Abbie turned into the parking lot of the community center and pulled up to the front door. “You can get out here. I'll park the car and meet you inside,” she said.
Mrs. Merkel's eyes narrowed. “Maybe I should stick with youâlike a parole officer, or whoever you have to report to. Make sure you don't run off and leave me while you got the chance.”
Abbie sighed, Mrs. Wilhite's smirk in her
mind. “Trust me,” she said. “I'm not going anywhere.”
“I don't trust anybody,” Mrs. Merkel snapped, but she climbed out of the car and slammed the door.