Oath of the Brotherhood (30 page)

The Ceannaire’s smile broadened. “Very well. I accept. The match will take place on the large crannog tomorrow after morning devotions. Tell Brother Eoghan he will witness his apprentice’s trials.”

Conor gave Master Liam a short bow. “Aye, sir. Thank you.”

He escaped Carraigmór as quickly as he could, his heart squeezed painfully in his rib cage. What had just happened? He’d gone before the Conclave to make a reasoned case for their involvement. Instead, he’d ended up challenging a man who, rumor said, had never lost a match. Conor wasn’t even sure of
the rules of the challenge. He might have forfeited his life should he lose.

“Your challenge, your terms,” Eoghan told him. “You can choose to fight to the death or merely to first blood, though no one has chosen the former in centuries.”

“Do I have any hope of winning?”

“You beat me,” Eoghan said, but it was hardly the resounding assurance he’d hoped for.

Conor’s foolishness mocked him through sleepless hours. What had he been thinking? He’d extended the challenge, which was bad enough, but then he’d refused to take the easier course offered him. It was as if someone else had inhabited his body and spoken on his behalf. He hardly remembered doing it.

That was ridiculous. He had no one to blame but himself.

Or did he? Hadn’t he dared Comdiu to stop him? He’d even said he wasn’t planning on making it easy, as if he could concoct any plan that could challenge the Almighty Creator. Perhaps his own foolishness meant rather than a quiet tap on the shoulder, Comdiu would stop him in a sensational and humiliating manner.

Or maybe Comdiu just needed to make it clear he couldn’t get out of this through his own power.

It sounded like his own thought, but it was too rational to have come from his churning head. His heart lifted, hope blossoming. Maybe he had just been given a shove in the right direction.

I’ll leave this up to You then. You know better than I that three years cannot compete with a lifetime of training. If it’s Your will I leave Ard Dhaimhin, You’ll have to make it happen.

The morning of the challenge match
dawned under a bright blue sky, without sign of the rain that had plagued Ard Dhaimhin for days. Conor took it as a good omen, even though his stomach began its somersaults when the first of the curious glances fell on him. So word had gotten around already.

He put his head down and strode toward the amphitheater, hoping that his posture would deflect most of the questions. He stifled a groan as Ailbhe fell into step beside him. True, it was Tor who had taken a dislike to him, but Ailbhe hardly did anything without his friend’s permission.

“You think you can win?” the boy asked, his tone more curious than challenging.

Conor flicked a glance at Ailbhe, forcing down a surge of defensiveness. “What do you think?”

Ailbhe studied him. “You fight like Brother Riordan. He’s the only one who’s ever beaten Master Liam.”

“You think so?”

“I hope so. If you lose, I have to do all Tor’s chores in the barracks for a month. Don’t let me down.” Ailbhe gave him a grin,
the first real expression of solidarity, followed by a heavy thump on the shoulder. “Good fortune, Brother Conor.”

“Fortune,” Conor repeated numbly. He wasn’t sure which was more surprising: the fact that the boy had broken the Fíréin prohibition against gambling, or that he’d bet against his friend. On him.

A smile spread across Conor’s face. Perhaps he could do this after all.

When Eoghan slid onto a bench across from him, he was trying to steady his nerves and force down enough breakfast to sustain his energy through the match. He glanced up long enough to catch his mentor’s eye. “Do you have any advice for me?”

“Don’t think,” Eoghan said. “You have the training and the instincts. Don’t let your brain get in the way.”

“If that were a problem, I wouldn’t be in this situation.” Conor hadn’t meant to be funny, but when he caught Eoghan’s gaze, they both broke into nervous chuckles. “Whatever happens today, thank you. I know what you sacrificed to take me as an apprentice.”

“Some good it did you. I’d hoped to avoid this scenario. You ready?”

The words jolted Conor’s system and caused his heart to ricochet in his chest. He gave Eoghan a sober nod, every trace of humor vanishing. One way or another, in a few short hours, his life would take a dramatically new direction.

Eoghan let him save his energy and ferried him across the lake to the crannog. At least Conor was comfortable with the location, the site of much of his training. If he could just convince himself this was another practice match and keep his mind off the stakes, he might actually have a chance.
Don’t let your brain get in the way.
Very well. He’d already determined Comdiu would have to intervene in this one.

When they arrived at the yard, Master Liam waited with all nine Conclave members. Apparently, the Conclave stood with their leader. Conor didn’t look at them. He felt intimidated enough without reading the pity in their faces.

“Don’t let them rush you,” Eoghan whispered as they approached the yard. “Take as much time as you need. Work some forms. It’s your challenge.”

Eoghan handed Conor the bundle containing his weighted practice sword and the sharpened weapon for the challenge. He moved to the corner of the yard, feeling the other men’s gazes upon him. After a moment of hesitation, he chose the steel.

The practice weapon had been a good approximation of the real thing, but it still took several forms before Conor ceased to be aware of the sword in his hand. By then, he had worked up a sweat, and his muscles felt fluid and warm. He turned and saw Master Liam had done the same thing. At least he was taking Conor’s challenge seriously.

Now came the formalities. Conor stepped into the yard and called, “Liam, Ceannaire of the Fíréin brotherhood, I challenge you.”

Liam stepped forward. “Conor, apprentice to Eoghan of the Fíréin brotherhood, I accept.”

Brother Daigh entered the yard and gestured for them to approach. Riordan was not judging the match as was his privilege as first seat on the Conclave? Conor scanned the area and saw his father had joined Eoghan opposite the Conclave members. The sight warmed him.

Daigh was speaking now, and Conor turned his attention forward. “Brother Conor, the challenge.”

“Short swords to first blood.”

Liam nodded his agreement. “I accept.”

“You will fight to the first sign of blood, drawn intentionally
by the opponent’s sword,” Daigh said. “If either should withdraw prior to that point, he shall forfeit the decision. Any questions?”

Conor shook his head. Liam smiled, not unkindly. Daigh continued, “Very well, then. Brothers, take your positions.”

Conor moved back several steps and assumed a guard stance. Liam raised his sword, completely at ease, as if they were chatting rather than fighting. Conor focused on his opponent’s eyes and used his peripheral vision to watch for a shift in stance that would indicate an attack.

Liam leapt forward, his sword a blur of offensive strikes. Only Conor’s instincts kept the bright blade from his flesh.
Blessed Comdiu, he’s fast!

Liam paused, and Conor countered with a low thrust. The Ceannaire brushed it aside as he might swat a gnat. His elbow was low, part of Conor’s mind noted, filing the fact away for future use. He’d be weak countering an overhand slash . . .

Conor tried it, but Liam parried and countered easily. He leapt out of the way as the tip of the Ceannaire’s sword sliced open his tunic. There was a collective indrawn breath as the witnesses waited for the slow blossom of red beneath, but it never came. That had been far too close.

Don’t think. You have the training and the instincts.
Conor forced himself to relax and met the next onslaught with more confidence, but his blade got nowhere near Liam. Unless Conor developed the miraculous ability to draw blood from several inches away, he was going to wear down long before the Ceannaire.

Back and forth they went, circling for better position, each meeting the other’s blade before it could strike home. Sweat trickled down Conor’s face and dripped onto his tunic, more from anxiety than exertion. At least Liam no longer looked so
fresh. He, too, was having to work harder to keep the equilibrium of the match.

The air seemed to thicken then, time slowing by just a fraction. The tension melted from Conor’s body and the scene turned soft around the edges. He found himself parrying just a bit faster, countering a split second quicker. He was acutely aware of the movement of air currents around them, the sound of the sand beneath their feet, the rasp of breath in his lungs. Details began to register in the back of his mind: the shift of weight to Liam’s offhand side, the slightest flicker of an eyelash when he was about to feint, the way he held his breath before delivering a particular strike.

Then time sped up again, and Conor was fighting faster than he had thought himself capable, moving without conscious thought. Before he could even register his intention, he saw his opening and took it.

Pain seared Conor’s throat. He halted and realized the tip of Liam’s sword had broken the skin just above his collarbone. It was a masterful show of control: a mere fraction more and Conor would be dead, or at the very least, mute. Blood slowly trickled down his chest.

Liam was breathing hard. “Well done, Brother Conor. Another minute, and you might have had me.”

Only then did the other details
 
—and the reason for the shocked silence
 
—seep in. A slight smile stretched Conor’s lips.

Liam followed his gaze downward to his chest, where the tip of Conor’s blade lay against his ribs amidst a slowly spreading red stain.

“It’s a draw!” Daigh announced in shock.

Their eyes met, and cautiously, they withdrew their weapons. It took all Conor’s willpower not to reach up and touch the wound. Instead, he asked, “What does a draw mean?”

“The decision is Liam’s,” Daigh said.

Conor’s heart fell to his stomach. All his hard work was for naught?

“Bravely fought, Brother Conor,” Liam said. “I haven’t had a match like that in years. You should be proud of what you have accomplished, as should Brother Eoghan.”

“Thank you, sir,” Conor said, but he felt only the heavy weight of failure.

“I am satisfied you have met all the requirements of our training and then some. If you still wish it, I release you from your apprenticeship. Leave Ard Dhaimhin with my blessings.”

Conor stared for what felt like a full minute. “I can leave? Even though I didn’t win?”

“The fact you risked this challenge when you were given an alternative shows both character and purpose. You’ve proven you have your own path to follow.”

Conor bowed his head, humbled by the praise. “Thank you, sir. But I believe it means Comdiu will not allow His plans to be thwarted by either of us.”

Liam offered his hand, and Conor clasped his forearm. “Enjoy your accomplishment for now, and come to the fortress when you’re ready. We have some matters to address before you go.”

“Aye, sir.”

Conor felt oddly serene in the aftermath of the match, as if he had merely watched the challenge. Tomorrow he would walk from the peace of Ard Dhaimhin and into the roiling uncertainty of a kingdom under siege, where he would face battles that would make his challenge match with Liam seem like idle play. Somehow, in this bubble of calm, the idea did not frighten him. It paled in comparison to the sudden thrill of hope that shot through him.

Aine, I’m coming.

Liam and Riordan remained on the crannog long after the others left, staring at the gently rippling surface of the lake.

“You were right,” Riordan said finally.

“About what?”

“About everything. I’m sorry I doubted you.”

“You had the right to doubt,” Liam said. “I think Comdiu worked things out in spite of me, not because of me.”

Riordan turned, studied Liam’s profile. “I don’t understand.”

“Conor was correct. The age of the brotherhood will come to an end, and there’s not a thing I can do about it. It’s how it’s meant to end. I saw that today.”

There were far too many layers in the statement to peel back, so Riordan went for the most obvious question, the one that had nagged him since the match. “It wasn’t a draw, was it? Conor was just a little quicker than you today.”

Liam only gave his mysterious smile and turned to the waiting boat. Riordan shook his head and followed, but he knew he was right. Conor had somehow managed to beat the Ceannaire in a fair match, a fact disturbing in its symbolism. He climbed into the boat behind his leader, pushed away from the shore, and forced back a shiver of foreboding as they glided into deep water.

After evening devotions, Conor and Eoghan made their way to Carraigmór. Every few feet, brothers stopped them with questions. Had it really been a draw? Had Conor actually managed to bleed a man who had never lost a match?

Conor put them off the best he could and kept moving toward the fortress. Eoghan kept his eyes fixed on Carraigmór’s imposing bulk, a muscle pulsing in his jaw. It was a sure sign
he was struggling not to speak his mind. But why? Was it the brothers’ sudden attention on Conor? Or did Eoghan sense, as Conor did, that there was far more involved in that match than a simple challenge?