Obsession: Loving An Alpha Male (26 page)

“The moment we talked about me creating a plan for when I have a case that requires me to go overseas I started to do just that. The first thing I want you to see and sign is my will. I’m leaving everything I own to you, as well as power of attorney.”

Kenya shot up from her chair and backed away from his desk.

“No, Josh, this wasn’t what I meant when I said make a plan. I don’t want your things or money… I want you… I want you to make provisions to come home in one piece…”

Josh stood and walked toward her. He reached for her hand, but she moved it.

“Sweets, listen to me… This is all part of the plan okay? What you said is included, but I need to tell you everything. Unfortunately the bad and difficult things have to be ironed out first. ”

Josh moved to take her hand again, and she didn’t fight back. He led her back to the desk, and she sat. Josh took a deep breath and looked at the papers he had in front of them.

“Everything here is very simple. All that I own will become yours should something happen to me. You can do whatever you deem necessary, okay?”

He looked at her to make sure she was following.

Kenya nodded and said, “I understand. Do you have any special wishes you want me to carry out for you?”

He smiled. “That’s my girl… and no. My will has been mapped out and was planned since I graduated college and joined the FBI.”

Josh stood and walked over to the wall behind his desk. He placed his thumb on the wall, and the wall panel moved up revealing a safe.

Kenya stood. “Holy crap.”

Josh smiled and signaled for her to come to him. He closed the panel with his thumb print then took her right hand in his. He took her thumb and placed it next to the panel she witnessed move.

“Place your thumb here, and the panel will move. You and I are the only ones that can get into my safe. Once the panel reveals the safe, place your thumb here, but keep your eyes on the pad you place your thumb on. There’s a secret eye scanner on this as extra precaution. If you don’t do both, or let’s say someone forces you to open this safe, and you only place your thumb here, the system will automatically signal safety measures, and the cavalry will come calling in less than five minutes. Also a hidden security camera will come on automatically.”

Josh showed her how to open the panel again, as well as how to open the safe.

Once she had it down, he told her, “The other safety measure is for the contents within the safe. Should you ever be forced to open the safe, there is a hidden pocket that will shift all contents there showing the safe as empty.”

Kenya shook her head, apprehension evident to Josh and asked, “So is there a chance I’ll get robbed or that you will?”

Josh shrugged. “I’m not going to lie to you. It’s always a possibility. I try to think of every scenario, just in case. This is just one of many I have.”

Kenya bit her bottom lip and nodded.

“Hey.” Her eyes went to his, and he brought her into his arms. “Don’t dwell on it, okay? I’m like the king of think of everything. I try to be anyway. There are a lot of things in that safe I want protected, and I want the best security money can buy and then I’ll get one of the world’s smartest people to make it even better.”

He leaned in and placed a kiss on her lips.

“You keep Junior busy, don’t you?” she asked as an afterthought.

He chuckled. “Yes I do. Okay, so let me show you what’s in here. This is what I call emergency stash. There’s close to a half of a million dollars in here, unmarked of course. There is account information for some overseas accounts that I have. I have some important case papers and notes that I don’t need to fall into anyone’s hands, and well, I have these.”

He reached in and grabbed a small pouch from the safe. He took Kenya’s hand, palm up and emptied the pouch in her hand. Kenya’s eyes became large as she watched what he poured in her hand.

“Are these real?” she asked, staring at various sizes and colors of diamonds.

She touched the stones and watched the glitter of light bounce through them.

“Yes, they are.”

He watched her reflection and smiled. He was glad he already moved the most precious diamond he had out of the bunch. When he let her see that one, it would be on different terms.

“They are beautiful,” she whispered and then put the diamonds back in the pouch and placed it back into the safe.

Tears started gathering in her eyes. She closed the safe and placed her shaking thumb on the hidden keypad to close the panel wall. Josh, seeing the slight tremble, wrapped his arms around her middle bringing her back against him.

“Hey, you okay?” Josh asked her.

She nodded but tried not to let him see her. Josh, of course, could tell she was upset and turned her to face him. He tilted her chin to bring her eyes to his.

“What’s wrong, Sweets?”

He grazed his thumb underneath both her eyes to catch the tears that were on the brink of falling. She shook her head then closed her eyes.

She said softly, “You really trust me.”

He chuckled lightly. “Well, yeah.”

“No, Josh, I mean, you really… trust me.”

Josh, getting her meaning, pulled her closer to him and leaned into her.

“I trust you with my life, baby.”

She sighed and put her hands in his hair. “And I trust you with mine.”

The moment she touched her lips to his, the hunger that he always managed to awaken in her took over.

She parted from his lips and said, voice drenched with need, “Sit down.”

Josh backed up and sat in his desk chair, and Kenya climbed on his lap, brought her hands back in his hair and kissed him with a desire that she branded only he could bring.

She traveled her lips from his to his neck while she grinded against his impressive hard on.

“Mmm. Baby, you’re driving me crazy,” Josh growled, voice vibrating through her, feeding her, driving her passion for him.

She moved her hands to the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up. Josh leaned up and helped her remove his shirt. She then traveled her lips and hands down his chest to his abs leaving him breathless with expectancy.

Josh, leaning back further in his chair, carried his hand to the back of her head. He fisted her hair in his fingers as her head traveled further and further down his stomach. The moment he felt her hand touch him, he instantly moaned with contentment.

The feeling of her hand on him was pure ecstasy. The moment when she took him in her mouth, a long hiss passed his lips. He gripped the side of the chair, rubbing the leather trying to keep from gripping her hair and taking over.

“Do you like the way my tongue feels?” she asked softly.

“Damn, yes, baby, you know I do.”

It blew his mind how much she knew his body and knew what heights she could bring him to make him lose his mind. She managed to pull the control from him with every stroke of her hand and tongue. Josh could feel the restraint leaving him, and as she brought him to the deepest climax he’d ever had, he knew holding back was something he wouldn’t be able to do.

When she moved back from him, seemingly satisfied with driving him crazy, Josh pulled her up by the back of her head as he stood.

“Put that ass on the desk, Sweets,” he said voice low and hoarse but still craving and insatiable.

Kenya did as she was told while Josh pulled his shorts down and kicked them away. He then removed the t–shirt she wore, pleased beyond measure that she was completely naked. He brought her lips to his as it was his turn to ravish her body, which was his favorite thing to do.

Josh had always been aggressive with women, saying and doing whatever he wanted, but with Kenya she seemed to always bring the beast out of him. He pulled her hair, tilting her head back. A gasp escaped her throat from surprise, but it was quickly replaced with a moan as he started kissing and licking down her throat. The discomfort of the inflexible surface underneath her bottom went unnoticed, concentrating solely on the feeling he created in her.

He leaned her back further and went for her nipples, slurping and licking until she writhed with unsullied passion.

“Oh, Josh, baby, that feels so good…” Kenya moaned and started circling her hips, a reaction he always managed to create in her, the need for him.

She tried to wrap her legs around him to pull him into her, but he bit her nipple in admonishment.

“Ouch!”

Josh released her nipple with a pop then took her legs and pulled them apart farther to bring her spread eagle in front of him.

Josh licked his lips and shook his head. “Damn, baby, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever had the pleasure of knowing and seeing. And this pussy… tell me you belong to me.”

Josh brought his fingers down to her lips and began to trace along her clit and just at the mouth of her pussy. Kenya moved her hips faster, trying to make his finger slip inside her.

“Josh, please!!!!”

Josh could see she was on the brink of losing it. He loved seeing the expression and emotion in her eyes.

“You close, baby… what do you want me to do? Fuck you with my finger or tongue or dick? Which one, baby? Tell me.”

“Um…. I can’t…. I don’t know, but please do something. I need you, baby, please!”

“Get up on your knees and turn around.”

Kenya looked at him strangely, causing him to growl. He gripped her by her waist and turned her.

“Put your knees on the desk, Sweets… that’s it, just like that. Now bend over and bring that beautiful ass in my face.”

She did as he asked, and the way she was positioned brought her pussy right where he wanted. Josh sat down at his desk and pulled her back and licked her from her clit to her ass.

“Oh my God,” Kenya moaned just as Josh brought her to the orgasm she longed for with the flicks of his tongue and suction from his mouth.

He continued to drink her in, making sure to not stop long after she was done and escorted her through an intense warming sensation that wracked her body. He ravished her nonstop, wetting her pussy with sucks and licks of his tongue and ratcheted her body with bouts of pleasure she couldn’t handle.

Kenya screamed and gripped and threw everything on the desk to the floor. She even tried to move from his deadly tongue, but he had a grip on both her thighs. She had no choice but to accept everything he gave her, and boy did he give it to her.

“Josh… I can’t take anymore baby I can….. Oh fuck! Ohhhhh, Joshuaaaaa!” she screamed as another wave overcame her.

She thought she was about to pass out.

Finally, Josh let go of her thighs and moved away from her, but only to bring her one leg to the floor. The other leg he had hiked up as he rammed his dick in her pussy.

“Joshua!” she exclaimed and shot up.

Josh pushed her back down. “Baby, I’m about to fuck the shit out of you, so you better hold on to something.”

Kenya reached for the end of the desk, hell any part of the desk, but he didn’t give her time before he started pounding her from behind. He loved the tight feeling when she gripped his cock and milked him greedily.

“Kenya, baby, I can’t get enough of this pussy. Since you won’t tell me this is mine, I’ll have to show you that you belong to me.”

Josh’s thrusts were hard and relentless, never slowing down and never going easy, no matter how much she screamed or gripped his arms and dug her nails in him. Her shaken pleas for him to never stop, to fuck her harder, were his driving forces.

This changed the moment he tickled her G–spot. He was avoiding it because he knew the moment he stroked her there, it would be over for the both of them.

Kenya tried to sit up when he hit it, “No, Josh, wait.”

“Fuck no, baby; I’m giving you what you wanted. Take this dick, baby. It’s all yours for as long as you want it… Tell me how long you want me, baby. Tell me.”

“Oh shittt! I’m coming again! I’m-” The scream that came from her mouth brought her to one of the most intense orgasms she had ever felt, period.

Her body was on fire with raw heady sensations that sent jolts of bliss running through her body.

Josh finally felt his release take over and finally calmed his desires. He slowed his pace, spent, reluctantly pulling out of her then brought her down on his lap as he collapsed in his chair.

They both sighed loudly as they were equally spent and exhausted.

“Joshua?” She breathed. Her head rested on the side of his.

“Mmmm,” he responded.

Hell, that was the best he could do.

“If I can, I want to have you forever.”

Josh didn’t reply, but he turned her head slightly so he could capture her mouth with his.

He finally whispered, “Then you can and will have me forever.”

Josh finally got the strength to stand but just enough energy to walk into his bedroom and fall on the bed, bringing Kenya with him.

“I thought we had things to do?” Kenya mumbled as Josh laid on his side and pulled her up against him.

He held her tight, trying to prevent her from leaving.